I'm off powder

Shen Huai spent the rest of the days in Boston with Gu Han.

This is a rare opportunity, I planned to go for a walk outdoors together, but Gu Hanshi was a sick cat and lay down for three whole days.

In the end, Shen Huai was about to leave, but he finally recovered.

Naturally, there is nothing interesting in the nursing home. Zong Dingsheng came here once during the period. Gu Hanshi hadn't told him before that Shen Huai was here, so he was not surprised when he saw Shen Huai, and his face was still calm. A "I don't know anything" look.

Shen Huai was always brooding over the existence of this person, and inevitably became a little jealous. Gu Han couldn't help laughing, saying that he and Zong Dingsheng were innocent, and that they had more grievances than Dou E.

For a few days, the two tacitly did not mention the quarrels in the past, not even Le Shaokai, just talked about some things, just like before the accident, talking about movies, TV dramas or people they both know .

Gu Hanshi stayed in the nursing home for a year, and he didn't know much about it, and he didn't know much about the popular Internet slang. Shen Huai laughed at him, and felt secretly uncomfortable at the same time.

Shen Huai brought his suitcase to the ward on the last day, and finally felt parting.

Gu Hanshi said: "This time, I don't know when we will see you again."

Shen Huai looked at him and asked, "When can you leave the hospital? Did the doctor say anything?"

"It may be soon, or it may be a lifetime." Gu Han smiled lightly, "It's hard to say this kind of disease."

Over the past year, his condition has been repeated, good and bad. For a while, he felt that he was very good, normal, and optimistic, but he did not expect that after the death of his mother, he suddenly deteriorated and began to experience auditory hallucinations.

"My contract still has more than half a year." Shen Huai put his hand on his shoulder, staring into his eyes, "I'll come over when everything is over."

Gu Hanshi was obviously a little stunned, and frowned slightly: "You still decide..."

Shen Huai smiled: "Yes, I still decided to leave. What about you? Still don't believe me? As before, do you think it's because of you? You're so narcissistic."

Gu Han was silent for a while.

"I've thought about it for the past few days. As long as you don't dislike me, I will officially leave and deal with domestic affairs, and come to the United States to read a book. Everything will be fine, and I can take care of you by the way. If you don't like it, we will also There is no need to establish any formal relationship. If you live here all your life, I will buy a house nearby, which will be convenient, and we..."

"Shen Huai."

"We can meet every day, if you occasionally want to live at home..."

Gu Hanshi called him again: "Shen Huai."

Shen Huai sighed: "I haven't finished speaking yet, don't reject me so quickly."

Gu Hanshi shook his head: "I just want to ask you: Have you thought it through? All the consequences may have to be faced in the future. Once you give me an accurate answer, I won't be so easy to get rid of."

"You have told me these words many times." Shen Huai said helplessly, "Do I look so untrustworthy?"

Gu Hanshi said: "The situation now is different from before. It's worse than it was then. At least my physical condition was still stable at that time, and I didn't lose my reputation. At least I had a job, but now..."

"I can afford you." Shen Huai said, "Do I need to confirm my account balance for you? Or do I need to provide a proof of assets? Even if we don't work anymore in this life, there is still more than enough to eat and drink. "

He was so determined, even more so than a year ago, Gu Hanshi didn't want to say anything else, for fear of really offending him, on the other hand, he was also reluctant.

When that incident happened like that, he never thought that Shen Huai could forgive him, let alone that they could relive their old dreams.

"Sometimes I think I'm really lucky." Gu Han smiled and urged him, "Let's go, if you don't go, you won't be able to catch the plane."

Shen Huai frowned unhappily: "Hey, don't you feel reluctant? In order to get out as soon as possible, I have made many unequal treaties with Xingying and Sister Yue. I guess I won't be able to find time to see you in the short term."

He smiled and nodded: "Yes."

"It's so indifferent. Let me tell you, don't call me crying and begging me to take a look."

childish.

Gu Hanshi rubbed his messy hair: "Why are you so childish? Little curly hair?"

Hearing that familiar and long-unheard title here, Shen Huai was obviously a little stunned. Gu Hanshi looked at him with smiling eyes, and he suddenly kissed Gu Hanshi's lips fiercely.

This kiss was neither long nor short, it lasted for three seconds, but it seemed to have the power to take away your breath, Gu Hanshi seemed to have just experienced brain hypoxia, and he was a little dizzy.

Shen Huai pinched his chin and said in a low voice, "Wait for me to come back."

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It took more than ten hours to fly to New York, compared with the flight back to China, it was slower.

But Shen Huai felt that seconds seemed like years.

Starting today, every minute and every second of his time is counting down and reuniting with Gu Han.

Every minute becomes tough but sweet.

After getting off the plane, he went back to the company directly. He was very energetic and surprised Zhang Yue: "Have you taken a stimulant? Are you so happy?"

Shen Huai laughed loudly: "I just feel that life is really beautiful."

Zhang Yue squinted at him: "Oh, it's so beautiful, then don't quit your job, earn more money, and life will be a hundred times better."

Shen Huai shook his head and sighed: "Sister Yue, life should be wasted on good things."

Zhang Yue raised her eyebrows: "For example?"

Shen Huai didn't expect that Zhang Yue would continue to ask, so he made a nonsense: "Travel around the world."

"If you really want to travel around the world, I can tell the big boss to let you go for a year or two. Go and play wherever you like. The big boss doesn't care about the money, and maybe he will sponsor you."

"If I'm not here for a year or two, I'll be confused."

Shen Huai smiled, knowing that she was joking.

Let alone a year, he occasionally "passively slowed down his work" in the past few months, and now his popularity is obviously not as good as in the past. This year, so many talent shows and so many newcomers have sprung up like mushrooms after rain.

It is also for this reason that a gold medal manager like Zhang Yue has brought out two newcomers in a row, and Shen Huai has tried his best to help bring the heat to him. Now he is popular, so it indirectly helps Zhang Yue to take a look at him. Let it go.

There is a brand event to attend this afternoon. Although Shen Huai is in good spirits, after flying for more than ten hours, the dark circles and bags under the eyes are still a little obvious.

Due to time constraints, I had to go to the scene to make up.

Shen Huai was wearing a mask, sunglasses, and a peaked cap in the car. Unexpectedly, when he got out of the car in the parking lot, a group of fans chased him and blocked him.

Neither Shen Huai nor Zhao Zhao expected this situation.

After all, now that Shen Huai's popularity has gone down, there are a lot fewer fans picking up the plane, let alone this kind of not-so-big event.

But after a few minutes, Shen Huai felt that these people were no ordinary fans.

Someone began to frantically pull his mask and glasses, the flashes flashed randomly, Shen Huai raised his arms to cover his face, and wanted to "break out of the encirclement" and go outside.

In the chaos, someone screamed in front of him, and the surrounding voices suddenly stopped.

Shen Huai frowned, and saw a tall and thin girl fell to the ground in front of her, hugging her bleeding knee, with a painful expression on her face: "It hurts..."

"Are you okay?" Shen Huai squatted down to check her injuries, "Where does it hurt besides the knee?"

"Ankles and calves." There was a cry in the girl's voice, "I can't seem to move."

Hearing this, Shen Huai frowned, then turned to Zhao Zhao and said, "Call an ambulance. She can't move now, so we shouldn't move casually."

The event lasted for an hour, and because it was in a large shopping mall, the crowd lingered for a long time. By the time Shen Huai returned to the company, three or four hours had passed.

Not too long, not too short, is enough time for the parking lot incident to ferment and become a big fuss by the marketing account.

At the beginning, someone posted photos and videos of the chaos in the parking lot, saying that Shen Huai was "besieged" by fans; later, there was a recent photo of Shen Huai without makeup, saying that "the state of the raw picture is extremely poor"; The line also hinted that Shen Huai "pushed fans"...

All of a sudden, the abuse and ridicule of passers-by and black fans, as well as the accusations and responses of Shen Huai's support club were overwhelming. What's more, some people felt that Shen Huai did not hesitate to smear himself and "take the opportunity to hype"...

Shen Huai hadn't been involved in such a thing for a long time, and was extremely tired, but there was nothing he could do.

This matter naturally became a hot search, and at the same time, a topic called "One Hundred Ways Celebrities Treat Fans" also came into being.Artists from all walks of the same period and not at the same time were brought out, and their fans naturally kept bragging about how much better their idols were in comparison.

The Weibo with the most comments on this topic is about the recently popular spicy chicken Meng Yang chatting and taking photos with fans at the airport, such as "fans are still smiling after dozens of hours of flight", "zero-distance male god", etc. .

Not long after, Meng Yang went online and posted a fan letter and a doll on Weibo. The accompanying text said that no matter how busy he was, he would read at least ten letters every day before going to bed, and the doll would accompany him on every journey.

Shen Huai smiled and called Zhang Yue.

"Sister Yue, are you busy?"

Zhang Yue was quite quiet: "It's okay, what's the matter?"

"Did you see what happened in the parking lot? Do I need to post something on Weibo?"

"Oh, this matter, it's nothing to do with it. It's not a big deal."

Shen Huai understood, paused for a long time before speaking again: "Sister Yue."

He let out a chuckle, Zhang Yue was silent for a few seconds, and said, "You didn't worry about any big things before."

"You used to be very worried about things smaller than this." He said, "I owe you and Xingying, and I'm working hard to pay it back. I've taken this dumb loss."

Zhang Yue's voice suddenly became cold: "What do you mean?"

"You leaked the news about the parking lot. I'm not sure if you arranged the person, and I don't want to pursue it." He said, with a surprisingly calm tone, "You arranged it in the past, and I should do it for them. I have never refused, even at the risk. The next time something like this happens, you can let me know in advance."

Zhang Yue seemed to surrender, and sighed: "Yes, Meng Yang is more popular than you on the surface now. I have been in this business for so many years, and I can see something. His strength is not as good as you in any aspect. I have to use on him what you didn't use or disdain to use in the past. Shen Huai, it's hard for me too. "

"Ok, I know."

He also once regarded Zhang Yue as an existence beyond his colleagues, even as a friend, but people's hearts are ultimately selfish.

After working together for so many years, when it comes time to make a choice of interests, the one I prefer is myself.

Zhang Yue hesitated for a moment, then said, "I'm sorry."

"I said this sentence many times when I told you that I was sure to quit. You don't have to pay me back. I owe you first. I'm sorry for your hard work over the years." Shen Huai said, "I will Try to pay it back before you leave."

"You're mature." Zhang Yue took a long time to speak, chuckled lightly, with some self-mockery, "Is it because of Gu Hanshi? Did you go to America to see him?"

"You guessed it." Shen Huai said, "Yes, I can't let it go."

"I knew it earlier..." She murmured, and then said, "Fortunately, now that Le Shaokai is in prison, it won't hinder anything."

When Shen Huai heard her mentioning Le Shaokai, he was a little sensitive, and asked casually: "Sister Yue, I haven't asked you about the incident between me and Gu Han at that time..."

"Le Shaokai told me on purpose." Up to now, Zhang Yue has generously admitted, "He was very angry. So when I saw the photos of him and Gu Han, I didn't really believe it. This Have you asked Gu Hanshi about it?"

So Zhang Yue told Shen Huai about the conversation with Le Shaokai before the incident. Shen Huai sounded really shocked and suspicious, so he called Gu Hanshi immediately.

It was still five o'clock in the morning in Boston, and Gu Hanshi's phone didn't ring. Shen Huai guessed that he was still asleep, but he was too anxious to know the answer.

In the blink of an eye, he suddenly thought of Jiang Yingxin, and immediately called her.

Jiang Yingxin was filming outside the city, and she hadn't closed her job yet. Shen Huai couldn't wait, and rushed to the set directly.

"What's wrong? So urgent?" She laughed, "My popularity has picked up now, so I can be regarded as a second-tier at least. You are a quasi-tier-one and come here to find me at night, so you are not afraid of being on the hot search? Sister love or something, scare Oh dead man."

Shen Huai didn't have time to deal with her, so he directly asked the doubts in his heart.

Sure enough, Jiang Yingxin restrained her smile, and her facial expression froze: "Where did you hear that?"

Shen Huai was going crazy: "What the hell is going on?! Gu Han and I have already made peace, and Le Shaokai also went in. Can't you tell me honestly if you know something?"

"You can ask Gu Hanshi."

"Is there really something?" He smiled wryly, "I can't wait any longer. Miss Jiang, please tell me."

Jiang Yingxin sighed: "He still didn't tell you, which means he still doesn't want you to know."

"Actually, I can guess it if you don't tell me. It's fake. Nothing happened between him and Le Shaokai. What Le Shaokai used to threaten him. For example, the relationship between the two of us, or something bigger ,Yeah?"

Jiang Yingxin: "..."

Seeing that she didn't speak, Shen Huai shook his head mockingly: "I blame me for being so stupid at the time, I was dazzled by anger. How could Gu Han like that scum? He was forced, right? The one named Le he……"

"Nothing happened to them." Jiang Yingxin couldn't bear it after all. "The photos are fake. You know, you know? Gu Hanshi never liked him, and he didn't do anything to apologize to you. At that time, you and Gu Han Played like crazy, hang out every day, and even have private meetings when filming in other places, so he was used by him."

Shen Huai's voice was a little tense: "He took a picture of our meeting? But...we never did anything in public..."

"It's a hotel. He installed a surveillance camera in the hotel." Jiang Yingxin said, "There are photos, videos, and more explicit ones. This is no longer a matter of letting others know that you are together. If Gu Hanshi does not agree, he will send all These most private things are made public. Le Shaokai is a lunatic, and he just wants you to suffer together. Shen Huai, you can't bear it. "

Shen Huai felt that his heart was blocked by something, and he couldn't breathe in pain: "He kept it from me. It's just one person... He kept it from me."

"Yeah, in his opinion, you have no way out, and you can only make the best choice at the moment. If I tell you, based on your character and the relationship between the two of you at that time, things will only get out of hand."

What Jiang Yingxin said was correct, and Gu Hanshi's judgment on him was not wrong either.

So now everything works.

After that, Gu Hanshi was so painful and depressed, his old illness relapsed, and he left his hometown.

I keep everything in my heart, and I am the only one who bears it.

Bear slander, abuse, and his biting hatred.

He once promised "Heaven and hell, there is me", but when he really fell into hell, he didn't jump down with him after all.

He regards himself as an innocent victim, and he feels miserable, but he doesn't know that this year, compared to Gu Han's time, he is actually in heaven.

Before parting, Jiang Yingxin said to him: "If he doesn't bring it up, don't ask him. He still doesn't tell you, because he doesn't want to touch that scar, and he doesn't want you to feel guilty."

"Ah."

"Shen Huai, treat him well. He cares about you more than you think."

When getting into the car, Gu Hanshi called him back.

"What's wrong? Miss me too much?"

Gu Hanshi's voice sounded too happy, Shen Huai remembered Jiang Yingxin's last words, and his heart trembled: "Mm, yes."

"Who said before that I would call and cry and beg to see each other?"

"Hey." Shen Huai chuckled, "I made a mistake."

He was so obedient, Gu Hanshi was a little surprised: "Nothing happened, right? It's because of the parking lot on Weibo..."

"Yes, yes, I am wronged, no one complains."

Gu Han smiled and said: "You are an old man in the entertainment industry, Shen Huai, you haven't seen any storms, so it's not like that."

Shen Huai's mood was still a little unstable, and he didn't speak for a while.

Over there, Gu Han was a little anxious: "Are you really wronged? Don't you cry? Come, come, I will lend you a shoulder from the air. Don't cry."

Shen Huai rubbed his eyes, and was amused by him: "You have become childish."

Over there, Gu Hanshi smiled.

Shen Huai raised the corner of his mouth silently.

"Gu Hanshi."

"Ah."

"I'll come and see you when the first snow falls in Boston."

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