ruthless here

At some point, Wu Yitong stopped talking.

She sank deep into the sofa exhaustedly, but she kept looking at me, as if she wanted to take every slight reaction into my eyes.

And I seemed to be trapped in a cold and hard container, unable to move.

I heard footsteps coming from far and near, and her eyes finally left my face.

"Yuyou said you went out to meet friends."

A hand was placed lightly on my shoulder, "Let's go back."

"Congbai..."

"Don't call me that." He interrupted Wu Yitong, "I have nothing to say to you."

He pulled me out of the hotel, he took my car keys, he opened the car door, let me get in, put my seat belt on, and started the car.I don't know why he came or where he's taking me.I still have Wu Yitong's despair and tears in front of my eyes, as if she was the one who was hurt the most in this farce.

The car was parked in a quiet alley, and he handed me the tissue, only to realize that I was crying.

What the hell am I crying about.

My obsessed first love turned out to be just a scandal, and my fate was manipulated in the hands of others.

And my kids.

Wu Yitong didn't necessarily want to harm me, but Yang Congbai did it for my own good.

This is ridiculous.

What should I do?

There are noisy cicadas singing outside the window, but it seems to be from another world.I was tired from crying, I couldn't cry anymore, I was holding a bunch of tissues in my hand, but my brain was completely blank.It seems that what is sitting in the car now is just my body.

I want to escape from this place.

"Let's pick up Yoyo first, and then I'll take you home."

Yang Congbai, he acted as if nothing had happened.

"I'm going to do a paternity test."

My voice was dry and hoarse, as if it wasn't my own.

"it is good."

He agreed without any hesitation.

"...Have you ever done it?"

He looked back at me.

"Maybe, maybe..."

"No, and there is no need for that."

There was no ups and downs in his tone, "Did she not tell you clearly enough? I never had that kind of relationship with her."

"Then what about my identification with Coco? Have you done it?"

"You are in the United States, what should I do?"

"..."

I can't believe it.

"Then how do you know she didn't lie to you? Maybe she can, maybe maybe..."

"Aren't you going to take a paternity test? Keke whose child it is, you will find out soon." Finally, there was some emotion on his face, which was obviously disgust. "Of course, if you don't want to know, you don't have to do it. Let's pretend that what happened today has never happened, but she will always be my daughter."

I was thoroughly irritated by the contempt in his words.

"Who do you think you are?! Do you think of yourself as God?!"

He stared straight ahead, not at me.

"Yang Congbai, let me tell you Yang Congbai! I..."

I don't know what else I can do, let alone him.I might not even be able to beat him in a fight, and even if he lets me fight, what if I beat him up?

What a joke.

"I'm sorry." He still looked forward, "I have regretted it countless times."

"..."

Yes.

I don't even have to ask him what he regrets.

It was an unwise decision he made in his youth and frivolity. He overestimated his own spirit and underestimated its cost.That is a living life!From then on, he couldn't throw it away and couldn't let it go. He wanted to spend his whole life in it.

Whoever it is, I have to give him some sympathy and pity; even I can't hate him wholeheartedly.

"If Coco is really my daughter, will you give her back to me?"

"Now is not the time for us to argue about this..."

"I have nothing to argue with you!" I interrupted him, unable to control my excitement, "Coco is mine! I want my daughter!"

He fell silent again.

The sadness on his face made me realize my own cruelty.If someone wants to take Yoyo away, I will definitely be reluctant.

But that's different.

Yoyo has no one to rely on, he only has me.

But Yang Congbai knew it clearly!

"what about me?"

"..."

"Do you want it?"

"..."

There was a sudden spasm in my stomach, and the chills crawled all over my body in an instant.

He is crazy.

I pushed open the car door as if I was running for my life, and the heat wave hit my face, bringing me back to the familiar world.I stumbled to the intersection to stop the car, wanting to go faster, and faster.I was afraid he would come after me, too scared to even look back.I finally stopped a taxi, got in and reported Yu Fan's address.I still have things to do, I have to pick up Yoyo, I can't let Yu Fan know.

I can't let anyone know.

Once the so-called truth is revealed, it seems that many things can be explained.

But I don't want to think about it anymore.

When I appeared at the door, I must have looked ashen, and Yu Fan was obviously full of the urge to gossip.

"No, I have to go! You want to report to me!"

I took Yoyo to take a taxi home, ordered takeaway, and then went to take a shower.Youyou followed me step by step. When I came out of the shower, I found that he had moved a small bench and sat at the door, as if he was afraid that he would lose me.

We sat down for pizza after the delivery arrived and he finally asked me, "What's wrong with you, Dad? Have you had a fight with your friends?"

"No."

This is not a lie.

"Dad remembered some sad things and was in a bad mood."

The phone suddenly started to vibrate, it was the last name I wanted to see.But Yoyo immediately picked it up and pressed the answer, "Uncle Yang!"

"Yuyou, tell Dad, uncle has parked the car downstairs, and the key is in the mailbox."

"Dad is right next to him, he heard it! Uncle Yang, where are you?"

"Uncle will go up to see you next time. See you again, Yoyo."

"Goodbye, Uncle Yang..."

The phone was hung up hastily, and Yoyo asked me suspiciously, "Why didn't Uncle Yang come up?"

Because he still has self-knowledge.

As if aware of something, Yoyo became very cautious, "Dad, did you quarrel with Uncle Yang?"

"..."

He seemed to be struggling, he finished a piece of pizza silently, and said in a low voice, "Then can you forgive him?"

I forgive him?

Why should I forgive him.

How can I forgive him?

"Uncle Yang is so good, if you don't forgive him, you will be unhappy..."

"..."

Yeah, of course I know how good he is.

How good he had been, it was all so absurd.

Wu Yitong sent me a lot of messages, confession, pleading, and how painful she is now.

I watched her message pop up one reminder after another, and finally didn't have the courage to click on it again.

Maybe it was me who broke down first.

She said she wanted to see Coco anyway.

She begged me, saying that only I can help her now.

"Yu Fei, it's not his own, he won't understand my feelings!"

I put my phone on the couch.

I already hated the person I was back then. I actually made Wu Yitong pregnant... No matter how I settle this account, I won't be innocent.

But I'm not like them.

Both of them are lunatics, and they treat me as a...something that can be disposed of at will, not even a bargaining chip.

What about cocoa, what do they think of cocoa?A commodity, or a hostage?

They know me so well.

If I had known that there was this child, I would definitely have stayed for her.Maybe Wu Yitong will give up this child in the end, maybe we will break up in the end, but at least that is a choice I can participate in, my own choice.Six years later, I may still be in Beicheng, or I may have a family, an ordinary husband and father.Six years later, I may be somewhere else, and Beicheng will be the most vivid youthful memory in my life.

Because of Yang Congbai, my life from now on will be completely different.

Can I get Coco to call me "Daddy"?Can I tell her how her mother got her in a relationship and raised her? The father she loves the most has no blood relationship with her, and even at first, it was just for a deal? ?

Yang Congbai said that now is not the time to fight for this.

He was really thoughtful, he thought of everything for me.

Yu Fan asked me what happened, and I said it was just as she guessed, Yang Congbai knew about it, and he was not very happy.Yu Fan was proud of his excellent emotional intelligence, and said that I would reap the consequences for not listening to her warning.

I took all the orders and praised her for being wise.

I didn't tell her that I wanted to be a father.

Not just Yu Fan, I have no desire to tell anyone about this matter.

Maybe I should tell her, tell my parents.Coco is my child, but also their relatives, they should know.I can also say that it was an accident. The child's mother and Yang Congbai just found out that no one did anything wrong.

But I don't want to lie.

His good things were almost completely ruined by this lie.

I sent Yoyo to the kindergarten on Monday, and when I walked to the door, the little guy hugged me hard.

"Dad, have you reconciled with Uncle Yang?"

"……not yet."

He lowered his eyes, "It's a good thing he's not here."

"……why?"

"Because you and Uncle Yang are arguing, if Ke Ke is here, I don't know if I should get along with her."

The reason is really...

I stroked his little head.

"You and Ke are friends, how can you feel bad because of others?"

But he looked troubled.

"But Dad, I want to be on your side! Keke will definitely be on Uncle Yang's side too."

His love for me was so unreserved, and I suddenly realized that I, too, had never been just his dad.

Just like Coco and Yang Congbai.

"...Father and Uncle Yang, we will reconcile. But it may take some time."

He nodded sensibly.

I don't know how long that will be.

I went for a paternity test. Originally Yang Congbai said he could do it for me, but I was worried because I couldn't believe him anymore.There is no surprise in the appraisal result, Yang Keke is my daughter.

I can't explain how I feel.

After I got the result, I went to work as usual, and as soon as I sat down, Brother Qiang moved his nose exaggeratedly, "Manager Yu, why are you smoking again? What if Doctor Yang comes later?"

I ignored him.

Hao Meng smiled wickedly, "Manager Yu, you haven't reconciled with Dr. Yang yet?"

"I was with him..."

"Hey, don't be angry! We all can see how good Dr. Yang treats you! Why do you say he..."

I slapped the table with a "bang", startling everyone.

"I'll tell you the fuck, if you dare to mention Yang Congbai to me again, you can buy me a plane ticket and go back!"

Suddenly there was silence, Xiao Zhang lowered his head and typed silently, Brother Qiang bent over to pick up the pencil that I had knocked off, Hao Meng's face turned pale, she looked at me dumbfounded, Song Mingyu quickly smoothed things over, "Don't mention it, don't mention it Ah, let's not mention it to anyone! Whoever mentions it in the future will be a bastard!"

Oh shit.

It's quiet now.

Su Zhe asked me for lunch, I told him not to go, I didn't even bother to make up a reason.

Sure enough, he didn't ask anything, only replied "Yes".

This bastard.

He must know!

I was played around by Yang Congbai like a fool, while Su Zhe just watched the show with a smile.

No, he also won money by the way!

The more I think about it, the angrier I get.

After lunch, I was smoking downstairs. Hao Meng sent me a voice message. She deliberately lowered her voice, making it very mysterious.

"Manager Yu, the person you are harmonious with has come to you, what should you do?"

Silly batch.

I turned off the phone and ignored her, and lit another one. After taking two puffs, I saw Yang Congbai coming over.

I'm the only one here, of course he's coming for me, but I'm standing in this corner, there's not even a place to hide.

Unexpectedly, he really came to the door.I thought he was quite thin-skinned, but it turned out that his face was really torn like that.

I turned my head and pretended not to see him.

"Why didn't you answer my phone?"

"The phone is dead."

He asked a stupid question, and I didn't answer it wisely.

He must have wanted to ask me about the results of the appraisal, but I didn't want to tell him at all.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed a number, and I also took out my mobile phone and hung up on him.

"I just don't want to answer your call, what's wrong?"

I took a sharp puff of cigarette, hoping he would stay away from me wisely.

"You promised me not to smoke again."

It's so funny that he even mentioned this to me.When did that happen, is it still interesting to mention it now?

"You bet with Su Zhe again? This time it's a few hundred?"

His face became more and more ugly, "I was wrong before, I shouldn't be with him..."

"Are you finished?!"

"..."

He lowered his eyes, his lips were tight, and he looked more and more complacent, which really made people's teeth itch.

No one is forcing you to lose money, right?

No one is forcing you to raise a daughter for me, right?

You are so wronged and pitiful, so what do you want me to do?

"Do you feel that you are particularly selfless and great? I owe you a pennant, right?"

"..."

"You don't have to pretend to be pitiful to me here. Do you think I'll be soft-hearted if you sell it badly? Let me tell you Yang Congbai, don't you want to ask? Cocoa is mine. You have to return Cocoa to me. No discussion! Also, let me warn you, don't come to me just because you have something to do! I don't want to see you at all, so remember it!"

I put the cigarette to my mouth and wanted to take another puff, even my hands were shaking, but the next second my eyes were spinning.

I staggered and was pushed against the wall by him.

He squeezed my chin and blocked my mouth, as if he wanted to eat me.

I was completely dumbfounded.

……damn it!

Does he not understand human speech? !Is he still shameless? !

I struggled and almost bit his tongue, fuck!I dare not really bite him!I pushed him away angrily, wanting to beat him up, but he raised his sleeve and wiped the corner of his mouth for me.

"Disgusting?" he asked me.

"..."

"It's right to be disgusting. Next time you want to smoke, just think about me."

"..."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left.

I watched his back until I could no longer see him.

He does have a way of torturing me.

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