The time machine tells me [rebirth]

It was her eternal nightmare, one of the few unforgettable dreams in her life, and Jiang Muzhi still remembered it when she was 19 years old.

In Jianghai City in 2017, everything looked so glamorous, with high-rise buildings and heavy traffic, and it was still the fastest-growing moment. , Where are these people wasting their time.

If it wasn't for Jiang Muzhi's personal experience, she probably wouldn't have believed that the city she grew up in would become so riddled with holes in the future.

Jiang Muzhi lowered his eyebrows, and silently followed behind Liu Chen and the other three with an umbrella in his hand. He was lost in thought for a long time, and couldn't help raising his head and staring at the familiar yet unfamiliar city with restraint.

Speaking of which, she hadn't been back for three years, and she hadn't seen the bustling Jianghai City for three years. She thought she had forgotten it long ago, but when she saw her again, she was accompanied by all the good and bad, happiness and pain. , Memories and old friends re-entered my mind, vivid and vivid.

She can even recall the memory of every inch of land on this campus, as if she is really the young man in front of her who doesn't know much about the world, who never grew up and never left.

Jiang Muzhi thought that when she came back at that time, she had fulfilled one of her dreams. She didn't have many obsessions, and she could count them on one hand. It means that the fallen leaves return to their roots, and after death, they will stay with the land that gave birth to her and raised her all day long.

However, at the age of 19, she broke up with her parents. Since then, Jiang Xuanzhi took the whole family to immigrate, and he didn't even notify her. The relationship between father and daughter stopped at the age of 19, and at the age of 27, she and Rong Feijin never met. See, later I was brooding over that relationship, and never met the person I liked again. The first two cannot be realized anyway, and the latter, if she dies naturally, Ah Chen is four months older than her, and her body is inherently weak. It's not as healthy as she is, not to mention that after the old man left, he was accompanied by tobacco and alcohol all day long, and most of his body was hollowed out. I'm afraid that if he can't survive to leave behind her, he won't be able to bring her ashes back to her hometown .

A true foreigner.

From this point of view, it was a good thing that she died in that earthquake.

Jiang Muzhi couldn't help laughing at himself.

The smile gradually subsided and gradually became bitter.

I just don't know, after she dies, who will be heartbroken for her, and who will kneel on her grave, burn a stick of incense and drink a pot of wine every year during the Ching Ming Festival.

Ah Chen, Uncle Tang, Aunt Tang, who else else?

who else...

Jiang Muzhi looked at the distant sky, gradually lost in thought.

The rain suddenly became heavier. Many students who were walking towards the dormitory didn't bring umbrellas, lowered their heads in a panic, and hid in the nearby central cafeteria.

The teaching area of ​​Jianghai University is connected to the student apartment by a bridge. The bridge has been built for a long time, and the stairs are made of cement. The wind and the sun are naturally bumpy. Usually, it is not inconvenient. When it rains, there will be water everywhere, which is obvious.The four of Jiang Muzhi are all girls who love cleanliness, so it was very difficult for them to walk.

Before getting off the overpass, Jiang Muzhi sharply saw a familiar figure under the eaves not far away, and immediately stopped in his tracks.

The delicate and beautiful eyebrows and eyes are as amazing as when they first met, only a pair of black-rimmed glasses hung on the bridge of the nose, covering the sparkling gentle eyes.The girl was wearing a simple white T-shirt and jeans, but she was surprisingly good-looking. She didn't always have a slight smile like Jiang Muzhi remembered, but her brows were furrowed and her lips were thin. Sip tightly.

I don't know what I was thinking.

It's just that no matter which one she is, there is such an aura on her body that moves Jiang Muzhi, no matter ten years ago or ten years later.

It's like fate.

Jiang Muzhi forgot to move for a while, his eyes flickered, and he stood there blankly. The increasingly majestic rain curtain, like a mist, shrouded Rong Feijin's body, like a dream, like a world away.

"Cough, be careful, be careful, the halazi is about to fall." Liu Chen coughed lightly, looked at Jiang Muzhi playfully, and joked with her: "I know you like senior sister, but you shouldn't be dumbfounded, right?" .”

Only then did Jiang Muzhi come to his senses, and pretended to be nonchalant, he stepped forward with his long legs and continued to walk forward. He deliberately tilted the umbrella at an angle, hiding himself inside, his eyelashes drooping sadly, on his face A shadow fell from above and below, and he reprimanded in a low voice: "What nonsense."

Liu Chen raised his eyebrows, and laughed even more arrogantly: "Why, how dare you say you don't like her?"

"If you dare to say it, I won't say it again."

Jiang Muzhi paused, holding a long umbrella, and turned her head to look directly at Liu Chen. She wanted to deny it, and told Liu Chen that she didn't like Rong Feijin. She shook her lips and said silently in her heart.

--do not like.

Tell Chen, you don't like it.

She tried for a long time, but she couldn't say such a simple sentence, and finally she was defeated and looked away.

really.

Jiang Muzhi lowered his head in frustration.

No matter ten years ago or ten years later, she has no way to say such words against her will.

I still remember that before she left, when Liu Chen heard that she was going back to Jianghai City, when he came to look for her, his deep eyes seemed to be able to see through everything: "Are you...for her?"

"No, I... I want to contribute to the disaster area. After all, it is my hometown, and many important people of mine..."

Before Liu Chen could be fooled by these words, she couldn't continue speaking.

Tang Mian's parents, whom she cared most about, had been taken to her side to take care of them personally. Her parents had also immigrated to Australia with her elder brother. , how can there be someone important to her.

Liu Chen asked again: "Do you still love her?"

Jiang Muzhi didn't speak, but lit a cigarette, and held it between his slender fingers that were yellowed from the smoke.

Liu Chen stood up awkwardly, his eyes were about to split open, and he pointed at her nose condescendingly and cursed:

"Do you know that if you go there, if you don't pay attention, you may have to be buried with her! Moreover, maybe there is nothing wrong with her, but you have paid yourself!"

"Can you make up your mind? It used to be like this, and it's still like this now. You came out of the closet for her and severed ties with your parents. Also, there is A Mian..."

Liu Chen suddenly choked up.When she mentioned this name, she touched the forbidden zone in her heart for many years, and she felt heartache unbearable, but she had to say that she wanted Jiang Muzhi to recall the tragic death of Tang Mian, and her once delicate and beautiful face was bloody and bloody. It's not clear, if it wasn't for Tang Mian sitting in Jiang Muzhi's car, even her parents wouldn't be able to tell.

At the same time she almost tore open her bloody wound, she also lifted off the rotten flesh and blood covering Jiang Muzhi's heart, but she was really scared, she had already lost a friend, how could she look at another Also folded in...

"But what about her?"

Liu Chen said sadly, and couldn't help raising his voice another level, almost roaring out.

"She turned around and married Zhang Qiluo!"

"Now, what's the use of giving her your life to let her look at you more! She's already someone else's wife! Jiang Muzhi!"

How could it be possible that Jiang Muzhi didn't know what Liu Chen said, but she still couldn't bear it and couldn't be reconciled. She even had the shameless idea that she couldn't be in the same bed in life, but she would have to be in the same acupuncture point in death, and wanted to see her again in her lifetime.

If she could accompany her to this underworld together, could she be able to deceive herself into thinking that the relationship between them is really the eternity they talked about when they were young.

With lowered eyebrows and eyes, she extinguished a cigarette, lit another one, and said sadly while puffing: "She doesn't love me, so how can you blame her?"

"A Mian... It's also my fault. You were right when you said it before you left. It's me, selfish. It's me, the lone star of the devil, who was born to be a disaster. It's not enough to hurt yourself, you have to talk about it." leading friends of many years to hell."

"Ah Chen." Jiang Muzhi raised his head, stood up, looked straight at Liu Chen, paused every word, with a solemn expression: "Jiang Muzhi has never begged anyone in his life, and was kicked out. Not when I was at home, not when I was unemployed, not when I was depressed, not when I was abandoned by my girlfriend, but now, I beg you, for the sake of the past, and for the face of A Mian in the sky, if I go here, there will be no accidents .”

"Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang, I'll leave it to you."

Under Liu Chen's unbelievable gaze, Jiang Muzhi bowed respectfully to her, with tears in his eyes, he dared not look up at her guiltily, and choked up in a low voice:

"Thanks a lot."

You have worked hard to take care of A Mian's parents, and you have worked hard to live alone in this world.

Liu Chen was angry and impatient, and he was not as unpredictable, calm and decent as usual. His voice was already stained with tears, and he said angrily: "If you really think about Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang, you should stay! Who knelt down in the first place?" In front of Ah Mian’s grave, I swore to God that I would take care of them for the rest of my life and provide for them until the end of their lives. Haven’t you forgotten! It’s not me! It’s not easy for them. They already lost a daughter three years ago, and you want them to lose their first daughter. Two..."

"Jiang Muzhi, you..."

Later, Jiang Muzhi couldn't remember what Liu Chen said. At that time, she insisted on going her own way and couldn't listen to anyone's words. She just said goodbye, dragged her luggage and left home without looking back. , Even Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang didn't meet each other for the last time.

How determined I was then, how resentful I am now.

How Jiang Muzhi wished that now, when facing Liu Chen's teasing, he could say frankly that she didn't like it.

Or when Rong Feijin poked the last window paper between them, he could look at her with clear eyes and say, I don't like you.

If she doesn't like it, will her childhood be safe and live her life without any worries? Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang won't send a white-haired person to a black-haired person, and grow ten years old overnight , and she will not break up with her parents, will not leave home when Zhang Qiluo and Rong Feijin get married, and be alone for half of her life, nor will she risk her life for Rong Feijin, and she will not end up in the end. The general end in that dream.

——Everyone betrays their relatives and hates Huang Quan.