prom plans

During this month, many things happened, big and small.For example, Deng Chaoyi moved out from Fang Xu's house because a new landlord really found him.Fang Xu was assigned by the school to a new branch school, a little far away, in another state near the sea. Eva's exchange came to an end, and before Fang Xu had time to go to the airport to see her off, he sent a message to Eva, wishing her a smooth journey.Deng Chaoyi was about to take the re-examination. Many people sent him emails to wish him well, but there was no Fang Xu among the people inside.

After breaking up, Deng Chaoyi suddenly felt that part of his life was empty.This large part is not time, but more of the transition period of life itself from busyness to peace.

Fang Zhifan called Deng Chaoyi after they broke up, and he said, if possible, don't be too nice to Fang Xu, you should be more aggressive.Just like last time, Fang Zhifan said the same sentence, if you harden your heart, maybe Fang Xu will feel better.

Deng Chaoyi didn't know what it meant to "harden your heart" at first, so he asked Fang Zhifan, and Fang Zhifan told him that Fang Xu would definitely come to you, and you had to reject him.

He regards you as the closest person, and you can help him with many things that I can't help him, so please help him grow up.

Don't be afraid in the face of sharp blade attacks, and forget about the habitual inferiority complex of lack of love.Let him believe in himself more, love himself more.

Deng Chaoyi was silent for a long time before agreeing to Fang Zhifan and agreeing.He is born with a good sense of language, which can change from "I'm so lucky" to "I'm not particularly poor".This feeling of good language cannot be applied to criticism and accusation, he finds it difficult to handle.After all, it was too late for Deng Chaoyi to love him, so why would he want to hurt him.

When Deng Chaolian moved out of his house, he bought a big bag of lychees for Fang Xu, and the only thing he could say was "these are lychees brought in by air, and I bought them for you".

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Fang Xu's new life in another state started busy again. He sold part of the house money and let him rent an apartment on this side for a long time.The apartment is on the thirteenth floor, next to the street. There are often parades on this street. For several days in a row, Fang Xu was woken up while taking a nap.

Downstairs, the championship parade was still being held, and many people were holding "NEVERGETSOLD" signs, and everyone was holding a mobile phone.Police are also fining restaurants for opening up outdoor seating to give those patrons a prime viewing position.He watched other people send text messages and couldn't help complaining to the person on the other side of the phone, "The weather here is unpredictable, 20 for a while, -20 for a while."

When he first came here, there were several Chinese among his new classmates, and they were very enthusiastic.Fang Xu didn't resist, and learned to accept them.They went to Ikea together to help Fang Xu put up the furniture in the new apartment.Fang Xu listened to the method Deng Chaoyi had taught him before, and invited his new friend to a nearby barbecue restaurant for a hearty meal.Before parting, his new friends patted him on the shoulder and told him, Fang, you are so cute.

Fang Xu, who was praised, had the desire/desire to send a message to someone for a moment, and told him that he seemed to be a little popular.However, a certain person's contact information has been completely deleted by him.

Fang Xu was walking home, as usual, secretly went to FB to check Deng Chaoyi's homepage.I hope that he will send more new things, but on the other hand, I also want him to prepare for the exam well and not be distracted by social platforms.Fang Xu felt that he was still not a suitable person for dating.

Deng Chaoyi posted his flight information on the platform with the accompanying text: You can go home early! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !Fang Xu clicked on the flight information, it was the day after tomorrow, he hesitated for a long time, and finally bought a train ticket back to W city tomorrow.

Not deliberately to see him.

Just going to the school archives to get some more stuff.

Others have nothing to do with you.

He tried to justify himself.

He went straight to school the day after tomorrow, expecting that the first person he would meet would be Deng Chaoyi, but that was not the case.

"Xu Bin." Fang Xu called him, Xu Bin turned his head, Fang Xu waved to him, "Hi."

Xu Bin nodded indifferently, and went to the sink to wash his hands. Fang Xu put the lychees he bought outside the school on the sink, and went into the cubicle to go to the toilet.The toilet door was knocked twice, and after Fang Xu yelled "waitaminute", many lychees fell from above, and several of them hit Fang Xu's head.

The lychees are still green and some are red, but not many.Fang Xu separated them into different plastic bags on the train, one red bag, one green bag, the green one can be saved for later, and now Gululu was thrown to the ground, hitting his feet .

Fang Xu's brain was buzzing, thinking of many bad images, like many children throwing his umbrella on the ground and stepping on it, circling around him.Fang Xu called "Xu Bin" in a trembling voice, opened the door of the compartment and went out.Xu Bin was still washing his hands, Fang Xu asked him calmly, "Did you throw it away?"

Xu Bin turned off the water, shook his hands, and asked him, "Did you throw Deng Chaoyi?"

The lychee held by Fang Xu was crushed by him, and the water flowed into his hand. He explained: "We broke up peacefully."

Xu Bin seemed too lazy to talk to him. Fang Xu knew that he was Deng Chaoyi's good friend and roommate. Deng Chaoyi should blame him, and Xu Bin could be forgiven for blaming him.

"You saw the flight he sent, you better not let him see you at the airport." Xu Bin warned him.

Fang Xu said calmly: "I won't go, I just come to school to pick up things."

Xu Bin stood there looking at him for a while, and then suddenly laughed: "You know Fang Xu, I admire you so much."

Fang Xu knew that he was mocking him, so he didn't say much, and bent down to pick up lychees.Xu Bin's voice came from above, and he said: "You don't know that after your email was sent, there was another remedial email. Deng Chaoyi didn't sleep for two days to collect information. How can you replace other people's goodwill with your own?" The sharp blade pierced back."

Fang Xu paused for picking up the lychee, because he never received that email.He continued to pick up lychees, even picked up the smashed ones, washed them in the sink, and put them in bags.Xu Bin left a long time ago, Fang Xu lowered his eyes and sorted the lychees again.

He went out, sat on a chair in the corner of the campus, took out the green bag and started picking.Green and hard skin, the flesh inside is not full, and the taste is not very sweet. Fang Xu peeled and eat one by one.There were fifteen green lychees in total, and the shells were filled with a plastic bag. There was a trash can nearby. Fang Xu went over to throw the shells in, and sat back on the bench in a daze.He suddenly remembered a song recommended to him by a new classmate called crush.

If you look it up in the dictionary, it means crushing, crushing, and crushing. Later, a classmate told him that he didn't know that this word has a noun usage, and it has another meaning.It means being in love briefly, passionately but shyly.For example, Ihadacrushonhim means that I once liked him briefly, passionately, but shyly.

I also once liked him briefly, passionately, but shyly. ①

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Explanation under CRUSH.