remember your three months

"what's wrong with you?"

Xie Anyan knew that he must be neither human nor ghost, so he didn't dare to look in the mirror when he went out, so he grabbed the windbreaker on the sofa and put it on his body before going out, rubbing his face vigorously twice,

"Ah, it's okay, I didn't sleep well last night."

"Go back and I'll drive." Song Ziyi was well-dressed and his voice was soft, which made it easy for people to feel at ease. Xie Anyan smiled. This is probably the doctor's buff, yes, it's okay to scare people just by looking at it. No one went to see him.

"Ah."

"I've booked a hotel, I'll go to the hotel to put my luggage first, and have a meal in the evening." The car was not driving fast, but it was very stable. Song Ziyi chose some soft music, and Xie Anyan leaned on the co-pilot and watched the flashing scenery outside the window. Everyone is so lively.

"Okay." Xie Anyan responded casually, thinking of Lao Gao, afraid that he would not know how to answer when he asked that person.

"How long has it been?" Song Ziyi asked casually.

"what?"

Song Ziyi glanced at him and turned back to concentrate on driving: "How long have you been in this state of anxiety?"

"Me?" Xie Anyan lowered his head and smiled, "Uncle, you have an occupational disease."

Song Ziyi stretched out a hand and patted him on the head: "I'm a psychiatrist, don't try to hide it from me. How long has it been?" He paused, then slid his hand to Xie Anyan's shoulder and squeezed, "Is it related to Ye Feng? "

He hid in a dark cage, where there was no light, and everything was hidden there. Ye Feng was the lock, and it was locked if no one mentioned it, but now, the cage was suddenly opened, which made people suffocate The bright light spilled in, and the scar was torn open bloody, and his emotions just collapsed like that.

"He's going to get married." Xie Anyan buried his body, and it was hard for him to be restrained by the seat belt, but it seemed that only in this way could he not let his voice tremble, "He's going to get married, uncle. He doesn't want me anymore, no one loves me Yes. Uncle."

Song Ziyi didn't speak, and drove the car around the outer circle, with his right hand running along his back, and there was only soft music in the car to accompany his sadness.

"Uncle, what should I do, what should I do..."

"I'm so sad, I think that he won't be by my side in the future, I'm so sad. I agreed that I will only love me in this life... I have seen that girl, small, standing next to him... He gave me Invitation card...he really wants me to die..."

He didn't know what he was talking about, and he didn't know if Song Ziyi could understand. He had held it in for too long. He was alone in that house, and his memories were everywhere. He could hardly breathe.

Song Ziyi went around until it was dark, and the fuel tank was reported empty before he found a gas station to fill up, then slowly drove to the underground parking lot of the hotel, turned off the engine, and the two of them sat in the dark.

Song Ziyi unfastened his seat belt, and also loosened it for him. Seeing him slowly calm down, he said, "Are you hungry? Go wash your face and accompany me to dinner. I'm hungry."

Xie Anyan was feeling sick, and since he had already said it, he didn't want to pretend anymore, and put down his chopsticks after taking two bites of the food in front of him.

Song Ziyi didn't care, he ate politely, wiped his mouth and looked at him after eating, "Did you bring your ID card, I'll book a room for you, just check in."

Xie Anyan smiled, once again lamenting the power of the doctor's buff.

The curtains of the room were not drawn, Xie Anyan lay on the bed motionless and looked outside, the lights of tall buildings twinkled like little stars, and the moon was thin and curved like a hook.

He couldn't sleep, without that person's breath, he was so empty.

The cell phone gave off a dark and cold shimmer, illuminating his dark eye sockets.

01:28

He put on his coat and knocked on Song Ziyi's door. He just wanted to talk to someone, he was going crazy.

The door opened quickly, and the room was surrounded by warm yellow lights. Song Ziyi was wearing a bathrobe and his hair was not messed up.

Xie Anyan was surprised: "Haven't slept yet?" Does the psychiatrist need to work overtime at such a late hour?

"Yeah." Song Ziyi rubbed his eyebrows and let him into the room, "Wait for you, I planned to wait until three o'clock before you came and I would go to sleep."

Xie Anyan sat on the sofa and smiled, but quickly lowered his head and sniffled bitterly: "I just want to talk to someone."

"I know." Song Ziyi sat down opposite him, reached out and closed the notebook in front of him, "Go ahead."

After receiving the hot water from Song Ziyi, Xie Anyan seemed to be back at home, nestled on the sofa, let the heat fill his eyes, and said slowly, "What are you talking about?"

"Tell me what you want to say, whether it is now or before."

"I don't know, I don't know what to say."

"Remember when his name first came up?"

Xie Anyan nodded, staring blankly at the water in the glass: "In the second semester of the second year of high school, he transferred to another school, and the teacher in charge even came to me and said that there was a key student here, and asked me to work hard and not be fooled by him. It's down."

Xie Anyan laughed, with gentle sunshine between his brows and eyes: "You don't know, he is so good-looking, he looks like a luminous body when playing basketball, and people automatically stare at him."

"He sat in the backseat of me. He was annoying at first. He interrupted me every class. The first thing he said to me was, 'You are so beautiful.' Are you stupid, I It's a boy, how can you praise a boy for being beautiful."

"He sleeps in class every day, or else he teases me, kicks the table, shakes the stool and writes on my clothes. I hate him, he always teases me like a girl."

"When the final grades came out during the summer vacation, I was two points higher than him. I had a multiple-choice question. I was so proud. It's nothing more than a top student." Xie Anyan drank his saliva and smiled, "It was only later that I found out that he was On purpose, he was afraid that I would be angry if he scored higher than me. Fool."