wild boy

wild boy 40

"...Okay. See you tomorrow night." Ren Zhou held the dinner plate in both hands, held the phone between his shoulders and ears, and looked for a place while making a phone call.

It was the time for lunch in the afternoon, and there were many people in the cafeteria.Ren Zhou nimbly shuttled through the crowd with the dinner plate in his hand, like an agile fish.Three years ago, he was at a loss and fearful of all this, but now he is able to handle it with ease.

He finally found a clean table near the water bar, sat down quickly, rolled up his sleeves leisurely, and prepared to enjoy his pasta.

"Student, would you like a cup of milk tea?" The owner of the drink bar greeted him.

Ren Zhou looked up at the young man in a black vest making milk tea neatly, and was slightly dazed.The man showed his slender and strong arms, which inadvertently touched a secret softness in his heart.He shook his head, why did he think of that person again?How long has it been...

The working youth was also taken aback.The boy in front of him had a white and supple face upturned, like a stretched lily, which made people feel delicate and soft.But in a blink of an eye, he rejected his invitation, lowered his head, slowly twisted circles of spaghetti with a silver fork, and ate it dignifiedly.

The young man smiled, stretched his arms and handed him the leaflet in the store: "Student, scan the QR code to follow our official account, and I will give you a free drink."

Ren Zhou frowned slightly. He didn't like to have too much communication with strangers, but it seemed too disrespectful to refuse to continue.He had to scan the QR code, and 5 minutes later he got a cup of hot, free milk tea.

Walking out after dinner, S University was already immersed in the early spring sunset.The cherry trees and peach trees on the campus avenue are blooming against each other, dyed with a layer of light red dusk, which is breathtakingly beautiful.Ren Zhou paced down the road with milk tea in his hand, sniffing the faint scent of flowers, and then stretched his eyebrows and eyes, revealing a slight smile.

The delicate flowers set off the beauty's face, and it became more and more brilliant.

The curvature of Ren Zhou's lips gradually softened.Ah Nan, the peach blossoms are blooming again, I miss you very much, but where are you?I can't hear your voice when the wind blows, can't see your eyes when it's dark, and even this lingering longing has nowhere to deliver.How can you be so irresponsible to the person who loves you?

Ren Zhou pouted childishly.

Three years have passed since the moment of parting at the airport.In the past three years, he has not received any news from Gu Zinan, whether it is social media or text messages, he has no way of contacting Gu Zinan.At first, he could send Gu Zinan hundreds of messages every day asking where he was going, but then he slowly forced himself to relax, edited a message and sent it out every day before going to bed, telling him what happened to him today, how the weather was, orange What kind of joke did you make again...

All the text messages fell into the sea.Ren Zhou never guessed whether Gu Zinan could not see these messages at all.He was very optimistic and thinking positively, Gu Zinan was just...too busy, and he might not still be using this chat software.

There is no one who is born mature, but he has become a doctor after a long illness and let himself go.

When he returned to the laboratory from the outside, he returned to his usual state, nodding his head to the juniors who greeted him, and then returned to his position to continue the work at hand.This is already his third year in medical school, excellence is like Ren Jie branded him in his bones, it has become a habit.Subconsciously, he arranged everything in an orderly manner, and his grades in every subject were considered top-notch. Even in a medical school full of talents, he was still valued by his tutors.

Ren Zhou is introverted and silent about the world, but he is honest and brave about his feelings.When he was 20 or 50 years old, he was able to tell Gu Zinan that he liked him and loved him without fear, and he could still be 80, [-], or [-] years old.He is willing to properly deliver those passions, expectations and dreams to Gu Zinan.

Time flies so fast when you're concentrating on something.After completing today's progress, Ren Zhou looked up at his watch, and it was only after five o'clock before he changed his coat and went home.

Shang Jingyuan's house had been sold, and he was not used to sharing a room with others, so he rented an apartment near the school with Ren Jie. The house of more than 120 square meters is furnished in a warm and orderly manner.

Ren Zhou hung the key on the bear hook in the entrance, changed his shoes, and called "Mom".

Ren Jie and Ju Guo came out of the kitchen together, and Ju Guo's four claws flew together, grabbing onto Ren Zhou's body.Ren Jie followed closely behind, holding a bowl. She still wore a pink apron around her waist, and her long hair was tied into a demure ponytail.

The smell was wafting from the kitchen, "It's spring and I'll make you some pork ribs to make you look thinner." Ren Jie put the bowl on the table, frowned and pinched Ren Zhou's arm with a very dissatisfied expression.Why can't I get fat after feeding a lot of fish and meat every day?Ren Jie thought about it and felt that she had neglected to cook for him when she was adolescence, and she regretted it terribly.

"It's okay, Mom. I haven't been sick this winter." Ren Zhou squinted and smiled, "Your son is very healthy."

Ren Jie rarely works now, and spends most of her time at home, studying recipes or planting flowers and plants, and getting up early with the aunt in the building next door to pick fresh vegetables.Like the gentle mothers all over the world, she would smile and say "what's there" when her son is praised for his promise, but her expression is very proud.Ren Zhou feels that she is like a little girl now, and he thinks about it as soon as he thinks about it, and he can clearly feel that Ren Jie's dependence on him has become stronger, and he is counting on his son to support her.

Such happiness is hard-won, so they cherish it very much.

"Your father has a daughter." Ren Jie said suddenly.

Ren Zhou was taken aback, and the porcelain spoon in his hand slipped into the soup bowl, making a crisp "ding".He looked up at Ren Jie's expression, it was very flat.

"Mother and daughter are safe, they are a very beautiful mixed race," Ren Jie smiled slightly, "It's good."

She said this sincerely, but it was hard to avoid feeling sad.After all, they are people who have been together day and night for more than ten years, and then get married again and have children.

"Mom... I'm here." Ren Zhou put his hand on her shoulder lightly, and squeezed it comfortingly, but was surprised to see her crying.

"Think about how many sins I have done in the first half of my life..." Ren Jie pressed the fine lines at the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, wiped off the tears, and said calmly: "If it weren't for me, maybe Gu Zinan wouldn't have done it either. Leave yourself and go..."

When she got that little button camera from Ren Zhou back then, Ren Jie was extremely painful. She had wandered on the edge of evil countless times, and almost dragged Ren Zhou into the water.She is clearly aware of the vague and ambiguous relationship between the two children, but she divides them with a sharp knife again and again, even forcing Gu Zinan to go to another country.

"What are you talking about, mom?" Ren Zhou was stunned. He never knew his mother would have such thoughts. He helped her from the chair to the sofa, poured a glass of warm water, and handed her a pill.

After more than three years, Ren Jie's mental state has recovered very well, but she also collapses from time to time.

After taking the sedation for a while, she became tired and fell asleep leaning on Ren Zhou's shoulder.Ren Zhou tilted his head to look at her gray temple hair, feeling a little sour in his heart.

Fortunately, everything is in the past, everything.

Ren Zhou looked at the lights of Wanjia outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the bright traffic passing up and down the viaduct turned into colorful fragments of light in his eyes.Ren Jie's long breath was heard by his ear, and the orange fruit was also coiled into a ball on his lap. Ren Zhou was sitting in the dim living room, with a pure and shallow tranquility flowing in his heart.

It's just that when I think of that person, there will be some traces of pain.

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Every day seems to repeat the same routine.

Classes, labs, homework.

Ren Zhou came out of the library with his laptop on his back, and suddenly thought numbly.

"Ren Xiaozhou! Hey! The one in front!"

Suddenly realizing that the man was calling him, Ren Zhou just turned around when the girl threw him into his arms.The two were standing on the road with people coming and going, Ren Zhou was so embarrassed that he reached out and grabbed the girl's bag from behind and pulled her away.

"Tao Anran!" He sternly said, "Didn't I tell you not to do this!"

That's right, the girl in front of me wearing overalls and exaggerated pink hair is the former high school flower Tao Anran.After she chose art in the second semester of her second year of high school, she rushed all the way to the gate of S University.But Ren Zhou heard that the newly built swimming pool in their school seems to be named after Tao Anran's father...

"So what, you're gay anyway." Tao Anran rolled his eyes, and walked forward slowly with Ren Zhou on his shoulders, looking like a couple at first glance.

"Why are you looking for me this time?" Ren Zhou felt a headache when he remembered the last time he pretended to be Tao Anran's boyfriend. He acts as a shield.

"What's the matter with your expression?" Tao Anran glanced at him, his orange-pink eyelids shone in the sun, "It's just a small favor. Didn't my little sister join the shitty student union in the college? Ming There is a lecture in the afternoon, and her little assistant actually ran away temporarily, so I have to find someone to replace him."

Ren Zhou was speechless: "What's so important about mentoring?"

Tao Anran clicked his tongue twice, and waved his index finger in front of him: "You don't understand that, the assistant director has to be in charge of hosting the video. Have you watched the TV show? The one talking nonsense before the show started Kind, I’ll give you a final edit, it’s perfect!”

Ren Zhou: "...I refuse."

Tao Anran's almond-shaped eyes were about to hang up: "I'm here to inform you! I'm not asking for your opinion!"

Ren Zhou was helpless: "You can just find one from the suitors, and there must be quite a few who meet the requirements."

"I'm in trouble after they help me. I have to treat guests and play with me. I'm not stupid." Tao Anran stuck out her tongue, and her eyes started to whimper: "Brother Ren Zhou, Zhou Zhou, you're so small Zhou..." She swayed around Ren Zhou's arms, her lip-painted mouth was slightly pouting, and many boys passing by cast envious eyes.

Ren Zhou had a splitting headache: "...OK, let me go quickly."

Tao Anran yelled and jumped three feet high.

"I'm leaving." Ren Zhou finished his sentence, his eyes suddenly focused, and then he raised his hand and flicked Tao Anran's head.

"It's stuck to the catkins."

It wasn't until Ren Zhou walked four or five meters away that Tao Anran blankly covered his blushing face and muttered, "What, it turns out that the gentle men in the world are all gay..."

The breeze blows, and the cat lying on the wall stretches.Spring seems to be an especially suitable season for love.

The author says:

Recommend to everyone: 1 starfish = 10 blades, 100 jade pendants = Xiao Li's flying knife set