Where is the joy

For more than a year, I haven't contacted Xu Qing, and I haven't deliberately inquired about her.

I changed my phone number, uninstalled WeChat, and concentrated on enjoying my slow (broken love) life.

In fact, some of our mutual friends know that I run a homestay here. As long as Xu Qing is willing to inquire, she will definitely know about me.

She never looked for me either.

I think, in her heart, I may not be too important.

I am also very busy, not the same as I was busy with work before.As long as people are busy, they feel much better.

Opening a B&B is not as easy as many people imagine. They think it’s just basking in the sun all day, drinking tea and posting on Weibo.In fact, there are many chores every day, such as cleaning, washing and drying quilts, buying vegetables and cooking, sometimes repairing something broken, and sometimes reconciling conflicts with guests. In short, I am an unmarried young woman Be like a housewife with a big family at war.

Although I run a homestay, I am doing tourist business.But to be honest, I am not a person who likes to travel, especially in the past year, I have come into contact with all kinds of tourists, really, it is hard to describe.

Let’s just talk about a literary young woman who lives here now.It's not that I have opinions on literary youth, on the contrary, I sometimes feel that I am quite literary.It's just that some people really don't have a brain when they go out.

The female Wenqing said that she came from Tibet. This place is not far from the Tibetan area. She wears a lot of silver rings, necklaces, and bracelets. Silver Jingle.I don't know what happened to Yindingdang. I have been gloomy and gloomy since I checked in. The sound insulation in this room is not very good. I cried a few times in the middle of the night. Some guests reported to me that the black lights were frightening. Decided to have a chat with her.

I picked a few big and fresh papayas, washed them, cut them, and put them on a plate. After searching around, I found Yindingdang in the rattan chair in the yard.Now she is crying again, weeping silently, the pear blossoms are raining, so pitiful.I couldn't bear it, so I took a tissue and handed it to her, and brought the fruit over, "There's nothing hard to overcome. Think about it in a few years, it's nothing serious. Come, try it, it's fresh!"

Yin Dingdang was not in the mood to eat, so he said, "Tell me, what did I do wrong, him, he wants to treat me like this?" Knowing that I just need to be silent, she just needs a listener.

Sure enough, Yin Dingdang sighed again, "I found that Master Yi Shu was right. When a person no longer loves you, it's wrong for you to be silent, it's wrong to cry, or it's wrong to breathe, or it's wrong to die." Very good , Quoting scriptures, at least it shows that the insanity is not insanity, but just encountered emotional problems, I secretly guessed.

Maybe it's because I'm a fairly good listener, Yin Dingdang told me her story, "Ma'am, I'm broken in love!" After speaking, she cried again, her thick smoky makeup was crying, After wiping it with a paper towel, it was a big paste, and I couldn't bear to look directly at it. "I went to Tibet because it is a sacred and pure place. I hope to be alone with my soul. I heard that people must go to Tibet once in their life. Only there can they find their lost self. I was in Tibet with him. I know Lhasa. He is a resolute Tibetan man. He chased me. Although we haven’t known each other for a long time, he is like an old friend who has been reunited for a long time. He is the lost corner of my heart! In the Tibetan area for more than a week , we are together day and night, do you understand, this feeling of true love! But now, I am going back to Beijing, I have texted and called him, but there is no news, I am so conflicted, should I go back, I can’t let him go , but he didn't return my calls..."

Yes, that's why I don't like traveling.What are you looking for in the pure land, looking for the soul, looking for yourself, hey, if you are looking for sex/encounter, you will look for sex/encounter, why do you want to say it so fresh and refined!

Logically speaking, an emotional novice like me doesn't have much experience to use to guide others.But I was very angry, and felt that the word "broken love" must not be used in this way.Where is your true love, this is obviously a date/gun, okay!In that windy place, you have a little bit of windy entanglement with a man like the wind, just make an appointment, and break up after the appointment, love, love is more commonplace!

I felt the need to tell her the truth, "I think it's probably because he's not available."

Silver Dingdang's eyes sparkled with hope, "Really? You also think he loves me, don't you?"

I couldn't bear to break her fantasy, and said: "Think about it, there are so many girls like you waiting for him to go to sleep, waiting for him to find his soul, and they can't even fall asleep. How can he have time to talk to you?" !"

"What do you mean by that?"

I decided to tell her Ah San's story again, "Do you know that there is an Ah San in our town? The one who pretends to be crippled on the street during the day! No, no, he wasn't crippled at all, and he really became lame only this year. When he was not lame, he would often wear a national costume that he found somewhere. In small bars and small teahouses, he would brag to little girls everywhere about his travels. There were dozens of them! Later, the bachelors in the town who had never been able to find wives were so jealous that they broke his legs when he was drunk and rioting once."

Silver Dingdang was surprised, "Is there such a thing?"

"You can ask, you know. I guess your Tibetan man is not much different from Ah San."

I don't know if Silver Ding Dong listened to my words.

When I got up the next day, she had already left and there was nothing in the room.

Damn, the room bill is not paid!