vast to me

Chu Yuan was very baffled, why send good things back to others?Before he could express his doubts, Shijian asked first: "What is your relationship with Luoxia Immortal?"

"What can I have to do with her?" Chu Yuan was inexplicably asked, one foot deep and one foot shallow into the mud, and he was afraid of stepping on his precious flower, so he almost fell and was held by Shijian , pull and help, let him stand up.

Chu Yuan said thanks: "Don't follow me down, this place is full of mud, don't you think so?"

Shi Jian stood up on the porch according to his words, and stared at him so that he would not stand still and fall: "After all, she has a family now, so don't get too close to her, so as not to be misunderstood by others."

"You still know this?" Chu Yuan was a little surprised, and didn't take his words seriously, "Besides, she came up suddenly, and I was avoiding her before, and it's not like you don't know, so I'll go with you alone close."

Do you even know?

"I later found out that she was just sharing planting experience with me..." Chu Yuan straightened up, "I can't just drive people away like this, can I? Let me teach you, there is an old saying for mortals, you can't stretch out your hands." Hit the smiley man."

At the beginning, Chu Yuan didn't think that she had ulterior motives, but when he thought about it carefully, he didn't have anything for her to plot.Besides, she even gave herself such a precious Nuo Yulan, so she must not be a bad person!

Moreover, after Chu Yuan communicated with her several times, he found that she seemed to be of the same kind as himself.

He wasn't the only one who understood his emotions, which made him feel a lot more at ease.

He secretly glanced at Shi Jian who was standing there silently, and sighed secretly.

"Today, Immortal Luoxia gifted me 23 Nuoyulan plants and eight Tanxiang plants. They are all extremely precious plants. I don't know if I will live up to her expectations of me... Sigh, let them live as long as possible These days are my good deeds, so I might as well send them back to her.

But he insisted on sending me back to True Immortal Luoxia, and said that he was afraid that others would gossip about me and Luoxia.I don't know what he means...it should have nothing to do with what I think, it's impossible. "

He kept all his messy thoughts in his notebook, afraid that he would not express them to something, so he said so to Shijian.He is not used to the feeling that there are many things hidden in his heart, he can't hide it, and it is thankless.

But it's not like he doesn't know that some things can't be hidden well, and something will happen.

He closed the book and carefully placed it on the shelf.

But the next day Chuyuan saw Shijian holding the notebook.Seeing Chuyuan coming, he asked Chuyuan innocently: "Me? What do I mean? It's just what I meant. What do you think I should mean?"

The meaning came and went, but he didn't wait for Chu Yuan's answer.He saw that Chu Yuan came over angrily and took back the notebook. He didn't even think about taking another look at him, so he turned and left.

Shi Jian only felt that something was wrong with Chu Yuan, and subconsciously chased after him.

Chuyuan is indeed different from before, no matter how you look at it.But after watching for so long, Chuyuan didn't show signs of violating the way of heaven or falling into the devil.It's just that he couldn't think of what Chu Yuan was thinking, as if he had his own consciousness and thoughts.

Shi Jian couldn't think of any more, just felt...he was like a human being.

Chu Yuan didn't know what he saw or what he understood.He only knew that what he wrote in the notes were the true feelings that he was ashamed to say.He didn't know so much, he only read those godly scriptures, he didn't know about those men and women's affairs, the things he liked so much, they were put in his heart and lungs as thin as cicada's wings, but that person moved them out and saw them .

Regardless of whether Shijian understands it or not, it makes him feel embarrassed.He even felt that Shi Jian was mocking himself... No, he couldn't think about it, nothing happened, it was purely his own overthinking...

After a long time, Chu Yuan let go of these messy thoughts, and he almost forgot what it was like to be afraid of going to sleep during those days.But the suspicion at this moment made him review this feeling again.

He knew Shi Jian was following behind.He actually didn't know whether he was angry or something, he just didn't want to see Shi Jian now.It may take him a while to calm himself down, and he doesn't know if it will be a few days or more, anyway, it's not now.

Chu Yuan heard the people behind him walking fast, so he simply turned into a room at random, and was about to close the door when Shi Jian chased him.

There is no way for Chu Yuan to retreat.

This is a storage room, there is nothing piled up, a lamp is lit, maybe an angel has come in to tidy it up just now, and the lamp has not had time to go out.

Shi Jian turned around and closed the door, leaving only the dancing light in the whole room.Chu Yuan took a deep breath, and finally made up his mind to speak: "You..."

"You go so fast, but what did I do wrong?"

Hearing what he said, it seemed that he was wronged, and he had to admit his mistake first.Chu Yuan's heart softened, and he almost let go.

His breath was lifted again.

Seeing that he was silent, Shi Jian took a step forward: "I don't know if that's something I can't see, I..."

"No, it has nothing to do with you, it's my fault."

Chuyuan closed his eyes as if accepting his fate, and said something he didn't understand.He felt that the relationship between himself and Shi Jian was different. In comparison, he preferred the way they pinched each other in the past, rather than feeling sorry for each other now.

It's all my own fault.

Move the mind of not changing, let yourself become different.

He knew the happiness, anger, sorrow, and joy, and found that the unburdened happiness in the past is hard to find. Now he is irritated, irritable, and frightened by this obsession.He has learned to be afraid, and thinking about anything is a burden.

I was afraid that I would no longer be able to follow Shijian.

He didn't even dare to open his eyes to look at Shi Jian at this moment.

Chu Yuan tried hard to hold his breath and hide his breath.But he can't.He felt Shijian's breath approaching, so close that he could feel it even if he closed his senses.

"Why are you so close?" Chu Yuan couldn't bear it and pushed Shi Jian away.It is clear that he is thinking too much, which makes him even more unable to face his own heart and time.Chu Yuan dodged aside, opened his eyes and found that the room was dark.He heard Shi Jian's muffled snort, as if enduring some pain.

"I...I didn't." Shijian was really at a loss, and stepped aside with his arms folded.Just now when Chu Yuan pushed it away, he touched the candlestick on the table. When the candlestick fell down, the fire reached his sleeve and burned his arm.He was in a hurry to extinguish the fire with spells, and he didn't bother to check the wound. He just wanted to know why Chu Yuan was angry.

What happened to Chu Yuan.Shijian began to study this matter.He tried to use his own experience to guess Chuyuan's thoughts, but those emotions can't be understood just by fulfilling a few prayers for ordinary people, just by looking at them.It was too complicated for him to figure it out.

"what happened to you?"

"It's okay, the candlestick fell down and was just burned by the fire." Shi Jian's tone remained calm.Taking advantage of Chuyuan's sudden change of subject, Shijian quickly apologized: "Although I don't know what I did wrong, can you stop being angry? After all, thinking too much...is not good."

Chu Yuan suddenly wanted to cry.He didn't know why, he couldn't even tell whether Shi Jian really understood the meaning of what he said, or learned it like a magic spell, but Shi Jian's apology and comfort made him so embarrassed.

He can't help but like a person who doesn't understand any emotions, and then use these messy things to hurt himself and pollute others.

The impulsive state just now dissipated, Chu Yuan finally calmed down now.He used to grab Shijian's hand to check his injury: "Is it hurt? I'm sorry I just..."

He heard a cry in his own voice.It turned out to be crying.Chuyuan blamed himself for not living up to expectations, and was glad that it was dark and no one could see it.

But Shi Jian withdrew his hand, said "it's okay", lit the fire in his palm again, and held it in front of Chu Yuan.He saw Chu Yuan's face clearly and remembered it instantly.

The fire was extinguished, and a warm hand caressed his face.Chu Yuan felt the tears on his cheeks being wiped away, and the man asked, "What is this?"

Chu Yuan wouldn't annoy him at this time, he was unexpectedly calm: "It's just tears."

"Do gods cry too?"

This question made Chuyuan feel even more sad, and he didn't know how to answer it.

Yes, gods will cry, and gods will fall in love with someone.In the end, like a person, they will experience the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of heaven and earth, know the nature of everything in the world, and grow a bloody heart.

But neither of them understand, they just simply like that person, or follow his way of heaven.

When Chu Yuan went to deliver the medicine and came back, his heart seemed to be calmer.When I turned my head and saw the few plum blossoms just blooming in front of my study yard, I felt a little warmth in my heart.

Like the hand of Shijian.He still remembers the touch.

He replied to Immortal Luoxia, and when he wrote the sentence "I hope to go to the mansion to talk about planting someday", he put down his pen and decided to fold a few and send them to him.

After all, he took care of these flowers with [-] effort.

He spent the whole night choosing plum branches under the cold snow and moonlight, not because he was reluctant, but because he couldn't choose the most beautiful one.The weather in his house changes a lot, follow his mood, now...maybe he is nervous.Even he didn't know what he was nervous about.

May be...

Not many flowers, but good.Then he also chose three with his heart, got them down, and put them in the vase.Several branches of cold plums are dotted on the branches, slanting there, giving it a cool flavor.He felt satisfied in his heart, and took it to Shi Jian's house the next day, but lingered at the door.

He clearly wants to go in even if he can climb over the wall, and he will not be moved if he tramples on other people's flowers.

Today this is...

Phew, I don't want to.

The immortal envoy of Shi Jian's family saw Chu Yuan wandering here and came over to ask.Chu Yuan was about to tell him not to pass it on, when he saw the man come out from the front hall.

He held his breath.

The author has something to say: wow, this makes me sad