lovelorn too little

Lu Xinyi hugged her legs through the quilt, buried her face between her knees, and cried until she retched in the emotion she couldn't calm down.

Zhou Ping had never seen Lu Xinyi lose control of his emotions to this extent, even during that time in Russia.

So it was rare for him to start to be at a loss, but he didn't make sense on the one hand, and felt ashamed on the other, so he tossed and turned, only a few words to say.

Finally, when Lu Xinyi's crying stopped with the rain falling, the tissues he used to wipe his tears and snot were thrown into a pile at Zhou Ping's feet.

In the darkness that grew heavier as time passed, he raised his head and said in a nasal voice: "You married her, what about the money?"

Zhou Ping was taken aback for a moment, and then his face glowed from his blue face.

He leaned his upper body slightly forward, approached Lu Xinyi, and swore: "I didn't lie to you, it was just for the completion of the project, so there will be a complete agreement signed before the marriage, and we also agreed that we will divorce immediately after this matter is over. There is a little bit of indistinct involvement... Did you see me outside? What stupid things did you just say? I will not fall in love with her, and I don't need to pursue her. The few meetings I met were just for the sake of necessities details, these..."

"Didn't you say..." Lu Xinyi said, "Did you discuss it with me? Then when did you agree?"

Zhou Ping clenched his fist, and before he had time to find a proper wording, Lu Xinyi said again, "What if I say I disagree?"

But after he finished speaking, he smiled immediately: "I lied to you."

That smile looked inexplicably funny on the face with crying red eyes and nose, but it made Zhou Ping's heartbeat fluctuate.

He seems to be in a pure and empty wilderness, or in the night of a summer nightmare, with a smooth paved road in front of him, but it gives people the illusion that they will eventually step on the ground.

"Then can you handle it? What if the agreement is not written and the money is cheated?"

Zhou Ping followed his train of thought and replied: "No, how could such a thing happen?"

Lu Xinyi said, "Why not?"

Zhou Ping choked.What was placed between him and Lu Xinyi was not a negotiating table of negotiating interests, but a notebook that recorded his wrong history.

Lu Xinyi had a face of crying, but it seemed that his mood had really improved a lot, and he started to ask him some nonsensical but really reasonable questions like any other day before.

Zhou Ping didn't expect Lu Xinyi's violent emotional ups and downs, and then he didn't expect Lu Xinyi's sudden let go.

Later, he thought, maybe everyone at this juncture would make the same mistake as him, mistaking the other party's initial farewell for letting go, and the cherished person's gradual giving up for understanding.

"You agree?"

Lu Xinyi put the back of his hand to his eyes again, curled up and leaned back against the head of the bed, nodded his head twice, said "um", and said, "Go do what you think is important."

Zhou Ping asked in a low voice, "Are you still angry?"

Lu Xinyi said in his familiar awkward tone: "Shouldn't I be angry? I've never been married, so go to hell, I'll never marry you again."

This time, Zhou Ping stepped forward and pulled him into his arms. At that moment, many complicated emotions rolled in his chest.Fear, joy and gratitude.

He suddenly thought of the day when he left alone from the border village, the day when the news came that Lu Xinyi was imprisoned in the cellar, the day when he was finally free to pick up Lu Xinyi but was a step too late, and the day when Rong Wan unilaterally made the arrangements. Duan Yue, who entered the apartment near his company, called his secretary to tell his secretary that a strange man tried to open the door several times early in the morning.

As his heartbeat gradually returned to normal, he found that he was covered in a cold sweat, and his scalp and hair roots became damp together.

He hugged the hot Lu Xinyi, as if facing the precious love that fell from the sky that made him clumsy. He knew that he wanted it like a mad dog with meat in its mouth, but he always wanted it again and again. , it will be completely destroyed in one step.

He embraced the hot Lu Xinyi... He suddenly realized that Lu Xinyi had a fever.

Although Lu Xinyi has explained many times that he is taking medicine and injections without a meal, and even the doctor said that it is normal for the temperature to be higher at night, Zhou Ping still refuses to be completely convinced: "39 degrees two, is this a little higher? What's more, it's normal to have such a fever every night? You are obedient, let's go to the hospital now, change the medicine, and get some drips, won't it make you feel better after being cured?"

Lu Xinyi wrapped herself in a quilt, shook her head slightly and said, "I'm very tired, don't torment me anymore."

After pestering for a long time, after listening to Lu Xinyi's voice, Zhou Ping realized that he might have had a bad cold for more than ten days.

In such a situation, he was worried about simply calling the family doctor, but he was also reluctant to speak harshly to Lu Xinyi, and he was even reluctant to use a louder voice, so he could only keep coaxing him: "I'll carry you to the car, and you go to sleep, okay?" Just go to the hospital and show it to the doctor, how long have you been like this, do you really want to kill me?"

Lu Xinyi held his fingertips and touched her face again, and said seriously: "I didn't want to worry you to death. If I wanted to worry you, I would call you and tell you that I was sick."

He thought for a while, then said, "If I tell you, will you come back to see me?"

"Why didn't you come back?" Zhou Ping's face was not very good, he hugged him together with the quilt, and said without thinking, "Don't do this again next time, you have to tell me everything, you know?"

Lu Xinyi wanted his direct answer: "Then will you come back?"

"I will." Zhou Ping looked at him and said, "I will be right back."

Lu Xinyi blinked his eyes twice, pursed his lips and showed a very small smile, and stretched out his hand to hug him.

He put his face on Zhou Ping's neck, this was the first time tonight, and Zhou Ping's heart began to beat like a drum again.

He stroked Lu Xinyi's back lightly, and the abnormal heat immediately spread to his palm, making him lower his voice three degrees: "Do you remember?"

"I remember." Lu Xinyi whispered, "I remember everything you said, and I have never forgotten it."

Then he pushed Zhou Ping away again, and crawled to sleep on the other side of the bed in disgust.

Lu Xinyi refused to go to the hospital, maybe because of a cold, or maybe because of Zhou Ping's marriage, in short, he showed some moodiness, even Zhou Ping was afraid, so everything went according to his heart, lying beside him, Hold him, hold his hand and wait for him to fall asleep.

Lu Xinyi didn't sleep soundly. When he woke up for the first time in the middle of the night, he only said that he was thirsty. Zhou Ping fed him some water. Two hours later, Zhou Ping was awakened by his suppressed sobbing.

Covering his mouth and nose with the quilt, the faint but heart-wrenching sobs that came out turned into miniature sharp swords, densely piercing Zhou Ping's heart.

He turned Lu Xinyi with his back to him, and the two hugged each other, the skin on the neck was wet by Lu Xinyi's tears.

Lu Xinyi didn't push him, and Zhou Ping didn't comfort him either.After a while, Lu Xinyi choked and said, "Husband, do you really want to marry someone else? Then will I not be able to call you husband in the future?"

"Why not, you can shout whatever you want." Zhou Ping said patiently, "Didn't we agree?"

Lu Xinyi said in a low, sleepy voice: "But I really miss you, do you know how much I love you? I want you to love me very much, is it impossible in this lifetime? "

Zhou Ping stroked his back vigorously back and forth, and hugged him tightly: "Nonsense. You have a fever, sleep well, I love you very much, don't think about it."

When Lu Xinyi received this seemingly warm but inhuman reply, he burst into tears again in his arms.

Crying, falling asleep, waking up, they repeat this process until the sky is bright.

Lu Xinyi cried and fell asleep again, and Zhou Ping saw eyes "swollen like peaches" in real life for the first time in his life, red and bright.

He paced back and forth in front of the window, and before his brain, which had become dull after tossing and tossing all night without sleep, could come up with any effective information, Lu Xinyi woke up again.

But this time he didn't cry, he got up and sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed for a while, and asked Zhou Ping when he would leave, Zhou Ping thought about it and said, "Don't worry, I'll be with you soon."

Lu Xinyi didn't say anything, and sat quietly for a while, then suddenly took out his phone and asked Zhou Ping to check his Alipay: "I don't have much money, give me some."

How could Zhou Ping be unwilling to give him all the money that could be transferred in Alipay and WeChat. However, there is always a limit on online transactions. He put his arms around Lu Xinyi and suggested: "You get dressed and we go out. I will transfer money from the card." Can I turn it around for you?"

As he spoke, he denied it himself: "I'll ask someone to do it."

Lu Xinyi said, "Give it all to me."

Zhou paused with his dialing hand, and subconsciously asked, "What?"

Lu Xinyi raised her head and said, "Didn't you say that you would sign an agreement with that girl? If you give it to me, you don't have to sign it. It's so convenient."

Zhou Ping looked at him for a long time, then squatted down next to him beside the bed, and asked seriously: "Do you want it?"

Lu Xinyi nodded and said, "I want it."

"Okay." Zhou Ping raised his hand and pinched his face, then grabbed his hand and kissed him again, "But it's not as simple as you said, there are a lot of things, and it's not a matter of saying a word to transfer them all."

Lu Xinyi didn't respond, but Zhou Ping smiled to himself, and thought: "House and car collection and deposits are okay, but financial management and shares are more troublesome, and some of them need to be announced. Except that Huayin has too many shares, it won't be able to operate for a while. , I will take care of the rest slowly.”

"Then you go." Lu Xinyi said, "If it's too troublesome, don't do it."

Zhou Ping was in a daze for the second time, Lu Xinyi watched his eyes widen, and his expression became alert: "You don't want to?"

"No." Zhou Ping said, "Are you in such a hurry? Let's go to the hospital today to see what's going on with your cold..."

"I'm just in a hurry. Can I make as much as I can today? You..." Lu Xinyi was silent for a while, then lowered his eyes and said, "Or you are still lying to me... Forget it."

He got up suddenly and said, "Forget it, just pretend I didn't say anything. Why should I want your things? I deserve it too. Forget it."

"Lu Xinyi." Zhou Ping frowned tightly, grabbed his wrist and said, "Don't do this, I'll go now, okay? Don't torture me with such words anymore, I can give everything to you." You, what's the difference between giving you and giving me?"

"Before you come back at night, help me to see Jay." Lu Xinyi said behind him.

Zhou Ping left the house in a hurry to go bankrupt.

Several managers appeared in Huayin's small meeting room early in the morning to discuss how to make Zhou Ping go bankrupt as quickly as possible.

Almost the entire wealth management company was busy with this matter, but when Zhou Ping returned to Zhongyu after nine o'clock in the evening, the thick stack of property transfer agreements in his hand was not enough for the assets he needed to operate. one-tenth of

For the first time, he knew that it would be very difficult to fully devote himself in the original theoretical sense.

Speaking of it, he only needed to confirm and sign, but after a whole day, he would inevitably have to be there in person, which made him start to look embarrassed. His suit and shirt were still neat, but he couldn't hide the fatigue between his brows.

He changed his slippers in the dark hallway, loosened his tie, turned on the light in the living room, and walked in, holding the thick stack of transfer agreements that only needed to be signed by Lu Xinyi, which would take effect immediately. He found the second floor from the first floor, and the guest room from the bedroom. Use the bathroom, but there is no one inch of Lu Xinyi in this quiet villa.

Compared with the bathroom in the master bedroom, the ceiling light in the guest bathroom, which seems a bit simple, has some problems. After Zhou Ping pressed the switch, it began to flicker intermittently. Also started to condense.

Suddenly, unreasonably, a thought that could never be accepted by him frantically spewed out of his chest and penetrated into his brain, and a flickering warm white light shot down from the top of his head, circling a straight and devastated figure.

The call to the hospital went through. I don't know whose number was given to him at the beginning. In short, he was calling him Mr. Zhou respectfully. Zhou Ping abruptly interrupted the polite way: "How is he today? I was going to see him today, but ..."

"The old man has been discharged from the hospital for a long time." The other side replied with doubts and surprises, "Don't you know? It's been two weeks, and Mr. Lu said to take him home to recuperate. Considering that it is true..."

The phone slipped from Zhou Ping's loosened hand and hit his feet.

The crisp sound of the heels of leather shoes hitting the wooden floor returned from the first floor to the second floor. Zhou Ping's chest was burning hot, but it seemed to start to become cold again. His head was crazy, and it seemed that it was only at this moment that he began to calm down.

He went straight to the study like a walking corpse, unlocked the door, and pulled out the third drawer of the desk. He saw the traces of things being moved and then restored to their original state with clumsy methods.

There is a ridiculous contrast between the stupidity before and the sobriety that seems to have opened up the two veins of Ren and Du at the moment.

Thinking carefully about Lu Xinyi's performance yesterday, he recalled the day when he left alone from the border village.

I remembered the day when the news came that Lu Xinyi was locked in the cellar, the day when I was finally able to pick up Lu Xinyi but was a step too late, and I remembered Duan Yue who was unilaterally arranged by Rong Wan to enter the apartment near his company on the phone. His secretary said that a strange man tried to open the door several times early in the morning.

It turned out that Lu Xinyi not only understood his cold-bloodedness, selfishness and incompetence, but he also saw his clumsy lies.

It turned out that it was the feverish Lu Xinyi who was turned away by the wrong password, not some strange tenant who went to the wrong floor and wore clothes like a quilt.

He also thought about Lu Xinyi's silent crying that caused Lu Xinyi to cry yesterday, and that night he cried bitterly in his arms again, very thin, with the shoulder blades on his back pressing against his chest, thinking that he asked him naively about his marriage .

At that time, Zhou Ping thought it was venting, but now he realized that every sentence was a plea, a prayer, and pity.

Lu Xinyi's last cry may just be the love he gave himself for more than three years.After cramping and peeling, she finally got rid of the worthless love with him.

And who gave him the courage to believe that Lu Xinyi would really be interested in the division of his property after marriage, and who gave him the courage to believe that Lu Xinyi would want his money?

The blood all over his body was flowing backwards, and the bright lights in the study room shone on Zhou Ping's disheveled face, he couldn't help trembling, and every inch of his thoughts that he sorted out made him feel extremely terrified.

"What if I say I don't agree?"

"I lied to you."

"Go do what you think is important."

"Will never marry you again."

"I remember everything you said."

"I miss you so much."

"Is it impossible in this life?"

"I want."

He and Lu Xinyi have been together for so many years, so how can he not understand which sentence Lu Xinyi said is true and which sentence is false?

Originally, Lu Xinyi had already taken Jay away, but in the end he stayed in Zhongyu.

So it doesn't make sense. After all, he has been waiting for him for more than ten days with a high fever, and his heart may be broken, but he is still willing to give him another chance, praying that he can come back and explain the Russian affairs and try his best to restore this relationship. Lu Xinyi What did you do?

He showed him strange women living in the house he used to live in, he fucked him, and when he had a fever of 39 degrees, he told him he was getting married.All he had to do was ask for Lu Xinyi's blessing.

The property transfer document signed by one party fell to his feet with a "wow", and Zhou Ping stood there like a statue. After a long time, he raised his hand and swept away all the books, pens and water glasses on the desk, and raised his foot again. , stepped heavily on the stack of agreements that might not even count as rubbish in Lu Xinyi's eyes.

After two crazy days and one night, it turned out that the death knell of his lovelorn had already sounded since he said the word "marriage".