ruthless here

I slept very deeply that night, I don't know how long Yang Congbai has been with me.

When he woke up the next day, he was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, and the two little ghosts were already brushing their teeth and washing their faces sleepily.My allergies didn't get any relief at all.Walking to the kitchen, I asked him if the ointment from yesterday was in the medicine cabinet and asked me to apply it again.When he turned around and saw me, the unnaturalness was evident on his face.

I looked down at myself, I was fully dressed from top to bottom.

He wiped his hands, "I'll get it for you."

I quickly stopped him, "I'll just go by myself!"

I don't want breakfast to smell like that.

It's a pity that Yoyo and Keke's sense of smell is normal. At the dinner table, they pinched their noses and complained loudly that I smell bad. I had to show my injured arm and explain how terrible allergies are. Don't touch it anymore, if you are not allergic, you should also think that other children may be allergic, don't distribute things randomly for others to eat, etc...

Yoyo asked me very concerned, "Father, are you still in pain?"

My heart warmed up, and I quickly put on a powerful pose to show off my biceps, "Is Dad so afraid of pain?"

Ke Ke pouted, "But Uncle, you stink!"

"..."

I seriously doubt that Yang Congbai is a quack doctor, and the wrong medicine has caused a great negative impact on my glorious image.But he actually looked nonchalant, avoiding my angry eyes.The corner of his mouth was still trying to hide a smile, that expression was really indescribable, in short...it was a very perverted look!

I just inevitably went out with a pungent smell.

On the way, Keke kept saying "Uncle smells so bad!", and applied fragrant hand cream several times.Yoyo obviously wanted to protect me, but he argued that it didn't smell bad, "It's much better than durian anyway!"

Yang Congbai, who hadn't spoken much all morning, suddenly said, "But durian is delicious."

Youyou quickly straightened her waist, "You can't eat Dad!"

"..."

"..."

I panicked, "Red light!!"

Yang Congbai braked, and I was about to break out in a cold sweat.

"Father!" Coco protested loudly, "My hand cream has fallen off!"

"Dad was wrong, can you pick it up after getting off the car?"

I'm going crazy, four lives in one car, "What are you thinking?!"

He lowered his eyes and apologized, "I was wrong."

When we arrived at the entrance of the kindergarten, two kids jumped out of the car. I went to the back row and touched my buttocks for a long time, and finally got the hand cream.

Ke Ke got impatient waiting, "Uncle, you are so slow!"

I wiped the hand cream on my sleeve, and handed it to Ke Ke, "Then give your father a snack! Do you know how dangerous it was just now? I almost ran a red light!"

Yang Congbai showed shame.But Ke Ke has a clear front, regardless of the fact that I just picked up the hand cream for her, and instead said to me, "Then who asked you to interfere with Dad?"

ha? !

I interfere with him? !

"You stink!"

"..."

I had lingering fears, and Yang Congbai had lingering guilt, so on the way to work, neither of us spoke again.

This time, I really want to smell the car... I don't know what it will be like to be disgusted by Hao Meng and the others after entering the office... But at noon, you can consider some snail powder to fight poison...

The car stopped and I was about to get out of the car when Yang Congbai suddenly asked me, "Do you still remember what you said last night?"

"……I'm allergic?"

"anything else?"

"Your ointment doesn't work either!"

"Let's take a look today when you have time."

He just doesn't move, and it's not easy for me to drop him.

"Oh right! I said I'm going home tonight to look at the floor..."

He froze for a moment, then turned to look at me.

I feel guilty.

"Well, that's fine if you don't look at it..."

"..."

He opened the door and got out of the car, and I quickly followed.He locked the car and handed me the keys.

"I have an operation at night. You leave work early to pick up the child, and then buy vegetables for cooking. Ke Ke said that he wants to eat fish today, so he won't eat it in the kindergarten. You must choose fresh ones when you buy them. Don't make them too salty. When eating Pick off the thorn and give it to her..."

He gave a lot of instructions in one breath, like a cannonball, which made my head feel dizzy.I stood in the parking lot of the morning rush hour in a mess, listening to his instructions with a full face, while secretly groaning in my heart.I just promised him not to leave... Why is he like this!

Until I heard him say, "Don't wait for me tonight."

"Oh."

"Do you remember it all?"

I quickly replied, "Remember!"

He glanced at me as if he was sure I wasn't trying to fool him, then turned and left.

"... Manager Yu!"

I was startled by the sudden voice behind me!

Brother Qiang sneaked out from the side, "It seems that Doctor Yang is really in charge!"

Depend on!

Is that his head?That's why I let him!

I was too lazy to explain to Brother Qiang, so I turned and walked towards the scientific research building.Brother Qiang followed behind and gossiped, "Manager Yu, just tell me, what is your relationship with Dr. Yang? Is it really like what Hao Meng and the others said?... You still stare at me, really That’s okay, what’s the age... You said Doctor Yang was so kind to you, why didn’t you give him a name and why did he run away, then where are you going to cry..."

He is very considerate of me!

I turned my head and slapped Brother Qiang on the back of the head, "Dr. Yang, you've taken a fancy to him all day long?"

Brother Qiang twitched all over his face, and all the words on it were "people can be so despicable and shameless".

"Look, why are you still beating me up?!"

"Shut up without you! Gossip about your colleagues' private life violates company regulations, do you know? The leader dares to gossip about his private life. Be careful that I won't give you good reviews at the end of the year!"

"You see, you are abusing your power..."

"Get lost! I abused my power and made you all start projects!"

"You are just like a knife mouth and bean curd heart, so you can scare Hao Meng at most... Hey, wait for the manager, is it you? What kind of smell is this..."

You actually want me to give Yang Congbai a "title", isn't that teasing me?

...I don't know what the relationship between Yang Congbai and I should be.

Maybe I can continue to maintain the status quo with him, which doesn't seem to be too difficult.The days go by so fast, and the children grow up so fast, maybe ten days and a half months will pass in the blink of an eye, or even a year and a half will pass.

But I don't know what will happen in three to five years, what will happen in ten or eight years, and what will happen to the child when he grows up.

I dare not even think about what will happen in my life.

According to Yang Congbai's instructions, I picked up the children to buy vegetables and cook after work, and I didn't dare to neglect anything.Today's fish stew was very successful, I left one unserved and wanted to give Yang Congbai a taste when he came back.

But Ke Ke is uncharacteristically taciturn today, and seems to have something on his mind.

While picking fish bones for her, I carefully inquired about today's kindergarten life.Yoyo blinked at me from the side, and secretly waved his little hand. I knew he had something to report.

Ke Ke suddenly raised her head and asked me, "Uncle, do you like Dad?"

I was immediately dumbfounded.

The lethality of this question is too great, not to mention that it was raised by Coco.

I stared at her, unable to speak.But she seemed to be looking forward to my answer.

But Yoyo thinks this is not a problem.

"Of course I like it! How can I live together if I don't like it? Doesn't uncle like Dad too?"

Ke Ke was convinced, "That's why Dad won't live with Mom."

"..."

For a while I couldn't find the right words.

If Yang Congbai were here, what would he say?

Yoyo patted Coco's arm sensiblely, "I don't have a mother either, just like Coco."

"It's not the same." Ke Ke glanced at him, and said seriously, "Yuyou's mother is dead, but Ke Ke's mother is still alive. Dad took Ke Ke to see her mother in summer."

My heart seems to have been stabbed.

Tong Yan Wuji is true, and so is cruelty.

But Yoyo put his index finger to his mouth, and made a "shh" gesture to Coco, and said in a low voice, "Don't say that... Dad will be sad."

I want to cry.

Ke Ke glanced at me, and followed Yoyo to make the same gesture.

They looked at each other and smiled, as if an alliance had been formed.

Before going to bed, Youyou told me that during the day, Keke had a quarrel with Xu Wuren in the kindergarten.

The reason was actually nothing special, two people were fighting for a storybook, neither of them would give in, so Yoyo said let's read it together, and finally sat down and read it together.But watching and watching, the two quarreled again because of the storyline.In the story, there is a kangaroo mother who loves baby kangaroos very much. Xu Wuren’s children felt the same way, “The same goes for kangaroos, mothers love babies very much!”

Then Keke was unhappy, "Daddy loves babies too!"

"Dad is not as loved as Mom," Xu Wuren's child asserted, "Dad will beat me, but Mom won't!"

Ke Ke dismissed it, "That's because your father doesn't love you at all! My father wouldn't hit me!"

"You bullshit!"

"I do not have!"

The two fought back and forth, and finally Xu Wuren resorted to his trump card, "You are the only one who says that by your father! You don't even have a mother!"

The little friend Yoyo, who also had no mother, was shot on the ground, and also felt sad.

Coco was very angry, "I have a mother!"

"Where is your mother?! She didn't live with her!"

Seeing that the quarrel could not be won, Youyou quickly threw the book to Xu Wuren, and walked away with Keke.

"Father," Yoyo felt guilty, "I think they quarreled because of me, it would be fine if I didn't let them read together..."

"It's not Yoyo's fault." I touched his face to comfort him.

It's our grownups' fault.

It's us grown-ups who are so selfish.

After the children were settled down to sleep, I sat in the living room and waited until Yang Congbai came back.

He didn't seem surprised to see me awake.

"have you eaten?"

"Ate."

He came over to see my arm and I rolled up my sleeves to show him.I went to prescribe some medicine during the day, and I have already applied it. Of course, it is much more effective than his quack doctor.Originally, I took the new medicine and wanted to throw away his stinking ointment like a biochemical weapon, but after holding it in my hand for a long time, I finally put it back.

He saw that I was absent-minded, helped me put down my sleeves, and sat down beside me.

"much better."

He held my hand and just looked at me.

I suddenly feel uncomfortable.

My face today is the same as yesterday, and no flowers have bloomed.He still had the cold air brought in from outside, but my palms started to sweat.

"I still want to let Keke see her mother again..."

He let go.

I know he doesn't like the topic.

But fortunately, he didn't reject it outright.

"Do you think it's necessary? I mean, for Coco."

Actually, to be honest, I don't know either.

Even the last time I asked him to take Ke Ke to see Wu Yitong, I no longer knew whether it was right or wrong.

"Before her operation... how did she see Ke Ke?"

"I took Coco to dinner with her, and her family was there."

It was obvious that he was reluctant to share details with me.

What he is talking about must be Wu Yitong's husband, maybe there is also a son... It's really embarrassing for him, I feel embarrassed just sitting here thinking about it.

"I told Coco it was her mother, even though she didn't remember it at all."

That's right, when Wu Yitong left Keke was still so young, of course she couldn't remember.

Those who can't let go are always just us adults.

Perhaps Yang Congbai was right.

He added, "I told Coco that only those who love each other will be together. There may be reasons for loving or not loving, but there is no right or wrong. I promised Coco that I will always love her."

I know he will.

"Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

I had no choice but to tell the truth, "Ke Ke quarreled with Wu Ren again in the kindergarten, and Wu Ren said that Ke Ke has no mother..." Having said that, I also felt wronged, "I don't know how to comfort her, and she doesn't Like Yoyo, my mother is really gone. People are dead, and there is nothing to do. But it’s different, I always feel that I should do something..."

"Don't be too horny," he took my hand again, "It's good to accept some things, let it take its course. After all, you still hope that Wu Yitong can live well, right?"

I was taken aback, "What are you talking about?!"

He smiled, "I told you not to worry about it. Of course I also hope that she can live well." He leaned over and kissed me on the face, "Just thinking about it when I'm alone. I'll be back early tomorrow."

"..."

"OK? Don't think about her."

"..."

I came back to my senses and broke away from his hand, ignoring the fish in the refrigerator.I said indiscriminately, "You are tired too, go to bed early", and then fled back to my room.

This matter was not made clear in the end.

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