"Zong Lin" chronic death

During the day, the sunlight penetrates the glass windows of the main building of the Yoyogi National Gymnasium and spills into the swimming pool. The long or short reflections interweave with the water flow, forming an interesting contrast.Some people are waving their arms and legs in such an environment, stubbornly resisting the huge resistance of the water, and some people are doing nothing on the side.

so boring.

Sousuke Yamazaki, who has always been the most patient and can sit in the auditorium for a whole day, is now facing the same training scene in front of him, feeling a sense of confusion that he has never felt before.

It's so boring to stay where I can't see Rin Matsuoka.

"what."

Almost at the moment when this idea came up, Yamazaki Sousuke stopped immediately and stopped thinking deeply.He stared fixedly at the blue pool water, as if he wanted to dissolve this messy mood in it.

It's unbelievable, since when did he let Matsuoka Rin's presence become the criterion for deciding what he has to do?

During the day, when other members of the national team were preparing for a new day of training, Rin Matsuoka went in a completely different direction—he went to the commercial shooting with the staff of Z?L?D?F?H land, and stay there until evening.

He thought that Rin Matsuoka must be in a good mood, as he could see from his previous expectations for Takasumi Takasumi.I didn't receive any calls from the filming location, so it seems to be progressing very smoothly.

This is obviously a good thing, but Yamazaki Sousuke just felt that there was something weird all over his body, full of discomfort that even as a doctor, he couldn't explain why.

The morning passed quickly, and it was already twelve o'clock in the blink of an eye.The training is temporarily over, and everyone can take a break, relax and have lunch.

You should be resting by now.

After walking out of the swimming pool, Sousuke Yamazaki was not in a hurry to have lunch. On the contrary, he stopped where he was, took out his mobile phone and hesitated whether to call Rin Matsuoka.

In the end, he considered that if he was not resting there, calling Matsuoka Rin directly might disturb the work order of the other party, so he called a certain staff member instead.

"Hey, did you mean Matsuoka? He went out to eat with Shikino just now, and we are also suffering from headaches. As expected, Shisino's style of doing things is still his own way, and so is Matsuoka. It's fine if you don't refuse, but you still follow Here comes the wild hu.”

Are they so familiar that they can sneak out to eat together regardless of the feelings of the staff?

After hanging up the phone, Yamazaki Sousuke felt that a certain knot in his heart was getting tighter and tighter.

He is clear that Matsuoka Rin has a character that is easy to get along with others happily. This has been thoroughly understood from the first day he entered the national team to the first time he was called by Matsuoka Rin directly. Got it.For more than a month, Matsuoka Rin seems to have only gotten closer to him alone. Unknowingly, he has become accustomed to this kind of intimacy that monopolizes Matsuoka Rin. The separation and alienation like today, he is used to He never thought about it because of ease.

"Things beyond the scope of consideration will always be difficult to accept for a while."

This is the most obvious truth, but Yamazaki Sousuke feels that once this "time" is placed with him, it will start to extend infinitely.

This unique irritability did not dissipate in the afternoon. It lingered on people who should have a rigorous attitude towards work like a nightmare. Afterwards, even others could not stand it.

"Yamazaki, you look like you can't sit still. Is there something uncomfortable? Otherwise, don't come here tonight, go back and have a good rest."

"No, I actually—"

"Okay, don't explain, I know that even if your child is uncomfortable, he will definitely hold on. Anyway, don't show up at the swimming pool tonight, go back and have a good rest."

So, Yamazaki Sousuke's insistence was blocked by Tatsuno Akira's arbitrary decision.Sousuke Yamazaki didn't strive for anything more. What Akira Tatsuno said was right, not only "appeared", but he really couldn't sit still today.

Just like noon, after walking out of the swimming pool, Sosuke Yamazaki picked up his mobile phone again, hesitating whether to call Rin Matsuoka.The finger approached the name in the address book, then moved away, moved closer, and moved away again, repeating this dozens of times until a surprised "Zongsuke" came from the other end of the phone.

——It was dialed out unconsciously.

Yamazaki Sosuke pressed his forehead with his other free hand in shame. He felt that he had lived for more than 20 years, and he had never been as inferior as he is now.

"Rin, today you-"

"Sousuke? Who?"

Before Yamazaki Sousuke finished speaking, a strange voice came out from the phone.Who does this voice belong to? Yamazaki Zongsuke thinks his guess should be right, but he doesn't want such assurance at all.

"Oh, he's the intern team doctor on our team, and his name is Sosuke Yamazaki."

"Is it Rin's friend? I called here specially, she seems to take good care of you."

"My friend...well, I guess, a very good friend."

Already calling him "Rin"?

Takasumi Takasumi's address to Rin Matsuoka made Yamazaki Sousuke's heart sink again. It seems that from now on, there will be another person in Rin Matsuoka's circle of friends who can directly call him "Rin".It took less than a day for this person to achieve his goal, but it took him so long to win Matsuoka Rin's trust.

"Na Rin, can you ask Yamazaki-kun if you want to come over for dinner?"

"ask him?"

"Yes, since we are Rin's friend, it means that the three of us can be each other's friends."

"OK then."

Rin Matsuoka himself didn't have such a will. After all, it was hard for him to put himself in an environment without Yamazaki Sosuke to do other things well.But Takasumi Shimino said so, and he was too embarrassed to shirk it.

"Zongsuke, our filming has just ended, but Guicheng said that he misses the ramen shop near the school gate that he used to go to when he was in middle school, and he invited me to go to that shop to try their The taste of ramen, do you want to come over and try it?"

Yamazaki Sousuke's first reaction was to refuse, but after thinking about it, if he refused, then he probably waited until he had to lie down to sleep tonight, and he hadn't seen Matsuoka Rin yet.Although he has no interest in ramen, especially in the ramen shop that Shigino Takasumi likes, he has no choice but to agree to meet Rin Matsuoka.

"it is good."

Ten minutes later, Yamazaki Sosuke joined Rin Matsuoka and Takasumi Shigano at the entrance of the ramen shop.

Tsukino Takasumi does have a model face and an outstanding figure. It seems that no matter which school this guy went to when he was a student, he must be a school girl who is very popular with girls.In order to keep a low profile, some camouflage was made, and it still gave people a feeling of incomparable brilliance. One can imagine how terrifying the charm is after removing the camouflage.

Suddenly, Yamazaki Sousuke felt inexplicably fortunate.

Fortunately, Takasumi Shimino is a beta, if he is also an alpha, any omega staying beside such an attractive alpha will be in a very dangerous situation.

After a brief acquaintance, the three of them lifted the curtain at the door of the store and walked into the store.It was dinner time, and the shop was busy, but they were lucky, and there happened to be an empty seat with three chairs in the corner.

When picking up the menu and browsing the many ramen flavors written on it, Rin Matsuoka suffered from difficulty in choosing.What athletes eat in the national team is all arranged according to certain nutritional standards. It is rare to have access to such "unscientific" foods sold in outside stores, and as time goes by became incomprehensible.

"Well, for this restaurant, I recommend miso soup ramen! Miso soup is the most mainstream flavor of Honshu ramen. In addition to the most basic ingredients such as Japanese soy sauce, chicken and vegetables, you can also add oil and spicy according to your preference. Pepper, I used to eat miso soup ramen at this restaurant. By the way, the soy sauce here is also super fragrant!"

Rin Matsuoka was already undecided, but after listening to Takasumi Kakino's recommendation, he was even more shaken.

"Then I'll order miso soup—"

"Porpoise bone."

"Sousuke?"

Rin Matsuoka looked at Sousuke Yamazaki who suddenly spoke, only to hear him continue to speak calmly.

"Let's order tonkotsu ramen. The soup of tonkotsu ramen is made from different parts of the pig without MSG, so it tastes rich and delicious but not greasy and dry mouth. It is more suitable for athletes. .”

"Sousuke has a lot of research on diet."

Shikino Takasumi rested his hand on the side of his face, looking at Yamazaki Sousuke with interest.Originally, he just called Matsuoka Rin's name directly, but since he thought the three of them had become friends now, he also started calling Yamazaki Sousuke's name directly.

"It's just a habit, not to mention research."

Yamazaki Sosuke raised the porcelain cup, bit the rim of the cup, and took a sip of tea.

He really didn't study it carefully, he just didn't want to see Matsuoka Rin and Shi Ye Takasumi eating the same flavor of ramen.

"What about you, Sousuke? What kind of ramen do you want?"

After ordering tonkotsu ramen on the menu, Rin Matsuoka put down his pen and turned his head.

"Just tonkotsu ramen."

"You like this flavor too?"

Although he was puzzled, Rin Matsuoka picked up the pen and changed the number 1 after "tonkotsu ramen X" to the number 2.In this way, the order menu says "Miso Soup Ramen X1" representing Shigino Takasumi and "Tonkotsu Ramen X2" representing Yamazaki Sosuke and Matsuoka Rin.

Soon three bowls of ramen were served.The three of them ate the noodles in a "chi-liu-chiliu" manner, and stopped from time to time to chat a few words.

"Speaking of which, today's commercial with Rin is the first time I shoot this kind of commercial with sports elements. I used to shoot fashion commercials, and most of the scenes were exaggerated. Suddenly, this kind of concept is very simple. Ads, it feels like I'm back in middle school."

"Back in middle school? Does that mean you played sports in middle school?"

"Well, I joined the basketball club when I was in middle school, and I won the title of "Best Pitcher" several times."

"Then why didn't you go on the road of playing basketball?"

Tsukino Takasumi's breath sank immediately, which made it impossible for the other two people to eat ramen freely.In the eyes under the pink hair, it was difficult to hide the look of loss, which soon turned into relief.

"One is because I wasn't determined to play basketball at first, and club activities are just club activities after all. The second is because, how should I put it, it is still too difficult for beta to take the path of professional sports. Even now there are some professional players. Athletes are betas, but the world stage is ultimately being manipulated by alphas. I am neither an alpha, nor do I have the drive and perseverance that some betas have. I think the current career of modeling is more suitable for me.”

Hearing these words, Yamazaki Sousuke's gaze immediately turned to Matsuoka Rin.He thought that no one should care more about Shiino Takasumi's remarks than Matsuoka Rin.

Sure enough, as he expected, Matsuoka Rin's hand holding the chopsticks tightened, with such force that it almost deformed the chopsticks.

"It doesn't matter if it's a beta, it's better than an omega. An omega...has no chance of entering the world openly."

"That's right, unlike betas who still have the opportunity to embark on the path of professional competition, omega athletes can only go to the whole country at most, which is already very powerful for omega. But—"

As soon as the topic changed, the miso soup ramen in the bowl also changed with the stirring of the chopsticks.

"This is certainly a common law in society, but I don't think that omega should be born to play the role of finding a partner as soon as possible, and then staying at home to have children. Anyone can have a desire to move in this world. Desire to provoke... eh, what's wrong?"

"nothing."

Rin Matsuoka looked away and continued to stir the ramen in the bowl in front of him.

What this is for, Yamazaki Sousuke is very clear.

Although he really didn't want to admit it, Takasumi Shimino was right about this point, sitting between the two of them was a person who had a strong desire to challenge the world.

After eating ramen, the hour hand on the wall clock in the store has already pointed to "8".

After getting on the special car that came to pick him up, Shimino Takasumi rolled down the window and continued to chat enthusiastically with Matsuoka Rin.The manager urged him over and over again, until Shikino Takasumi reluctantly retracted his head.

"I will continue to harass Rin from now on!"

"You might as well spend more of your persistence on your work."

Watching the special car in which Takasumi Shikino drove away, Rin Matsuoka grabbed the hair at the back of his head, looking impatient with Takasumi Shikino, but Sousuke Yamazaki, who was silently observing from the side, knew very well that this was Matsuoka Rin let a person occupy a certain position in his heart, otherwise, let alone being impatient, he would not bother to talk to him at all.

This seemingly negative emotion actually represents a good impression of a person. From the beginning, it is impossible to have only one copy. It must have, many, many copies.

Not long after returning, Sosuke Yamazaki received an unexpected call from his mother, whom he hadn't contacted for a long time because of his busy work.

After caring about each other for a while, Yamazaki Sousuke remembered what happened today. Rather, he never forgot what happened today and kept it in his heart.

"Mom, I actually met an omega recently, a male omega."

"Omega?" The female voice on the other end of the phone sounded very surprised, "Didn't you stay in the national team all day? Where did you get to know Omega?"

"Ah, this, it's not exactly what you think. It's true that most of the ones I come into contact with are alphas, but it doesn't mean that I won't see omegas anymore. If you look at the staff, most of them are not alphas."

At least for now, Rin Matsuoka's secret cannot be known by more people.

"I see. Then why are you bringing him up?"

"That's right, he and I are very good friends."

You must find a trustworthy person to vent it out, otherwise, if you let these strange emotions accumulate, you will have psychological problems sooner or later.

"Although he is an omega, he is not as weak as most omegas. Sometimes I feel ashamed in front of him. But these days, I feel very uncomfortable getting along with him, and there is no conflict, but it is I don't know what went wrong. He made a new friend today, and I know he's very approachable, but I'm still surprised that he and that guy got to know each other by name and went out to eat together in less than a day. After all, it took me so long to get acquainted with him, and the process was tortuous.

In the evening, I was invited by them to have ramen together. He seemed to have a choice disorder and didn't know what flavor to eat.That new friend likes miso soup ramen, so I recommended miso soup ramen to him by the way, but to be honest, I... didn't want to see them eat the same kind of ramen, so I recommended tonkotsu ramen to him, and finally He chose tonkotsu ramen, and I was actually happy at that time.When we parted, that new friend also chatted with him for a long time before he was willing to leave. It seems that the two of them will keep in touch in the future.It's good for him to have another friend he can trust, but why, why do I feel disappointed when I realize I'm not his only friend anymore?I really regret that when I was in college, I didn't devote myself to psychological medicine. "

There was a long silence over there, and then there was a burst of light laughter.

"Stupid boy, the theoretical things you teach in college are useless."

"No use?"

"Yes, compared to those clinical subjects, psychological medicine focuses on theory, which can't help you much with the problems you are encountering now. I think you knew a lot of omegas when you were in school, but you never told your mother before Something like that."

"That's right..."

The omega he met now was indeed the first omega that could disturb his mood like this.

"Haha, let's put it this way, Zongsuke, since you were a child, Mom has felt that your character is too meek, and you have no desire for anything. So when I got your medical examination form, I saw the above It said that you differentiated into an alpha. Your dad and I couldn’t believe it, and took you for a re-examination. The re-examination results still showed that you were differentiated into an alpha. When choosing a way out, you also said that you are very interested in medicine , you have also studied very well, and now you are also working as a doctor. Doctors just like to think about other people's conditions and want to make others better, but they often forget to take care of themselves. But just now, listening to what you said, I finally feel a little relieved, although your character is still very meek, but you finally have a bit of an alpha look."

Finally got some alpha look?what does it look like

Not knowing why, Yamazaki Sosuke could only obediently listen to his mother.

"You, it turns out that you can also have a strong possessive desire towards the omega you like."