Light, please shine on me again

I walked towards the hotel my aunt said.Sure enough, the wedding had already started for a while when I arrived.After I took the money with me, I went in and stayed for a while.It was noisy and chaotic due to the loud music.So it didn't take long for me to come out, holding on to the banister and breathing heavily.At this time, I subconsciously turned my head to the right.

I saw you in a suit, you may have noticed me and turned your head.That's how we looked at each other.I panicked and said, "Why are you here?"

"Come to the wedding." After you finished speaking, you walked inside, while I went downstairs and walked outside...

At this time, I received a call from my aunt. "Xiao Shang, why didn't you come, the wedding has been going on for a while."

"I've already handed in the share money, went in and walked around, and left without seeing you."

"Ah! That's it, just pay the money." After that, she hung up the phone.Sure enough, these so-called relatives only recognize money.

Out of the hotel gate, I went straight home... Alas, the bed was the most comfortable.Then I remembered your appearance again in my mind. Today, your suit and leather shoes are more mature and stable.

I have nothing to do, I plan to sleep.I thought I wouldn't be able to fall asleep, but I didn't expect that I slept soundly.It was night when I woke up again.I groped out of bed and rummaged for food.I almost fell because I had just woken up feeling weak.

When I opened the refrigerator door, I realized that I still didn't buy food.I couldn't help shouting into the refrigerator, "God, am I going to starve to death?"

I was too hungry to sleep at night, so I turned on my phone.This time I decisively ordered a takeaway.I thought I could enjoy the delicious food, but who would have thought that the takeaway would be delivered so slowly.

Half an hour...one hour, it's over. As soon as I opened the door, I saw the corner of the delivery boy's mouth raised, showing his big white teeth and saying, "My dear, remember the five-star praise!"

I took the takeaway and closed the door mercilessly.I thought: Fuck your uncle's five-star praise, bah, it took an hour to deliver, is this trying to starve me to death?

It was early morning after eating, and I went to bed feeling anxious.I still can't sleep, I can't sleep when I'm full, I can't sleep when I'm hungry, what should I do?

In this way, time passed by every minute and every second.It's morning, it's time to go to work again.I walked towards the flower shop with two dark circles under my eyes.When I came to the flower shop, the boss was also taken aback by me and said, "What's wrong with you? Have you lost your relationship? You're going to become a national protected animal."

"I'm not broken in love, but I just can't fall asleep." After I finished speaking, I repeated my previous work.When the doorbell rang, I walked in and thought it was a girl.She is wearing a lavender dress.

The boss looked at her and said, "This little doll looks so familiar, have you seen it somewhere?" I was just about to say boss, stop molesting other little girls, but when I saw this girl, I swallowed everything I wanted to say go down.

She did come to the flower shop, and it has been more than a year since she last visited the flower shop.In a blink of an eye, I have known you for almost two years!I just heard the girl say, "Thank you! Thank you for your cosmos, which made me find my true self. Now I have been admitted to Zhejiang University. Without you, I would not have achieved such good grades, and I would not have taken the exam. into Zhejiang University."

I smiled, "The achievements you have achieved are based on your own efforts, not given by others. You just lost yourself at the most important moment, and what others do is to guide you in the direction of the road."

The girl said, "Anyway, thank you!" "Maybe, what you should really thank is not me, but your teacher, your parents, or this cosmos."

The girl smiled and said, "Then, please bring me some more cosmos! I'm totally in love with it now."

"No problem." I handed the cosmos, which carries courage, confidence and happiness, to her hand.

Maybe there are times when flowers can really help you in some way...  

"..."

Three years later, time flies so fast!Three years passed in a flash.My relationship with you has also been maintained at a tepid level.I have also liked you for five years.

Today I left work from the flower shop as usual.When I got home and was about to open the door, I found a woman coming out from the next door.Naturally, there is no such thing as appearance.I was stunned for a moment, thinking: Is this your girlfriend, she really matches you well.

But the woman in front of her said, "Hello, my name is Zhao Yu, and I will be your new neighbor from now on, please take care of me." This is very similar to when you moved here, but now you have moved away.

I smiled at the person in front of me and closed the door.

I leaned my back against the door with mixed feelings.I thought: Are you finally leaving me?Sure enough, what should come will always come.

My heart was cut like a knife that night.

The weather this summer has been exceptionally hot.I can hardly sit still in the flower shop.Suddenly the boss came over and asked me, "How do you plan to spend the Spring Festival this year?" I smiled wryly and said, "As usual, let's spend it alone!"

The boss continued to say, "Zhang Fan is back this year, let's spend it together." I was shocked at first, and then teased the boss, "There are still five or six months before the Spring Festival? I know you are anxious to see Zhang Fan, but there is no need to be in such a hurry. !"

"Oh, that's right, it's just summer now."

You must know that the work of a flower shop is the same as usual, day after day, year after year.I even wondered how I survived all these years.

Time flies, two or three months are fleeting.It's late autumn now.The leaves are falling with the wind.I haven't seen you for almost a month.Our relationship has weakened a lot.If you hadn't taken the initiative to come to me last time, I'm afraid it would be really hard for me to survive.

The old doorbell rang again.A boy came in.The boy walked into the shop with the withered flower in his hand.I took a closer look and it was hyacinth.

The young man said, "Big brother! The flower I bought from you died, what should I do? Am I leaving her?" I was confused by this sentence, when would I sell hyacinths to the young man.I asked, "When did you come to buy it?"

The teenager said, "About three or four years ago." This sentence aroused my memory.I carefully recalled that four or five years ago, I sold you a little boy a bunch of white hyacinths.With the passage of time, the little boy has now grown up and his appearance has changed.The only thing that hasn't changed is the love for that little girl!The purest love.

I took another hyacinth and told the little boy to go home and let his mother plant it and take good care of it.But the little boy said, "I don't have a mother. I grew up in an orphanage."

"Then let me tell you how to plant hyacinths." I told the little boy how to plant hyacinths.He nodded and let out a hearty laugh.

I asked the boy's name - Yi Ning.Because the boy had no father since he was a child, he didn't have a surname, and even the first name was given by the dean.

From then on, the boy brought the little girl to the flower shop every now and then.Although they don't buy flowers, they love flowers and like to immerse themselves in the sea of ​​flowers.

With the permission of the boss, they can take a break in the store.

I thought it was going to be like this forever.But when he learned that the little girl passed away due to illness, the little boy seemed to be a different person. He would not show the most innocent smile, he would not act out of order, and he would not come to the flower shop again.

At the age of 27, I fell into loneliness again and couldn't extricate myself.

"..."

The weather is getting colder and colder, winter has already come quietly.What is different from previous winters is that it unexpectedly snowed this winter.Winter in the south rarely snows, and even I have only seen it twice, and this is the third time.

The flower shop also has plum blossoms, and every year only in winter can you see the beautiful face of the red plums... Today is New Year's Day, the boss and I came to the airport early, ready to pick up Zhang Fan who has not returned for several years.

After a while, Zhang Fan came out, and when he saw us, tears welled up in his eyes.A crotch stepped forward and hugged the boss.At this moment, I feel that I am bright.

What shocked Zhang Fan even more was that it was snowing.And the three of us who are about to run three are actually playing in the snow. The point is that the boss is already 30 years old, which is really embarrassing...

The flower shop is also on holiday because the Chinese New Year is approaching.This year's Spring Festival is finally not for me alone.But I think of you again, although you have come to see me three or two times in the past few months, but I want to see you, just want to see you.

The three of us started to prepare for the New Year. We went to supermarkets and shopping malls.Useful and unusable feelings will all be in the bag.

In a blink of an eye, we ushered in the long-awaited New Year's Eve.The streets are crowded with people.People are staring at the numbers on the big screen.

这时人们一起大声喊出“10…9…8…7…6…5…4…3…2…1…0”随着礼花的绽放和礼炮的响起，我们迎来了新的一年……

The boss had already greeted me and Zhang Fan at home, and what greeted my eyes after entering the door was a table of sumptuous meals.We watched the Spring Festival Gala while eating.

After the meal, the three of us went out to set off firecrackers.And what I am most looking forward to is the shake flower.I don't know why many people call this thing a fairy wand.

The crackling of firecrackers is a symbol of the New Year.And the fireworks are even more dazzling.But no matter how gorgeous and colorful fireworks are, they can beat you by a little bit.

I see your figure under the tree, you are staring this way.I want to get close to you, but I'm afraid, I'm afraid that you didn't come to me at all, and I'm afraid that you will dislike me.I am afraid……

So I froze in place and didn't step forward.We just looked at each other.

At this time, all the firecrackers have been fired.I followed Zhang Fan and the others back.I dare not look back at you, I can only follow them forward in desperation.

When I couldn't help it, I turned around and took a peek, only to see your back going away.Sure enough, you left without looking back.At that moment, I realized that the person who is drifting away is not me, but you.I will never be able to keep up with your footsteps, I can only admire your back, maybe one day even your back will disappear into the horizon.

I never saw you again until three months later.I got a phone call from you by chance that night, you seemed drunk.I didn't understand what you said, I only heard the xx hotel, and I ran there directly.

As soon as I walked in, I saw you drunk near the front desk.I had no choice but to step forward to support you, and said to the staff at the front desk, "Thank you for opening a room!"

The staff handed me the room card, and I took you to the room.Unexpectedly, it was indeed a big bed room.

The door was closed, but unexpectedly you pushed me against the wall, your body stuck tightly to it, your big palms wrapped my two palms, and you pulled your arms to the top of your head and pressed them against the wall.When I kissed you, I suddenly felt the corners of my lips wet. When I came back to my senses, I looked at you in astonishment.But you seem to have not passed the alcohol, so you lowered your head and kissed again...