after confessing to him

After Sanya came back, he seemed to take his angry words seriously that day, and even called to greet me every day. When I was harassed by him again and again, and finally answered the phone weakly, I said: "Mr. Call, I know you care about me, but I'm fine."

Teacher Gu's smile came from the other end of the airwaves: "We're dating! A phone call every day is necessary!"

I clarified helplessly, but he refuted one by one.So I thought, I need to make it clear to him face to face.

I don't want to be in a relationship with anyone right now, partly because of what I've just been through emotionally, and partly because of my mom.

The midsummer in this southern city is extremely difficult. The body seems to be wrapped in a layer of plastic wrap, which is airtight, and it will sweat profusely with any movement.The venomous sun baked the road surface, as if exposed to the scorching sun, it would disappear and melt immediately.

Sitting in a western food restaurant in Optics Valley, I waited for Teacher Gu.

The sunlight outside the glass window flickered for a while, as if a cloud had moved in, and the sky dimmed.

Soon I saw Mr. Gu walking in, I waved to him, he found me with a smile, walked over, walked gracefully, very much like his younger brother.

He sat across from me, and before he could speak, the waiter impatiently followed.

"Sir, everyone is here, can I order?" the waiter asked.

"Wait a second, there is one more, let's order together when everyone is here." Teacher Gu said.

"Another person? Who is it?" I asked curiously.

"You'll know when we get there." Teacher Gu smiled mysteriously, "Then...what can you do with me today?"

"Teacher Gu..."

I was interrupted by him just as I opened my mouth, he raised his eyebrows: "Call me Gu Yaojie, we have already dated, or you can also call me husband!"

"Fart! Teacher Gu, I just want to talk about this matter today. I pretended to cooperate with you last time, obviously only to attack Gu Yaocheng. In fact, we have no relationship at all, right? You should know better than anyone else."

"Yin Xiangyang." Teacher Gu became serious, "You just want to use me to attack Gu Yaocheng, and you want to date me, okay?"

"But my mother..."

Before I finished speaking, the familiar color at the door disturbed me.

At the other end of the gate, there was a tall and straight young man standing and looking around. He was immersed in the gray space, as if he was hesitating and helpless, which made me want to step forward and give him a warm hug.

—even though he hurt me deeply.

His eyes wandered around, as if he was looking for someone, and there was a fog in his eyes, which made me unable to distinguish his emotions.

I wanted to keep my head down as much as possible and not look at him, but I couldn't control my nerves.

Teacher Gu followed my gaze, turned around and found Gu Yaocheng.With a mysterious smile, he stretched out his hand to gesture to Gu Yaocheng, and soon Gu Yaocheng also found him.

He took a step or two forward, as if he had noticed me, his expression was slightly surprised, his footsteps paused for a second or two, red flames ignited all over his body, and then he walked over with a sullen expression.

"Is this your trouble again? Gu Yaojie, you are boring enough." Gu Yaocheng made a gesture to leave.

"Hey, good brother, why do you want to run away when you see your old lover and his new lover?" Mr. Gu satirized with a smile, and the "old lover" and "new lover" bit hard.

"Fleeing? Interesting!"

Gu Yaocheng paused, and sat down as if to refute.

"When I date someone, I'm just using him. How can I say 'old lover'? At most, it's just 'old friends' meeting."

He turned to me with interest, his eyes piercing.

"Really? Yin Xiangyang?"

"what……"

I didn't realize it for a while, and my mind was full of his heroic appearance when he just walked over.

That's how I am, anger comes and goes quickly.

Compared with loving someone, hating someone is really a brain-consuming thing, because love goes with the flow, but hate has to constantly spur yourself.

I glanced at Gu Yaocheng, and after a long while, satirized him back.

"Everyone, each other, I have a new boyfriend now, and the past is gone...Old, friend!" I spit out the word "old friend" playfully.

"Yeah, I hung out all night yesterday, if I didn't meet you today, I would have to fight a few more rounds!" Teacher Gu smiled quietly.

"Then I really want to congratulate you all!" Gu Yaocheng smiled, "Especially my...old friend!"

Angrily, I kicked Teacher Gu's leg under the table, who told him to call Gu Yaocheng in a short while, making the atmosphere so awkward, and more importantly - I had to hold back what I was going to say.

Teacher Gu smiled slyly, probably because he was proud of today's situation.

Suddenly his cell phone rang, he frowned, and walked aside to answer it.

There were only the two of us left at the table, and I was suddenly a little nervous, clasping my hands together, sweating profusely.

Gu Yaocheng was quite normal, with a contemptuous smile on his lips, he asked the waiter to come and order.

"Is he better or am I better?" After a while, he broke the silence.

"Huh?" I don't know why.

"You know what I'm talking about, old friend," he teased playfully.

"Crazy!" I spat.

"While dating me, socializing with other people, hugging and kissing, now fighting day and night, you are amazing!" He scorned.

"Gu Yaocheng, you!"

He jokingly said: "So why him? Is he really 'better' than me?"

I don't understand the logic of his anger at all. He is obviously using his "compassion" to insult me, and he is also using me. How can he not even feel guilty at all?But it was him himself reminding me of my hatred for him, and I tried my best to retort.

"Yeah, it's super powerful, the top is gentler than you, the bottom/face is bigger than you, the front/play is alluring, the climax/tide lasts, turns/clouds/covers/rains, desire/immortal/desire/death... how about it ? Can't compare to it!"

The boy in front of me fell silent. I looked at him, his face was ashen, and his lips were pursed.

I proudly looked at him who was defeated.

In fact, the current relationship with Gu Yaocheng is really unclear - "old friend" is almost like irony.

Another moment of silence.

The dishes were delivered quickly, and Teacher Gu also finished the phone call and returned to his seat.

He said: "Three people can eat more dishes."

"But it seems like there is more of me, and the two of you feel uncomfortable instead." Gu Yaocheng laughed at himself.

"Why?" Teacher Gu said, "Don't you two get along very well? When I was not a teacher in this school, every time I heard you calling at home, sometimes until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, I was so envious. I thought to myself who made my good brother so obsessed, I must know him. Now that I think about it, why don't I have such a good friend? You two are really rare!"

"Heh..." I glanced suspiciously at Mr. Gu, who had a calm expression. Everyone could hear what he was ironic, so I chuckled and continued. "The prerequisite for 'rare' is that one party is willing to be a fool in silence."

Gu Yaocheng put down his chopsticks and said seriously: "Yes, as long as one party prefers to always be at the disadvantage, friendship is not difficult to maintain."

Teacher Gu smiled: "So which of you two is a fool?"

"Of course it is me--"

I blurted out, but was interrupted by Gu Yaocheng.

"It's me, okay!"

Gu Yaocheng smiled indifferently, and continued:

"Do you need to ask? As Yin Xiangyang's friend, you have to buy more clothes, because he is very cowardly, and a little thing will make him cry. He likes to hug. When you comfort him, he will pour all his tears and snot into his face." You rub on your body; you must also have a strong body, because he often causes trouble or pretends to ask you to help him clean up the mess; you must also have a strong endurance, because he is really sensitive and suspicious, and will constantly Complaining and complaining, you have to be his trash can at any time, and hold his harsh comments on others; of course, the most important thing is that you have compassion, compassion, and heart... so you don't have to envy me for being friends with him, but luckily I failed, we can be 'old friends' now, and you, just be his boyfriend."

I angrily tore off the napkin and put it on the table:

"But how do I feel that those who always care about their own contributions and think that they are always giving and doing good are really hypocritical!"

"So, you are so concerned about my 'use' of you?" Gu Yaocheng looked over lightly and looked directly at him.

"That's not just taking advantage, it's deceiving!" I swallowed a mouthful of water, stood up, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm full."

"Did you see..." Gu Yaocheng looked at Mr. Gu, "A table of dishes...you have to clean up the mess for him again."

Teacher Gu didn't answer. Looking around the restaurant, she seemed to have found her target, and said loudly, "Waiter!"

Immediately afterwards, the waiter directly opposite held a bouquet of bright roses and walked towards Mr. Gu. Mr. Gu accepted the flowers with a smile, said "thank you" in a low voice, and then walked out of his seat.

What is he going to do...?Could it be...

I caught a glimpse of Gu Yaocheng as if he didn't see anything, and continued to eat food without changing his expression.

In the next second, a person squatted down in front of me——

Teacher Gu knelt down on one knee and touched the bright rose in front of me with sincere eyes.

My hunch came true, and I was instantly embarrassed-this is a restaurant!

——I was turned against by Mr. Gu.

"Xiangyang, date me!"

"Ms. Gu..." I said awkwardly, "This is a restaurant, and there are many people there!"

"Look again." He smiled slyly.

Before I could look up and see clearly, the loud "accept him, accept him" sound was deafening all around me.

——It turns out that this is a gay restaurant.

All kinds of good gay friends came over as if they were watching the excitement. I felt like a light on my back. Although there was an air conditioner, there was a fine layer of sweat on my forehead.

"Accept him—accept him—"

Everyone's enthusiastic shouts hit me like a heat wave. I saw Teacher Gu's sincere eyes, and my pressure doubled immediately.

"Xiangyang, do you know? I came to this school to find you."

Teacher Gu smiled beautifully:

"I used to be curious about what kind of person is like talking to my brother every day, so I secretly saw your photos. When I first met in 'G major', I knew it was you. You are so cute, so persistent, and you are so straightforward , I am happy for you at the moment, and sad because of you at the moment..."

"..." I gritted my teeth.

"Xiangyang, I have observed you for a long time, but I dare not approach you, not only the teacher-student relationship, but also..." He shook his head, "But now the problem has been solved, we are all single...Xiangyang, accept Me! I will definitely give you happiness!"

I stared at him blankly, Teacher Gu had all the tenderness and sincerity that Gu Yaocheng could not give me.

I wanted to see Gu Yaocheng's reaction, but reason told me not to, so I found Gu Yaocheng sitting quietly, still eating food calmly.

I gritted my teeth.

As if I had made up my mind in an instant, I put away the thoughts that were about to drift away, and amidst the enthusiastic voices of everyone, I nodded to Teacher Gu who was smiling in front of me, and caught the bouquet of flowers.

"Kiss one—kiss one—"

The group of onlookers around them are getting more and more insatiable.

Teacher Gu stood up, shrugged helplessly, and made a gesture to kiss her...

Hearing a "click", Teacher Gu stopped his movements and looked suspiciously at Gu Yaocheng who was holding a mobile phone next to him.

"Why don't you kiss?" Gu Yaocheng asked innocently.

"What are you doing?" Teacher Gu asked angrily.

"Can't you see? I'm taking pictures. Of course, I have to take pictures of such an important moment. When school starts, I'm going to show it to my classmates. How do you think they will react then?" Gu Yaocheng smiled.

"you!"

Teacher Gu turned pale with shock, completely lacking the tenderness and smile just now, and wanted to snatch the phone, but failed.

Gu Yaocheng opened the photo album and held it in front of Teacher Gu:

"Brother, you can see clearly, in fact, I didn't take pictures at all!"

Gu Yaocheng stood up and turned to me.

"Look, Yin Xiangyang, this is Teacher Gu who is dating you. Don't think that he can announce your relationship to the public because he confessed his love to you in this restaurant with so many good friends. In fact, in front of normal people, He still hides his feelings..."

He approached me and asked:

"Do you want to 'steal people' for the rest of your life?"

"Gu Yaocheng!"

Teacher Gu pulled away Gu Yaocheng who was in front of me.

"I'm full." Gu Yaocheng threw the napkin on the table, "My dear brother, you asked me to come here to watch this scene. I finished watching, do you want to know my opinion? It's very rude and hypocritical."

After Gu Yaocheng finished speaking, he walked away, leaving a group of people looking at each other in blank dismay. Fortunately, the other customers did not continue to pester, and pretended nothing happened, and continued to eat and drink.

After Gu Yaocheng left, Teacher Gu looked at me apologetically, and I shrugged my shoulders indifferently in comfort.The two ate in embarrassment for a while, and then their mood faded. Teacher Gu kept trying to explain Gu Yaocheng's question just now, but I didn't want to hear it.

After dinner, on the way to the station, Teacher Gu said he would take me home, but I really didn't want my mother to see Teacher Gu, so I just asked him to take me to the station.

"Is it officially confirmed today?" Teacher Gu asked cautiously.

"Hey..." I sighed helplessly.

"It's based on using me." Teacher Gu added.

"Don't say that, it's not fair to you... But I don't have that special liking for you."

"At least don't hate it." He retorted softly, "Emotions can be cultivated."

I pondered for a moment: "It's all like this today... Well, I'm dating you—not the kind that uses you, but the kind that simply cultivates feelings, but I can't tell my mother."

"Great!" Teacher Gu hugged me happily, and whispered in a whisper, "I saw you two arguing all afternoon today, I thought..."

I murmured: "Khan, you know that the two of us have already broken up, and today is also your game."

"I'm sorry just now. It's not that I can't tell our relationship in front of my classmates, but that I'm your class teacher. Even a relationship between a male teacher and a female student is not allowed, let alone..."

"I know, Teacher Gu, I won't tell my classmates, except for a few friends."

"Okay, and, call me Gu Yaojie or...husband."

I am absolutely insane.

I just ended a "relationship" that ended without a problem, and I haven't digested it yet, and I hurried into the next one. It may be "forced" by everyone today, but the deeper reason is-I really long to be loved by others.

But I lied to my mother, and I had no choice but to continue to do so.