【Leian】Love at first sight

It is always difficult to change the concept accepted from childhood.Deep down, it seems like being the good boy everyone praises is the right path.When you see an adult, you should take the initiative to say hello, and you should not be distracted while doing homework. When you treat girls, you should hold them in the palm of your hand and take care of them. In the face of evil forces, the knight in the fairy tale never admits defeat.Although his parents are enlightened and his grandparents are harmonious, An Mixiu still cannot get rid of the general trend of growing up in traditional concepts due to the word of mouth of the people around him and the strict education he claims to be an adult.What is right and what is wrong may not be clearly stipulated in the law, but the awesomeness of morality still pushes him towards the direction that most people think is "correct".

So when Lei Shi pressed him hard on the ground and couldn't move, when An Mixiu found himself reacting because of the two people getting too close and touching each other, his first thought was to run.The farther the better, the faster the better, before being discovered, ridiculed or ashamed, quickly hold these unspeakable feelings in the palm of your hand, and it is best to disappear.

In fact, if you make excuses, you can have a lot of them.Fighting is a thing that makes adrenaline soar. Instigated by the hidden violent factors, people can easily become excited and even lose control.An Mixiu can talk about these physiological knowledge for three days and three nights, but he knows that all these are just deception, and he knows the real reason best.He can't say whether he likes it or not, but it is undeniable that he has a heartfelt desire for skin-to-skin contact with Lei Shi, and when this unspeakable desire is realized, he has a sexual impulse, In short, it's tough.

It's one thing to hear someone say you like the same sex, but it's quite another when it happens to you.

An Mixiu couldn't remember the situation clearly.He only vaguely remembered that his brain was buzzing at that time, and his fingers were clinging to the concrete floor. Even though the rough gravel hurt his fingertips, he still didn't dare to loosen his grip, for fear that Lei Shi would turn him over and try to beat him When he looked at his face, he realized that he was abnormal at the moment.The beating frequency of the heart reached its peak when Lei Shi leaned over and approached, An Mixiu bit his lower lip tightly, as if as soon as he let go, the bright red organ would pop out.He was too nervous, the arrogance of beating people before was wiped out, and a question was swiped in his mind - what would Lei Shi's reaction be if he found out?

He hated himself so much, since he was a child, and now he regards himself as a class enemy to take revenge.If it was discovered that the person he hated the most was forced to react... An Mixiu closed his eyes tightly, not daring to imagine.

Suo Xing Lei Shi didn't think much about it at all, and whispered mockingly in An Mixiu's ear, "Receive your holy father's heart, little knight", which was obviously a threat, but it could be said with the help of a deep and hoarse voice. Sent like a lover's whisper.At that moment, An Mixiu really thanked the [-]th generation ancestors of Leishi. If he said "Are you always staring at me" or "Why are you always around me", no matter which one you choose, it will be fine. Or more ambiguous questions, An Mixiu might jump up and hit the wall with his head in the next second.After finally waiting for Lei Shi to let go of the shackles, An Mixiu ran like a frightened rabbit.

For the first time, he felt that the way home was so far away.People from the neighbors and shops in the neighborhood greeted him, but An Mixiu couldn't respond, all politeness and cuteness were forgotten, and it was probably uglier to make him laugh than cry at this time.He didn't even dare to look at these people, as if their kind masks would fall off in a second, revealing the sarcasm of seeing him as a freak.

That's right, who would a normal man like a man?Even if he is as indifferent as Gray, isn't he looking at him with uneasy eyes after telling himself the truth?An Mixiu was lying on the floor, his right hand was slowly gripping his lower body, it was obviously the same thing he did when he was secretly hiding under the quilt, but this time all kinds of emotions rushed into his heart, and An Mixiu's eyes were suffocated. fever.Although it's not that I haven't thought about this possibility, but before everything is determined, I can turn back. As a result, who knows that my body is not up to snuff, and just touching it through clothing is more addictive than any drug.The panic, sadness, pain, shame, coupled with Lei Shi's attitude of abandoning his shoes, accompanied by the pleasure of climbing to the top, finally all turned into a whimper and spit out from An Mixiu's throat.

The previous fight and the entanglement at this moment finally exhausted An Mixiu's mind, and he fell asleep on the floor with his head tilted in an awkward position.But he didn't sleep soundly this time, all kinds of horrible nightmares came to him, the cold air rushed from the soles of his feet, all the way to his brain, making An Mixiu shiver.In the end, he heard the sound of the door lock being opened in a daze, and then An Mixiu woke up from the nightmare that was about to drown him.

However, the moment he woke up, he realized how bad he looked at the moment.The clothes were wrinkled and even scratched in some places, and the trousers were faded to the knees, leaving only a pair of shorts below the stomach.Of course, the worst thing was the completely dry white turbidity on his hands.An Mixiu groaned annoyedly, and wanted to stand up unsteadily, but his head became dizzy, and he sat down on the ground again.There was quite a commotion this time, and even Mother An outside yelled strangely.

"What's up baby?"

"It's okay, I accidentally fell down!" An Mixiu shook his drowsy head, responded loudly, and then rushed into the toilet with his pants up.

An Mixiu first took a lot of effort to wash off the completely condensed sticky substance, but the psychological discomfort caused him to squeeze out a big pile of hand sanitizer and rub it for a long time before giving up.Then he sat on the toilet seat and took off his clothes. Several places on his body were bruised, especially his left forearm, which was swollen like a steamed bun.An Mixiu first took a shower to refresh his body and began to rummage through the cabinets to find the medicine box. During this period, he always felt that his body was extremely hot, and his brain had been sluggish and unbearable since he woke up.

Could it be a cold?An Mixiu touched his forehead with the back of his hand, but unfortunately his forehead was the same temperature as his hand, and he couldn't feel the difference at all.But on the other hand, he didn't want to worry his mother, so he could only spray some Yunnan Baiyao on his left arm, took two pills of white and black, wrapped himself in a quilt, and fell asleep under the effect of the medicine. caught.

It wasn't until he was awakened by his mother's anxious voice that An Mixiu vaguely realized that he seemed to have really caught a cold.His nose seemed to be blocked by two balls of cotton, and his eagerness to breathe made him gasp for air with his mouth wide open in a state of almost suffocation. When his eyes narrowed, he saw Mama An getting up to get the bag next to the bed. Water glass and pills.

"Come on, take your medicine first. I've already asked you to leave, and your parents will go to work later, so you should sleep well." The mother's gentle words were like soft white feathers, stroking An Mixiu's restless heart .He sat up with his right hand, subconsciously put his left hand behind his back, and reluctantly gave his mother a comforting smile.

After taking the medicine, she was forcefully stuffed into the bed again. Mother An was worried, she hugged the thick blanket on the bed again, and babbled a lot to An Mixiu to keep warm, not to be handsome all day long and just wear a white shirt and hang around, etc. if.Of course, An Mixiu knew that the root cause of the cold was not here, but in order not to make his mother suspicious, he could only nod desperately, and the whole body was huddled under the quilt, only revealing a pair of green eyes blinking.

After confirming that the door was locked, An Mixiu let out a long sigh of relief, and turned his head to touch the phone under the pillow.The originally smooth screen was now divided into two by a long slit from top to bottom. Fortunately, he reacted quickly and fished it up during the group fight, otherwise he probably wouldn't even be able to see the whole body now.Opening WeChat, An Mixiu originally wanted to send a message to Lei Shi's mother, but after much deliberation, he clicked on Camille's dialog box first.Did your brother come home last night?An Mixiu struggled to type out a line of words with one hand.

No.Camille returned quickly, and An Mixiu seriously suspected that he was playing with his mobile phone during morning reading.

Don't tell your aunt that Lei Shi fought last night.An Mixiu thought over and over again, and added another sentence.I was there too.

Well, my brother said it.

Damn, then Lei Shi must have said that he is good at fighting.An Mixiu grinds his back molars, feeling deeply that his image of "other people's child" should be shattered in front of Camille, although it probably never happened.He wanted to slander Leishi unconvinced, but he didn't expect Camille to send another message soon.

Do you want to make a confession with your eldest brother?He said that he went to Palos' house to play games last night and stayed overnight by the way.

...This person can read minds.An Mixiu muttered in his heart, he scratched the broken hair on his forehead, but still had to succumb to Camille's keen intuition.

Thank you, just don't make auntie suspicious.After posting this sentence, An Mixiu hurriedly found Lei's mother's name from the address book, and explained briefly that he stayed in school too late yesterday and did not go back with Lei Shi, and by the way told her that unfortunately she had a cold today. Fa looked at Leishi.Lei's mother replied quickly, and the long series of more than a minute's voice was full of words for An Mixiu to take a good rest. Judging from her natural tone, it seemed that she really took all this nonsense seriously.

After finishing all this, An Mixiu put the phone aside, and curled up in the warm bedding.He himself can't explain why he helped Lei Shi to cover, this guy got him beaten up last night, and now he can't use one arm, especially after...and then caused him to be like this.Damn, the more An Mixiu thinks about it, the more he gets annoyed. Sure enough, he should put a "Leishi retreat" on his forehead to tell the world.

After cursing for a while, An Mixiu finally couldn't resist the drowsiness from the effect of the medicine, and fell asleep in a daze.

An Mixiu was quite nervous at school the next day.I used to be quite calm when I didn't figure out my own thoughts, but now everything is clear, but I feel a little guilty, as if I wrote "gay" or "I love Leishi" on my forehead.When he entered the classroom, there were only a few earlycomers holding books for morning reading. An Mixiu walked to his seat, stuffed the homework books and test papers spread out on the table into the drawer, and sat down slowly. down.

I thought there would be such a passionate scene with Lei Shi, such as glaring at each other or comparing middle fingers, but An Mixiu didn't see Lei Shi until the end of the morning reading.There was still a while before the first class, Kelly ran to the edge of An Mixiu's seat, winked and whispered to him.

"Hey, you went home with Lei Shi so intensely the day before yesterday? You didn't come because you were sick yesterday."

"...What the hell is it so intense? Can you watch less things that are not suitable for children." An Mixiu rolled his eyes at her and continued to concentrate on doing homework.

Kelly was unconvinced, and her curiosity tickled her heart like a cat. Just as she was about to continue to question An Mixiu, the head teacher suddenly appeared at the back door and coughed lightly, instantly silencing Shicai's noisy classroom with the vegetable market.

"An Mixiu, come out." The homeroom teacher is an elderly woman, who is usually kind, but as long as she loses the smile on her face, her serious expression can scare the children to tears in the middle of the night.The homeroom teacher didn't smile this time either, and made everyone in the class look at An Mixiu with a loud voice.An Mixiu was also taken aback for a moment, then pushed away the seat and ran over in a hurry.

"Teacher, are you looking for me?" An Mixiu looked a little apprehensive at the head teacher's appearance, and asked uncertainly.

"Come with me." The homeroom teacher nodded, and pointed at some mischievous people in the class before leaving, "Be quiet! The class is about to start, hurry back to your seat and preview!"

One sentence made the students who had been watching the excitement suddenly scatter.

An Mixiu followed the homeroom teacher anxiously all the way, and the preparatory bell had already rang, so it seemed that he didn't intend to let him go to class.Climbing all the way to the top floor, seeing the sign of the Academic Affairs Office hanging not far away, An Mixiu's first thought was that someone stabbed him and Lei Shi into the school.

Pushing the door open and entering, as expected, Lei Shi, who had disappeared for a whole section of morning reading, was resting his head on his hands and leaning against the wall closest to the door nonchalantly.

Why does it feel like this guy has become more and more rebellious since he entered high school... An Mixiu took a peek at him, continued to follow behind the class teacher with a low eyebrow, and gently closed the door after entering, which attracted the attention of Zheng Zheng. Lei Shi, who was wandering in the sky, gave a light gaze.

The dean is bald, and the wig covered his head is always reminiscent of the cloth strips at the bottom of the mop. His face is round, and his eyes are closed when he smiles.At this moment, the teaching director was squinting his eyes, talking to a slender boy with a smile.Seeing that An Mixiu was brought in, he immediately glanced at him with those small eyes, his smile was reduced by half, and he waved at the boy in front of him.

"Go back to class first, Ghost Fox."

It wasn't until the boy named "Ghost Fox" turned around that An Mixiu could see his face clearly.He is extraordinarily comely, although the slightly sly smile does look a bit like a fox. I wonder if it's because of An Mixiu's intentions, but he always feels that this person looks a little unharmonious.I don't know if his eyes were too revealing, but when Guihu passed by An Mixiu, he turned his head to look at him with a meaningful smile.

"An Mixiu, right? I've seen your transcripts for the entrance exam, and you're pretty good." A word from the dean brought An Mixiu back to his senses. He smiled modestly, and didn't know how to respond for a while. .

Sure enough, in the next second, the painting style took a turn for the worse, the dean restrained his smile, and the "mop cloth strip" on the top of his head shook back and forth with his head, "It is because it has been very good, so if you accidentally go astray, you have to pull it back early. I heard someone reported it the day before yesterday. What happened when you and Leishi got into a fight near the school?"

It really was this matter... All kinds of rhetoric came to An Mixiu's mind for a moment, but he didn't dare to say it when it came to his mouth.He wasn't quite sure if Leishi had recruited anything before he came, if the two of them had a disagreement, wouldn't it be more fuel to the fire?But now the silence is too long and the suspicion is even bigger, ah, after all, it is Lei Shi's good deed!

In the blink of an eye, An Mixiu could only gamble based on what he knew about Leishi.He reacted quickly, and within two seconds after the director finished asking, his expression immediately became timid, his eyes flicked around like a rabbit, and he stopped talking for a long time before he hesitated to speak:

"Actually, I made an appointment with Lei Shi to go to his house for dinner that night, but I didn't expect that the person who made enemies with him last time came to make trouble... We wanted to run away, but there were too many people, so we had to defend ourselves a little After a while..." After saying this, he still fixed his eyes on the dean as if confirming something, "We really kicked them twice, scared them and ran away! Otherwise, they would take guns and sticks It is estimated that he will not be able to go to school for several days."

"Lei Shi, is that really the case?" The teaching director diverted his attention to Lei Shi who had been serving as the background board.

"Almost." Lei Shi glanced at An Mixiu and stood up a little bit.

Bet right!He said that Lei Shi would definitely not be honest.An Mixiu was secretly happy in his heart, and even pretended to be pitiful on his face.Fortunately, he has been performing well, and his grades are good. A few words, whether the teacher believes it or not, the head teacher believes it anyway.Women are always easily moved, and An Mixiu's slender arms and legs show that he has no combat effectiveness at first glance, so he immediately stood up and said a few words to help.

Seeing Lei Shi and An Mixiu's extremely good grades, in fact, the dean didn't want to do anything, the most he wanted was to frighten these little kids, especially Lei Shi.But An Mixiu acted too much like a weak rabbit, as if he had to be scared out of his wits if he had a fierce expression. In the end, he had to give a few words of warning, and let the two of them out, leaving their homeroom teacher to come down and plan to continue. say something.

As soon as An Mixiu went out, he rubbed his face. He had acted too much just now, and his face was a little convulsive.Lei Shi next to him saw him like this, sneered mockingly, and left the sentence "Oscar really owes you a golden man", and just walked away without even saying thank you, although An Mixiu reckoned that this guy didn't let go at all. Live it on your heart.

Depend on.He gave a middle finger behind Lei Shi's handsome back.Don't you just rely on me liking you? It's a second illness.

TBC.