vast to me

Chu Yuan felt that maybe he had lost his head.

He wanted to classify it as a spur of the moment, but from last night to now, it was no longer a "moment".Then he just wanted to say, even if he couldn't say it at this time, he expressed it with his eyes.

Naturally, Shi Jian couldn't understand it.

Chu Yuan took a step forward and wanted to speak, but what came out of his mouth was: "Are you going out?"

Well, not a bad start.

"I was about to look for you, but you came here." Shi Jian looked in a good mood, "What's the matter?"

"No, it's nothing." Chuyuan held the vase in his hand, and the whole thing looked strange.He himself finally realized this, and he wanted to hide it but couldn't, so he just took it out, "I saw a few plum blossoms blooming in the yard yesterday, so I folded some and sent them to you... .Oh, by the way, you don't lack these here, but I chose them all, so you can accept them anyway..."

Chu Yuan forced to buy and sell brazenly as before, and forced what he wanted to give to Shi Jian.Naturally, Shi Jian would not refuse, telling him not to chat at the door, the two turned around and entered.

The words were out, but Chu Yuan couldn't figure out how to lead the topic in that direction, so he hated himself for being stupid.

He thought about it all night, and only thought of telling the other party what was on his mind.He couldn't bear this kind of concealment that couldn't be concealed all day long, it was just deceiving himself and others.

He is mentally prepared, no matter whether he accepts it or not, he will pretend that it never happened.

These two people seldom walk together but have nothing to say.After passing the path paved with stone slabs, until the pavilion where the two often played chess, Chu Yuan never spoke.He put the vase on the stone table, and the pattern of the chessboard was covered by a corner: "This is a flower that I took care of with care. You definitely don't have it here, so you can't just throw it away."

Shi Jian smiled and said "naturally", and then asked him: "Then you can't just come to me for such a thing."

Chu Yuan cursed secretly, thinking why are you so sharp at this time.But he was still smoothing things out for himself: "Otherwise? What else can I do? It's not that I can't come to you because I have nothing to do. It can't be that I accidentally hurt you yesterday, and we can't even be friends. "

Thinking of this, he found something to divert the topic: "Speaking of which, how is your injury?"

Chuyuan wanted to kill himself, really.If you're so cowardly, just don't come, it's not shameful enough.

Shi Jian lifted up his sleeves to show him, leaving only a slight red mark: "It's ready, the medicine powder you brought yesterday is still useful."

Chuyuan was afraid of death, so he added "thank you" after him. Now his state of mind is already embarrassing enough, and he doesn't want the relationship between the two of them to deteriorate completely before it becomes more embarrassing.

Then there is no topic.

Chuyuan turned his eyes away from him, the woods behind Shijian were blown by the wind, and the rainwater from the roof of the pavilion fell on the plum blossoms in the bottle... He stared at these things, and suddenly said: " that......"

"what?"

Shi Jian took two boxes of black and white chess pieces from the kit, and when he heard Chu Yuan speak, he didn't look back, but raised his eyebrows.Chu Yuan stared at his thin lips pursed into a line, and suddenly wanted to taste what it tasted like.

He is so good looking.

"What would you think if I said that gods are also emotional to others?"

Although it was tortuous, it was said.

Chu Yuan didn't breathe a sigh of relief, he was still waiting for an answer, although he didn't know what kind of answer he wanted.

The movement of Shi Jian's hands paused: "Since there is a possibility of such a change, it must be the decision of the way of heaven; if it is the way of heaven, then I will not violate it." A well-regulated answer.Then he added another sentence: "This is normal for those gods who have come up through cultivation, so why worry about it, or look at it differently."

Chu Yuan asked him again: "Don't you ask who I am?"

"I know it's you." Shijian spoke directly, still staring at the chess pieces in his hand and the empty chessboard with lowered eyes, as if waiting for Chu Yuan to take the first step.

But he is the one holding the sunspot.

Chu Yuan didn't even have the heart to take chess pieces.Shi Jian's words were completely exposed by him, and it was hard for him to speak.And I heard Shijian continue to say: "I just want to ask, who is the person you are tempted by?"

"I said it was you, do you believe me?"

Shi Jian looked up at him, squinted his eyes, and Chu Yuan felt that he suddenly became serious: "Of course I don't believe it..."

Chu Yuan suppressed the bitterness: "It is indeed you."

Chu Yuan didn't even know how he got back.Shi Jian's reaction was completely different from what he had imagined, and he didn't know whether he had conveyed his meaning to Shi Jian.But he sat there, listening to every word that Shi Jian returned to him, it seemed to be a kind of torture.

He didn't finish listening, so he ran away.

All in all a failure.

What's more, he thought too simple before, and he might not be able to get along with Shijian as before.

He didn't know whether he had too high demands on himself, or on Shi Jian.

Everything was a mess.

He felt rejected.That's natural, after all, Shijian doesn't understand these so-called emotions, what he likes and dislikes, he doesn't understand anything at all.

Shijian only knows that among mortals, people who are in love with each other want to be together, but he doesn't know how to love someone.So he took it for granted that he rejected him, because he was being self-indulgent.What made it even more difficult for Chu Yuan to understand was that Shi Jian didn't believe that he had such thoughts about him at all.

He didn't know what made Shi Jian feel this way, which embarrassed Chu Yuan.The kind of revealing the truth to others, but the other party thinks it's a fake made by you... This is more uncomfortable than rejecting him directly.

Chu Yuan didn't go out for a few days, and thought of asking someone to inquire about Shijian.As soon as Shijian didn't send any news, it doesn't matter, why bother to look for discomfort with a stern face.

Chu Yuan didn't want to think about other messy possibilities anymore, anyway, they all lead to the same goal by different routes.

When he was in a better mood, he went to the study and turned out the notebook.Resisting the desire to just throw it into the brazier, he hid the book in the deepest part of the bookshelf.

Whether it's Shijian or someone else, even myself, it won't be so easy to see that notebook.

There was a knock on the door, Chu Yuan was startled, and subconsciously thought it was Shi Jian.But in the next second, the voice of a fairy envoy came from outside the door: "Zhenjun, Luoxia Zhenxian sent a letter, saying that you are invited to go to the mansion to talk."

"No..." Chu Yuan really wasn't in the mood, but remembering what he said last time, he had no choice but to change his words, "What's the matter?"

"Tomorrow afternoon."

Chu Yuan sighed: "Answer for me, I will be there on time tomorrow."

"True Monarch, please come with me, Madam is busy for the time being, please wait here for a moment, True Monarch."

The little fairy envoy who led the way led Chuyuan to a room to wait.He didn't think too much about it, after all, he wasn't thinking about it, and what he said today was just a thank you for sending flowers last time.

Xiaoxian served tea and asked him to wait.

But he didn't wait for anyone when he sat there for a while.It's just that Chuyuan has been in a trance for the past few days, so how can he figure it out.

In the end, he didn't wait for Luoxia True Immortal, but instead waited for Shijian.

Not only Chu Yuan was surprised, but Shi Jian was also surprised.Standing at the door, he was stunned for a moment before asking, "What are you doing here?"

"Wait." Chu Yuan covered most of his face with a cup, looking down at the tea leaves in the water.

"You are also waiting for Ming An..."

Before he finished speaking, a woman's voice suddenly came from not far or near. It sounded familiar. She pinched her throat and floated over delicately. You, I thought you were hiding from others before, but now..."

She couldn't continue talking until the moment when she closed the light gauze sleeves that had slid down and met Shi Jian's eyes.

……

Then there was a scandal in the sky.Zhenjun Shijian caught Chuyuan and Luoxia, the adulterous couple on the spot.Taking advantage of Zhenjun Ming'an's going out for business, the two made an appointment at the mansion to make love.This matter caused a stir, and the two of them were taken to the Heavenly Trial Platform by Shijian, where they were thoroughly interrogated.

Only then did Chuyuan realize that he had been tricked by Luoxia.But he didn't say it, and what made him even more sad was that Shi Jian did so absolutely.

First, he was not given a chance to explain, and second, Chu Yuan didn't want to explain at all.

How does Shi Jian see himself?

A rotten person who has just confessed his love and then turned around to commit adultery with a married woman?

Anyway, no matter how you say it, there is no possibility of this kind of thing happening in heaven.

Then maybe it will make Shi Jian feel that the disbelief at the beginning was correct.

"In the early Yuan Dynasty of Panshen Temple, Luoxia in Ming'an Mansion was arrested on the spot by Shi Jian of Panshen Temple because he violated the way of heaven and went against ethics. , Reincarnation, for a period of one life. Punishment by the time mirror of the Pantheon-"

Chu Yuan didn't hear what the Heavenly Dao Ambassador said.He unscrupulously watched the man kneeling in front of the hall, and kowtowed at the end of the god-prolonged sound.Everything was so orderly and spotless.

He is the perfect, step-by-step, sonorous head of the pantheon; he is the sinner who tries to drag him into the mud of chaos.

Chuyuan knew that Luoxia was staring at herself and Shijian angrily.However, he didn't like this liar woman. He thought she was of the same kind as him before, but now it seems that she is just a liar who uses this ability to deceive people.

Shijian, he...should have "clearly seen" what kind of person he is, right?

Sure enough, it was him who was able to be so impartial...or maybe he was offended by his previous confession.In short, this made Chu Yuan even more ashamed.

A thought flashed through his mind that he would not be coming back.

The punishment is not heavy, it's not a fallen devil, it's just a person for the whole life.But as long as he is willing, he can extend this sentence indefinitely... as long as he can hide from the time book.

Shi Jian must feel that he is not a clean person, so how can he have the face to see him again.

Go down from Linxiantai, drink Mengpo soup, and cross the Naihe bridge, it will be broken.

When Chu Yuan was drinking Meng Po soup, he took a last look at Shi Jian's serious and rigid appearance.He didn't listen to what Luoxia was cursing at the side, and there was only one thought in his mind.

He was so beautiful, but I could never see him again.

Chu Yuan will not come back again.

The author has something to say: This may be similar to falling in love with a straight man... right... eh?

Forget it, I'm not very good at writing and I can't write this feeling, shit!

The two misunderstood each other, and Shi Jian thought that Chu Yuan liked a married woman and used himself as a shield or something [If he didn't have Luoxia, he would have agreed in a daze, that's another kind of abuse], Chu Yuan is I'm thinking too much in my own mind, um (I think I'm still speaking clearly, shit)

Chuyuan: Appreciating Biao Mengxin