"Zong Lin" chronic death

To your favorite omega?

Like omega?

Do you mean Rin?

The brain quickly analyzed what the mother said, and finally came to a conclusion that even Yamazaki Sousuke himself was shocked.

"No, he and I are just good friends, not—"

"Stop, stop." Yamazaki Sousuke's mother immediately interrupted her son, "Then let me ask you in another way. As for your "friend", like now, he has made a new friend, if only Simple friendship, then you will think "he has another person who can be close to him", if your feelings for him are not pure, you will think "he is one centimeter away from me again". Sousuke, are you Is it the former, or the latter?"

"I……"

the latter.

This is the choice Yamazaki Sousuke made immediately.

If you both say two answers to the same question, one of them is decisively selected first, and then you think about the other answer over and over again, and your position will be easily shaken. This phenomenon is especially prominent in psychological tests.But Yamazaki Sosuke thought, even if he was asked a second time and he thought about two answers again, he would still choose the latter.This is a fact he can't deny: when he knew that Rin Matsuoka and Takasumi Shigano had gotten so close that they would sneak out to eat together, his heart was filled with strong unwillingness.

"It's the latter."

After a while, I didn't hear an answer, or, without answering, the truth has already been revealed.

This kid is really high IQ and low EQ.

Yamazaki Sousuke's mother smiled and shook her head.

"Songsuke, you are almost starting a business now, so what about starting a family? Will you start a family in the future?"

"Probably, yes."

"Since you plan to start a family, if you haven't even talked about love, what kind of family will you have?"

"I was in a relationship when I was a freshman."

"It's because that girl likes you so much that you agreed to her, didn't you still not fall in love with her in the end?"

"this……"

For the first time, Sousuke Yamazaki admitted convincingly for the first time that parents are always teachers of children, and children can only be refuted speechlessly.

But on the other hand, it is really necessary for him to calm down and carefully consider his attitude towards Rin Matsuoka.

For Matsuoka Rin, he is very concerned about it, and this care did not start when he entered the national team. He began to care about this as early as when he enthusiastically helped Matsuoka Rin in the Fujihashi Clinic People dressed up and behaved in secret.Needless to say, after entering the national team, he took the risk of keeping the secret without even thinking about it after breaking the secret.And after that, let alone the team doctor, all his actions are tantamount to leaning in the direction of "Matsuoka Rin's exclusive doctor".Today, because of Matsuoka Rin's activeness in the social circle, he has emotions beyond friendship.

There are indications that his feelings for Matsuoka Rin are no longer within the scope of friendship discussions.Even if his subconscious mind prevented him from knowing it clearly before, now he really wants to refute his mother's words, but the fact is that indisputable.

He, Sousuke Yamazaki, was treating Rin Matsuoka with the understanding, care and care that only a person he likes would have.

In the end, Yamazaki Sousuke didn't even remember how he ended the call. He just stared blankly at the phone screen, as if it was a black hole.If possible, he hopes that he can be attracted by this black hole and then devoured, so that he doesn't have to taste that bitter taste.

Yes, every aspect of the person he fell in love with, and all aspects of himself who fell in love with this person, blended out is destined to be a glass of bitter melon juice that is too bitter to swallow.

The next days are still busy.

Following the World Cup Short Course Swimming Championships, there will be another major event at the end of April - the World Short Course Swimming Championships.Although it is not swimming in the standard long pool this time, for some athletes, the task will only increase.Because compared to the Short Course World Cup, which only has individual events, the Short Course World Championships have relay events.But this time Ishikawa Kyotaro is not going to let Matsuoka Rin, who holds the glory of the 200m butterfly champion, swim the third leg of the medley relay. His plan is to let Matsuoka Rin swim the last leg, which is freestyle.

"Last time you retired due to injury and didn't make a name for yourself in freestyle. This time you gave me the courage to swim freestyle more beautifully than butterfly!"

"Yes!"

On the day of returning to the team, after learning of Ishikawa Kyotaro's arrangement, Matsuoka Rin was so excited that he used his shark teeth to successfully pry open a stubborn shell and got a white pearl.

So in the recent period, Rin Matsuoka has become more diligent in training than before.Although he is already the leader of the Japanese team, he did not dare to forget the practice progress that fell due to a foot injury. More competitions also tested his ability to switch between different states.Occasionally, some team members can be heard laughing and teasing, oh, the "Desperate Matsuoka" who was so focused on improving his performance when he first entered the national team and was scolded by the coach "You have worked too hard" is back.

Of course, the "Desperate Matsuoka" they said would not be able to hear such ridicule, and naturally they would not notice the line of sight from the audience.

—Honestly speaking, I am a little disappointed.

Yamazaki Sousuke folded his hands on his thighs, and in front of his eyes was an aqua blue that was as restless as his mood.

In fact, he didn't complain. Rin Matsuoka was busy preparing for the Short Course World Championships these days, so he rarely communicated with him. It's better to say that he was relieved by this.He didn't have so many opportunities to get in touch with Rin Matsuoka, and the feelings he had just recognized for a short time had no chance to be exposed in front of the person involved.

After all, you see, this is a man who has no desire to catch his eye with anything other than his dreams.

"The kick is too slow, Matsuoka! Try harder!"

The coach's guidance and the sound of water splashes echoed in the spacious swimming pool, and the turbulent blue was so transparent that it made people feel a little trance.

Looking at the figure that Ishikawa Kyotaro paid close attention to, Yamazaki Sosuke thought that perhaps it was because he had been immersed in this dreamlike environment for a long time that he had unrealistic thoughts.

That's right, it is very unrealistic for him to like Rin Matsuoka.

First of all, although they get along very well now, there is always a sensitive film between the two of them-gender. Omegas are the least numerous of the three groups of people, and have a high pregnancy rate. In order to reproduce, alphas generally choose to combine with omega, so omega is always deeply coveted by alpha.Of course he didn't regard Rin Matsuoka as a reproductive tool, but that doesn't mean that people other than him would think so.Just as Matsuoka Jiang once questioned whether he really has no other ideas about Rin Matsuoka, alpha's status as the invader and omega's status as the invaded have long been deeply ingrained in the hearts of the public.A little carelessness can only make Matsuoka Rin's good impression of him collapse instantly.

Secondly, even if Matsuoka Rin and him are in love, they will immediately face a checkpoint-completely marked. After alpha completely marks omega, the pheromones of the two parties will fuse to a certain extent, and careful people may smell something strange at some point.In addition, if the safety measures are not done well and the omega becomes pregnant, the situation will be even more difficult, which will have an indelible and bad impact on Matsuoka Rin.

"Yamazaki?" Someone pushed Yamazaki Sousuke lightly from behind, "What are you thinking while standing here?"

Only then did Yamazaki Sousuke come back to his senses, he was already having lunch, but he was distracted openly.So he smiled at the other party, sorry and said it was okay.

He thinks too long-term, not to mention the troubles that may be encountered after the two are in love, first of all, he and Matsuoka Rin are not in love with each other.

"It's impossible to find him if you want to start a family."

Moving his chopsticks, Sosuke Yamazaki felt for the first time that he could smell cinnamon from the fried pork cutlet.

After the evening training, Sosuke Yamazaki was so bored that he didn't even want to lie down on the bed, so he simply left the room, bought a can of Coke in front of the vending machine, and then sat down on the bench.

After gulping down two or three gulps, an unexpected person appeared in his field of vision.

"What, are you here?"

"cold."

When he met Matsuoka Rin when he was in a mess, Yamazaki Sosuke couldn't help but secretly lamented his bad luck in his heart.

Rin Matsuoka also came here to buy drinks. After a few beeps of "Didi", he took out the can from the pick-up port below, pulled up the pull ring with one hand, took a sip and sat down on the empty seat on the bench.

"Is it really good for the pride of the Japanese national swimming team not to go to sleep to recharge your energy, but to run out and buy a can of drink, and then sit on the bench and waste time?"

"Even if it's not good, I've already done it."

The second sip of the drink flowed from the can into Matsuoka Rin's lips and teeth, and then it seemed to be a long period of time, until the voice moistened by the drink turned back to dry silence.

"Speaking of which, we haven't spoken much recently."

"Well, after all, the Short Course World Cup is coming soon, and you worked hard during the preparation days."

"It's a bit hard, but the life you're living now isn't going to be any easier."

Did you drink a lot of soda in a short period of time, causing gastrointestinal discomfort?

Yamazaki Sousuke observed that Matsuoka Rin's face was not very good, which made him frown involuntarily.

"Sousuke, have you already started thinking about starting a family?"

"you know?"

It’s not that I’m really planning to start a family, it’s just because I had a phone conversation with my mother that night, and this word flashed in my mind from time to time in the past few days, but Yamazaki Sosuke was still surprised that Matsuoka Rin knew this kind of thing.

"Well, I accidentally heard you talking to yourself during lunch, and you seemed to be quite distressed. That's right, you work in the national team, so you don't have much time to contact the outside world, and your social circle is very narrow. It’s all very difficult, and I’m worried about getting married...it’s not surprising.”

"yes."

Putting the Coke aside, Yamazaki Sosuke spread his hands and leaned back in the chair.

"Even people who were familiar before, if isolated from them like now, they will become strangers over time."

From an angle that Yamazaki Sousuke couldn't see, and he couldn't perceive it himself, Matsuoka Rin's fists were clenched indescribably tight.

"So you will go on a blind date in the future? Apart from the blind date, you have no chance to meet someone to marry, but your conditions are quite good, and it should be easy to get the consent of the blind date. Ah, except for time, you have been away for a long time If you follow the team, the other party will definitely feel that you may be left out in the future.”

"That's true, but as long as the other party's itinerary is the same as mine, I think it will be fine."

"...Do you have a crush on someone in the team?"

After asking the question suspiciously, Rin Matsuoka watched as Yamazaki Sousuke withdrew a hand from the back of the chair, turned to face him, and leaned against his face, which was only a strand of hair thick. place.This distance is so close that Rin Matsuoka wonders if he has an illusion, otherwise how could he see in the eyes of this person who has always been sure about everything, it is obviously fluctuating, but it is so complicated that it seems to be hit. The light of an inextricable knot?

"Rin, guess what?"