【Leian】Love at first sight

"Actually, the quota has not been finalized yet, but everyone has the right to apply, right? I wish my classmates are as good as you, so An Mixiu, you have to prepare for the next exam! Don't take it lightly. "

The professor's persuasive teachings came from the other end of the phone. Although he didn't explain the specific situation after the call, it was enough for An Mixiu to realize the reality.Obviously last time he said that he must be sure of the spot, but now he says "don't take it lightly"?An Mixiu subconsciously squeezed the phone tightly, the cold metal shell hurt his palm.He almost gritted his teeth, thanked him respectfully, and then after hanging up the phone, he smashed his left hand into the bedding as if venting his anger; his chest was filled with roars that wanted to vent, but in the end it all turned into the pain in his hand. beat.

An Mixiu buried his face in the pillow, feeling suffocated by his bad mood.After a while, the phone vibrated a few times, and he turned his face halfway to open it, which was filled with Abby's straightforward concern.It's a pity that now An Mixiu can't get up to socialize at all.It seems that something that has been expected for a long time, after a long effort, has to be handed over to make people resentful, but there is nothing to do.The more he thought about it, the more unwilling he became, he sat up abruptly, patted his cheeks with both hands, and decided to fight hard in the next exam.

"Hey, An Mixiu, have you cleaned up? You're starving to death."

Lei Shi's voice came from outside the door, An Mixiu looked at the mess that hadn't been cleaned up, could only pull himself together, shouted for Lei Shi to wait, and then quickly squatted down and piled things together casually.

When he opened the door, he saw Lei Shizheng and Ge You lying on the sofa, playing 2048 bored.Seeing An Mixiu came out, he raised his head lazily, but narrowed his eyes vigilantly in the next second, and said, "You can make your face so white by cleaning up your clothes? Are you anemic?"

An Mixiu immediately reached out and touched his cheek, as if he just recalled the feeling of powerlessness after hanging up the professor's phone.In his brain, he hesitated for three seconds whether to tell Lei Shi about this, but soon, after a blink of an eye, he immediately put on a pretended relaxed smile, and closed the door behind him with a pale face.

"It may be that the blood is not circulating after squatting on the ground for too long." It was a lame excuse, but it was very applicable to divert the attention of Lei Shi, who was full of thoughts about eating.

"I kind of want to eat the tofu curd beef at the Sichuan restaurant downstairs."

"Why don't you want to eat?"

"That's right, I'll do it for you when I come back."

"Fuck off."

The momentary gag made An Mixiu gradually forget about this annoying matter.After a hearty lunch, the two of them went to a nearby supermarket together to buy some daily necessities, and at An Mixiu's strong request, they also bought a lot of vegetables and meat.After all, school has not officially started yet, there are not many chefs in the cafeteria, and a group of freshman "hungry wolves" who are in military training are robbing.In order to prevent Lei Shi from asking to eat out every day to start his prodigal career prematurely, An Mixiu decided to go home and start the fire.

But when the two of them returned to their rooms and closed the door, the disturbing aura followed him again, disturbing An Mixiu's mind.He packed up the rest of the things, and then sat at the desk with a stack of textbooks. After the school started, there would be two written tests and interviews. Although the former was objective, the latter was a subjective matter.He ran his hands through his hair, trying to calm himself down.

Soon, Leishi discovered that the "honeymoon" life of coming to school early was not what he thought.Since the day he came back, An Mixiu has been shutting himself in his room reading a book all day long as if in a daze. If Lei Shi hadn't knocked on the door, he probably would have forgotten to eat.

Since her boyfriend is obsessed with studying, Lei Shi had no choice but to roll up his sleeves and try to cook.Fortunately, amid the screams that almost blew up the kitchen or the fire alarm sounded, An Mixiu remembered that he still had to cook, and quickly broke free from the sea of ​​problems, saving his kitchen from Thunder Lion's claws.

"You actually want to heat a whole egg in a microwave...I'm convinced." An Mixiu rubbed his temples with a headache, and began to teach Leishi these basic knowledge.

"Tch, I don't know." Lei Shi curled his lips, looked at the rescued egg in An Mixiu's hand, took out his phone, and leaned against the door frame to make room for him.

"What do you want to eat today? No... what can I do to take pictures of my cooking?" An Mixiu tied himself an apron, which was a special one embroidered with My Little Pony. He opened the refrigerator door and said, But when he turned around, he saw Lei Shi holding the phone camera shaking towards him.

"After all, the moment when the male god of the biology department wears a pink pony apron is so precious, I have to record it to serve your fans." Lei Shi smiled cheaply, and then squatted down from top to bottom Next, he took a full body photo of An Mixiu, and An Mixiu was so angry that he just wanted to hit someone with a spatula.

Lei Shi had had enough, put his phone back, put his hands in his pockets, and watched An Mixiu busy.This person was obviously much more haggard than before, and his already fair skin made a pair of dark circles under his eyes glaring.Lei Shi felt a little strange, because An Mixiu said before that the pressure of competition for the graduate school was not high, and with his beautiful resume and helping the professor for so long, it was basically a certainty.Is it too nervous?But according to An Mixiu's temperament, it's not quite like it.

"Did you study a little too hard recently? University bully. I got up at five o'clock last night to see that you were still awake." Lei Shi asked casually, but his eyes were fixed on An Mixiu's face .He saw that the person blinked significantly faster, as if he was in a hurry to cover his tracks, but on the contrary, it was full of loopholes.

"Then I'll go to bed early tomorrow." An Mixiu skillfully turned over the dishes in the pot, and turned his body away from Leishi.

"Hey, are you sure there's nothing wrong?" Lei Shi couldn't bear it anymore, and asked in a raised voice.

This time, An Mixiu paused longer than usual, but he seemed to be concentrating on sprinkling seasonings into the dishes. He didn't put the kitchen utensils into the sink until he put them on the plate, and wiped them with a towel. hand, turned around and smiled at Lei Shi.That smile seemed to say "it's not a big deal, what are you guessing", condemning his paranoia and avoiding the problem well.

But Lei Shi didn't want to be perfunctory by a casual smile.Speaking of which, An Mixiu didn't do this kind of thing once or twice, it was like this since the two of them got along, An Mixiu seldom talked about himself, and most of the time Lei Shi was talking and An Mixiu was listening.So much so that in the end, Lei Shi didn't know what An Mixiu was thinking and what he was carrying.Obviously just need to say it out, it can be shared by two people, but because of An Mixiu's latent stubbornness, he will reluctantly reveal it when he insists on making these things irreversible.

"I don't like this kind of feeling. If there is something hidden from me and I know about it, I can't spare you." Lei Shi walked in and helped An Mixiu serve the dishes.He hoped that such a fierce tone would make An Mixiu retreat, but it was a pity that it was still in vain.

He must be hiding something from me.Lei Shi thought while looking at An Mixiu with his head bowed while he was picking rice into his mouth.He'd better not show his feet, or—

Damn it, I can't think of any threatening tricks.Lei Shi angrily took another big mouthful of rice.

Once people get busy, time always seems to pass very quickly.While An Mixiu was studying hard, Lei Shi was also looking around for internship places.Although he has been a little out of business in the past few years, the awards he should have won are still the same. He also visited the school job fair before, and he always received a lot of feedback.So how to choose the most favorite company has become a short-term problem.

Lei Shi supported his head and yawned while browsing through his full mailbox. Although the school conditions are excellent, after all, he has zero internship experience, which leads to low positions given by big companies at this stage, and he looks down on people with high positions enterprise.Just when Leishi was about to fall asleep, a new email notification popped up from the lower right corner.He moved the mouse slowly, and opened it a little, but he was so frightened that his sleepiness disappeared in an instant.

That was the company his father worked for.And the position is very good, directly affiliated to the company headquarters in the capital.

Anyone can see that this is a piece of pie that fell from the sky, but Lei Shi gritted his teeth with sullen eyes, raised his hand and deleted the email.

He thought it was just a small episode, and he thought that he definitely did not send his resume to his father with trembling hands.The only thing that can be explained is that Palos or Paley, whom he brought to work as a coolie, voted indiscriminately. After all, that company is indeed very attractive and full of promising development prospects.

Then came the school season, and in a series of chores, Lei Shi briefly forgot about it.In addition, An Mixiu's spirit became tense day by day. Although he didn't understand why a security researcher should be nervous, An Mixiu acted like if he lost this battle, he would have to jump off the building to die. like.

This guy is always terribly stubborn in incomprehensible places, which seems to match his single-mindedness. Once An Mixiu is sure of something, even nine bulls will not be able to pull him back.

The graduate school is a written test followed by an interview.On the morning of the written test, An Mixiu began to show a little nervousness. He accidentally burned his hands while serving the porridge, and Lei Shi was both annoyed and funny when he looked so stupid.He thought that he really had nothing to do with this person, even if he knew that Linglong's mind was full of twists and turns, he could only bite the bullet and bear it.I can only make do with it, otherwise what else can I do?I can't leave!

"Are you going out now? Hey, at least put on your socks first. One is red and the other is white. Do you want to play with color matching?"

After hearing this, An Mixiu looked down at his feet, and sure enough he was wearing the wrong socks.He blushed and ran back to the bedroom, and when he came out he was finally right.

An Mixiu squatted at the entrance to tie his shoelaces, and Lei Shi walked to the side and waited, the two of them chatted one after another.

"I'll pick you up after the exam?"

"You wait for me downstairs."

"Success, what do you want to eat? You have to make up your mind at noon."

"Whatever you like."

"Hello, An Mixiu."

"what?"

An Mixiu turned his head, and saw a face suddenly magnified in front of his eyes.He still maintained the posture of sitting on the steps, and saw Lei Shi bent his knees and knelt down, wrapped his hands around his neck, and wrapped him in his arms.A soft kiss landed on his lips, and there was still the fragrance of the eight-treasure porridge he had just eaten, and then there was another burst of pain, only to see Lei Shi frowned, and deliberately bit his lips.

"This is a magic weapon that won't make you nervous, take it." After finishing all this, Lei Shi stood up and shrugged at An Mixiu who was a little dazed, "Exclusive secret recipe."

After being blindly teased by Lei Shi, An Mixiu blushed, opened the door and ran out.

The written test results will come out in a week.Maybe it was because he did well in the exam, An Mixiu's mood obviously improved a lot after that day, and he didn't even bother to care about the fact that Lei Shi almost threw a whole egg into the microwave again.

While An Mixiu was actively preparing for the interview, Lei Shi received another email from his father's company.The origin of this e-mail is known without even thinking about who made it. Lei Shi opened the address book and stayed for a long time on the contact whose father was noted, but in the end he was irritated and speechless, and threw the phone aside.

Anyone with a discerning eye knows that going to his father is the best choice no matter from which point of view, but when it comes to Leishi, it becomes the last lottery.It seems that there are many things blocking him, whether it is the identity of his father, the knot in his heart, or the long distance of the destination in the capital, all of them have become obstacles.

But he still decided to discuss with An Mixiu after the interview with this guy.

But Leishi didn't expect that the accident happened in this seemingly sure-fire interview.

On the day of the interview, he waited for An Mixiu under the teaching building as usual.He squatted in the flower bed and concentrated on playing chicken. Occasionally, a few nympho elementary school girls passed by, but they couldn't disturb him in the slightest—until An Mixiu came out.

It is difficult to describe An Mixiu at that time.If you say you are angry, you have a calm face, and if you say calm, there is a storm in your eyes; the whole person is like a tight string, as long as it is touched lightly, it may explode anytime, anywhere.There seemed to be someone following behind him, but soon An Mixiu was the only one left walking out of the gate.He pursed his lips tightly, curled his hands tightly beside him, and walked up to Leishi to stand still.At this time, Lei Shi was still squatting on the flower bed, with his feet hanging down and dangling. He didn't seem to realize what was going on, when he saw An Mixiu suddenly put his head on his shoulder, and the next moment, Lei Shi felt There was a warm dampness on his shoulders.

When he realized that An Mixiu was crying, his first reaction was to reach out and rub the back of the guy's neck, and he didn't care if this behavior seemed too intimate in public, he just wanted to do it.

When An Mixiu raised his head again, there were no tears in his eyes, but the eye sockets were still a little red, and there was a small patch of dark color on the shoulder of Leishi's jacket.He wanted to laugh, but he hooked his lips together, but quickly put them down again.In the end, he could only let out a long sigh, and said in a low voice, "Sorry, I lost the election."

Lei Shi wasn't sure who exactly this sorry was meant for, after all, An Mixiu should want to say it to more people than him.Like his parents, his mentor, himself.But these are not important anymore, Lei Shi jumped down from the flower bed with a kick of his legs, reached out and rubbed An Mixiu's head, and led him slowly outside the school.

The next half of the day seemed to be overshadowed by the gloom brought about by this loss.An Mixiu basically didn't say a word, just stared at a certain point in the void with dull eyes, even though Lei Shi was telling jokes and his mouth was dry, he didn't respond at all.

But it is also true that no matter how much others say about this kind of thing, it will not help.Lei Shi believes in An Mixiu's recovery ability, but what they need now is time.But unfortunately, after the interview, there is not much time left for the real postgraduate entrance examination.An Mixiu had to make a quick decision whether to continue the postgraduate entrance examination or give up.His spirit will not be able to recover from this blow for a while, but the urgent process is already urging him to make a quick decision.

An Mixiu first called his family.He hid on the balcony and played, but in fact the sound insulation effect was not much better.Hearing An Mixiu's soft apology leaked from the crack of the glass door, Lei Shi felt unspeakably uncomfortable.He always felt that things were not that simple, how could someone like An Mixiu be dismissed so easily?

With the help of Palos, Lei Shi quickly got some gossip, and also learned that the one who squeezed An Mixiu out seemed to be the student president who was at odds with An Mixiu.But the school notice has already been issued, and it is impossible to change it. Lei Shi was so angry that he wanted to sneak out and beat Zhu Hao up when he saw an opportunity.But Camille tried to persuade him for the time being. After all, wishing well is not something to be provoked. If Lei Shi is punished for beating someone, it will be recorded in the file and accompanied by a lifetime of serious crimes.

But he still couldn't get angry, and finally told An Mixiu during a certain dinner.He originally thought that An Mixiu would definitely support him, who would have thought that An Mixiu would interrupt him sharply as soon as he finished speaking.

"Do you know what a big mistake it is to be caught?! If your family is promoting it, you will be expelled from school! I beg you, can you stop taking things for granted?!"

Lei Shi also became angry when he heard the last sentence.The atmosphere at home has been bad for the past few days, An Mixiu is unhappy, and he can't be happy. In addition, An Mixiu should still want to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and the whole person has returned to the state of reading at night with the lights on. The two of them have almost no close relationship. time.

He put down his chopsticks, and his voice shook as if the roof was ringing: "What the hell do you mean? Call me childish by turning a corner, right? It's not because of your dead appearance all day long, otherwise why would I want to go Best wishes for revenge!"

"Yeah, I just think you're too naive!" An Mixiu's expression was also terribly sinister, as if the anger that had accumulated for many days finally exploded at this moment, instantly destroying the balance that the two of them had painstakingly managed.He squeezed the chopsticks excitedly, letting his fingertips be branded with red marks, something was raging uncontrollably in his brain, like a ferocious beast, breaking through the cage, roaring non-stop.He kept yelling at the person he loved the most.

"Also, you told me yesterday that you didn't want to go to your father's company. I also think it's ridiculously naive! You said you wanted to work but you didn't want to seize the opportunity! You are still losing your temper because of the awkwardness in your heart, you said Are you too childish!"

"Ha, what's the matter, you're going to start digging up old scores after a quarrel? Okay, An Mixiu, you're awesome! I just want to take someone to fight, what's the matter? I'm just fucking naive? You can't bear it, right? If you can't bear it, don't bear it! Naturally, someone will bear me!"

No, no, no, no.These words should not be said, this expression should not be done.There was a small voice crying in both bodies, but Naihe was overwhelmed by a larger anger, and finally there was no sound.

Lei Shi's furious roar at the end seemed to put an end to the farce, An Mixiu was stunned for a while, and Lei Shi was also angrily silent.The air was filled with the smell of gunpowder, and it was obvious that they did not fight like they did when they were young, but compared to the sharp blade between words, this was more painful than punching to the flesh.It was a tearing pain, the heart was pulled out, and it was thrown to the ground fiercely.

It took a long time before An Mixiu heard anything.He was like a poplar blown by the wind, and every strand of his hair was trembling uncontrollably.Especially his voice, like a broken vinyl record, whistling fragilely under the rotation of the gramophone.

"Then you go." He said softly, but firmly said, "Then you go."

The dust in the air froze for a second, and then, as the door opened and closed violently, it was knocked down heavily to the ground.

An Mixiu squatted down and buried her face in her knees.

TBC.