Yesterday is not today

"You are so short of men? Huh? Hehe, are you born yinjian? Can't you live without men?"

Ajiu struggled desperately, Yan Chengli completely lost his mind due to his struggle.

"What? Others can? I can't?" Yan Chengli lost control: "You hate me so much?"

"Don't..." Ajiu was like a fish out of water, he struggled and cried out in pain: "I don't want..."

He kept refusing, kept saying no, like the night when he was first stripped of his virginity.

Only despair and whining remained.

But Yan Chengli didn't stop.

He repeatedly asked him why, why resisted, why refused, why not, why...

Ah Jiu just said, "No."

Ah Jiu's world turned red, it was the blood flowing from the corner of his lips, the flesh and blood he bit down hard, and the red flowing from his broken body.

The bloody, poignant bright red stained the corners of his eyes, he was clearly refusing it, he clearly said no.

He is obviously free, why?

He was still cut open in the middle, charued severely, and stained with other people's breath.

One night, until dawn, the red color spread, flowing out of his body, flowing into his eyes, and into his heart.

In this desire, there is no love, only hate.

At dawn, he finally uttered the second sentence other than not to.

"Why?" He asked him why?

Why possess him?

"Because you look exactly like him, are you satisfied with this answer?"

Because we look the same?Because you can never force him because you can't get him?Because you can't hurt him like this?

Because he is your Xiaoyuan, and I am just Ajiu.

Is that right?

So I can't laugh, I shouldn't laugh.

Ajiu smiled, shed tears while smiling, how long has he not shed tears?

From the moment he accepted the fate God gave him, he decided not to cry anymore.

However, it turned out that fate was far more cruel than he had imagined. He was obviously smiling, and he obviously wanted to face everything with a smile.

However, he still lost to the convulsions of the heart, the pain spread from the bone marrow.

It hurts...it hurts...they cried out, forcing tears from his eyes.

He was crying helplessly, he was crying like a broken child.

He covered his eyes with his hands. At this moment, he really didn't want to live anymore.

God, take me away if you can.

God, let me go if you can.

He prayed, filthy all over.

Even if there is no afterlife, I am willing to be a tree, a flower, or a bird.

However, God is too busy, it always ignores Ajiu's words easily, just like it always does, and this time is no exception.

Seeing his heart-piercing crying, Yan Chengli became stiff all over.

What did he do?

What did he say?

Why?To say that?

Why?To hurt him?

He, obviously did nothing wrong... He promised to give him freedom.

He, Ajiu, is obviously free.

But everything is out of control.

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"Let me go." Ajiu hugged her knees and curled up in the corner of the bed.

As if nothing had happened, he had already changed into clean pajamas, and the scars on his face were covered with bandages.

It's as if it never happened.

No harm, no tears.

But everything was out of control, Yan Chengli looked at the chains on his feet, looked around the windows sealed with wooden boards, the room was empty, without any sharp props that could be used as weapons and tools.

Only then can he leave with peace of mind, he said: "Impossible, be obedient, don't even think about leaving."

"Why?" Ajiu stared at him with those dimmed black eyes without blinking: "Why? Mr. Yan, you clearly know that I am Gu Jiu, and I am just a lowly male prostitute who lives on his body .”

"I know." Yan Chengli also looked back at him.

"I'm different from him." Ajiu said, "Don't you understand?"

"I know." He repeated: "But I thought, you can be like him, can't you?"

"I don't understand." Ajiu really didn't understand.

"You can be like him, Ajiu." Live a normal life like him, live in the sunshine like him, get rid of the haze in life, and start over, as long as you are by my side.

"Like him?" Ajiu thought.

"As long as you want, I can provide you with everything you want." Yan Chengli said confidently: "I can give you everything you want."

"Everything I want?" Ajiu repeated blankly.

"I'm going to the company. You stay in the room obediently and think clearly."

"......"

What do you want to know?

Like Xiao Yuan?Become his stand-in...?

To laugh like Xiaoyuan, to cater to Yan Chengli like Xiaoyuan?

It turns out that I still have such a choice, Ajiu thought blankly, becoming Xiaoyuan, getting the love of Yan Chengli, and living a false life.

It turns out that I still have this kind of life to go.

But why?Will you find it ridiculous?Would you find it unbelievably absurd?

This disgusting world.

His stomach began to convulse, and he curled up in pain, bowing into a small ball like a dying shrimp.

But the urge to vomit couldn't be stopped, and he eventually fell off the bed, the chains not long enough for him to walk to the bathroom.

He vomited all over the snow-white carpet.

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"Hello?" Yan Chengli answered the phone: "What's the matter?"

"Xiaoyuan asked me to bring you a message." Xu Shaoling still had the same business tone for thousands of years: "He said he missed his brother, so you don't want to bully his brother all the time, and occasionally take Gu Jiu's time. Give him some."

"Hey! How did I say that?! I clearly said..." The voice of protest came from the other end of the phone.

"I brought it, and bring him tomorrow morning."

Beep beep, just two sentences, only the blind tone is left.

Yan Chengli hadn't had time to say the words of refusal, but he actually knew that Ah Jiu didn't want to go out at this time.

But the strange thing is that Ajiu agreed.

He asked the servant to pass the message to Ajiu, and Ajiu agreed without hesitation.

Yan Chengli felt uneasy, so he called Yan Chengming. He wanted Yan Chengming to take a look at the company tomorrow, but was told that the boy had gone to S City.

"It's really unreliable at critical times." Yan Chengli frowned and called Xu Shaoling again: "I will ask Lao Li to bring Ajiu here tomorrow morning, let him rest at your place at noon, and I will pick him up in the afternoon."

"Hey? Young Master Yan is so close to people, is he afraid that people will run away?"

"Beep beep beep..." Yan Chengli hung up the phone directly.

Holding the phone, Xu Shaoling sneered: "I hope you are not really afraid of people running away, otherwise you will be sad again."

In front of him was Gu Jiu's health report.

There were five words printed on it: chronic renal failure.

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"Brother, why don't you come to see me?" Gu Yuan huddled in Ah Jiu's arms: "And your complexion is so bad, is there something wrong with you?"

"Are you angry with me?" Gu Yuan asked Ah Jiu in a low voice.

Ajiu laughed sullenly: "Why are you getting more and more stupid? If I'm really mad at you, can I chat with you here?"

"Then you don't come to see me..." Gu Yuan was aggrieved: "You don't even miss me, you come here less often than Yan Chengming."

"You're almost fine, why are you still acting like a baby?" Ajiu smiled and said, "My brother has a lot of things to do, too. I'm an adult too."

"What's the matter with you? More important than your own brother?" Gu Yuan acted like a baby: "You don't have a little time?"

"Then there is still a little time," Ajiu said, "I will visit you often in the future, okay?"

"I'm going to leave the nursing home from now on..." Gu Yuan said, "Brother, will you live with me in the future?"

"Aren't you going to college? You don't live in a dormitory?" Ajiu asked suspiciously.

"Eh..." Xiao Yuan had forgotten that he was still a young man who dropped out of school: "Then after graduation? Okay?"

"Let's talk about it when the time comes, brother also needs to save some money." Ajiu patted Gu Yuan on the head.

At this time, Xu Shaoling knocked on the door twice, opened the door and said to Ajiu, "Mr. Gu, come out."

"What's the matter, Shao Ling?" Xiao Yuan asked puzzled.

"His health report is out." Xu Shaoling raised the paper report in his hand.

"Okay." Ajiu got out of bed, put on her shoes, and covered Gu Yuan with a quilt: "I'll be back in a while."

Then he walked out of the ward with Xu Shaoling.

"Really, the health report is still mysterious and takes up my brother's time." Gu Yuan complained in a low voice, and turned his head angrily to go to sleep.