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When Ma Youran went downstairs and was about to get into the car, he saw someone in the gazebo not far away picking up trash, and took a closer look, kid?

"What are you doing!" Ma Youran was furious instinctively, standing in front of Wang Yutong with her hips thrust forward, and roaring three words, she suddenly remembered that she should not be fierce now, but be gentle, gentle...

"Little Tong, you said you didn't stay at home well, what are you doing downstairs in such a hot day? Huh? People will worry about you."

The pretentious and elongated voice is like singing in an opera. This is not gentle, but it is hidden in a smile. Wang Yutong trembled all over when he heard it: "Hey, can you talk well?"

"What are you doing, why are you picking up trash?" "Oh... come down for a walk, and throw it away."

Wang Yutong packed a large bag of garbage in lunch boxes, and Ma Youran stared at her closely all the way to the trash can.

"The note you left me said come down and walk?" "Yeah."

"You thought about it for a long time and then came down for a walk? What are you going to face? What are you going to do?" Ma Youran didn't want to ask her so many questions, but it's really strange that the child didn't look for Qi Yin but wandered around here instead.

Wang Yutong stuffed the garbage into the trash can with difficulty, and sat back in the gazebo, and Ma Youran also sat down.

"Youran, you can lend me 5000 yuan, and I will pay you back when I have money."

Wang Yutong was silent for a long time before speaking.

"Borrow whatever you need, just take it if you need it.

But what are you going to do?Are you going abroad again? "

"I dont go."

Wang Yutong told about the breakup with Qi Yin just now, and Ma Youran knew that she would go to find Qi Yin, but she didn't expect that the two of them would break up in the community...

"You figure it out?"

"Well, I figured it out."

Ma Youran seemed to have not seen such a determined Wang Yutong for a long time, and felt that she should say something more, but Wang Yutong didn't say anything, she stared in a certain direction for a long time, and finally smiled at Ma Youran.

"I will return it to you as soon as possible."

"Hey...you don't need to pay back a small amount of money, just treat it as a red envelope from me, um, for the start of your new life."

When Wang Yutong came home, Qi Yin was sitting on the sofa, the TV was not on and the books were not on, and when she saw her come back, she immediately stood up.

"Have you eaten yet?" Wang Yutong asked her while taking off her shoes.

Qi Yin shook his head quickly: "I've prepared a meal, and I'll wait for you to eat together if you say you want to come back."

"Oh, good, let's eat together."

Wang Yutong put the shoes neatly in the shoe cabinet and went to wash his hands.

Qi Yin felt that the current atmosphere was no different from the previous daily life, and the last glimmer of hope was ignited in his heart. He quickly served the prepared meals and called Wang Yutong: "Little boy! Come and eat!" Wang Yutong washed his hands and put on the glove Shuang, sit across from Qi Yin.

She saw that today's dishes are indeed different, with fish and meat.

I don't know if it's because Qi seldom cooks meat dishes, so the steamed fish is a bit shriveled and the meat is burnt black.

Wang Yutong picked up the rice bowl and ate it quietly, one mouthful at a time, Qi Yin asked her if this was delicious, was that delicious?She nodded and said it was delicious.

In fact, she still has no desire to eat, and the symptoms of thirst and lethargy have continued these days, but leaving Qi Yin and leaving work made her feel relieved, and after she broke up, she even removed a big stone in her chest.

I don't know if this is what Dr. Luo said "untie the knot".

With a calm attitude and answering all questions, Qi Yin was puzzled, was it really Wang Yutong who broke up with her earlier?Did she figure it out again and didn't want to break up? "Xiao Yin."

After eating half a bowl of rice, Wang Yutong put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth, and pushed a thick envelope to her, "Here is 5000 yuan, you can accept it."

Qi Yinsheng Tang stopped abruptly, and his eyes slowly fell from Wang Yutong's face to the envelope.

At the quiet dining table, there were two people standing still. After more than ten seconds, Qi Yin suddenly put down the bowl and spoon, and the soup spilled all over the table.

Wang Yutong was startled and thought she was angry, but she shrugged her shoulders and sobbed uncontrollably.

Handing her a tissue, I wanted to comfort her, but after thinking about it, I didn't know what to say.

"Actually, I understand."

Qi Yin wiped away his tears and calmed down a bit, "I was very happy when you came to find me, you still think of me after so many years.

At that time, I really felt that I would have no regrets if I could see you again.

But when I saw you, I was greedy.

I really couldn't bear it when you said you were going to take me away.

Although I know we will have a lot of difficulties, just my mother's medical bills are enough.

But I want to be with you, I have been thinking about you for so many years, Beijing is the place where I dream of coming.

But after coming here, I realized that I am still too stupid, not only the medical expenses, but also more things that I never thought of... I know you don’t like me for a long time, I felt it when I first arrived in Beijing, The two of us are complete strangers now.

You are no longer the child you used to be, and the relationship between the two of us has also stopped at six years ago.

You've been biting the bullet and holding on... I've made things difficult for you these days. "

Wang Yutong looked away, tears rolling down silently.

"But I really don't want you to be unhappy! Maybe I'm a little selfish, but I'm selfish in terms of money. I think we can live a happy life together by saving more money.

I also want to work hard to make you like me again... But you have already made up your mind, I don't know what else to do... It's my fault, I ruined everything. "

"You did nothing wrong."

Wang Yutong wiped away tears by himself, and looked at Qi Yin, "We all work hard, but some things are not just useful.

Happiness is not determined by love or not, deep love or shallow love. "

"Then what decides?" Qi Yin didn't understand, can you be unhappy if you love someone deeply? "Love itself can't decide anything, only by finding the right direction can it be achieved overnight.

I am and so are you. "

Wang Yutong is very grateful to Ma Youran for giving her a quiet environment to think about her life during this time, why things have come to where she is now step by step, and why she and Qi Yin failed.

It seemed that she hadn't calmed down to think about one thing for a long time.

And in Ma Youran's home, on a night when the supermoon was hanging in the sky, she sat by the window and looked at the satellite closest to the earth.

It is there, mellow and holy, bright and mysterious, it has made human beings look up to it since ancient times, and it has filled human beings with infinite fantasies.

But after getting close to it, I found that there is no Chang'e or Jade Rabbit on it, which is not the same as in the fairy tales.

It is desolate and full of scars, and humans cannot breathe, walk, or survive on it.

The moon is right, and so are humans.

The progress of science and technology is the cruelest murderer, spreading out all the truth, telling human beings to stop delusional, you are not a creature suitable to live on the moon.

Ma Youran was worried that something would happen to Wang Yutong when he went back, so he waited downstairs.

I waited for a long time and didn't see her coming down, so I quickly sent a text message to ask her what was going on.

Wang Yutong replied to her: I will help her pack her things.

Seeing this text message, Ma Youran breathed a sigh of relief.

So they are really separated.

It is not easy for a child to make such a determination.

If it weren't for this sudden illness, it is really unclear when they will be able to separate.

Taking out one piece of clothing from the closet, Qi Yin saw Wang Yutong squatting on the ground and folding her worthless clothes and pants one by one, adjusting the space in the box to a perfect state.

"Don't you like this thermos? Take it with you."

"You can also use the new toothbrush you bought."

"You take these books and read them, as well as dictionaries."

"I'll find a place to stuff this little lion..." Wang Yutong carefully helped her pack her luggage, just like the person who was studying for the exam many years ago.

"All right.

Did you say you've already bought a ticket?In fact, you can continue to live here until..." Qi Yin shook his head: "Since we all broke up, I can't stay here anymore, otherwise it's nothing. "

"Then... what time is the train at night? I'll take you to the station."

Wang Yutong buckled the box and sat on the sofa to rest for a while.

"No, I'll go by myself."

Qi Yin asked, "Is the accounting exam okay if you don't take it in Beijing?" "Well, it seems to be possible."

"it is good.

I'm leaving. "

"I'll take you down."

"no need."

Qi Yin said, "You ran so far to pick me up, now let me go back by myself.

Thank you for your tolerance for me these days, I hope your illness can be cured soon.

Eat more meat, your resistance will be good, and your disease will be cured. "

Qi Yin left, and Wang Yutong followed her. Seeing her standing alone at the bus station with a heavy bag and a suitcase in her hands, she wanted to go up and persuade her to take a taxi to the station, but after thinking about it, she decided to forget it.

Don't force yourself to the end.

Just like depression doesn't get better if you eat more meat, Wang Yutong didn't refute her at that time, but just nodded obediently.

They have their own different worlds.

Qi Yin was right, they were already strangers.

The embarrassing and difficult getting along these days is definitely not a simple bad thing. Both Wang Yutong and Qi Yin understand the direction that the true self should move forward.

The next day, Wang Yutong cleaned the house alone. She felt tired just after wiping the floor, but she resisted meticulously and cleaned all the dust in the crevices of the house. She was busy until evening without feeling hungry.

Ma Youran brought her food, and she took a few mouthfuls, feeling a little nauseous, but she also felt that the food was a bit fragrant.

Ma Youran temporarily abandoned her boyfriend, drove Wang Yutong to Longqingxia for a ride, and talked about a lot of interesting things in high school.

Wang Yutong gradually became fond of laughing again, gained weight slowly, and even wanted to go back to work.

Seeing that Xiao Tong's condition was getting better and better, Ma Youran let Qiu Xiuzhen and Wang Jianguo take care of her, and also advised her more by the way.

She didn't quite agree with Qiu Xiuzhen going back so soon. Xiaotong was still being treated by Dr. Luo and continued to take the medicine. She might not be able to bear it if she went to work, and that kind of work didn't matter.

Wang Yutong has already taken leave for almost a month, and she doesn't know what's going on in the purchasing department. Even if she wants to leave, she has to go back and complete the handover.

During this month, she felt that she had improved a lot, and it was time to return to society.

Wang Jianguo persuaded Qiu Xiuzhen: "The child will have a sense of proportion when she is so old, the doctor has already said it, she has to follow her.

It is a good thing that she has the idea of ​​returning to the crowd now. If you are worried, just follow secretly, and take care of anything.

Fortunately, it's just a temporary depression, just untie this knot.

Hey, what do you think is the knot in Xiaotong's heart?Just go to work?We children are not such fragile children. "

Qiu Xiuzhen gave him a white look: "What do you know?"

Wang Jianguo: "..." Qiu Xiuzhen really followed Wang Yutong for a while. When the child was commuting to and from get off work, he would stand in the corner of the carriage reading or listening to songs, and occasionally read comics on his mobile phone.

It's quite normal, and she stopped following after a while.

On Wang Yutong's first day back at the company, colleagues who usually don't talk much came to care about her and asked her if she was better.

Wang Yutong never realized that these colleagues who couldn't get along with each other were actually warm-hearted.

The boss was also very grateful to see her come back, saying that the procurement that was recruited as a replacement was a mess and he couldn't do a good job at all, hoping that the stars and the moon finally hoped that our manager would come back.

The boss sent her more than 6000 yuan, saying that after deducting the four insurances and one gold, she would deduct the vacation salary, including the quarterly bonus, which was more than 6000 yuan.

Hope she recovers quickly and don't get too tired.

Wang Yutong used the 6000 yuan to buy a tie and a Zhonghua cigarette for his father; he bought a wallet for his mother to replace the old model that was worn out; Bought high heels.

She bought a four-piece suit worth more than 1000 yuan for herself, and when she spread the bedding with the scent of softener on the bed that afternoon, she couldn't help but jumped on it.

The 6000 yuan was still spent cleanly, but it was spent extremely happily.

Recalling how my parents were red-eyed when they received the gift, Ma Youran hugged her madly in surprise and kissed her, and Wang Yutong's tears flowed into the brand new bed sheet.

The heart that has been guilty for a long time finally got a sliver of comfort.