wild boy

wild boy 41

When Ren Zhou woke up in the morning, he received a friend request, clicked on it and saw "S University".Ren Zhou thought they were juniors in the college, so he clicked pass and got up to take a shower.As a result, after the last class at noon, Tao Anran hastily dragged him to the activity center to put on makeup for him. He was bored after playing around for too long. When he swiped through Moments, he saw the person who added in the morning—— "The second cup of Bobo milk tea is half price on Thursday." Below is a photo of a young man taking a selfie with milk tea.

Ren Zhou: "..."

As soon as he clicked on the person's profile picture to delete, Tao Anran pinched his face and said angrily, "Don't move! The eyebrows are not symmetrical!"

Ren Zhou was pinched into an octopus mouth, so he had to obediently look up and let her paint and erase on his face.When he looked in the mirror for the last time, he was taken aback: the original willow leaf eyebrows were drawn thick black, which looked abnormally energetic, and a little... fierce?The corners of the eyes are unnoticeably hooked with eyeliner, making them look extraordinarily bright and charming.Paired with a white shirt and black trousers, the whole person looks a lot more mature.

Tao Anran looked at his work, nodded fiercely, and gestured a thumbs up.

Ren Zhou asked her: "Aren't you from the International College? I just saw that the billboard outside seemed to say something from the business world?"

It's still an English name, he didn't pay attention.

"Brother, we also have a business major, okay?" Tao Anran rolled his eyes, and led him out for the little sister to record the video.Although Ren Zhou's expression was a bit stiff, at least he memorized the script smoothly, and the filming was finished in a while.

There were still a few minutes before the event would start, Tao Anran hurriedly dragged him to find a seat in the front row and sat down.After a while, the students came one after another, and all the seats on the upper and lower floors were taken up in an instant. Tao Anran clicked his tongue twice: "It's not just the students of our college, they all say that Asa is super handsome."

The stage has been set up, a bouquet of flowers is placed on the small table, and the spotlight shines brightly on the wooden floor.

The dark red curtain was shaking slightly, all eyes were fixed on it, and two people came out from behind.

host and guests.

The audience instantly turned into a sea of ​​applause, interspersed with a few screams, and even many people turned on the flashlights of their mobile phones and shook their seats excitedly.

The guests raised their hands with a smile and waved to the audience.

"I*!" Tao Anran couldn't help but swear.

Surrounded by crazy applause and cheers, Ren Zhou's blood flowed backwards and his head was buzzing.He stared at the man in a suit, only feeling that he was suddenly pulled out of reality, the floor under his feet melted and collapsed, the lights turned into black and white rivers, and everything lost its color.

Only that man is the only lifeline.

"Hi students, my name is Asa, and my Chinese name is Gu Zinan."

In Ren Zhou's world, everything revived in an instant, the temperature rose sharply, and it was rejuvenated.

Ren Zhou didn't listen to anything during the whole speech, and from time to time, a string of professional terms scraped by his ears like insects.He frantically scanned Gu Zinan with his eyes, wishing he could stroke every strand of his hair clearly.Gu Zinan has changed a lot. He is almost 24 years old. He has long cut hair and combed it back, which makes him look very capable; , the cufflinks have delicate colors under the light...

As one of the youngest entrepreneurs, Gu Zinan topped the list of many foreign media. He talked about the story of studying and working in the United States. He talked about a time when he was too busy to eat a piece of toast. Get wet.

How hard must it be, he thought.How tired Gu Zinan must be to overcome his aversion to money and deal with those glib businessmen.

After the Q&A session, everyone was asked to take a group photo together.Ren Zhou saw a young man coming up from the backstage, trimming Gu Zinan's hair, straightening his sleeves, and finally adjusted his tie, and Gu Zinan gave him a slight smile.

So intimate.

Ren Zhou was saddened, Gu Zinan turned his back to him when they took the photo, and he couldn't smile at all.

Near the end of the session, Gu Zinan was still surrounded by students.Ren Zhou couldn't squeeze in the outer circle, so he took out his phone that was on silent, and then he woke up from the dazed state, and quickly said to Tao Anran, "I'll return the clothes to you tomorrow!" Then he turned and ran out of the activity center.

Tao Anran looked puzzled, and turned to look at Gu Zinan on the stage.

Gu Zinan was also looking at this square.He watched the young man in the white shirt rush out of the gate, his eyes slowly sank.Just as the secretary came over, Gu Zinan let out a "tsk" and suddenly walked forward. The crowd gave way to him. He jumped off the stage and ran after the man amidst the exclamation of the crowd.

How could he not know that Ren Zhou was there?

His little cutie sent him a message last night, complaining aggrievedly that he was pulled by Tao Anran to be a slave again, but he didn't know that the guest was him.

While running, Gu Zinan couldn't help but bend the corners of his lips, he missed Ren Zhou so much, he wished he could rub him tightly in his arms, and then take him to do some adult things.

Ren Zhou didn't run fast, he was caught by the long-legged and long-footed Gu Zinan after a long time at the end of the sports crane.Gu Zinan was about to quicken his pace and grab him, when he saw Ren Zhou waving at a person from a distance, and shouted: "Senior—"

The man was tall and tall, and his back was facing this direction. He turned around when he heard the greeting, and smiled at Ren Zhou with a kiss.

Ren Zhou ran up to the man and bowed his head in embarrassment, as if apologizing.The man warmly reached out to touch his head, and helped him stroke his back to catch his breath. The two walked into the western restaurant behind them together.

The hot blood all over Gu Zinan's body was poured with ice water.The guest who pushed the door out after eating looked at this man suspiciously. He was standing on the street in the spring evening, dressed in a neat suit, gentlemanly and stable, but with a very lonely expression.He stared blankly at Ren Zhou and the man sitting at the table, ordering food with a smile on their face, and then asked each other's opinion intimately.

The peach blossom tree next to the restaurant is swaying in the wind, and there are bursts of fragrance.

Gu Zinan took a step back, then another step, then slowly turned around and walked back against the flow of people.

Ren Zhou made an appointment for this dinner yesterday to thank his senior for lending him the research materials for reference, but he didn't expect to be late because of Gu Zinan.After the two of them finished their meal, the senior saw that Ren Zhou was absent-minded, so he thoughtfully offered to send Ren Zhou back to the dormitory.The two walked slowly along the path of the school.As soon as they arrived at the dormitory downstairs, both of them saw a Land Rover parked opposite the dormitory. The shiny black body was particularly eye-catching.

A man was leaning against a car door smoking a cigarette.

Ren Zhou stopped breathing, and the calm he had pretended all night was finally broken.But he still reluctantly smiled and said goodbye to the senior. The senior has always been a gentle and delicate person, and now his eyes turned twice between the two, and he said goodbye with a smile.

Before the senior disappeared at the end of the road, Ren Zhou was wrapped in a hot embrace from behind.

The man's breath slapped his neck, with the smell of tobacco, itching so much that Ren Zhou turned his head slightly, and his eyes began to heat up.

"Zhouzhou, Zhouzhou..." Gu Zinan murmured with her lips next to his ear, "I miss you so much..."

Ren Zhou moved fragilely in his arms, and the tears still fell unstoppable, blurring his vision, falling to the ground and shattering into two drops of moonlight.miss him?Ren Zhou raised his hand to cover his eyes, and whimpered like a small animal from his throat.Gu Zinan kept dropping small kisses on his ears and side of his neck, tightened his arms distressedly, and felt the tremor in front of his chest.

It took a while before Ren Zhou calmed down, the excitement and joy receded like a wave, and the bitterness of waiting turned into burning anger in his heart at this second.He slowly broke free from Gu Zinan's embrace, turned back and raised the corners of his lips and said, "Gu Zinan, you said you miss me? Have you even replied to one of my messages? Just give me a call to let me know that you are safe? If you miss me It means three years of disconnection, your likes and misses are really cheap."

"Even if you came back to China to give a speech at our school today, you didn't tell me."

It's not that he can't wait, it's not that he can't bear it, but he can't accept that Gu Zinan is rushing in and out of his life in a grandiose way, and without any malice, he still says that he misses him and loves him.The grievances accumulated over the past three years reached their peak at this moment, making Ren Zhou speechless.

The words are full of knives.But Gu Zinan's eyes wandered greedily over him, and his eyes were full of deep nostalgia.He smiled bitterly and said, "Zhouzhou, I dare not reply to your message..."

When I first came to the United States, everything was so difficult.Even with the help of people arranged by Jia Yu, he still has to run between the school and the hospital every day.Business courses are very stressful, and his language is not good enough. He often falls asleep in the library alone.His only spiritual support every day is the messages sent by Ren Zhou across the mountains and across the sea beyond the time difference. He has read every one of them with great care, and then read and read again...

How dare he reply, let those heart-scratching thoughts vent out from his fingertips, and instantly disintegrate the hard barriers he had cast so hard.

Only God knows how much he wants to make a phone call, begging Ren Zhou to take him home.When he goes to church every week, the children in the choir sing praises like angels, and he will put his hands together silently, praying that he will return to Ren Zhou soon.

Gu Zinan gradually lost ground in his eyes, and the strong possessiveness was gradually swallowed by calmness.He took a deep breath, forced a smile and said, "Zhouzhou, if you meet someone you really like, I can..."

I can quit.

He couldn't say that.

When he possessed the power that could bring happiness to Ren Zhou, Gu Zinan suddenly found it so difficult to let go.Three years ago when he had nothing, facing the unknown future, he could desperately restrain himself and kneel down, but now he just wants to confine Ren Zhou in the sky garden he built with all his strength, and be together for a long time.

Compared with Ren Zhou, he is just a coward when it comes to love.Even when he was studying in the United States, he often thought, what if I still can't succeed?What if I still can't give Ren Zhou a world that can match him?

In the end, he realized that he would never be able to succeed, because no matter how good it was, he felt that he was not worthy of Ren Zhou.

After hearing this half sentence, Ren Zhou's expression was stiff, and he just frowned slightly and looked at Gu Zinan.The mature man in front of him only left him with an empty sense of loss.After a while, he smiled ironically, shook his head slightly, and walked into the apartment building rubbing his shoulders.

The feeling of heartbreak turned out to be so painful, Gu Zinan stood where he was, thinking indifferently, how many times he had broken Ren Zhou's heart before.

When he was in the United States, he read a sentence by Gibran and was very happy. 'There is such a short moment that contains a very long separation.Even so, parting was nothing but mental exhaustion, and we were never far from each other. '

At this moment, Gu Zinan suddenly remembered this sentence.He looked up at the lighted pane upstairs, and lightly clenched his fists.

Ren Zhou stopped crying after returning to the dormitory.He took a bath calmly, then got into bed.He clearly knew that Gu Zinan had had a hard time in the past few years, but at that moment he lost control and got angry.Holding the thin quilt, Ren Zhou stared at the faint moonlight on the floor, feeling a little uncomfortable.

Whether it was three years ago or three years later.Gu Zinan seems to have never understood that happiness is not what he calls it at all.

The author says:

Brother Nan can't even compare with Zhouzhou three years ago in terms of relationship!