remember your three months

Unable to find anyone who could help, he ordered a takeaway and boiled hot water. After finishing, he went out for a stroll, feeling the autumn sun, and striving to have a good spirit tomorrow.

It seems that this year is very cold. It’s only September, and it’s as cold as minus. He pulled up the windbreaker on his body. He used to come to the milk tea shop at the gate of the community with Ye Feng. He likes to eat sweets, and Ye Feng likes to drink coffee. He came many times. Sometimes he would specially choose coffee milkshakes, but he couldn't get used to it after drinking it many times. He didn't understand why Ye Feng liked bitter things, but if Ye Feng liked them, he just wanted to like them.

The decoration in the store has not changed at all, the little girl at the front desk saw him with a smile and said hello, saying that she is here today.He nodded.

Right.It's only been six days, how could it change?

When he was standing at the front desk preparing to order a coffee milkshake, the girl smiled and said,

"Why did you change your taste?"

"what?"

"Taste, don't you drink coffee milkshakes all the time? These days, your buddy is always packing aloe vera Yakult. I said that your taste is really fast. What are you drinking today?"

Xie Anyan's heart tightened.

"Yakult."

"Will you pack a copy for your brother to take back later?"

Xie Anyan clenched his hands tightly in his pockets: "No, thank you."

This thing was sour, not his taste, nor Ye Feng's hobby, Xie Anyan couldn't drink it anymore after taking a sip, so he stirred the aloe vera with a straw.

"Old rules, pack."

Xie Anyan's brain exploded with a bang, and he was so stiff that he didn't dare to move. He prayed that the girl at the front desk could forget himself, that he could be invisible, that that person was blind and could not see, but the more you are afraid of something in this world, the more he will If I want to give you something, I wish I could drive you to death.

"Hey, you're still packing. Don't you know that your brother is coming by himself today? Nuo, he's over there."

This small milk tea shop is terribly quiet. Xie Anyan wondered if everyone else had been poisoned to death, otherwise there would be no sound at all, only the approaching footsteps could be heard, and his whole body trembled nervously , Throat suddenly tightened.

"How are you?"

His voice is still nice, deep and sweet, and Xie Anyan has liked it for 11 years.

He has been away for six days, even though he has been thinking about it heartbreakingly for six days, he has never cried, but just this short greeting made people crumble and cry, he lowered his head and dared not let people see his current appearance , Cowardly and ugly.Tears fell drop by drop into the milk tea in front of him, and soon disappeared.

He will be gone like this too.

The love between them will disappear like this.

Only now did Xie Anyan realize that this person no longer belonged to him, it wasn't a cold war, it was real, they separated.He will never call himself a baby again, and that family will never wait for him to come back.

He was very sad, how could he be so sad.His chest seemed to be out of breath, and his vision was blurred.That's not the case. I came out to relax. There are so many people around me. How can I cry? Don't cry, please, don't cry.

Ye Feng sighed, took a few pieces of paper from the table and handed them to him without saying a word.

Xie Anyan went around his hand and randomly pulled a few sheets to cover his face. He didn't dare to cry out, and he didn't dare to look up to see if anyone noticed. He didn't let go of his teeth until the smell of blood filled his mouth. He wiped the corners of his eyes indiscriminately, and blew his nose.

"Sorry, I have a cold."

"you……"

"You live here?" Xie Anyan lowered his head, not daring to look at him, trying to take deep and calming breaths.

"Well, building 27."

"Oh." Xie Anyan nodded, "Very good, we will be neighbors from now on."

The person on the opposite side didn't make a sound for a long time, Xie Anyan kept his head down, and when he was about to get up to leave, the person spoke, and handed over a scary red sheet.

invitation.

"I've always wanted to give it to you. I met you today... that's fine."

"Ah." Xie Anyan was surprised, his voice trembling violently, "OK. OK."

"I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years."

He ran away.

Maybe in this love, he will always be the one who fails and deserves to be ashamed.

The house hadn't turned on the lights and it was so dark that it was as pitch black as ink that could not be melted. There was a ghost reaching out in the dark to catch him and lead him into bliss.

He was sitting on the balcony, holding other people's joy in his hand, carefully touching the name on the tip of his heart, in the photo he smiled youthfully.

"Give."

Ye Feng poked Xie Anyan's back, and handed over a piece of red cardboard that was stolen from some manual teacher.

"What?" Xie Anyan asked in a low voice, and from the corner of his eye, he glanced at the teacher and took it secretly.

We would like to hold a wedding ceremony for the bridegroom Ye Feng and bride Xie Anyan on May 2006th (Monday) in the lunar calendar in 5 (Monday) and April 8th in the lunar calendar. We respectfully invite you to visit Mingguang High School.

Location: Two tables in front of and behind the last row of Class [-], Senior Three

time: now

Ye Feng's handwriting is very beautiful, vigorous and powerful, with neat strokes.

There are two stick figures drawn on one side, for fear that others will not recognize them, and a name note is written on the other side.Xie Anyan looked at it and laughed out loud.

The teacher frowned and knocked on the podium: "Xie Anyan, the college entrance examination is coming up soon, why don't you listen to the class well, why are you laughing! Stand up, tell me how to do this question?"

It's too cruel, Ye Feng.

I am human too, how sad I am.

Why don't you hug me and stick a knife in my heart.

Leaf maple.

Xie Anyan huddled in the corner of the balcony with her knees hugged, her suppressed sobs swaying in the night, broken and unsightly.