lovelorn too little

"Our grandfather's place is settled. You can live in a public hospital. It is true that the conditions of a public hospital are not bad. By the way, he is arranged for a single ward. The house has paid two years' rent. I rented it under the name of my subordinates. No matter what, you can live as long as you want in a short period of time. These are all newly built, with real materials, and there is no problem at all. The ones on my brother’s side have been invalidated. The subordinates have misunderstood your age by a few years, and you can see if there are any other problems."

Lu Xinyi took the ID card and household registration book and looked at it, saying that there was no problem, and then he was about to get off the car, when Rong Qi stopped him again.

"Sister-in-law." Rong Qi was called out by Lu Xinyi early in the morning. He was wearing a suit and had a serious expression, which was very different from his usual smile. He put his hand on the steering wheel and tapped his index finger uneasily, "I have two more talk."

Lu Xinyi stopped unfastening his seat belt: "Say it."

Rong Qi said: "I try not to walk in front of my brother, but if he asks me, I have to say it."

He put it another way: "I have to say it all."

Lu Xinyi nodded: "I know, it's already embarrassing for you. If it wasn't for me, I couldn't find a friend in Shanghai who could help me. I..."

"Don't say that, sister-in-law." Rong Qi felt uncomfortable when he said in a normal tone that he had no friends. If Lu Xinyi hadn't had no parents, he and Zhou Yun wouldn't have been half-serious and half-ridiculed at such a young age. She chased after her and called her sister-in-law, and agreed cheerfully, "Actually, I feel very sorry for you, and I have no face to see you."

He frowned and lowered his head. After a long silence, he said again: "Also, even if my brother doesn't ask me...he's looking for you as if he was just playing."

He bit the bullet and explained the real situation to Lu Xinyi clearly: "Where you need to use your own ID card, he can know where you are with a flick of a finger, and where you don't need an ID card..." He glanced at Lu Xinyi, " For my brother, the news came faster. Our little tricks are not at the kindergarten level."

This time it was Lu Xinyi's turn to be silent.

He actually understands it too.What's more, he thought early on that if Rong Qi could really hide him so that even Zhou Ping couldn't find him, Rong Qi would not readily agree to help him.And he couldn't speak to him so easily.

This matter was indeed very embarrassing for Rong Qi.

People have closeness, no matter how you look at it, for Rong Qi, Zhou Ping should be the one who is closer.

He just wanted to separate from Zhou Ping temporarily. If he discussed with Zhou Ping in that house, they would never be able to truly break up.

Lu Xinyi sat in Rongqi's co-pilot, and because of the high frequency and frequency of fever, he was able to deal with physical discomfort more skillfully at this time, and kept his mind clear and clear.

"I know."

"It's impossible to hide from him forever, right?" After a while, Lu Xinyi pursed her lips and smiled at Rong Qi, then looked down at the two hands on her lap, "I just want to break up, and I have no ability to do it." The world has evaporated, and there is no need to really make him so anxious. Let’s separate and calm down for a few days, don’t be so impulsive, it’s the best if you can get together and relax.”

Seeing him speaking slowly, Rong Qi seemed to be very calm and didn't care much about anything, but he looked like he was really suffering to death, and his heart was agitated.

When the Duan family first proposed the idea of ​​marriage, he didn't think it was a big deal. This kind of thing sounds old-fashioned, but in fact, people in a slightly higher economic class have handled it this way for many years.

At that time Lu Xinyi had just been taken to Shanghai by Zhou Ping, and Rong Qi was not familiar with him at all.

It was after Lu Xinyi started to take classes at the United University that he had a lot of opportunities to get in touch with Lu Xinyi alone.

He found that Lu Xinyi was really a nice person.He also gradually realized that Lu Xinyi probably wasn't the kind of person who could accept such things.He didn't understand why his sophisticated cousin didn't understand this.

He even once thought maybe Zhou Ping didn't like Lu Xinyi that much.But it is clearly not the case.Zhou Ping loves him to death.

"My brother and Duan Yue...just that girl, it's really nothing."

Rong Qi looked at Lu Xinyi's face, and seized the last chance to help Zhou Ping: "You know he's busy, the two of you have only met three or four times in total, and I was there every time, and both men and women clearly understood I know, what is the purpose of getting married. You said before that seeing her in my brother's house was really my aunt's decision. She didn't go home during the winter vacation, so my aunt said that there is a vacant house for her to live in for a few days. That's what happened."

"Originally it wasn't my turn to say anything about the elders, but the situation at home is like this... She usually doesn't do things that make my brother happy."

Lu Xinyi listened to him patiently and earnestly, and then said: "Then I'll go first, thank you Rong Qi, goodbye."

Rong Qi watched him get out of the car, turned around to leave, and suddenly panicked in his heart, so he couldn't help but yelled: "Sister-in-law! You..."

"Don't call me that in the future." Lu Xinyi glanced back at him, and said as he walked, "Be careful on the road, drive slowly."

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Even though he always knew in his heart that, unlike in the village, Zhou Ping had to rely on his charcoal fire and food to sustain his life at first, but in this world, the strength between him and Zhou Ping, no matter in terms of physical or social relationship, is different. It was the other way around and the facts were vastly different, but Shanghai is such a big place, the door slamming sounded before ten o'clock in the morning of the third day made Lu Xinyi truly feel terrified for the first time.

The twilight was getting darker and darker. He walked to the door amidst the loud noise that lasted the whole day and gradually lost his patience. Facing the door frame that was gradually sunken due to the violence, he realized that he was actually just a tiny bird in front of Zhou Ping. The fact of an ant, a naked body, a doll without sovereignty.

"Lu Xinyi." The sound of banging on the door stopped suddenly, and Zhou Ping's moderate voice came in from the crack of the door, maybe he saw the movement of the figure cast by the light behind the crack of the door, as if he knew that Lu Xinyi was behind the door, "While I When you can still talk, open the door."

Lu Xinyi squatted down by the door, resting his chin on his knees, bowed his head and twisted his fingers. After a while, he turned on his phone and read Zhou Ping's endless messages on WeChat.

Zhou Ping hit it again with "bang bang bang" and said in an exasperated tone: "Are you trying to drive me crazy? I was wrong, I know I was all fucking wrong, but you can't just leave without a word, You open the door, let's talk face to face, can we talk face to face?"

According to Lu Xinyi, this apartment is rented in a place close to the suburbs of Shanghai. The building is old, with many residents and old facilities. Lu Xinyi knows Zhou Ping's strength best. He knows that his door lock can't stand Zhou Ping's serious kick.

"I want to break up." Lu Xinyi said, "Wechat also sent you a reply, don't knock on my door again."

After he finished speaking, there was a sudden silence outside the door, as quiet as no one had ever been.

After a while, Lu Xinyi heard Zhou Ping speak, his tone had calmed down a lot, and it even seemed to suggest that Zhou Ping, whom Lu Xinyi was familiar with, would discuss and teach when he was in a good mood: "Lu Xinyi, how old are you? Is that what you do? They are all men, if you want to break up, you should tell me face to face, let’s make things clear, am I an unreasonable person? What about you, what did you do, and disappeared without a word, how do I know if you What's the matter?"

Lu Xinyi squatted on the spot and shook back and forth for a while, poking the screen with her fingertips, watching it light up and then go out.

"You are obedient." Zhou Ping said, "Can you open the door first? Let me see you. Do you know that I'm dying of anxiety these days?"

Lu Xinyi knew that he was in a hurry, and obviously he hadn't yelled loudly, but his voice was hoarse.

"I sent you a message on the first day. I moved out and couldn't live in Zhongyu's house. It's not an accident. You saw it too." Lu Xinyi said, "Go, if you want to meet, we can make an appointment another day Place, it's too late now, you go home, I'm going to rest too."

Zhou Ping's voice suddenly got closer and lower, as if he also squatted down near the door, and said kindly: "I just want to see you, what kind of broken house Rong Qi rented for you, Loumen There is no lock, let alone the guard, anyone can come in, I will clean him up in a few days. How is it inside? It has been so cold these two days, what kind of quilt did you cover, and is there air conditioning in the room? I'm afraid you won't be able to eat well , I'm afraid you won't be used to sleeping, and I don't know if you've recovered from your cold, I think about this at night, and I can't sleep all night."

Lu Xinyi couldn't help shivering, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, I went to bed very early at night, I won't go out, and I'm not cold, don't worry."

Zhou Ping's gaze was fixed on the door panel that separated him from Lu Xinyi, his expression was cold, but his words sounded quite soft: "I'll go in and take a look and leave. You know me, don't you see you today?" Will go, do you want to wake up your neighbors?"

In fact, this movement has been going on for a whole day, and people from the same floor and upstairs and downstairs have come to see it, but no one wants to touch Zhou Ping's vicious look when he brings a group of people to smash the door in front of him. Moldy head, I just comforted myself to bear it and passed without making a sound.

Sure enough, Lu Xinyi hesitated, Zhou Ping said again: "You open the door and let me go in and have a look. I'm so relieved, you can also rest early."

"Really?" Lu Xinyi said slowly, "Although I really want to, I don't believe what you said."

Zhou Ping closed his eyes, remained silent for a long time, and then said in the most patient tone: "I didn't lie to you, so tell me, what else can I do after I go in besides seeing how your house is?"

"I'm afraid you'll rape me." Lu Xinyi said, "You're always like this, and I said no, but you don't seem to understand, so you still fuck me in the end."

Zhou Ping was almost hard-pressed by Lu Xinyi at the wrong time, but then Lu Xinyi said very seriously: "I don't want to do that this time, why don't you just kill me."

Zhou Ping whispered, "I won't rape you, what word did you use? I really just look at you."

Lu Xinyi said, "You just said you were looking at the house."

Zhou Ping said gently: "Isn't it just to see you? If you didn't live here, why would I come here to see a small dilapidated building?"

The two of you talked one sentence to another for a long time, Lu Xinyi was very stubborn, but Zhou Ping was always patient and coaxed him like a child.

After thinking for a while, Lu Xinyi opened the door.

Zhou Ping stood upright in front of him, startling him.

It was a mess he had never seen before.Unlike the embarrassment that was dying at the border, Zhou Ping, who was wrapped in a high-end suit, had a pale complexion, gray eyes, red eyes, a layer of blue stubble on his chin, and his hand hanging by his side was close to his little finger. The whole side of it is rotten, because the door was smashed for too long.When he finally saw him, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and in the end he didn't say anything, he just gritted his teeth and swallowed hard.

Lu Xinyi knew that his understatement of "I couldn't sleep all night" was true.

"Look." He hastily lowered his head and turned to let Zhou Ping in. "There's an air conditioner, a washing machine, a TV and..."

Zhou Ping stepped into the door and pulled him into his arms.

Lu Xinyi threw forward uncontrollably under that terrifying force, and hit Zhou Ping's shoulder with his cheekbone, which hurt so much, and Zhou Ping immediately hugged him as if he was going to crush his bones, suppressing him. The heavy panting of the past rang in his ears, wrapped in hot breath.

He pressed the back of Lu Xinyi's head with his rotten hand, so the tip of Lu Xinyi's nose was soon filled with a strong smell of rust.

Lu Xinyi burst into tears almost immediately. He shook his hands and pushed Zhou Ping's shoulders. He struggled a lot, but he still hugged him for a long time. When Lu Xinyi said in a cold voice, "Let go, it hurts." Zhou Ping let him go. Open some, but still in the arms.

Lu Xinyi wiped away tears and said without any threat, "You lied."

"Why is it still so hot?" Zhou Ping wrapped his arms around his waist and touched his forehead with the other, showing a very distressed expression and even blaming Lu Xinyi for not taking good care of himself, then said in a hoarse voice, "I'm not lying to you, let me see house."

His eyes fell on Lu Xinyi's face from beginning to end, as if he hadn't seen this face for ten years.

Lu Xinyi turned his face away, and Zhou Ping reached out to wipe the fresh tears that slipped from the corner of his eyes.

Lu Xinyi broke away from the arm that he didn't exert any more strength after checking his body temperature, and raised his arm to wipe away the tears as he stepped back, but Zhou Ping immediately took a step to follow, as if he couldn't bear such a long distance.

He was in a panic, thinking how to beg Lu Xinyi, how to explain to Lu Xinyi, even his fingers were trembling.

"Let me explain to you first, the matter of Ivan's family. I planned to pick you up a week before the day I saw you, and made arrangements for Ivan, but I was temporarily delayed. I didn't know they happened to I wanted to leave. I said hello. In Shanghai, I said hello on the day I couldn’t leave. I clearly stated the location of his home. Because there are no photos, so I can only do this. If he didn’t leave that night, he stayed in the village. He'll be fine... I really..."

Lu Xinyi said indifferently: "You have already said these things." He pointed to the phone, "There is no need to say it again."

Zhou Ping shut his mouth.He had never experienced Lu Xinyi's attitude before, his mouth and heart were bitter, and the taste was unspeakable, and he didn't know what the problem between them was now.

When he first brought Lu Xinyi to Shanghai, he asked Lu Xinyi what questions they had, but now, time finally gave him the answer.

Because of his liar nature, he lost his trust with Lu Xinyi, because he is arrogant, loves but also hurts, because he always puts his feelings on the balance of interests in an attempt to exchange for equal value, after Lu Xinyi gave without reservation.

He couldn't say a word, his broad shoulders drooped before Lu Xinyi's eyes, as if he had already borne a heavy burden.

Lu Xinyi didn't seem to want to look at him any more, so he turned and went into the bedroom, leaving a sentence: "Go back after reading."

Zhou Ping walked around the house, one bedroom and one living room, the small room can be fully seen in a short time.

He finally stopped at the door of Lu Xinyi's bedroom, stood there for a while, walked in and looked it over carefully, stretched out his hand to press the mattress, and shook Lu Xinyi's quilt, showing a suppressed expression of dissatisfaction with everything.

"Live in another place." Zhou Ping tentatively said, "It's okay to live in Zhongyu, but it's absolutely not here, I..."

Lu Xinyi interrupted him and said, "Don't you understand? I won't listen to your arrangements anymore."

Zhou Ping paused, watching Lu Xinyi lie down on the bed, with slippers crooked and messy beside the bed.

Zhou Ping knew that it was because he heard a ghost story from a classmate, saying that if he took off his shoes neatly by the bed at night, something would stand on them after he fell asleep.

Lu Xinyi was very timid in this regard, and from then on, even if she was used to putting things neatly, she would reach out and mess them up.

Zhou has gained a lot of benefits by virtue of this incident. Sometimes Lu Xinyi gets awkward with him and doesn't want to sleep with him, so he just scares him with a few mysterious words, and it doesn't always work.

Lu Xinyi watched Zhou Ping's face change, and habitually buried half of his face in the quilt, only showing his eyes, and said in a muffled voice, "Hurry up and go."

Zhou Ping said, "I'm not at ease if you live here."

"You will get used to it slowly." Lu Xinyi said word by word under the quilt, "You are worried now because you are not used to it. Wait for a little longer, and you will think of me less and less often. Tomorrow will be less than today. , the day after tomorrow is a little less than the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow is a little less than the day after tomorrow, and if you forget about me in the end, you won’t be worried.”

Zhou Ping was nearly stunned by his slow tone, and said in a hoarse voice, "How could I forget you?"

Lu Xinyi affirmed: "Yes, when you wake up, you will find that loving me is always more difficult than loving yourself, and taking in an idiot will have disadvantages but not benefits, then you will thank yourself, maybe you will thank me, thank you for letting me go For you, before you start regretting it."

Zhou Ping couldn't stand every single word in Lu Xinyi's flirty evaluation of his feelings. Lu Xinyi himself lacked the skills to quarrel. He only cried in front of Zhou Ping. At other times, no matter what emotions he vented, he always expressed reason The way.

Zhou Ping also knew clearly that when Lu Xinyi lacked a smile on his face, that was the most irreversible situation that could be seen in Lu Xinyi.

The last time they broke up, he was eager to ask Lu Xinyi whether he still loved him. This time, Zhou Ping understood that Lu Xinyi loved him, but he no longer expected love from him.

He permanently closed the door to receive, and took back from Zhou Ping the privilege that no matter whether it is love or hurt, everything can be accepted as it is.

It turns out that being no longer expected is more painful, more helpless, and more irreversible than being no longer loved.

I did a big thing yesterday, because it showed that my mobile phone number had been registered, so I spent ten yuan to buy a Weibo account @飞冷素_, the avatar that is not fat is me? (*??*)?