I wish it was just for you

I am a little surprised, this is not just a false alarm, my mother is more serious.But after all, I made a mistake, and she cried so hoarsely on the phone again, but she refused to say anything, which must have frightened her. It is necessary to go back and let her take a look to confirm that I am intact.

The next day, as soon as the mountain road passed, I asked the principal for leave and went to the east of the village to find Ahu. He was one of the few young and strong people in the village, and he often helped the elderly villagers to sell and purchase goods in the town.He also happened to be going to the town, and I didn't expect it to go so smoothly. I happily packed lightly and followed his car to the town.

On the way, I wrote a large book list, and handed it to Ah Hu along with some money, and told him to buy some from the second-hand book stall in the town and bring them back to the village to hand to the principal, who agreed.

When we arrived in town, I said goodbye to Ah Hu, and then went to the bus station to inquire about the nearest bus to City X.

The small town is close to City X, and there are quite a lot of bus trips.While waiting for the train, I bought a bowl of noodle soup at a noodle stall next to the station and ate it whole. way home.

When I got in the car, I sent a message to my mother, telling her that I was already on the way and when I would arrive, she would ask my father to pick me up at the bus station when she replied, and didn't say much else.I put away my phone and planned to close my eyes and take a nap. I was worried that I would not be able to sleep well these days, but a child in the car kept crying and making noise, unable to sleep, and my head hurts intermittently.

Coming out of the bus station, my father was already waiting at the exit, and waved to me from afar. I obediently found him, sat in the passenger seat, and left the station and the crowd.

——You seem to have lost a lot of weight.After a while, Dad spoke.

—— Lean, eat fresh fruits and vegetables every day, but healthy.I smiled and said easily.

—It's still dark.

--dad!It is not allowed to say that other girls are black.I act coquettishly.

Usually whenever I act like a spoiled child, my father must cooperate and laugh, but today he has no expression on his face. I find it very strange. Could it be that these two want to get me back and join forces to retaliate against me?

Just as he was thinking, he drove the car into the community and drove to the right passage. I hurriedly said: "Our house is not in this direction", but he ignored me and drove for a short distance before stopping.

I got out of the car suspiciously and stood by the car waiting for him. He got out after parking the car, and when I walked up to him, he grabbed my hand.He took my hand with a little force, as if he was giving me strength, his palm was a little wet, it seemed that he was a little nervous.

This time I was even more puzzled. After growing up, I mostly held his arm. We rarely hold hands like this. His behavior today is very abnormal.

When we entered the building, my father pressed the button on the twelfth floor in the elevator. The button turned on a red light, and the elevator door closed.

Knocking on the door of Peipei's house, it was a strange aunt who opened the door for us.Seeing that it was Dad, the strange aunt nodded and walked away.

I'm still thinking that Peipei's house is for sale?Walking into the house, he was stunned by the scene in front of him.

There are black and white photos of Peipei in the living room. She smiles brightly in the photos, but there are only two colors of black and white around, which looks particularly eye-catching.Mother Xu and my mother were folding paper money on the side, and the aunt who opened the door for us just now turned her back to us, lighting incense in front of the desk.

I just felt that my feet suddenly became soft, but there was a force pulling me. Following that force, I looked at my father, but before I could see the expression on his face clearly, my eyes were dark.

When I woke up, I was already on the bed in my room, and the room was brightly lit.I sat up, touched the sweat on my forehead, and thought that all this might just be a dream.

When I went out of the room, my parents were all there, and my face was still so dignified.

——Where is Peipei?I asked.

——You saw it just now.Dad spoke.

——Hey, can't you express it more tactfully?The child fainted without seeing it.Mom expresses dissatisfaction to Dad on the sidelines.

That's not a dream.I told myself.

The voices of my parents behind me kept coming and going, and I could only know that it was their voices, but I couldn't hear what they were saying.

I cried all night that night. The person who was talking to me eight days ago was now cold and stiff, separated from me by yin and yang.

What did she say to me eight days ago?I tried my best to recall, but I couldn't think of anything. I just felt a pain in my head, and I was confused.

Early the next morning, I went to Peipei's house with my parents. I didn't close my eyes all night, but I wasn't sleepy at all. My eyes were a little swollen, but it didn't stop me from going to see her.

When I saw her, she was exactly the same as the sleeping face when she was drunk in Nuanju, she was still so peaceful, as if she came from a place not disturbed by the outside world like Peach Blossom Spring, without leaving a speck of dust, clean and not allowing any desecration.

According to our local customs, I shouldn't meet her, but I don't care about that, I just want to see her, this is our last time, if you don't let me see, who can I ask to make up for this regret?

Just stood there and watched until I was taken away and the funeral home started their work.Xu's mother began to cry, and the strange aunt and an uncle who looked very similar to Xu's mother cried and helped her up. My mother also cried, and my father stood beside her and stroked her shoulder to comfort her.

A group of vehicles followed the funeral parlor's car in a mighty way, and when they got off at the place, Mother Xu was still crying, and the crying broke my heart.During the cremation, I stood far away. I couldn’t bear to see the person I loved turned into a pile of ashes and packed in a porcelain box. There were many funeral people. I hid behind the crowd and saw a flower in the sky that had been following me. cloud.

What a beautiful weather, Peipei, this is the day you picked, do you still like it?

After the ceremony, I saw Xiang Yunyang in the crowd, and he also saw me.He saw my appearance and told me to take good care of myself. I asked him when he would be free, and he replied that I would stay for a few days, and that he could find him anytime when he was ready.

I nodded and left with my parents.

When I got home, I slept for a long time, during which my mother seemed to open the door and come in. I'm not sure, so I just fell asleep in a daze, holding the scarf that Peipei knitted for me.

When I woke up again, it was more than three o'clock in the morning. I checked the time, but it was only a day past.I didn't feel sleepy at all, I just felt very hungry, so I went to the kitchen to make a bowl of cup noodles and start eating.

People, it's so heartless, even the hunger can't resist the sadness.