i am not black

Mu Ling in junior high school was a shy boy who was easily shy when encountering things. I remember that once the teacher asked him a math problem, which was a simple basic problem. With his strength, he could easily solve it. He didn't pick up the chalk on the spot. When the teacher asked, he said: "Teacher, the chalk is too short. I'm afraid I'll hold your hand."

After Mu Ling finished speaking, he took his hand and lowered his head, not looking at the short skirt worn by the female teacher. There were many other things like this, among which the most vivid expression of Mu Ling's traits was that he liked to hide by himself very much. Reading books in an abandoned school building.

This day is the school's open day. The school stipulates that all students need to wear school uniforms. He washed the school uniforms one day in advance and put a photo of his favorite in his pocket.people in the photo.It was Ye Fei. In junior high school, Ye Fei was already a young man with red lips and white teeth. With his outstanding appearance and extraordinary strength, he won the hearts of many girls in the school.

Mu Ling has always regarded him as his inner motivation, but he seldom talked about this matter with others. His contact with Ye Fei was only at the school party, where he sat in the first row and listened to his singing.

A good thing finally happened on this day, and he finally had a closer understanding with Ye Fei.

That day, he went into the toilet.Seeing Ye Fei in a daze alone in the toilet, he mustered up his courage, and said hello, "Are you Ye Fei in the same class?" His blunt tone and dull words made him look like an ignorant robot.

Ye Fei turned around to look at him, looked at the clothes he was wearing up and down, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Are you Mu Ling? I remember you..."

Before Ye Fei could finish speaking, Mu Ling's heart skipped a beat when he remembered you: "How do you remember me?" He asked, expressing the tension in his heart clearly.

Ye Fei smiled embarrassingly: "After all, you are the first in the class! You are another aloof boy with a deep memory, which is the case for me."

After hearing these words, Mu Ling turned his gaze to Ye Fei's. He had a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes, which were as seductive as if able to hook people's souls. Suddenly, he noticed that Ye Fei didn't Wearing a school uniform, he remembered that the teacher specially reminded Ye Fei to wear a school uniform yesterday, because he represented the image and temperament of the school.

So Mu Ling decisively said to Ye Fei: "Let me lend you my school uniform."

This sentence was beyond Ye Fei's expectation. He said, "In this case, you will be punished, right? You are No.1 in the school, but you don't wear a school uniform."

Mu Ling smiled and said: "It's okay, I can hide in the teaching building and not go to class, and I will come to you after today is over."

Ye Fei originally wanted to get a school uniform, but now Mu Ling's words were indeed a timely help for him, so he took the school uniform without saying anything.

After changing his school uniform, all he has to do is go to the rostrum to give a speech. His voice is so penetrating that Mu Ling can hear it even in the abandoned teaching building. He knows that he will definitely be criticized by the teacher, but thinking of I was secretly happy that I could help Ye Fei.

This abandoned teaching building has always been his place of activity. He likes the quietness here, and the kitten here is a little black cat, which always rubs against his lap. He occasionally Bring some cat food to feed it.As a result, the little black cat liked him more, and he was also happy that he could make some contributions to the world.

The speech was finally over. Ye Fei wanted to find Mu Ling and return the clothes to him. He accidentally found a photo in the pocket of the clothes. Out of curiosity, he took it out and took a look. It was a photo that had turned yellow. , but he was still able to identify who was in the photo.

Because the person in the photo is from his first year of junior high school, he smiled faintly in his heart, it turns out that Mu Ling, you are a boring girl!he thought so.

With this in mind, he found Mu Ling in the abandoned teaching building. That was the first time he observed Mu Ling. His body was very thin, but he could still see his strong muscles. He was handsome but not sinister. .

Looking at it this way, it's pretty good-looking, but it's just that it doesn't talk much.

Ye Fei didn't know what drove him forward and said, "I know you hid my photo in your clothes."

Ye Fei's words fell into Mu Ling's ears like an inexplicable warning: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that, I just couldn't control myself, and I will never do such a thing again in the future. Back to you."

Mu Ling spoke a long list in a panic, showing his fear and embarrassment.

He didn't know that his appearance was a kind of naked temptation to Ye Fei. Seeing his shy and alluring appearance, Ye Fei felt a kind of inexplicable pity in his heart, and he said that by accident. :"let's be together."

He didn't mention what he likes, he just simply said something together.

After that, Mu Ling's life seemed to be redeemed, but he didn't understand that it was a false redemption, a ray of sunshine before the darkness.

In the end, Ye Fei broke up with him. The reason for the breakup was that one day when he was taking a group photo, he got a little closer to the girl next to him. On that day, Ye Fei called him out and said, "Mu Ling, you know this Is it a very embarrassing photo for me, I, Ye Fei, a high-ranking person, won't just lose in your hands, let's break up."

"Ye Fei, listen to my explanation, it's just a group photo."

"That's all? This photo will be put in the classmate record, what do you want everyone to think of me in the future."

"But, Ye Fei, we haven't made it public."

"Are you blaming me?"

"No, Ye Fei, I didn't mean that, so don't think too much about it."

The conversation became more and more difficult. Mu Ling's crying sound echoed in the corridor. He wanted to find a body he could rely on, but when he recovered from his grief, Ye Fei was no longer there.

After that, everything became different, the happiness was fleeting, and he didn't say a word to Ye Fei until he graduated from junior high school.