The time machine tells me [rebirth]

"Friend?" Rong Feijin's voice trembled, she never thought that Jiang Muzhi would say that, she bit her lips tightly, her pale eyes turned papery, and mist quickly filled her light-colored eyes. The hand that had been pulled away was hanging on the side, and he asked incredulously, "Are we friends?"

Jiang Muzhi didn't seem to understand the meaning behind her words at all, his eyes were calm, he looked down at the fragile Rong Feijin, the thin sunlight carved out her beautiful jaw line, the sincerity in the eyes like black mountains and white waters was not fake: "Of course, in my heart, you have been my friend since June 16. I am very grateful that you held an umbrella for me and sent me home..."

"Since I went to college, I have often asked you to have dinner and watch movies together. We are in the same club, and we always appear in pairs when there are any activities..."

"Our relationship is so good, how can we not be friends?"

Jiang Muzhi's tone is warm and gentle, and his eyes are gentle. He interprets all the behaviors that symbolize her liking for her as friendship, and deeply draws a boundary between the two of them as a friend. There is no trace of reluctance, as if They were really good friends, she thought, maybe she had spent all her acting skills on this.

In fact, after thinking about it, I know that it is impossible for her and Rong Feijin to completely break off the relationship. Ah Chen and Ji Ningchen are destined to be together, so why should I make trouble for everyone? Cut off all thoughts of the other party.Even if I don't want to be with her anymore in this life, I should retain the dignity of saying goodbye, give myself and the other party a dignity.

Rong Feijin stared blankly at Jiang Muzhi for a long time, then suddenly lowered her head, afraid that Jiang Muzhi would see the bitterness and despair in her eyes, she gritted her teeth, but the tears had her weight and fell down hard, but she Laughed out loud, choked with sobs, and said softly: "We are friends."

Rong Feijin thought, maybe this is the real punishment from the heavens. The self-Ammu ten years ago would not believe in it anymore, and the self-Ammu ten years later would not even want to see him, just like "Rong Feijin" and "Being with Amu" is inherently contradictory and incompatible.As long as she is Rong Feijin for a day, Amu will not be with her...

Rong Feijin felt as if he was standing in a cold ice field, suddenly being poured down on his head by snow water, his whole body was completely cold, even his blood seemed to be frozen, and he seemed to be thrown into the alchemy furnace of Taishang Laojun , Suffering from the fire, the whole person seemed to be melted.

But even so, she didn't want to let go of Amu's hand, even if she temporarily stood by Amu's side as a friend, she would not hesitate, Rong Feijin thought, she couldn't stop the wind that was about to leave, and If you can't hold the whole sky, you might as well take a step back, friends be friends...

At least, in this way, I can still hold Ah Mu's hand, lean on Ah Mu's shoulder, and be held in Ah Mu's arms.

Just like Tang Mian.

She will always be with Ah Mu, and only Ah Mu is alone. She doesn't believe that Ah Mu, who once loved her so much, will really be indifferent to such a self and ignore her.

Rong Feijin raised his hand to wipe away the tears from his eyes, his eyes glowed with brilliance again, his soft gaze carried a layer of sadness that others could not understand, his white hand slowly held Jiang Muzhi, and while she was still When he was in a daze, his cold and soft fingers were gently embedded in Jiang Muzhi's tiger's mouth, and his sparkling eyes softened and softened: "If you are a friend, you should be able to hold hands..."

"Of course not!" Jiang Muzhi frowned, his face changed suddenly, and he quickly pulled out his hand, his eyes were so low that it seemed that water could drip out.

"Why not?" Rong Feijin pretended to be puzzled and said, "Didn't we hold hands often before? Didn't you always regard me as a friend? Doesn't that mean that friends can hold hands?"

After all, he held Jiang Muzhi's hand again. Those hands were fair and slender, with well-defined joints. They were obviously a girl's hands, but they were surprisingly firm and powerful.It was these hands that held her through seven years of ups and downs...

Without waiting for Jiang Muzhi's answer, Rong Feijin put his body close to her, leaned his face lightly on her shoulder, closed his eyes slightly, and murmured: "A friend should also be huggable." Bar……"

The moment she leaned up, Rong Feijin's nose suddenly became sour. She hadn't been leaning against Amu like today for seven years...

After Ah Mu died, she lived alone for another three years. At the age of 33, she sent away her mother who was seriously ill. In the place where Ah Mu lived alone for nearly four years, she held the diary and ended herself. The moment she stretched her wrist, she knew that everything was coming to an end.

In fact, she had wanted to end all this a long time ago, just when Ah Mu no longer wanted her, she divorced Zhang Qiluo as soon as she returned to Jianghai City at that time, no matter how much he begged to keep him, the divorce So what, Ah Mu still doesn't want her.The sudden earthquake happened just in time, but her Amu didn't allow her to die, and God didn't allow her to die, and wanted her to suffer the pain of losing a loved one alone in this world. This time, She can finally get her wish...

Liu Chen later handed over the key to Jiang Mu's house to Rong Feijin, not because he felt sorry for her or was moved by her, but because when Jiang Muzhi was still with Rong Feijin, he was worried that he would die. After the accident, everything she left would be given to her parents and elder brother, so she made a will.

Afterwards, she kept forgetting to change it. Naturally, that house belonged to Rong Feijin, so she just lived there.

She thought it was Ah Mu's home, and there would be Ah Mu's lingering breath, but when she stepped in, she only felt the icy cold all over her body, looking at the hard glass furniture and the meticulously tidied room, But she couldn't feel the slightest warmth, her blood seemed to be frozen.

Rong Feijin suddenly remembered an inadvertent promise she made many years ago. At that time, Ah Mu was kicked out of the house. The wound on her head was deep and bleeding profusely. There were large blood stains on her white shirt. As if he didn't feel anything, he wandered around the street in a trance, finally stood downstairs in his dormitory, and dialed his cell phone.

When she saw Ah Mu, she was so frightened that she immediately panicked and asked Ah Mu how she did it, but she just shook her head and refused to say anything.

She had no choice but to send Ah Mu to the hospital. The doctor left her mark on the smooth and beautiful forehead and sewed five stitches in total.

She saw that Amu was confused, her eyes were empty, and she was worried that she was alone. She thought, no matter how much Amu's parents didn't like her, that place should be the safest place.

She looked at the wound on Amu's head with distress, stretched out her hand, and was afraid that it would hurt if she touched her, so she retracted and said, "Amu, I will take you home to rest..."

"Home?" Amu, who hadn't responded all day, finally raised her head, looked at herself with red eyes, and suddenly smiled miserably: "I don't even have a home..."

Only then did she know what happened to A Mu, she frowned slightly, her eyes were full of pity, she stretched out her hand to hold her face, closed her eyes and gently pressed the other side of her forehead: "You have a family!" , as long as I'm here, you'll have a home..."

Rong Feijin sat alone on the sofa, leaning on his elbows on his thighs, buried his face between his palms, gritted his teeth, trembling all over, so that he could not let himself cry out, in the boundless darkness Suddenly, it was enveloped, and tears leaked from the fingers continuously.

How could she forget those promises?How could she be so cruel to become another person who abandoned Amu, she clearly, clearly said that she would be with her forever...

"Scum." Rong Feijin gritted his teeth and said without leaving any room, and slapped himself hard. After the left cheek was slapped, he felt puzzled and slapped the right cheek hard.

At that time, Ah Mu came to Anton City, where she was not familiar with, how desperate and disappointed she must have been, Rong Feijin thought, no wonder Ah Mu wanted to have nothing to do with her anymore...

She opened the diary carefully, and couldn't wait to continue reading, as if in this way, she could deceive herself into thinking that she had never left these years and was always by A Mu's side...

Rong Feijin lived by relying on that diary like this, going to work as usual every day, but when she came home, she allowed herself to lean on the recliner on the balcony where A Mu used to lie, read a page every day, and waited until the last page was turned , when she saw that the next page was blank, she clearly felt that her life was coming to an end.

She remembered that someone said that when the last ripple left by a person in the world disappears, she is truly dead.

Rong Feijin thought, she may have died, her soul has gone to another land long ago, maybe she met Amu again, when will her soul reunite with her soul?

she does not know.

What she didn't expect was that not long after that day, her only responsibility in the world had passed away. She hurried back to Jianghai City, took care of her mother's funeral, and then rushed back to Andong City. A feeling of relief.

Before she died, she was smiling, and with the loss of blood, she gradually lost consciousness.

A breeze blew in, and a notebook was slowly spread out on the cold and hard floor tiles. There were two completely different handwritings on the pure white paper, but there were only a few words:

——If at the beginning.

— Never let go.

When she opened her eyes again, she saw the sunlight shining on the pillow soberly, and her heart immediately became cold, thinking that she failed to cut her wrist, maybe it was saved by Liu Chen, or it might be Ning Chen.

But when she noticed that her wrist was intact and the surrounding environment was very similar to her university, she burst into tears unconsciously. She thought, maybe the Buddha who saved the world heard her confession in the dark...

This time, no matter what, she will never let go.

Even if she is said to be a friend by the person in front of her, she is only twenty, so she has enough time to wait.

In a hundred years, those in their [-]s are rare, but I have more than [-], waiting for you.