vengeance

Next, I spent the most flustered few seconds of my Gu Yangchen from birth to now. I was so flustered that I even wondered if I had an arrhythmia.

My forehead continued to be sweaty, my hands were clenched tightly by my sides, and my heart was beating like a drum.

I opened my mouth and wanted to say something, but it seemed that I became dumb in an instant.

"Hey, don't be nervous, it's nothing, we don't want to do anything to you..." The president squeezed out a smile that seemed to me to be malicious.

Before I had time to think, the vice president interrupted again: "I think you, Yang Chen..."

"I'm not done yet! . . . "

"Shhh, don't make noise. I think Yang Chen, a junior, has a gentle personality, but he is also very stable and trustworthy. I used to think that you were very smooth in dealing with people and that you were a child who could be entrusted with important responsibilities, but now you ..."

"There is always a sense of alienation now, and it feels like a different person from before..."

"Why did you interrupt me..."

"Then you interrupted me just now, what nonsense you said, what can you say..."

"What did you say?……"

"..."

Seeing that there was going to be another quarrel, I felt that I couldn't be polite to these two people, so I picked up my bag helplessly and said, "Slow down, I'll go first."

"Hey, wait!" The two words of "wait and wait" in unison fixed me in place again.

"Where did I just say?"

"A sense of alienation." I kindly reminded President Goldfish who only has seven seconds of memory for life.

"Oh yes, alienation, now..."

"Nonono, it's not a sense of alienation, it's just, it's okay." The vice president leaned on the back of his chair with a beating expression that I don't need to say more.

"Look at what you said..."

ah? ? ? ?

Is that so?

I reflected on what I did after I fell in love with Fang Rui. I think I still did what I should do, and I didn’t become too absent-minded and indifferent. Could it be that becoming gay also brings a high-altitude air?

Emmmmm...

miss you miss you miss me...

Ah bah, ever since I saw the emoji posted by Fan Li and asked out of curiosity, and then listened to the song he pushed me, every time I think about it, emmmm will automatically connect to Miss you, Miss you, Miss me.

poisonous.

The president and the vice president quarreled for a while, and the president impatiently stopped the vice president from chattering, and the topic turned back to me.

"Do you still remember how popular you were when you first came here..."

"That's right, what activities are we going to do then, that guy, he's gone to see your little girl..."

"No wonder you keep asking him to organize events..."

"Hey hey, it's interesting to have more girls..."

"Wow, you are abusing your power for personal gain, you shameless old..."

"Hey, hey, just say that you are attacking others personally..."

"..."

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Let's make a noise.I'm just sitting here.

"Didn't you notice that there are fewer girls who want to confess to you now? It probably started from... last semester... Was it last semester?"

"I don't know where to go. Have you counted?..."

"..."

"I'm not exaggerating, junior, I think those little girls, especially those who just joined the student union, are more than half interested in you."

"We all called you the girl killer..."

"What's your name from the last century? You're the only one who calls it that..."

"Shut up, you bastard..."

"Hey, comrade, I think you are too much, you, you have age discrimination against me..."

"We don't call you an old dog because you are old, but mainly because you are not good-looking, do you understand that you still owe..."

"You don't swear, you can speak, you can speak so well that you can publish a book to teach others how to speak, do you know..."

"..."

I sat on the sofa holding my schoolbag and yawned, tears streaming from the corners of my eyes.

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"Look at Ren Yangchen's sleepy expression! It's impolite, just leave him here to fight!"

"Who are you to blame! Didn't you owe it to me!..."

"...You two elders are arguing slowly, don't worry about me." I just listened to the cross talk here.Although the interaction between teasing and teasing is really not very friendly.

"Honestly, you'll be a lot more helpful then than you are now."

"Although that's what I said, but I always feel that it's not the real you."

I stopped yawning halfway through, hey, why did the topic suddenly become deeper.Seeing Mr. Chairman's burning eyes, I didn't know what to say for a while.

"I remember at that time, who of us had a bad temper, and would scold people in the group at every turn. At that time, you were the only one who came out to smooth things over, and you didn't know how much you did to help those children who couldn't do well. In uncertain times, you are also helping to catch up with the tasks, in fact, we all know..."

"Yes, not in the water group, you are the most active in the whole group, you often answer questions in the group, and send warmth to the juniors..."

"It's like a dead person now, you won't talk unless you're looking for you, the same goes for the group chat, if you don't love you, it's as if there is no such person..."

"Every time the regular meeting is over and the shift is over, I can't find you when the time comes, and I don't know what to do. I slipped faster than anyone else."

"Not to mention staying to clean it up like before, I did all the trivial things that could be done..."

Why did it suddenly become my Tucao conference?I touched my nose and realized that the atmosphere suddenly became serious at this moment, so I straightened my sitting posture.

But what does that have to do with me?

The president rambled on for a while, and then said that my attitude towards girls has changed now.

I said how is it possible, am I that obvious?

"In the past, you obviously took care of girls more, and you were more gentlemanly. Now..."

"Now..."

"What's the matter now?" At this moment, the two people had a tacit understanding.

"Now..."

"We can't tell, it's just..."

"It's just... weird."

"That doesn't mean I'm gay."

The vice president smacked his lips, as if he suddenly realized: "That's right." Then he immediately pointed the finger at the president again, "Hey, why do you say that he is crooked?"

"Are you blaming me now?..."

"Isn't that what you swear to confuse the crowd there, saying that you must be bent, you must be bent..."

"That's a woman's intuition, you know what a fart! Also, I'm so confused, didn't I just confuse you, who else did I tell about me..."

……

So the two of you are discussing behind my back what I have done to the two old and disrespectful people.

Well, it's arguing again.

"Senior sisters," I yelled loudly, interrupting their bickering.

"I really like someone, and that person is indeed a man." I sat aside feeling helpless, I really didn't want to hear them quarreling anymore, so I simply admitted it.He nodded and said, well, it's that simple.Thinking about my previous apprehension is really stupid. These two people really wiped away my nervousness. Once my heart adapts to this process, my brain and body will automatically respond. Under the circumstances, I accepted this reality, after all, I always have to face it.

It's just that I never expected that my first coming out would be done in such a hasty situation.

Hey.

The president, Miss Qing, was stunned for a moment, and she seemed to have regained her train of thought after a long time, and said weakly: "Ah, yes, yes." I glanced back at her, but she didn't intend to speak, and looked at me again, so I had to say something in a daze:

"Ah yes, yes. Hmm. Very good, then what..."

I looked at the awkward expression of the vice president unconsciously touching his hair, then stood up and said, "Then, if you have nothing to do, I'll go first."

"Oh, okay, then what, don't worry, we won't tell others." Sister Qing suddenly stood up from her chair, why did she suddenly have to see off guests or something.

"Yes, yes, so what, be careful on the road, hey, um, you, you should pay more attention to our work, I discussed it with your senior sister before, and we still want you to be the successor. What about our stall, after all, you know, we are about to graduate..."

"Oh, okay, I will pay attention to it, thank you president, thank you vice president."

"You're welcome, then this matter, this, this, um, it's nothing, that, or, let's talk about it later, let's talk about it later, you, what about you, I wish you a smooth relationship." This is the first time I watched our great The head of the devil, Yuan Ziqing, spoke in such a disjointed manner, it was obvious that he hadn't organized his words before he began to speak.

"I wish you that too, that bless you, um..."

It's okay for the old man, if you don't know what to say, you don't have to insist.

I stood at the door and looked at the two of them speechlessly.

"Then I'll go first, thank you Sister Qing, thank you Brother Ren." I waved to them, then turned around and closed the door, seeing the way they waved to me solemnly after sitting down, I felt like my parents were watching me off. How it feels for a son to embark on a new journey.