Light, please shine on me again

The next morning, a ray of sunlight woke me up.Turn around and see you lying beside me.Looking at this naked/naked body, I slowly recalled everything that happened last night.Suddenly my cheeks flushed, I got down on the bed in a panic, and picked up the clothes on the ground.Wear it on your body as fast as possible.Then run away cautiously.

I went straight to the flower shop. I ran so hard that my waist almost fell apart.When I came to the flower shop, I thought I could finally take a break.But the business of the flower shop is surprisingly good today, I endured back pain.Bring flowers to guests, hand flowers, choose flowers and pack them.

Before I knew it, I was busy in the afternoon.After resting for a while, I heard the doorbell ring again, so I got up.But the person in front of me is my younger sister Lin Wei, oh no, Ye Ming!

I just heard her say, "Brother, pick me a bouquet of flowers, I may be getting married in a while."

And this time I chose a red rose for her, because she has experienced the worldly taint and is not worthy of having that supreme love, it is better to be worthy of this red rose that has lost its original intention.

"Brother remember to come when I get married!"

When I saw her, I was out of breath.Not to mention blessing her, it's almost as good as letting her die.Not to mention attending a wedding, it's fine if I don't mess with you.

"..."

Time flies, you haven't contacted me since the last time we had sex, almost a week, I haven't seen you for almost a week.

After work, I ran directly to my home, but this time I directly chose to knock on your door.Sure enough, you opened the door. I was about to ask something but was swallowed by your sudden sentence.You said, "We will not contact you in the future."

"Why, what's the matter?" I was so thoughtless to say such a thing, I wanted to strangle myself to death.You have slept with someone, how could they still contact you.

What you said next was thunderous to me. You said flatly, "I'm getting married next month."

I froze on the spot for an instant and murmured, "Marriage? Why?" Unexpectedly, you overheard me.

"Because of me, I ruined the girl's innocence and made her belly bigger!"

I don't believe it, no, it's impossible, how could you do this, although I thought so in my heart but couldn't say it, bang you shut me out.

I stood there in a daze for a long time, and finally went to the bar to get drunk in a daze.The next day I went to the florist and quit my job.I plan to travel this month and try to forget you.

I went to Suzhou first, it is really beautiful, but it is not as beautiful as you.Then I plan to go to Guilin to have a look. It is said that Guilin's landscape is the best in the world, and it will definitely make me forget you.But although Guilin is beautiful, it is less than one ten-thousandth of yours.Then I plan to visit Nanjing.The last stop is this hurried Shenyang.The air in Shenyang in autumn is much colder than that in the south, just like my heart is cold...I think of you again.I am destined to never forget you, you are touching my heart all the time.For me, you are the only light in my dark life.

My parents divorced since I was a child, and my younger sister lives with my father.My father has a bad temper and loves to drink. If he drinks too much, he will beat my sister and me.In this way, my dark childhood was maintained for four years.Four years later, my father died of illness.I was 11 when my father died and my sister was nine.

At that time, I also grew up a little, so I went out to work to earn money for my sister to go to school.Because I am not old enough, many shops don't want me.But the hard work paid off and I still found a job.I help wash the dishes in the restaurant every day, although my daily salary is only 30 yuan.But enough for me.

Because my younger sister goes to school late, she is much older than her classmates, so the classmates always bully her and scold her.My younger sister studies very well and always gets a scholarship back. My salary plus the scholarship can barely support me.If I am really hungry, I will take my sister to rummage in the trash can for food.We were living in a small alley.

It lasted like this for six years.Finally, my younger sister dropped out of school because she couldn't bear the ridicule of the students. She was 15 years old when she dropped out.She came to work with me.In the second year of part-time work, my mother came back.This made my sister a different person.Do nothing, but be lazy.Tiantian only knows how to reach out to ask her mother for money.

In the end, my mother was forced to death by my sister when I was 21 and she was 19. At the age of 19, she left home and has not been heard from since.Until later, I knew she was a miss...

At the age of 21, I finally found a job in this city, which is to take care of flowers in a flower shop.At first I thought flower shop work was boring, but after a while it gradually became more meaningful.Until the autumn of the second year, I met you on that bridge.You are the only one and the last one who is so kind to me.So you are the light to me, shining on me and warming me.

I have seen beautiful places all over the place, but I have not forgotten you. Now I live in a daze every day, like a fool, and every day feels like a year.I'm so uncomfortable, I have warned myself not to sink any more, but it's still in vain.

I finally made it through this long month.Today is the day of your wedding, I don't know how many times I cried, the tears couldn't stop flowing down.I'm just so spineless, so wishful thinking.

I didn't have the courage to meet you, so I had to send you a text message through my mobile phone, 'Happy newlyweds, remember to bring me wedding candy! 'It's been a long time since I sent the text message, but you haven't replied yet.

Is it really my wishful thinking?Is everything in the past a joke to you?My heart is cut like a knife. It turns out that you never cared about me.I've loved you like a fool for six years...

I put on a black robe, which contrasts sharply with your white clothes.You are gentle and lustrous, Jing Xingqingyun, just like the gentleman who is not stained with dust, so your robe will always be as white as jade.Then the dust will be dyed by me.

I was dressed in black and walked step by step to the place where I first met you.I sat on that bridge, staring blankly at the sky, recalling all the past.

Before I knew it, it was getting dark, I pondered for a long time, and finally opened Baidu Tieba and sent a post.The content is as follows:

To love someone is not necessary to own, but to have someone, you must love him well!! When you have experienced loving and being loved, and learned to love, you will know what you need, and you will find the most suitable for you , People who can get along with each other for a lifetime.

But it is very sad that in real life, people who truly love each other may not be able to be together due to various reasons; the one you love the most often does not choose you; the one who loves you the most is often not the one you love the most; , but it is not your favorite, nor is it the one that loves you the most.

Only the person who appears at the most suitable time will really be with you forever! No one wants to change his heart on purpose. He really loves you when he loves you, but he also really loves you when he doesn’t love you If he doesn't love you anymore, he can't pretend he doesn't love you when he loves you; similarly, he can't pretend he loves you when he doesn't love you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you, you have to ask yourself whether you still love him or not. If you don't love him anymore, don't refuse to leave because of poor self-esteem. If you still love him, you should hope He lives happily, and I hope he will be with the person he really loves, and he will never stop him. If you stop him from getting real happiness, it means that you don't love him anymore, and if you don't love him, what do you have? Are you qualified to accuse him of changing his mind?

Love is not possession!! You like the stars, it is impossible to take the stars down and put them in the washbasin, but the light of the stars can still shine into your room.In other words, if you love someone, you can also have it in another way, so that your lover becomes an eternal memory in your life. If you really love someone, you must love him for what he is. Love him as much as he is. bad.Love his strengths, but also love his weaknesses, absolutely not just because you love him, hope that he will become what you want, if the change is not successful, you will not love him.

You can't tell the reason when you really love someone. You only know that no matter when and where you are, whether you are in a good mood or in a bad mood, you want this person to be with you; Ask for nothing.After all, feelings must be given, not just gained; separation is an inevitable test, if your relationship is not stable enough, you have to admit defeat, true love will not turn into resentment.

When two people are in love, they like to ask each other to swear. Why do we want each other to swear when we make promises? It is because we don't trust each other, we don't trust our lover at all, and these vows are very unrealistic.Nothing can change my love for you!

Knowing that the sea will never dry up, the rocks will never rot, the earth will never grow old, and the sky will never be barren; even if they do, they will not live until then.Be careful when making a promise, don’t make a promise that can be fulfilled, it’s better to promise something that can’t be achieved, anyway, if you can’t achieve it, it doesn’t matter if you just talk about it, please remember: “The promise that cannot be fulfilled is the best. "Moving" In love, one thing is said, another is done; the speaker does not believe it, and the listener also does not believe it... In the vast sea of ​​people, who do you meet?

This passage contains a lot, and it also contains my understanding of love.I hope that people who see the post can have some insights and understanding, love is like this.

I recalled the memories of you from beginning to end in the past six years.Maybe you are a handsome young man in the eyes of others.But you are different to me, and I don't know why I fell in love with you.The moment you turned your head, I knew that you were my bondage from now on.

As long as you are here, the world is here; as long as you are here, I will be strong; as long as you are here, there will be flowers blooming like brocade.This is a kind of love that goes deep into the bone marrow, and it will never change no matter how old it is.Really, in my eyes, you are the whole world.

All living beings, you and I, know each other.This in itself is a kind of fate, no matter rich or poor, disease or misfortune, you will always be my treasure, in my eyes, you are the whole world.

Maybe in this world, you are not the best person, but when I fall in love with you, you are the only one in my world.

Loving someone only takes one look. Does it really take a lifetime to forget someone?From youth and ignorance of love to the end of prosperity.Zeyun!

I'm tired, I'm really tired.

The icy river swallowed me slowly, I chose to bury this love where I first met you, my love for you finally came to an end.

I am sinking continuously, the more I sink, the colder I am, and at this time, you are spending the most beautiful moment with the love of your life in the palace of marriage.

I have seen many beautiful scenery in my life, the stars and the sea, the clouds and the moon and the sky, the Milky way, mountains and rivers, but nothing can match your smile.I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't met the sun.Yet the sun has made my desolation a new desolation.

I thought of the peach blossoms that first bloomed six years ago, the swaying robes, the fresh and refined white magnolias, the companionship of that year's birthday, the starry night sky above the grass, and the sentence I said to you—newly married hapiness.

Finally I sank to the bottom of the river, at this moment I seemed to see you again, and saw you shining on me with your light again...

--Finish--

The world is turning around, and it is complicated and chaotic.

Born to be human, always say boring.

hesitating, not moving forward;

How do you know one step, it will be sunny.