light adaptation

On Sunday, the sun was very bright in the afternoon, and Bi Qiannian made a video call with Tong Zhi in his room.

"Why are you so depressed? Did you stay up late?" Tong Zhi asked him, Xu Yun was also in the picture.After the game, he was tortured by Tong Zhi to go to Rock City, and he has been there for two or three days, and he is going to return to Shuiyun tomorrow.

"No... yesterday we won the school basketball game, and we drank alcohol at the dinner party, so we got dizzy." Bi Qiannian said.

Xu Yun noticed that he was in a bad mood, frowned and asked him, "Why are you drinking?"

"Hey, Zhou Jian came over to say hello after the game," Bi Qiannian yawned, "I guess Liu Jingshu saw it, and she made up Ning and I to raise eyebrows during the meal, annoying." He hugged a pillow and squinted. Focus on.

"Damn, that idiot Zhou Jian still has the face to come over and say hello? I've beaten you to death, right?" Tong Zhi exploded after hearing this, "What eyebrows? The man? You two? Why is this girl still haunted after high school? Don't leave!"

"Well, just the one in my feed, he also went to the game. He sent me back after the game." Bi Qiannian replied.

"Is he interested in you?" Tong Zhi asked again, switching between anger and gossip without any pressure.

"...Pure friendship, Liu Jingshu was talking nonsense." Bi Qiannian was puzzled, "Why does she keep targeting me? It's fine if she likes Zhou Jian before, is it the first time Ning Zhanmei met her?"

He paused, "Love at first sight?"

Xu Yun said slowly: "She is just bad, what's the use of analyzing her. Just ignore her, if you want to provoke her, just scold her back."

"I heard that she is taking the broadcasting host exam, so she should read essays, and just don't be assigned to the same class." Bi Qiannian said.

The three of them chatted for another ten minutes, basically Tong Zhi and Bi Qiannian were talking, during which Tong Zhi's younger brother entered the secondary scene.

"This is brother Qiannian." Tong Zhi pointed the camera at the blue-eyed little boy, and the boy said hello brother, then stuck to Tong Zhi's side and did not move.

After hanging up the video, Bi Qiannian didn't mention that she was holding Ning Zhan's eyebrows and crying. She didn't know how to speak, as if it wasn't something that needed a friend's advice, it was too hypocritical.

He glanced at the phone again, Ning Zhanmei asked him if he had a headache, and didn't mention what happened at the gate of the family courtyard last night, he sighed again, thanking Ning Zhanmei for not exposing his fragility when he was drunk.But he had to give Ning Zhanmei an explanation when he was pulled by Liu Jingshu at the dinner table, and he was said to be gay if he didn't play with him.

Bi Qiannian made a phone call and was answered very quickly.

"Just woke up?" Ning Zhanmei asked him.

"No, I woke up this morning and was just videoing with a friend." Bi Qiannian replied, "I'm here to thank you."

"Hey, you're welcome." Ning Zhanmei sighed, and Bi Qiannian knew that he thought he was out of touch again.

"During the meal, Liu Jingshu told us, you didn't worry about it, did you?" Bi Qiannian asked him, his chin buried in the pillow.

"No, she has trouble with you?"

"Junior high school classmate." Bi Qiannian said, "Do you still remember the boy from the seventh middle school who came to our school coach after the game?"

"Remember, Zhou Jian." Ning Zhan thought to himself, where is he looking for Coach Meng? This person can call Qian Nian when he opens his mouth.

Bi Qiannian went on to say: "Yes, he, I, and Liu Jingshu were in the same class in junior high school. At that time, Liu Jingshu liked him, and I have a good relationship with Zhou Jian." He paused, and continued without logic: "Liu Jingshu Jingshu began to upload in class that I like Zhou Jian."

Ning Zhan raised his eyebrows, "Actually, Zhou Jian likes you, right?"

"Ah..." Bi Qiannian was a little embarrassed, he wasn't sure if Ning Zhanmei would think of him because of this.

"Say it straight, what are you hiding from me?" Ning Zhanmei's tone was as lazy as ever, and he expressed his attitude jokingly, "You really like boys, and I also consider you a friend. Who still discriminates against homosexuals in the 21st century?"

Bi Qiannian was a little moved, Ning Zhanmei understood the reason why he was so hard to speak, and broke his worries in a brisk way.

"Just because you don't discriminate doesn't mean others don't discriminate," Bi Qiannian continued with a smile, "Liu Jingshu saw that Zhou Jian liked me at the time, she probably didn't want to admit it, but on the other hand, I like Zhou Jian .”

Zhou Jian and Bi Qiannian changed dormitories and lived in the same room in the second year of junior high school, and their relationship became very good.There were occasional jokes between the two of them in class, but no one cared.

"Hey—why are you two leaning together again?"

"Yo, why is it so hot?"

"Farewell, how many girls are going to cry when you two are together!"

At first he only laughed as a joke, but Zhou Jian would quarrel back every time, but later she refuted less and just smiled, and her actions towards Bi Qiannian became more and more intimate. He fell in love with this gentle and considerate boy .

Liu Jingshu was keenly aware of it, but she was unwilling to admit that the boy she admired fell in love with another boy. She subconsciously beat back, saying that Bi Qiannian must like Zhou Jian, and took the initiative to lead the cold violence against Bi Qiannian.While she was unwilling to admit it, she couldn't restrain her jealousy at the same time, and launched revenge.

Rumors spread everywhere, and at first it was reflected in the roommate's active avoidance of the two of them, especially Bi Qiannian.At that time, Bi Qiannian thought it was because he hadn't done a good job, and his roommate had an opinion, so he took the initiative to distance himself from each other so as not to embarrass each other.

There are always a few girls in the class who get together and target him. At first, they deliberately avoid him, and then whisper when he passes by: "Disgusting."

Zhou Jian also learned that he was the only one who felt joy and joy. He didn't delve into the rejection of Bi Qiannian by his classmates, but was stunned by the news that the person he liked also liked him.

He was eager to plan an unforgettable confession ceremony, but he ignored Bi Qiannian's suppressed emotions.

Being ostracized by the group sucks, no one takes the initiative to talk to him, he has no clue what to say, he falls into deep and heavy self-doubt every day, why do you say that to me?What am I doing wrong?Nowhere, he was nervously paying attention to the details of his words and deeds, his mental state was very bad, and he didn't notice Zhou Jian's temptation.

In the eyes of a group of junior high school students, falling in love is outrageous, let alone being gay for the first time?Only Zhou Jian was still by his side, and he was forced to become a self-incriminating prisoner by the rumors spread by Liu Jingshu.

Zhou Jian misunderstood Bi Qiannian's dependence, he also likes her, right?He almost only talks to himself now, he also likes himself, right?The enthusiastic confession has become unbearable.

At this time, it might be Liu Jingshu, or someone else, and it was rumored that he was the son of Bi Qian, a teacher in the No. [-] Middle School.

"Did you know? He is the son of Teacher Bi from the high school!"

"Oh, what's the matter, there is a teacher Wang's daughter next door."

"But Teacher Bi is a female teacher! Why does Hao Duanduan take her mother's surname?"

"Really, why why?"

"I heard that he was born by Teacher Bi and a man, and that man was married long ago!"

"Wow... Isn't that Xiaosan's son?"

Xiaosan's son.

gay.

He seemed to have become a disgusting collection and the target of public criticism.

Zhou Jian's confession was suppressed by this heavy blow, he flinched and began to get scared, remembering how his class treated Bi Qiannian when he learned that he was gay.Then after I confess my love to Bi Qiannian, will I be hated by everyone?Xiaosan's son...

But he is too reconciled. He likes Bi Qiannian very much. He likes his standard pronunciation when he speaks English to himself. He likes the subtlety and thoughtfulness when he reminds himself to remember to bring an umbrella. He likes his dark and round eyes when he looks at him. He likes when he smiles. Two pear dimples, like, like, like, not to mention you like me, right?

He made an appointment with Bi Qiannian on the playground during the evening self-study break, and was attacked by contradictions in an instant, and he liked to make a sudden turn when he could barely open his mouth.

"They said you were..."

"..."

"Qian Nian, you speak."

"say what?"

"Is what they say true?"

"..."

"It's true, isn't it? Why have you never told me that you are the son of Teacher Bi. "

"And then? I am, and then?"

Zhou Jian was irritated by Bi Qiannian's indifferent questioning, as if his entangled mood was totally worthless.

"You are Xiaosan's son! Why didn't you tell me?"

Bi Qiannian swung his hand over, his head was deflected, and there was a burning pain on the left side of his cheek.

"Who the hell told you that I'm Xiaosan's son?" Bi Qiannian asked him with such deep disappointment that he had never seen before, "Zhou Jian, I heard you like me?"

"Yes... I like you." Zhou Jian took a deep breath, "Qian Nian, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that—"

"Don't have any more contact in the future." Bi Qiannian left.

"How did you know that he already liked you?" Ning Zhanmei asked him.

"The joke made by my roommate was too explicit, I guessed it." Bi Qiannian lay down on the bed, "The part about my mother..."

"Bi Qiannian," Ning Zhanmei interrupted him, "I apologize to you first. I actually knew about your parents a long time ago, and I didn't find a chance to confess to you."

Bi Qiannian was silent for a moment, then asked him jokingly, "Then which version did you listen to?"

"Hey," Ning Zhanmei also smiled, "It was dinner at Aunt Luo's house that day, and she didn't mean it, but she loved you so much that she didn't mean to say it during the meal."

"Oh—" Bi Qiannian elongated his tone, "That's probably the correct version."

"I didn't finish talking, did the class still target you later?" Ning Zhan frowned again.

"Later, I was alone, and I stopped interacting with Zhou Jian. The class deliberately said that I was disgusting, so I went back and asked them why I was disgusting, and whether I was bullying and afraid of being tough. Gradually, I stopped talking. The final solution was actually childish, and I also have a friend with Xu Yun, who heard a little bit, asked me cautiously, and I told him everything. As a result, he rushed to our class during the break and beat Zhou Jian up." Bi Qiannian Laughed, "Beating and scolding him, 'Who the hell would like a thing like you? What kind of thing is it if you like it and dare not admit it?' Then he shouted at the crowd in our class, 'What's wrong with homosexuality? Are you in the way? Is there any evidence that Bi Qiannian likes this idiot?'"

Ning Zhan raised his eyebrows and said, "Excellent."

"Yeah, but he was so awesome." Bi Qiannian's voice was a little choked, "everyone knew that I didn't like Zhou Jian after this trouble, and then the relationship gradually repaired and eased, and my roommates even took the initiative to talk to me. Apologizing. Tongzhi waited for me to go with me every day in those few days, for fear that Zhou Jian would never end, like a fighting dog."

"Did you say that about friends?" Ning Zhan smiled, and was a little thankful that Bi Qiannian had a very good friend who saved him in the loneliest moment.

"Ning Zhanmei," Bi Qiannian said in a muffled voice, "What would you think of me?"

"How do you look at it..." Ning Zhanmei thought for a while, "I have to admit the power of rumors, I might think that you really like Zhou Jian, and even listen to the speculation about auntie."

Bi Qiannian hummed, but couldn't express how he felt.

"This is the judgment I might make as a classmate of yours," Ning Zhanmei continued, "but it does not constitute a reason for me to discriminate against you or follow the trend of verbal violence against you, because homosexuality and parents are not enough in my eyes To become a condition for judging a person's merits." Ning Zhan paused, "Qian Nian, this should not be a criterion for you to evaluate yourself."

Bi Qiannian was silent for a while, then asked him again, "What if it's not an ordinary classmate? What other options are there?"

"For example, now that I know you and the truth, I won't listen to rumors about auntie. Also because I know you well, I can tell whether you really like Zhou Jian." Ning Zhanmei said.

After a moment of silence, Bi Qiannian replied, "Ning Zhanmei, you are so kind."

Ning Zhanmei said, did you know, and then asked him: "Don't tell me, do you like boys?"

"You want to ask me if I like Zhou Jian...Maybe? I don't know, I don't dislike him being close to me sometimes...Is that like? I have never liked anyone before. I have to believe it." Bi Qiannian replied a little confused.

"Come on, you took the initiative to hug me yesterday. If you don't reject being close or you like me, then you are all in love with me." Ning Zhanmei took the initiative to compare and make judgments for him, and he was not sure if he remembered, " You were drunk yesterday, at the gate of the family courtyard, remember?"

"...Well, I remember." Bi Qiannian was a little embarrassed by his shocking "falling in love with me", "Then don't like it—"

"That's not liking, little friend Bi Qiannian." Ning Zhanmei interrupted him.

"Understood. What happened yesterday," Bi Qiannian hesitated, "Can I talk about it later? It's not that I don't want to tell you...it's actually related to my dad."

"Yes." Ning Zhanmei answered him, "It's okay not to say, Bi Qiannian, I realize that you really don't know each other well."

"It's because you are too easy to get along with people." Bi Qiannian couldn't hold back and said, "I really never thought that I would talk about this with the second person in this life. How long have I known you...not really I don’t trust you and don’t treat you as a friend, so I feel that this speed is a bit fast.”

"I understand, thank you for trusting me so much." Ning Zhanmei said, "It's not easy for me to get along with people, it's because I get along with you. When I realized this, I regarded you as a very good friend. I think Hello, worthy of my trust, frankly, this is a moment, understand?"

"I don't understand." Bi Qiannian was very honest.

"Do you think you would say this to a classmate you have only known for half a month? In fact, you have already broken through the boundaries between unfamiliarity and familiarity, and you trust me very much." Ning Zhanmei said, "Because I am a very good person. ,the same as you."

"Okay, I understand." Bi Qiannian said, "Nice to meet you, Ning Zhanmei."

"Thank you, me too." Ning Zhan smiled.