[Sound into the Heart Xiaofan Gao Hongyang] Boys' Notes

1.

That day, Zhang Chao received a WeChat message from Gao Yang.

At that time, he was swiping Weibo in high spirits, and he was a little absent-minded when he clicked on the message.My heart was full of inexplicable things, muttering to myself, how could this student Xiao Gao think of harassing him when he was free?

However, his eyeballs moved slightly, and after quickly scanning the two short lines, he suddenly felt that something was wrong.

"Zhang Chao, are you free this afternoon? Can I give you a call?"

Zhang Chao immediately dialed the WeChat number back, and the other end answered the phone within two seconds. He hurriedly asked, "What's the matter? What happened to you?"

Gao Yang didn't reply, just remained silent for a long time without saying a word.

Zhang Chao said "Hello?" for a long time, thinking that his signal was too bad, and was about to hang up the phone and dial again.

Gao Yang suddenly sobbed, and Zhang Chao was so frightened that he almost couldn't hold the phone.

"You..." Are you crying?

Zhang Chao didn't dare to ask.

He could feel that something was wrong with the other party, and knew that he must have encountered something difficult and difficult from the moment he made a phone call and politely asked for his own opinion.

But even so, he didn't expect Gao Yang to cry.

How could Gao Yang, whose emotion management and expression management are almost comparable to AI, cry in such a gaffe?

His heart tightened, Zhang Chao silently cleared his throat, and cautiously probed: "Gao Yang, what's the matter?" After a second pause, as if trying to cover up something, he stammered and added, "It can't be Think about me, don't you?"

After all, he smiled naively twice, trying to liven up the atmosphere.

But Gao Yang didn't smile.

If this was normal, he would at least sneer and sneer.

Zhang Chao scratched his head, feeling a whole lot of difficulty in his heart.

Xiao Gao wants to make a phone call but doesn't want to talk, what should he do?

He had no choice but to joke embarrassingly, saying Gao Yang, I use traffic, you can save a little money, and he said that you and Huang Zi are always chatting non-stop, why don't you check him today?

All of a sudden, Gao Yang took a breath into his lungs by his ear, crying so hard and shaking with pity for both of us, Zhang Chao's heart and fingers were twisted into a ball together.

"Ah Huang..." Gao Yang's voice trembled, and he could hear that he was trying hard not to let his emotions leak out too much.But he went on to say that it was inevitable that the brick wall that had been built with great difficulty came crashing down——

"I confessed to him, but he refused..."

2.

Zhang Chao didn't have time to be surprised by the huge amount of information in Gao Yang's words.

All he knew was that he had to take immediate measures to make Gao Yang pour out the bitterness that he was desperately suppressing, the sooner the better, even if he made the trash can himself.

Fortunately, he and Gao Yang are currently in the same city. Even though they are far away, it still takes two hours to meet each other, but he can't control that much, so he found a hot pot restaurant on Dianping and asked Gao Yang for his opinion. He also pulled Cai Chengyu who happened to have a dinner appointment beside him.

Gao Yang is very good at hiding, so he couldn't explain clearly on the phone. He was afraid that he would be ashamed after he calmed down a little. He ran away as fast as he could, and even pretended to be a peaceful world. He refused to admit it, and kicked this WeChat message that was almost equivalent to a call for help to the bottom of the car.

He will definitely continue to keep everything on his mind.

Don't be afraid to make a mistake.

Zhang Chao had an intensive discussion with Cai Chengyu along the way.

Gao Yang and Huang Zihongfan have a good relationship, there is nothing to be surprised about.The 36 brothers in Meixi Lake have a good relationship with everyone. Everyone gags, and sand sculptures fight each other.

If it is better to say who is partial to whom, Huang Zihongfan is indeed more clingy to Gao Yang in comparison, but he is as non-human as Gao Yang, and he is indeed more open to Huang Zi than to others.

But is that why someone "confesses"?

even……

So could Huang Zihongfan still reject Gao Yang?

Zhang Chao and Cai Chengyu looked at each other, with great doubts written in their small eyes.

3.

Gao Yang arrived earlier than Zhang Cai and Cai Chengyu, and Cai Chengyu pulled up a temporary small group on WeChat, asking him to order dishes according to his own preferences.

Gao Yang obediently replied hello, but then he suddenly disappeared, no matter how much Cai Chengyu laughed, he never replied.

How did Zhang Chao not know his urine nature?He patted Cai Cai who was at a loss, put his hand on his shoulder and sighed.

"Let's try not to mention Huang Zi for now." He said, "He must be in pain. If he wants to talk about it, he should be able to talk about it himself."

Cai Chengyu nodded, the worry on his face could not be resolved.

Gao Yang's seat is easy to find, and the door leads directly to the deepest part.

He was wearing a black peaked cap, and his upper body was wrapped in a loose black and white contrasting color sweater.There was no mask on his face, the corners of his eyes were red, and he was in a daze with a dazed and empty expression.

Zhang Chao saw him right away, but it was the first time he saw Gao Yang so pale and fragile after not seeing him for more than a month.He pulled Cai Chengyu, and the two came to the table one after the other.

Gao Yang raised his head and smiled lightly at them: Why are you so cautious?As if I were your dean of students.

Cai Chengyu grinned and smiled, and was about to sit beside Gao Yang when Zhang Chao slapped him on the head.

I sit!Can you guide people? Do you just sit down?

Cai Chengyu rolled his eyes.But he also knew that his role in front of Gao Yang was definitely not comparable to that of Zhang Chao, so the attack was limited to rolling his eyes, and he obediently gave up his seat.

4.

Sure enough, Gao Yang would hide.

As soon as he saw someone, the melancholy energy that he had just stood alone and was inseparable from each other disappeared in a blink of an eye.

He would still greet everyone to eat.The three young men who were still growing quickly swept away the four large plates of beef and mutton without blinking an eye. Gao Yang kept boiling the meat in the pot, and he never stopped raising his hand from the beginning to the end.

But Zhang Chao could see clearly, the number of times this man put food into his bowl could be counted on his fingers.He was always smiling when he heard Cai Chengyu rambling, but his soul never heard a word of these good jokes.

In front of them is just an emotionless repeater, a smile meter that operates precisely according to the program.

He had no choice but to hint to Cai Chengyu on the opposite side with his eyes: Don't make sand sculptures!The sheep have no chance to talk!

Cai Cai is wronged: what else can he talk about if he doesn't talk about sand sculptures?

Zhang Chao was taken aback, but it was true.

If he was asked to find a topic, all he could think of was the fact that Peng Peng had lost weight during the last dinner.Liang Pengjie's legs were as thin as bamboo poles, and even the baby fat was almost gone, but that dinner was a dinner for four people in 1975, and there were yellow seeds in it, so I can't mention it.

He also remembered that two days ago, he participated in a large-scale live broadcast for the first time in his life, chatting with fans by voice, and the chaos was out of control.

But in fact, I can't mention this matter, because it was Huang Zi who came up with such a ghostly idea, and he was the one who complained all day long that the live barrage was delayed and could not satisfy his witty remarks.

Thinking about it, Huang Zihongfan's ghost lingers in almost every story that happened around me recently.

Zhang Chao sighed and had nothing to say.

Now even Cai Chengyu was worried, he anxiously stuffed potatoes into his mouth, wondering if Gao Yang had closed himself because of his presence?

The meal continued stutteringly.

But when the hot pot was coming to an end, when Zhang Chao thought they were going to hold back his so-called consolation and bid farewell to Gao Yang, the lamb who forced himself to laugh the whole time couldn't hold on any longer.

He closed his eyes, slowly rested his forehead on Zhang Chao's shoulder, and let out a long breath as if he was extremely tired.

His shoulders trembled, and the shock was transmitted to Zhang Chao's hands through his shoulder bones.He realized that the breath wasn't relief—Zhang Chao stretched out his arms and pulled Gao Yang into his arms—it was Gao Yang's last effort and didn't want to cry.

But he couldn't hold back after all.

"Zhang Chao, I'm so sad."

The turbulent emotions have gone back and forth and finally found an outlet.

Gao Yang buried his head on Zhang Chao's shoulder, and wrapped his hands around his clothes.

5.

In summary, things are not long.

——Gao Yang bent over Huang Zihongfan, but the latter did not accept the former's confession.

6.

It is worth declaring that Gao Yang was 100% bent by Huang Zi.

Before that, his attention would only be allocated to the good-looking young ladies. In those little dreams about the future, falling in love with girls, getting married, and having children, everything is normal.

He never thought about the possibility of spending time with a young man hand in hand in the future, let alone the fantasy that the other party is his good brother.

Until one day, when Huang Zi collided with his wine glass, he shared a secret.

He said he had a boyfriend.

Gao Yang was awakened by these words, and stared at him with wide eyes, but Huang Zihongfan rubbed his brows and laughed: What's the matter?Didn't expect that?

Gao Yang was so shocked that he couldn't speak, and it took him a while to regain his voice: So...so you like boys?

Huang Zi nodded generously, and was so frank that it made people panic: it has been like this since childhood, and it can't be changed.

But Gao Yang still finds it unbelievable, obviously... this person looks like "Huang Yuzhi".What Zhang Chao usually says most often is "Huang Zihongfan, you are really a hopeless dead straight man". Why is such a dead straight man, Huang Yuzhi, so crooked that he is crooked?

Huang Zihongfan was dizzy and a little bit overwhelmed. He pushed Gao Yang's head and rubbed him like a small animal for a while, then he laughed softly, maybe to comfort him: "But you don't have to. Nervous, I can tell the difference between a brother and someone I like, as clearly and clearly as a man and a woman."

"And I won't fall in love in the future, don't worry."

He also had too much Gaoyang wine, his chaotic mind couldn't move, and he couldn't figure out why the other party told him to "don't worry".

The two couldn't remember who helped the other out of the food stall that day, went back to the hotel in a trance, climbed into their respective single beds and were completely broken.

But even if it was fragmented, Gao Yang would never forget it.

Huang Zihongfan likes boys.

7.

Gao Yang and Huang Zihongfan have a good relationship.

It's the kind of voice call that can last up to 12 hours, and can be connected to the line almost as soon as you wake up in the morning.

They watch movies, watch variety shows, and play stand-alone games, bickering in each other's voices. It seems that only in this way can they enjoy two irrelevant interfaces.

They also played the piano together and wrote songs together.One of the songs has lyrics and music, and they asked Brother Chuan to point out several arrangements, and the two harmonized, and the completion was so high that it could almost be recorded and published.

He and Huang Zihongfan always have some unexplainable understanding, but only the two of them can understand it, and I don't know why.

Gao Yang recalled one by one from time to time, and deeply suspected that he might really be in a hurry, otherwise why would he remember these mindless and boring things so clearly?