vengeance

Fang Rui is back.

On a certain morning when everyone was still asleep and the sky was still dim.

I have always been a light sleeper, and I woke up as soon as he opened the door. I heard the sound of him closing the door and walking to his seat, and I only turned sideways quietly without making a sound.

I've been subconsciously avoiding him lately.

I feel like I haven't figured it out yet, what exactly I want to do.He has a lot of things to deal with at home, and I don't seem to be able to help.Moreover, I think he probably doesn't mean that to me. If I do anything else now, will it cause him trouble in vain.

I don't know what to say, and I don't know what expression to use to face him.So I had to look away every time I saw him, lowered my head, and pretended not to care.

I took my observation diary home, and that night, I sat at my desk and flipped through my records and texts page by page.Those days with him seemed to be relived in my mind like this, and each one became clearer and clearer.

Moreover, it is so nostalgic.

Coming out of the library after self-study that day, I ran into Fang Rui who was walking towards me from the teaching building.

Before he had time to dodge, he accidentally met his gaze.I smiled awkwardly, as if every time I saw him on the road recently, my expression management would get out of control.

"that……"

I stopped walking towards the dormitory and turned around to look at him.

"I might have to go."

"what?"

"My parents... are going through divorce procedures recently. I may have to go to the United States with my mother."

I let out a dumbfounded oh, my brain has not yet fully digested the sudden news.

Does this... mean that she is going to be cold after she just came out of the closet with the senior sister?

The boy in front of me looked at me without blinking his eyes. In my memory, it seemed that I had never seen him staring at something so intently before.Now that somewhere is where I am headed, but I am not at all happy.

"I'm sorry, but you've tried so hard to make me like sociology."

Fang Rui smiled, on this early spring night, under the somewhat desolate white street lights, for the first time, a little moving anger appeared on his delicate face.

I don't know why, but looking at his charming face with a touch of beauty at the moment, I suddenly want to cry.But with his lips parted, he couldn't make a sound.I had no choice but to just stand there, with tears in my eyes, staring at him silently.

This person obviously doesn't talk much, but it turns out that he understands everything.

I understand.

Everything about me, I did not realize clearly until this moment that those little tricks and tricks that were hidden, intentional or unintentional, may have been unreservedly exposed to this man named Fang Rui. in front of the boy.

It turns out that he has always understood my occasional self-willedness, occasional schizophrenia, and occasional bad thoughts.It's just that it hasn't been said all the time.

But ah, I like your mind, do you know that too?

Fang Rui quickly packed up his things and prepared to leave.

No wonder he didn't even bring his suitcase when he came back this time, he might have decided to leave early in the morning.

He left in such a hurry this time that he didn't even have the chance to hold a farewell party for him with Fan Li and Sun Yuzhou. He only ordered a few takeaways the night before he left, and a few people in the dormitory gathered around for a meal. meal.Before he could say a few words, Fan Li took the lead and began to cry, still talking about why it was so sudden. It’s a good idea to just leave... Xi Dao, who had never been happy or sad, suddenly became the most deflated, and felt embarrassed. Wept aggrievedly.

I just want to cry.

Early the next morning, I looked at his empty bed and thought.

Fang Rui bought an early morning train, and saw him get up and pack his things quietly in his place before dawn.

Fan Li woke up early, pulled him to have a conversation, and gave him some advice.He left silently with his bag on his back.

I suddenly remembered that when I saw him for the first time in the dormitory that day, he was so quiet.At that time, I thought that there might not be any intersection with this person. After all, none of my close friends since I was a child has such a personality.

"Yang Chen."

"Gu Yangchen!"

"Ah?" Suddenly seeing the waving hand in front of me, I came back to my senses.

"Why are you in a daze again?" Sun Yuzhou glanced at me, then lowered his head to continue looking at the menu in his hand.

"What to eat?"

"..."

"Hey!" Sun Yuzhou reached out and patted me again.I stared blankly at him.He sighed.

"Since you're so reluctant, let's go."

"what?"

"I said, go to Xiaofang."

"But... he should have gone to America."

"Whether it's the United States or anywhere, you have already thought about where you want to go."

The author has something to say: After handing in the thesis, I am another hero.

This is a little abuse.The problem is that these two people really have nothing to abuse, there is no point of abuse!