the landlord is a former

Nosebleed profusely.

Fu Baiqiu grabbed her by the collar and said viciously, "Is it cool?"

Ye Zixiao was dizzy and dizzy from this punch, and it took him a long time to recover, gritting his teeth and panting: "If you don't want to go to prison|prison, you'd better let go immediately."

As soon as the words fell, the nurse came to stop them.

Fu Baiqiu had no choice but to let go, his chest heaved violently, and his eyes were like knives gouging out the woman thousands of times.

"Ma'am, please let me handle it." The nurse frowned and stared at her bleeding nose.

Ye Zixiao wiped the nosebleed, and laughed wantonly: "Do you want to know how your precious girlfriend has been doing these years? Do you want to know how happy she is without you? Hahaha..." After finishing speaking Follow the nurse.

Fu Baiqiu trembled all over, clenched his fists, and tears flowed down.

She stood under the light, like a puppet, her mind was full of the scar on Jinzhi's wrist, hideous, distorted, rough, winding and crawling on Jinzhi's originally smooth and delicate wrist, ugly and sinful.

why......

After all, I haven't practiced it before, a punch won't break the bridge of my nose, it's just some flesh wounds, after a while, Ye Zixiao came out with a cotton ball in his hand, wiped his nose while walking, and looked provocatively at the people under the light .

The nurse looked at Fu Baiqiu as if she was a dangerous person.

Fu Baiqiu looked at her coldly: "Say."

"Let me meet Jinzhi first."

Fu Baiqiu raised his fist again, so frightened that the little nurse next to him was about to rush up, Ye Zixiao took a step back and waved his hand, "It's okay to say, sit down."

"..."

She put down her hand bitterly, forced herself to calm down, and sat down on the chair next to her.

The nurse backed away with a sigh of relief, but still stared at them worriedly.Ye Zixiao also sat down, crossed her legs, rubbed her nostrils with a cotton ball and casually said: "It's nothing, we've been together for the past few years."

"What do you mean?"

"Together, don't you understand?" Ye Zixiao turned his face sideways, with a hint of complacency in his dark eyes, "I have done everything that should be done between lovers."

Fu Baiqiu pursed his lips and clenched his fists, waiting for her to continue.

"As for me, I gave her some medicine to make her obedient. As for her, she is very obedient. I have been very happy these few years."

"Don't think I don't know that you forced her."

"So what? Angry? Very angry?" Ye Zixiao raised his eyebrows, and his smile became more and more arrogant, "But Jinzhi is very happy, we have tried various postures, up and down, front and back, it is really Wonderful~"

"However, the little baby Jinzhi is very disobedient sometimes, and I will teach her a lesson, such as locking her up for an hour or two. Alas, I can't bear it if it is too much. If you are disobedient, I will tie it up. In fact, it is not tight enough to scare her. She, you don't know how provocative she is when she cries and begs for mercy. People, I have such a heart. "

"We like to come on the piano the most, especially the big triangle for playing. The cover is like a single bed, no matter kneeling or lying down."

"But the piano is too hard, and I hurt my knees when I kneel. I don't want my little baby to suffer that, so I only play when I'm interested."

Ye Zixiao said while making cooperative expressions, folded his arms and hugged himself, his face was full of intoxication, immersed in it, as if that scene was just yesterday.

Fu Baiqiu bit his lower lip until blood came out, and growled, "Shut up!"

"You told me to say it." Ye Zixiao spread her hands.

The ghostly smile on the woman's face was blatantly provocative, as if she was certain that she would care and get angry.

Fu Baiqiu tightly pinched the armrest of the chair, his teeth were clenched, and the tip of his tongue tasted a little bloody.Just imagining that scene made her heart hurt so hard that she couldn't breathe, and her soul was burning with raging anger, and her whole body was boiling.

Suddenly, she laughed.

"Hahahahaha..."

Ye Zixiao: "???"

Fu Baiqiu took a deep breath, raised his eyebrows lightly: "Are you using 'dang|women humiliation'?"

Ye Zixiao: "What?"

"I'm sorry, Jinzhi and I have broken up these years. It's her freedom to do anything with anyone. It has nothing to do with me, and I don't have to care about it."

"But I feel bad for her ignorance, and for her stupidity."

"And—" Fu Baiqiu sneered, "Why should I believe what you say?"

Ye Zixiao squinted her eyes, with two folds at the end of her eyes, "It's very simple, just ask her. She will tell you that she loves me."

"Oh."

"..."

Fu Baiqiu leaned back and leaned against the back of the chair, seemingly muttering to himself: "She loves you, and she has come back to me so many times, she really has 'true love' for you."

"Little trick, does she think I don't know?" Ye Zixiao crossed her legs, her bright red lips were lined with dryness, "I did some tricks, her phone's global positioning, number tracking, real-time monitoring|listening .Besides, I know her too well. I want to save face and suffer, so it is easy to control."

"However, now that she's getting older, I'm not interested in her anymore. If you don't let me see you, don't let her see you. I'll return a broken shoe to you."

After saying that, Ye Zixiao stood up, glanced at his watch, and turned around gracefully.

"and many more."

The man stopped and didn't look back.

Fu Baiqiu stood up expressionlessly: "Did she ever cut her wrist?"

In sight, Ye Zixiao's shoulders trembled, but he didn't speak.

"Since you like her, you don't hesitate to control her in this way, why do you want to hurt her? Don't you feel sad? When you try all kinds of positions, but she thinks of me, huh?"

"..."

"You try your best to occupy|possess her, but you can't get her heart. You are helpless, you feel frustrated, and you are mad." Fu Baiqiu paced closer, half a body away from her.

Ye Zixiao turned around, her deep pupils reflected her indifferent face, so calm, and those deep black eyes were as sharp as a blade, seeing through everything.

"Fu, are you proud?"

"No, you are proud of it."

When the mask of disguise was torn off, fragility burst out hysterically, Ye Zixiao's eyes gradually became darker, lowered her voice, and said word by word: "I can't get her heart, but getting her body is enough, doesn't she want Are you looking for you, do you want to get back together? It's a pity that she can't get rid of the fact that I played badly in her life, no matter whether you can accept her or not, she has to live with a sense of guilt."

"I didn't know that I thought you were a man." Fu Baiqiu sneered and sneered, "They are all women, if you really want to talk about it, it's just each other."

"It seems that you are quite generous."

"It's just pity that you scold yourself when you become crazy."

"You—" Ye Zixiao was too angry to speak, glared at her, and walked away resentfully on her high heels.

Fu Baiqiu stood in place like a puppet, staring at her receding back, a chill rose from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, as if he was in the underground refrigerated area of ​​a funeral parlor, the coldness that penetrated the bone marrow penetrated into the bottom of his heart.

After standing for a while, she saw the doctor heading towards the ward, and followed slowly.

The doctor did some checks on Shi Jinzhi and confirmed that there was nothing wrong with her body. He suggested that they should be discharged from the hospital now, of course tomorrow is also possible, and the expenses will be borne by themselves.

Fu Baiqiu was worried and wanted to wait until tomorrow, but Shi Jinzhi insisted on being discharged from the hospital, and she didn't want to stay any longer, so in desperation, the two returned to the hotel.

"Are you hungry? I'll let the hotel deliver the food."

She helped him to sit on the bed and took two pillows for his back.

Shi Jinzhi shook his head, and suddenly grabbed her hand forcefully, "Why is Ye Zixiao here?"

"..."

I don't know how to answer this.Fu Baiqiu lowered his head and thought for a while: "I wanted to see you, but I drove you away."

"It's been so long, you must have talked, what did she tell you?"

The hand gripped tighter and tighter, Fu Baiqiu felt pain from the scratch, and frowned slightly, avoiding her gaze, "I've said everything about the past."

Shi Jin's hand suddenly loosened, and her whole figure slumped like a deflated ball. Her already dull eyes became more and more gray. She slowly retracted her hands into the quilt, wrapped herself up, and stared at the air in a daze, with an expression on her face. sluggish.

Silent and silent, as in the past centuries.

After a while, she said hoarsely, "Do you think I'm dirty..."

"Jinzhi, I don't like this word."

"But I'm just dirty." Shi Jinzhi laughed at himself, turned his face away, and tears fell silently.

Amnesia is the most beautiful thing in the world. It can restart people's soul with one click and gain a new life. For her, the pain she felt in the past far exceeds happiness. She would rather accept the side effects of amnesia and separate the good from the bad. Forget all the good things, when she unloads her burden, she is still her.

But restoring memory is a kind of cruel torture.

"I've read a book." Fu Baiqiu twirled her hair from the sideburns and gently brushed it behind her ears, his voice was calm and calm, "The book was written by the author based on her own experience. When she was a girl, she was seduced by her teacher. I did something that was not accepted by ordinary moral values. Although it was not her fault, she was sewn up with guilt and self-esteem when she was young. She thought she was wrong. Later she realized that the wrong It's not her, it's this twisted world."

"She said that self-esteem is a needle that hurts others and hurts herself, and self-esteem will sew her mouth shut."

"She also said that patience is not a virtue, but anger is a virtue."

"The dirty one is the criminal, not you."

Panting heavily, Shi Jinzhi grasped her hand as if grabbing a life-saving straw, and said tremblingly, "But I'm not an ignorant little girl, nor am I being tempted, I..."

"Jinzhi, no one knows you better than me, even though we've been separated for so long." Fu Baiqiu hugged her distressedly, tears on her face were stained by hair.

The person in his arms twitched and trembled, his stiff body wanted to lean on but dared not.

She didn't speak, and didn't know what to do except cry.

"But I don't understand. There are many things I don't understand. Can you tell me?"

"We tear away this layer of carrion and allow new flesh to grow."

The hot and humid breath in her ear made Shi Jinzhi tremble, the more she struggled, the tighter the man hugged her, and then a hand grabbed her left wrist, constantly rubbing the scar.

She remembered that once in high school, she had a quarrel with her father and was slapped. At that time, her brothers and sisters were all studying abroad, and she felt helpless, so she had to go to Fu's house overnight.

She told Maomao that she missed her mother very much.

The picture of her mother dying of illness in the hospital is the carrion in her heart, which repeatedly festers but does not scab. Mao Mao said that it would be fine if the carrion was cut off, and new flesh would grow back.

That day she hugged her and coaxed her all night, and the next morning she unexpectedly came out to Fu's parents and Fu's mother.

"Woo...Maomao..." Shi Jinzhi turned around and hugged her, buried his face in her arms, and cried bitterly.

Fu Baiqiu didn't speak, he touched the scar with one hand and patted her back with the other.

Not only Jinzhi, but I also need to cut the carrion. Although it will be very painful, the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain.

After crying for a while, Shi Jinzhi wiped away her tears, raised her red and swollen eyes and looked at her: "You ask, I'll tell you."

A soft kiss fell on the forehead.

Fu Baiqiu took a deep breath, and said slowly: "She forced you, or you took the initiative."

"I don't know. The medicine is too powerful. When it works, it's like hypnosis. I can't control myself, and I can't tell whether it's forced or active."

"After taking it for about two or three months, she said that if I don't want to take the medicine, I have to make her happy. I thought that meant that, I..." Shi Jinzhi choked on his throat and lowered his eyelids.

"I only took the initiative this time, and later—"

"Fool, you were deceived by her." Fu Baiqiu interrupted softly, and kissed her forehead. "She still gave you medicine afterward, didn't she?"

Shi Jinzhi nodded in pain, and continued: "She won't let me eat when I'm busy, because I want to maintain a stable mental state, and I will think of you. At that time, I couldn't figure out why you broke up. It was about the beginning of September. , I just found out that Ye Zixiao agreed to break up in my name, she showed me her mobile phone, looked at me and asked me to call you."

"But I can't get through, it's an empty number, I really thought you didn't want me..."

Shi Jinzhi began to cry again while speaking, wiped off his tears after crying for a while and continued to speak, intermittently.

"Actually, I can figure it out a little bit. If such a big thing happened, I couldn't get in touch with you. Would you think I did it on purpose? At that time, I wanted to go back to China to ask you to explain, but I couldn't go back. The documents are all in Ye Zixiao's hand." Here, even if I go to other countries, she bought the air ticket for me, and she also followed me when I entered and exited, I... woo woo..."

Shi Jinzhi cried so hard that he couldn't breathe, and lay in her arms to relax for a while.

It hurts, it hurts so much.

Fu Baiqiu got up to bring her water, and watched her gulp down half of the bottle, "I remember that the liquidated damages for that contract was...about 4 million to close to [-] million according to the exchange rate in recent years."

"I don't have that much money, ahem..." Shi Jinzhi thought she was blaming him for not terminating the contract earlier, so he hurriedly explained and choked on his saliva.

Fu Baiqiu frowned, annoyed, patted her on the back, and took a tissue to wipe off the water stains she choked.

"Cough... I saved money and sold those houses... Cough... I can only make up more than 3 million..."

"Speak slowly, don't worry, I don't mean to blame you." As he spoke, he hugged him in his arms and comforted him with a gentle voice.

Shi Jinzhi coughed a few times, breathed slowly, leaned into her arms and closed his eyes: "Then I, a fool, went to the doctor in a hurry and went to collect money in China. To be honest, the money of Chinese people is really easy to make."

"Puff haha——"

Both laughed.

The smile faded, Fu Baiqiu pinched her face, and said sadly: "Are you really carrying it alone? I don't want your father to know, and there is brother."

She doesn't know how rich the Shi family's family is, but it should be more than enough to take out [-] to [-] million.Thinking of this, Fu Baiqiu was startled to feel that he had slapped himself in the face, and just now he said, "Pride sewed her mouth together".

She knows what kind of person Jinzhi is.

I used to fight against my family, so I ran away from home with 500 yuan on my body, lived in an Internet cafe, slept in a bridge hole in a park, ate steamed buns, and disappeared for more than half a month without being found, forcing the old man to almost turn the whole Rongcheng upside down. In the end it was her He went back by himself and was beaten.

The father and daughter are more stubborn than the other, and they can't tell the winner.

"Let me speak to Shi Qingyuan? Then it's better to kill me." Jinzhi was emotionally agitated, and her red eyes were full of hatred.

"..."

"Although my brother took over the company, every account of the family that exceeds one million has to go through Shi Qingyuan's hands. My brother can't get that much money in his personal account. If he wants to help me, Shi Qingyuan will definitely know. Is there a difference? Not to mention my sister, she just got her degree and entered a law firm, and her own affairs were in a mess."

"If Shi Qingyuan found out that his daughter was gay outside and caused a scandal, especially in those two years when the domestic entertainment industry arranged for me, and that bitch He Ru was blowing pillows...he would beat me to death Yes, maybe I will enter the cremation furnace of your funeral home."

"If the old man doesn't die, I won't be able to love this family for a day."

"No, since my mother left, I have no home."

The more Shi Jinzhi spoke, the more excited he became, the veins on his forehead popped up, and his lips were deeply sunken by his teeth.

She didn't want to talk about it.

It hurts so much.

Whether in the past or now, no matter what Mao Mao thinks of her, it doesn't matter anymore, she is so tired.

Like a puppet with broken strings, she pushed Fu Baiqiu away, turned her back, and said to herself: "I can deal with my own affairs by myself. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I don't need anyone's sympathy. I don't need anyone's sympathy. You can live well, you are all far away from me..."

"Jinzhi, that's not what I meant."

"Woooo..."

"..."

She slowly retracted herself into the quilt, shivering.

When Fu Baiqiu thought of that book and the accusations revealed between the lines, his heart ached like a needle, exactly the same as Jinzhi at this moment.

——I am rotten orange juice and thick soup, I am roses and lilies covered with insect eggs, I am the North Star that exists in the city with lights and lights, but no one sees or needs it.

fart.

She squeezed her fist, lifted the quilt, and fished out Shi Jinzhi, who had shrunk into an ostrich: "Jinzhi, you must face it, you cannot escape. Let me accompany you, please. Come on, make it clear."

"Did I not speak clearly enough?" She regretted pushing Mao Mao, and she wanted to hug her.

And the next second, she fell into the embrace of wanting.

Fu Baiqiu kissed her face, forehead, and eyes over and over again, "I asked Qiao Lu, you came back to find me, right?"

"......Um."

"Ye Zixiao allowed it?"

Shi Jinzhi shook her head, and tears fell on her shoulders, "It's performances and activities, but she allowed me to move freely within the specified time, so I secretly went to Rongcheng to look for you, but I couldn't find you. There is no one in your house." ..."

[Little trick, does she think I don't know? 】

Ye Zixiao's words echoed in his ears, Fu Baiqiu secretly raised his breath, holding it in his chest, "Jinzhi, in fact, she knows your whereabouts like the back of the palm of your hand."

"What do you mean?"

call--

Fu Baiqiu was digging at the quilt with his palms, but he shook his head calmly: "It's okay."

"By the way, I contacted Qiao Lu, but she couldn't contact you either."

"I thought it was just the wrong time for me to go. It happened that you were not at home. Later, I found out that every time you were not there, I asked the neighbor's house and said that I hadn't seen anyone coming in and out of your house for a long time. I guess you must have moved out."

"I also asked my high school classmates and teachers, no one knows about you."

"You just disappeared..."

Shi Jinzhi pursed her lips, and let out a subdued sob from her throat, crying until her body twitched.

Searching again and again, disappointed again and again, only supported by a little obsession in her heart, and she even began to suspect that that obsession was imagined by herself and did not actually exist.

She didn't have an ex-girlfriend named Fu Baiqiu, and she didn't have an unforgettable first love.

So who is she?

Most of the time she is insane, fantasizing about people who don't exist in reality, or healing, or comfort.When she was sober, she thought about death for a moment, but she didn't know why she persisted.

Ye Zixiao said that it was love, she believed it most of the time, but a few times she didn't believe it.

Wandering repeatedly, very tired.

"Hibis—"

Fu Baiqiu called her softly, his heart ached beyond measure, and now his guts are turning green with regret.

"Hmm." Shi Jinzhi raised his head and met her red eyes, "Don't cry, Maomao, don't sympathize with me."

"No." She turned her face away.

"Actually, I occasionally thought about opening a mouth to my family, but when I thought of my mother holding my hand and saying that she would not forgive my father before she died, I just...uh... "

"Don't talk about it, don't talk about it." Fu Baiqiu lowered his eyes and kissed her lips, and quickly wiped away the crystals from the corners of his eyes.

If Jinzhi doesn't let her cry, she won't cry.

"I asked the hotel to deliver food, and you haven't eaten all day and night."

Shi Jinzhi flicked her hair and said sullenly, "I'm going to wash my face."

"it is good."

The hotel delivered the food quickly, Fu Baiqiu gave a little tip, and the two sat down to eat.

Because it was night, eating pure Western food too much meat was not easy to digest. Fu Baiqiu ordered pasta, which was Jinzhi's favorite black pepper flavor. She thought she had lost her appetite and couldn't eat a few mouthfuls. Unexpectedly, this person would gobble it up as soon as he opened his mouth. .

"Eat slowly, chew a little longer." She poured a glass of water and handed it over as she spoke.

Shi Jinzhi nodded, took a sip from the cup, and inadvertently shrank his sleeves up, revealing the scar.

Falling into Fu Baiqiu's eyes, her heart tightened again, she stared at the scar intently, and the noodles on the plate did not move for a while.

After eating most of it, Xu felt full, Shi Jinzhi gradually chewed and swallowed slowly, only then noticed that the person opposite seemed to have not eaten a few mouthfuls, froze for a moment, followed her fixed gaze to look at herself... .

scar.

"This scar is from myself when the contract was terminated last year..." Shi Jinzhi swallowed the strips and explained proactively.

Fu Baiqiu didn't move, but his brows furrowed even deeper.

"At the time of the lawsuit, Ye Zixiao refused to let me go. I thought she was holding back, even if she paid the liquidated damages, she wouldn't let me go. After all, she was too secretive. She even dared to buy and sell living people. I was very desperate to sell to those local tyrants in the Middle East, and I felt that all these years of hard work were wasted, and I was very tired, so I just..."

The severe pain in his heart made Fu Baiqiu laugh out loud: "Are you stupid, unless you chop off your whole hand, you won't die if you cut your wrists."

"Well, yes, the artery was too deep. I couldn't cut it. I almost died of pain. Then Ye Zixiao sent me to the hospital, and then the contract was terminated. I packed my things and went back to China."

"Hahaha......"

Fu Baiqiu raised his head and laughed.

"???"

"Hahahahaha..." I cried with a smile.

Before he finished eating the noodles, Fu Baiqiu put down his fork, got up and went into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and poured cold water over his face over and over again.

She never thought that this scar was so fresh that it was less than a year ago.

The sink was plugged up and filled with cold water. Fu Baiqiu buried his face in it. The freezing temperature made her tremble all over. She held it for more than ten seconds, and when she raised her head, she took a deep breath. She looked at her face in the mirror, which was covered with drops of water. , finally suppressed the anger.

"Momo—"

Shi Jinzhi stood at the door of the bathroom and looked at her calmly.

"Can you promise me one thing?"

Fu Baiqiu raised his hand to wipe off the drops of water on his face, and blinked: "Well, tell me."

"Don't pity me."

"it is good."

"Say one more word to me."

Fu Baiqiu clenched his teeth: "What?"

"Just say, I've been in a relationship for the past few years, but it's just that I met someone who is not good. I can get out, and I can start a new life, even if I will be alone in the future."

Shi Jinzhi uttered word by word, and every time she paused, she had to take a hard breath, fine waves surged up in her black eyes as deep as whirlpools, sparkling and crystal clear.

"Hibiscus."

"Ah."

"You have been in a relationship these past few years." Fu Baiqiu grabbed a towel and wiped his face.

"It's just a coincidence that it's not nice to meet someone." She walked forward slowly, looking directly into her eyes.

"You can come out, you can start a new life." Smile at her.

In the end, he hugged her and tried his best not to let his voice tremble: "Even if you are alone in the future."

"Thank you Momo."

Shi Jinzhi closed her eyes, and allowed herself to feel the familiar embrace, the familiar fragrance, and the familiar warmth for a few seconds, then she gently pushed Fu Baiqiu away, with a bright smile on her lips, "I'm tired, I'm going to sleep ,Good night."