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Ma Youran asked her mother and some other friends who had connections with the hospital, and recommended a depression expert, Dr. Luo from the Neurology Department of the Third Hospital of Peking University, and she took Wang Yutong there the next day.

Ma Youran waited outside for nearly two hours before Wang Yutong came out. There were tears on his face and he was still tired, but he seemed to be in a more relaxed state.

Dr. Luo said that it was psychogenic depression, because the stimulation of adverse events in life caused temporary psychological disorders, and some symptoms of motor inhibition, but not serious.

"Temporary? In other words, it can still be treated?" Ma Youran asked.

"As long as she can untie the knot in her heart, it will be relatively easy to recover.

Try it with drugs and psychological guidance. "

Dr. Luo spoke softly and was very kind. Ma Youran asked her why Wang Yutong couldn't think about it. Dr. Luo smiled and said, "This is a secret between me and Xiaotong. Let me keep it a secret for her."

Doctor Luo can guess without mentioning Ma Youran, what else could it be except because of Qi Yin?When she came back from getting the medicine, she saw Wang Yutong sitting on a plastic chair in the corridor sending messages.

How about sending a message to Qi Yin?It's a little bastard who doesn't know how to live or die if he keeps in touch after all this.

Ma Youran sat down beside her angrily, and wanted to reprimand her, but Dr. Luo explained that besides supervising the child to take medicine on time, she should also try to obey her behavior, and the only thing she wanted to do was to hurt herself. Let her do it, after all, it is not easy to have something interesting now, so don't put pressure on her.

Ma Youran sat beside her like a stone statue, holding the medicine and looking ahead expressionlessly.

"I told Xiao Yin that I won't be going back for a few days, and told her not to worry."

Wang Yutong also knew that Ma Youran cared about her, so he took the initiative to report.

"Okay, let's talk, let's talk, it's good to explain it to me, lest something happen to her after looking for you everywhere, I won't be responsible."

After Ma Youran said this, she felt a little hard again. After searching her stomach, she couldn't find a soft word. After thinking for a long time, she said, "You can stay with me for a while, tell me what you want to do, and I will give it to you." Done, what do you want to eat, my sister will cook and serve you in person."

Wang Yutong: "Are you cooking? Are you sure?" "Hey, what do you mean?"

"Do you have stomach medicine at home?"

"You want to die, don't you?" The two bickered all the way and drove home. Wang Yutong took medicine after arriving home and soon fell asleep.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Ma Youran just finished taking a shower and saw her lying on the sofa and falling asleep.

It's good to be able to sleep, Ma Youran coaxed her to the bed with great effort, and was about to dry her hair when the phone rang, and it turned out that it was Qiu Xiuzhen's call.

Ma Youran held the phone and hesitated for a long time whether to answer it. Although telling the uncle and aunt about this matter would indeed make them worry, they are the real family after all. I don't know how long the treatment will take in the future. The family of three The relationship has always been very good, and uncles and aunts are not unreasonable people.

So Ma Youran told Qiu Xiuzhen about the depression. Qiu Xiuzhen didn't understand what depression was. She was just worried about Xiao Tong. When she went to look for her at home tonight, only Qi Yin was there. When she asked where Xiao Tong had gone, she just said She is on a business trip.

But Qiu Xiuzhen felt something was wrong no matter what, and was very anxious, so she called Ma Youran.

"What do you mean by depression? Is there a mental problem!" Qiu Xiuzhen couldn't believe how the little boy could become like this, her voice was trembling with anxiety, Wang Jianguo stood aside wondering what they were talking about and kept asking, Was scolded by Qiu Xiuzhen.

Ma Youran first reassured them not to worry, and said what the doctor said. Nowadays, young people are under a lot of work pressure, and depression tends to gradually become younger.

Xiao Tong, this is a temporary depression, probably due to too much work pressure recently.

"If the work pressure is too high, don't work. We don't expect her to be able to do a big job. She doesn't need to make a lot of money. The most important thing is her health... How could it be like this?" Qiu Xiuzhen sobbed He asked, "Where is the boy now? Is it with you?"

Ma Youran knew that Qiu Xiuzhen wanted to come, so she advised them not to come here for the time being: "Little Tong didn't tell Qi Yin the truth, but only said that she was on a business trip. She didn't want Qi Yin to tell you, but she didn't want you to worry about it."

"How can we not be in a hurry! She is my daughter!"

"Yes...but the doctor said that everything is based on Xiaotong's thoughts now, don't force her, don't be a little emotionally stable and then stimulated.

In this way, uncles and aunts, I will keep in touch with you, tell you all about Xiao Tong, and also do her ideological work.

If she wants to see you, I will notify you as soon as possible, okay?She is just afraid that you are worried. "

After persuading Qiu Xiuzhen for a long time, she said that she wanted to come over to see the little boy while she was asleep, and take a sneak peek without waking her up.

What Qiu Xiuzhen said made Ma Youran feel very uncomfortable, so she agreed.

At night, Wang Jianguo and Qiu Xiuzhen rushed to Ma Youran's house, walked lightly through the crack of the door and glanced at Wang Yutong who was sleeping soundly, at this sight Qiu Xiuzhen cried, and walked away quickly, covering her face.

Ma Youran and Wang Jianguo looked at each other, feeling sad and helpless.

... After taking the medicine for a few days, Wang Yutong's spirit did improve. Ma Youran didn't go to the factory these days. Her mother said that the little girl in her class who was suffering from depression opened mouths on her arms with a knife all day long, and crawled. Once on the window sill and wanted to jump off, Ma Youran was scared even thinking about it, afraid that something might happen to her, he would stay with her at home, and also afraid that she would be upset if she saw someone, so he hid in the study, coming out to drink water from time to time to see how the child was doing.

After taking Prozac, she was very thirsty and sleepy. Wang Yutong often fell asleep while lying on the sofa, and woke up to go to the toilet in a hurry, several times in the morning.

As long as she doesn't mention work or Qi Yin, she can talk, laugh, and talk to Ma Youran, but sometimes she still likes to be in a daze, not knowing what she is thinking.

A week later, she took the initiative to bring up the work with Ma Youran, saying that people are really complicated animals.

"I didn't like our boss before, I thought he sold fake products and was full of lies, which was very unkind.

However, when I called him before and said that I would take a period of time off to see a doctor, I thought he would disagree, but I didn’t expect him to agree very readily, and also said that I do look very haggard recently, probably because I am too tired from work. .

Let me take a good medical treatment and rest, give me a suspension of pay, and welcome me back at any time. "

"That's okay, how useful you are! One is worth three, of course he would like you to go back again."

Wang Yutong sighed: "I'm still too young."

After speaking, he smiled leisurely at Ma, which shook her spirits.

This smile is really long gone.

Wang Yutong seemed to go to bed very late last night, Ma Youran woke up at two o'clock at night, and the light in her bedroom was still on.

Won't you suffer from insomnia again?She lay on the door and listened carefully, but there was no movement.

The quieter she was, the more frightened she became, and she was looking for excuses how to knock on the door and go in. Suddenly, the door opened by itself.

"Don't worry, I'm fine."

Wang Yutong stood in the door and smiled at her, "Look, I scared you.

I fell asleep in a while. "

"Tsk..." Ma Youran said angrily, "Don't scare me, don't you know if you are scared? All right, you go to bed early, isn't it said that you will go to the National Expo to see the exhibition tomorrow? Although I don't understand it, but You can take me to cultivate my sentiments, can't you? Hurry up, let's go on a date when I wake up."

Ma Youran blinked charmingly, Wang Yutong nodded her head: "Hurry up and go to sleep."

Ma Youran slept until dawn and woke up at 10:30.

She glanced at her phone and quickly got up: "Why didn't you call me?" She knocked on Wang Yutong's door for a long time, but no one opened it, and then knocked again, still no one.

Pushing it straight in, the quilt in the room was neatly folded, and a note was left on the bed: Youran, I've thought about it for a long time, there are some things I always have to face and deal with.

Don't worry, I'll be fine, I'll be back soon.

The exhibition at the National Expo lasts until the end of the month, and we will date again when I come back.

"Damn it! You damn child!" Ma Youran rubbed the paper into her palm, what was she going to do!Why is it so annoying?She thought about it and went out immediately.

Wang Yutong really wanted to find Qi Yin, but they met her as soon as she got downstairs.

In the hot summer season, Qi Yin sat in the gazebo downstairs of Ma Youran's house for an unknown period of time, with a pile of things at his feet, and seemed to have fallen asleep leaning on the pillar.

Wang Yutong stepped forward and called her softly: "Xiao Yin?" Qi Yin woke up suddenly, and when he saw Wang Yutong, he thought he was dreaming.

"Why are you here?" Wang Yutong saw that she was still wearing the clothes she wore the day she left, and the pile of things under her feet were her finished lunch boxes, "You... haven't been home these days?" "I did... But I didn't Don't worry, I'm waiting for you here because I'm afraid something will happen to you."

Qi Yin was very happy to see that her complexion improved a lot, "Have you seen a doctor? What did the doctor say? Did you prescribe any medicine?" "Well, I see, it's much better."

Wang Yutong smiled at her.

"That's great...Thanks to Ma Youran, if it wasn't for her, it would be really difficult for us to get through this time.

Boy, I'm going to apologize to her. "

"no need."

Wang Yutong shook his head lightly.

Qi Yin felt that Wang Yutong's attitude was a bit strange, but he couldn't say why.

"I've reflected on it these days. I'm not good enough for you. If I'm good enough, how could you get sick?" Qi Yin held Wang Yutong's hand sincerely and said, "I may not understand many things, and I did something wrong. , make you unhappy and even make you sick.

I know that I put too much pressure on you, and I was too frugal in terms of money. You are not delicate, you have never suffered since you were a child, and you should not suffer.

If you don't like that job, don't do it, find a job close to home and stop running around.

You are so thin, I will cook more fish and meat for you, you can eat more to improve your resistance and you will not get sick again. "

Qi Yin became more anxious as she spoke, she couldn't see the change of expression on Wang Yutong's face, "I will listen to whatever you ask me from now on, okay? Don't be angry with me, I like you the most."

Zai Yin took her out of the community and said he wanted to go home.

Wang Yutong recalled when the two of them wrote letters to each other as pen pals when they were young, and the feeling of trepidation and anticipation when they wrote the words "I like you the most" is still fresh in my memory.

At that time, she simply liked Qi Yin, and there were only the two of them in the whole world who liked each other.

It is not about money nor about family and future, there is no gap between the two, only the simplest and most primitive heartbeat.

Qi Yin dragged her out anxiously, the bus station was on the left and the taxi stand was on the right, Qi Yin instinctively walked to the left.

When I was young, I only knew that it was not easy to admit that I liked someone, but when I grew up, I realized that it is [-] times more difficult than admitting that I like someone is to admit that I no longer like it.

Wang Yutong let go of Qi Yin's hand.

Qi Yin's hands were empty, and when he turned around, he saw Wang Yutong standing where he was, and did not follow.

Qi Yin wanted to say something, but before he could speak, Wang Yutong said, "Let's separate."