The time machine tells me [rebirth]

"In the past few days, I've been wondering if I did something wrong to cause you to treat me like this." Rong Feijin narrowed her eyes slightly, and her long eyelashes cast a shadow on her face. With a look of dejection that can be seen at a glance: "Amu, if I did something that made you uncomfortable, you can tell it directly, and I can change it..."

While saying this, Rong Feijin bit her thin lips tightly, for fear that if she was not careful, her lips and teeth would tremble, and she couldn't help blurting out what was in her heart. I'm afraid it's really hard to recover...

The guilt flooding up from the bottom of her heart seemed to drown Rong Feijin. She hated this kind of self, selfish and unscrupulous, and even used Amu's only half of her attachment to her to plot against Amu, but she was really unwilling. Just like this, I broke up with A Mu completely, and became strangers.

Obviously everything has started again, Tang Mian has come back to life, and she has never been married. Because of what she lost, Ah Mu has also lost, and all the obstacles that existed between them are gone. Why can't she and Ah Mu still be together? ?

Jiang Muzhi thought that she was wronged too much, and the guilt in his heart went straight to his heart. For a while, he couldn't tell whether he had more attachment or hatred for her.

She frowned slightly, taking advantage of the man in front of her lowering her eyebrows with a complicated expression, and carefully looked at her all over.She was wearing a simple and elegant dress today, her long hair like splashed ink was draped over her side, her skin was as creamy as cream, her eyes were bright and her teeth were bright, even though her heart was full of grievances, her eyes were still tender at this moment.

why?Jiang Muzhi thought, what is it that makes this piece of tenderness disappear and become so exhausted and hysterical.

Where Rong Feijin couldn't see, she couldn't help but smiled sarcastically, she wanted to ask him that too.

At that time, Rong Feijin had dark circles under her eyes, and exhaustion was written all over her face. She didn't know what the other person had gone through, and just wanted to comfort her, but when she heard the man hysterically saying "I don't love you anymore", she also wanted to I wonder if I did something wrong...

She also wanted to say, I can change it...

But did that person give her a chance?The sentence "You hurt me" made all her humility disappear in smoke.

At this moment, the young Rong Feijin, why should she?Why can you ask these words without psychological pressure?She just had a bad attitude towards her and didn't address her properly, so she was wronged like this, what about herself?Who cares about the heartache of being pointed at and scolded?

It was obvious that the other party broke their lifelong promise, so why should I do it all over again, and I still hold the other party, cautiously afraid that I would anger the other party because of my past emotions?

Why?

Just because these haven't happened yet, can't I even feel disgusted?

Jiang Muzhi bit his back molars tightly, his eyes turned red, as if he wanted to eat people.

She almost exhausted all her strength to prevent herself from questioning these words.

In the past, she was qualified to say these things, but not now. Even though she has all kinds of dissatisfaction in her heart, she can only keep everything in her heart. The previous life has passed, and the person who understands all this is not in this time and space.

Jiang Muzhi got up quickly, took a few steps forward, and turned his back to Rong Feijin, leaving her a thin and lonely back, afraid that he would see this face that represented all his tragedies again, and couldn't help but do something. Things beyond his control, he swallowed all his emotions bitterly, his eyes were gloomy, and he said in a low voice: "No."

God knows how regretful Jiang Muzhi is at this moment. When he saw Liu Chen for the last time, he didn't take advantage of the fact that there was still someone who knew about it, and cried heartily. At least at that time, she wasn't the only one in this world. At least at that time, besides herself, there was someone alive who knew everything about what she had lost that summer.

"It's my fault." Jiang Muzhi looked into the distance expressionlessly, and his voice was as cool as cold water passing through his throat in the deep winter: "It's all my fault, you didn't do anything wrong, and you have nothing to be sorry for me .”

"I did this to you because, I know, I will kill you, and in a short time, one year, two years, or ten years, I will kill you."

It caused you to fall into this gutter, it caused you to become a pervert that everyone shouted and beat you, and it caused you to never have a happy family and obedient children.

She sighed long and her voice was like a poem: "It's all my fault..."

After talking about it, there was a faint sparkle in her eyes.

Rong Feijin stood up abruptly, not having time to hide the guilt, pain and disbelief in her eyes, tears glistened, and she looked at Jiang Muzhi's back with red eyes.She heard Jiang Muzhi's implication very clearly, and also remembered her severing words that day.

With tears in her eyes, she quickly shook her head, choked with sobs and said, "How could you hurt me, Amu, why is it your fault?"

It was clearly her who caused Ah Mu's life to be lonely and helpless, half her life was down and out, and it was also her who was indecisive, vacillating, unable to bear the pressure of her mother, and broke the promise between them...

Rong Feijin took half a step forward with a desolate expression, with grief and pain in his eyes, he held Jiang Muzhi's wrist tightly, feeling the trembling of the other party's incompatibility for a moment, as if there was a piece of glass in his throat She was walking slowly with soreness, and the pain of rolling blood was dense, which suddenly made her sniff her nose, and her sobs became more choked.

Do you hate even my simple touch now?

"Don't hide from me, don't miss me, Amu, I can change everything..."

I knew I was wrong, I really knew I was wrong...

I will have the courage to fight against the whole world for you, I will work hard to convince my parents, and I will keep the oath between us, as long as you still want me...

But there was a faint voice in her heart telling her that no matter how much she promised, Ah Mu would never believe her, no matter how much she wanted to treat Ah Mu well, Ah Mu would never want to, her love, Ah Mu abandoned She is like a pair of shoes, and Amu avoids her people like a snake and a scorpion.

Rong Feijin still remembers that in the third week after Amu's death, she went against the wishes of her seriously ill mother for the first time and embarked on a journey to Andong City. It took a lot of effort to find Liu Chen.

"What are you doing here?" Liu Chen stood at home, frowning tightly, his eyes cold like waterfalls.

"I want to go to the place where Amu lives..." In fact, if possible, she would like to live there for a few days to feel the remaining breath of Amu.

"Impossible!" Liu Chen frowned, staring at Rong Feijin closely, the disgust in his eyes was ready to emerge: "Anyone can go there, only you can't."

"She's already dead, so can't you spare her? She had a rough life, and you still want her to be in peace after death? Rong Feijin, you... you two met once, so you should do me a favor, Let her go, when you were together, it was your love and my wish, how could it be her own fault that you loved me?"

"Okay, let's pretend that she seduced you shamelessly, but now she is dead! She died for you! No matter how much you hate her, there is no need to step on her heart at this time." feet."

Rong Feijin originally lowered her eyebrows with a sad face, but she suddenly raised her head after hearing Liu Chen's words: "How could I hate her, how would you know, I treat her, I treat her..." She suddenly couldn't speak Now, how could this cheap love of hers be worthy of her Amu, how could she have the face to say that she loved her...

Love her, but leave her, and push all the faults on her head...

"Okay." Liu Chen rubbed his temples wearily: "Even if you don't hate her, but you are married, if you think so, go to her place and express your gratitude and apology to her. Will it feel good?"

"Rong Feijin, her last wish in this life is to never have anything to do with you again. If you really want to thank her for saving your life, you might as well just say goodbye and never see her again."

Rong Feijin's pupils shrank suddenly, he couldn't believe that his Amu would not want her, his eyes were red, and he murmured: "I don't believe it."

"I don't believe it! You lied to me, right? How could she, how could... She went to Jianghai City, where she had escaped death for me, and she blocked the falling rocks for me..."

Seeing that Rong Feijin looked like a madman, Liu Chen couldn't help curling her lips ironically, she thought, maybe Rong Feijin loved Amu, but this love was too shallow and vulnerable, and it wasn't enough to make her fall in love. Rong Feijin disregarded the world's views... Now that a person is dead and knows that he regrets it, why did he go so early?

Rong Feijin doesn't believe it, Liu Chen naturally has a way to make her believe it, God knows how much she hates her, she is the one who took away her last good friend, and sincerely said that she may not be able to leave the Northwest in this life, and she has too many debts, It is also impossible to go to the northwest. From now on, she will only be alone. She wants to cry, but there is no one around her who knows...

Liu Chen entered the room, found out a book that she cherished most, and handed it to Rong Feijin: "This is Amu's diary during her lifetime, you should recognize her handwriting."

Rong Feijin felt as if she had found a treasure in an instant, and she didn't shed any tears, for fear of soiling A Mu's last things.

But when she turned to the first page of the diary, it read.

I don't ask for glory, I just ask that my next life will never have anything to do with you. — September 2025, 9.

Never have anything to do with me again...

Rong Feijin stared at Jiang Muzhi in front of her in panic, and the strength in her hands gradually deepened, begging her not to reject her, and stop saying those words that broke her heart.

How could they be irrelevant anymore?Obviously, I came back to this world for a while, just for Amu...

Jiang Muzhi looked down at the hands holding her, white and slender fingers, well-manicured round nails, still faintly pink, the warmth in the palm of his hand was the one she had loved for many years, and it was also the one she hated. For many years, but now whether it's love or hate, she doesn't want to have anything to do with the owner of these hands.

She opened the five slender fingers little by little, and turned around with a calm emotion, as if it wasn't her who caused the stormy waves in her heart just now.

"How could it be?" Her tone was also faint, and her voice was ethereal and distant as if it had been a century ago: "How could I hide from you and not see you? We are very good friends, friends, how could we not see each other Woolen cloth?"

We are friends, in the past, now, and in the future.

That's it.

The author has something to say: It's over!

Good night!