Where is the joy

After dinner, Gao Xiang asked Lu Xiaoben what he wanted to play, and Lu Xiaoben said it didn't matter.I see him holding an electronic product all day long, and when he comes out to play, he just plays with his mobile phone in a different place, it's the same everywhere.Gao Xiang proposed to go fishing, but Lu Xiaoben did not object.

Xu Qing asked me if I wanted to be with them?

I shook my head, I don't like fishing.

Xu Qing looked at me thoughtfully, "Don't you like fishing? Why do you often see you with old man Su carrying a fishing rod?"

Gao Xiang asked casually, "Which old man is Su?"

I answered first, "It's just an idle old man, I buy all my fish from him."

Xu Qing looked at me and changed the subject, "Let's go buy fishing gear first." So the group drove to buy fishing gear again.

I have always had the habit of taking a nap after dinner. I used to take a nap no matter how busy I was, even if it was only for 5 minutes. After I came to town, I became more and more lazy. After I got the fishing gear, I went back to the shop by myself.

On weekdays, I can almost sleep next to the pillow. I turned over on the mat several times. I was obviously very sleepy, but I couldn't fall asleep. I was thinking about the words Gao Xiang said to me when I was in the car.

At that time, Xu Qing and Lu Xiaoben went down to pick fishing gear, and I was blowing on the air conditioner in the car. Gao Xiang didn't get out of the car in a hurry, and handed me a piece of chewing gum, "Miss He, you have to help persuade Xu Qing."

I shook my head, "Don't persuade me!"

"We are not young anymore. If we take a wrong step, it will be difficult to catch up with others."

"There are thousands of others, which one are you referring to?"

"I know that Ms. He used to work in a large group. It is understandable to come to live in the town, relax, and adjust. I don't think you will be satisfied with staying here for a lifetime. The rest must be for Next time I set off, I would like to ask, Miss He, what are your plans for the next step?"

I was very sleepy, and felt that the memory in my head was seriously short of space, so I replied perfunctorily: "I don't have any plans, let's take a step and see."

"Xu Qing is self-destructing his future."

I became a little impatient, "Well, she's an adult now, if she wants to get married, I'll be her bridesmaid. If she doesn't want to get married, I'll never end with anyone who forces her to get married. Anyway, I respect her wishes."

Gao Xiang raised his voice, "You can't say such things at this time. Who is she here for? Who is she not willing to go back to get married? It's too selfish for you to say that you respect her wishes at this time."

I'm so pissed off, I really know how to buckle my hat! "You are not selfish, you want to take everything, let Lu Xiaoben alone, can neither see your friends nor your parents, you are free and easy, he will be the man behind you! You are married , what is Lu Xiaoben? A male mistress?!"

"How can I see that I am at ease, with a lot of rules and regulations on my body, how can I talk about being at ease, how can I talk about being at ease. Xiao Ben made sacrifices, and I feel sorry for him when he is sad, but I think, this is me and him. A stable and quality life is a necessary price to pay.”

"Having a lover but not staying together, what is a stable and quality life, is putting the cart before the horse."

What else did he want to say, he stopped when he saw Lu Xiaoben and Xu Qing came back.

Not long after I lay down on the mat, Xu Qing also came. She went to take a shower, then went into the room and lay down on the rocking chair. Seeing me tossing and turning, she said, "Why don't they go fishing if I can't sleep? I see you I have a lot of fun fishing.”

I lazily replied, "I don't want to fish today."

"Is it because the people fishing together are different?"

I smiled awkwardly, "I don't know them well, Lu Xiaoben is so awkward, and Gao Xiang has the air of an adjutant, I might as well go back to my home and sleep comfortably. By the way, what level is Gao Xiang?"

"Secretary of the planning committee of the department, Zheng Ke, I heard that he is going to be promoted to the deputy department."

"Then you're about the same. You go to the mountains and go to the countryside in the wind and sun all day, why is he so dragging?"

"The location is different. A small Bodhisattva in a big temple is better than a big Buddha in a small temple."

"Then do you have an idea to move to the big temple?" I asked her.

Xu Qing thought for a while, and said seriously: "To be honest, I don't have such an idea for the time being. Although I grew up here, I have been studying outside since I was sensible, and I don't spend much time here. I may not have much interest in the countryside. You know a lot. Although you are a rough person, your understanding is quite good. It is also very good to be able to work here for a period of time and do grassroots things. My parents are getting old and their health is gradually getting worse. , I hope I can spend more time with them, and I don't want to leave any regrets in the future. Parents and you, you are all by my side, I am already very satisfied!"

"Don't you regret staying in the village for the rest of your life?" I asked.

She looked at me, "Well, it depends on the situation." She looked away, "Anyway, life is a road after a road, and you can take a good look at the scenery of each road."

After thinking about it, I still told her the conversation between Gao Xiang and me, "Gao Xiang asked me to persuade you, saying that I can't watch you ruin your future."

Xu Qing frowned, "So, you came to persuade me?"

I shook my head, "Since you didn't tell me these things, you must have made up your own mind, and I will support you in any decision you make." I looked at her fixedly, for fear of missing her expression, my chest was like a drum beating, "I just want to know, did you come here because of me?"

I stared at her two lips and thought, as long as she says yes, I will fight for it today.

"There must be a reason why you're here," she said.

He Changhuan, what are you waiting for? If you don't confess your love right now, what day will you wait?

Xu Qing continued, "But, more importantly, it's for myself."

I held back my breath and listened to her continue.

Her tone was calm and cruel, "It's mainly for myself, for my own freedom. Whether it's dating a boyfriend or choosing this job, returning to my hometown and refusing the marriage is not for you, but for myself!"

I almost suffered from internal injuries, so what should I say to make myself look very gracious?