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"I remember."

"I remember it all..."

Fu Baiqiu slowly opened his eyes wide, shook her hand vigorously, his heart beat rapidly, "What do you think of?"

Shi Jinzhi's eyes were red and swollen, and pain appeared on his face. He took a light breath, then pressed his lips tightly, and shook his head desperately.

She thinks a lot.

Confiscated documents and mobile phones seven years ago, followed 24 hours a day, and force-fed drugs...

I don't know whether it is the effect of drugs or psychological trauma, she hypnotizes herself to love that woman, she has never been forced.

To a certain extent, she did it voluntarily, and the other party only gave her medicine, which made her delirious, excited, and had some kind of illusion.

She voluntarily tried to curry favor with her in that way in exchange for not taking her medicine, but it was just playing into the man's arms.

She is cheap.

After suffering for seven years and almost escaping control in a self-destructive way, she no longer has the strength to challenge that woman, and only wants to find Mao Mao.As long as she lives, she will not stop looking.

But how to tell it?

Misunderstanding back then?Unbearable past?Those were the bloody scars on her heart, and if they were uncovered, even the flesh would be torn apart.

She even remembered the time when she lost her memory.

She was... so shameless.

Tears gushed out and fell down, she grabbed her hair with both hands, and let out a painful and hoarse growl from her throat, like a helpless little animal.

"Jinzhi!" Fu Baiqiu hugged her, his voice choked with sobs, "Don't think about it, my dear, it's all over, don't think about it, okay?"

"Go away, you go away..."

"Jinzhi?"

"Go out, let me be quiet, please." Shi Jinzhi struggled to push her away, turned his face to one side, and covered his mouth with his hands.

Fu Baiqiu frowned, clenched his back molars tightly, and walked out silently after a while.

The surroundings were so quiet that there was the sound of needles falling, and there was a buzzing in the ears.

Shi Jinzhi wiped away tears with the back of his hand, took a deep breath, closed his eyes and opened them again on his back, repeated several times, calmed down a little, and turned to look at the surrounding environment.

This is a single ward and she is in the hospital.

After combing through her memory carefully, she learned that she was invited to be a judge of a piano competition when she went to Germany this time. By the way, due to amnesia, she could figure out the reason for the breakup that year—but now she doesn’t need to figure it out, she has already remembered it.

Then there was the dinner party, she went to the bathroom, and in the bathroom she ran into the woman who had given her seven years of nightmares, was kissed forcibly, had a splitting headache, and passed out.

There was a tight pain in the chest, and a constricted feeling of suffocation.

She pressed her left chest violently, breathing heavily, her vision blurred again.She had to lie down, staring up at the ceiling, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes, soaking the pillow.

Nightmare, her nightmare...

The first time I met Ye Zixiao was at a piano competition.

That year, Jinzhi was 14 years old. He had just experienced the blow of his mother's death, and his relationship with his father was becoming more and more rigid.

She devotes all her energy to playing the piano. She is quite talented in herself. She studied under famous masters and showed extraordinary musical talent at a young age.At that time, as the only Asian finalist, she went to Germany, made a stunning appearance, and won the championship in one fell swoop, and her name has been known ever since.

Managers from many record companies approached her and expressed their desire to sign a contract with her to plan her future professional playing career.

Ye Zixiao was also among them.

At a young age, living in a foreign country, and having just lost her mother, she deeply remembers this big sister who can speak fluent Chinese and has a gentle and kind smile.

Perhaps it was a cultural difference. Other managers just asked her politely and communicated with her, but Ye Zixiao was different. She would care about her, greet her well, stay with her until the end of the game, and send her on the plane back home. .

Although he didn't sign the contract right away, in the following three or four years, Jinzhi kept in touch with his eldest sister. When he went to study in the UK that year, he signed a three-year contract without hesitation.

For three years, Ye Zixiao treated her like a younger sister, a daughter, and gave her great comfort when she lost her mother when she was young.

During that time, she was happy and happy. She lacked none of her studies, career, lover, and friends. Occasionally she couldn't balance, but she could fix it soon.

In terms of career, Jinzhi trusts Ye Zixiao very much, what she says is what she says, and she only needs to practice the piano every day, keep learning, and ensure that her level does not decline.

When she was 21 years old, her contract expired and she voluntarily chose to renew it. Ye Zixiao brought her a new contract. The terms were a bit harsh, and the cost of breaking the contract was also very heavy, but the relative plan was clearer and the benefits were more lucrative.In addition, she trusted Ye Zixiao, so she signed it directly.

【Party B unconditionally obeys all arrangements of the company】

[Party B will share all income with the company fifty-fifty]

[Party B shall pay USD 8000 million in liquidated damages for terminating the contract without authorization]

Fu Baiqiu vaguely sensed that something was wrong, saying that this was the overlord's clause, and she thought it was fine, it was just superficiality.

At that time, they didn't know at all that Ye Zixiao was the second largest shareholder of the company, and the so-called "meaning of the company" was largely her meaning, and an invisible net was being tightened quietly.

In July of the following year, Ye Zixiao showed her true colors when there was a sudden air crash. Since then, she appeared to be free, but in fact she lost control of everything. Contact, even the activities are carried out under strict surveillance, which is called protecting her.

Until one day, Ye Zixiao brought her mobile phone and showed her the received text message.

Wife: 【Break up】

Shi Jinzhi: "???"

Ye Zixiao sneered: "She doesn't want you anymore, congratulations on being single again."

Then the nightmare really begins.

After being drugged again and again, if she is obedient, that person will be more gentle, but if she is disobedient, what awaits her is a small black room and a thick hemp rope.

Ye Zixiao never beat her, let alone abused her. She only pinched her invisible places, and then used drugs and psychological suggestions to make her take the initiative and make her voluntary.

"Baby, this is called love, I love you, and you love me too, understand?"

Love, what is love.

Only by constantly convincing herself that this is "love" can she not completely collapse.

"Want to get rid of me? If you get the money, I'll let you go."

8000 million US dollars, more than 4 million yuan, most of the money she earned in these years was taken away by Ye Zixiao, and the sum in her hands was less than 3 million yuan. Even if she sold several properties in Europe, she could only make up [-] million yuan More.

She wanted to terminate the contract, but she didn't want to tell her family, so she could only desperately make money.

Ye Zixiao asked her to go to the domestic entertainment industry to make money, saying that Chinese people make money very easily, the market is huge, and there are many fools.

So there were those two years when she was too high-profile in the domestic entertainment industry and was hacked by Cheng Xiang.

Earning quick money not only damaged her reputation, but also lost her mind. Fortunately, she reined in at the end of the precipice and did not abandon her piano career.

Finally, in June last year, she and the company went to court, terminated the contract, lost all her belongings, and completely freed herself.

The white horse passes by, and seven years are like a dream.

Shi Jinzhi was lying on the bed, staring at the bright lights on the ceiling, her tears had dried up, and her heart ached.Now that she finally finds Mao Mao, she originally planned to get along with her for a while before finding a chance to explain the truth, but unexpected amnesia suddenly interrupted her plan.

But after such an encounter, she no longer had the courage.

【Let's break up】

【She doesn't want you anymore】

Fu Baiqiu stood in the corridor, leaning against the wall, the light stretched the shadow to the door of the ward, she pricked up her ears to listen to the movement in the room, only faint sobs could be heard.

Complicated feelings surged from the bottom of my heart, more sourness and bitterness intertwined.

It is now 24:[-] p.m. on April [-]rd, and Jinzhi has been in a coma for [-] hours—she was found passed out in the toilet last night and sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. Her vital signs are all normal, but she still does not wake up.

The scene of deja vu was like the night of the winter solstice.

Fu Baiqiu raised his head and took a deep breath, his chest seemed to be clogged with cotton, and it was stuffy, probably the trace left by the palpitations and cramps last night, when she saw Jinzhi lying on the ground, lifeless, all the strength in her body was convulsed immediately Dry, fell limply and sat down, feeling that the whole world had collapsed.

Surveillance video captured Jinzhi entering the toilet, a blond woman in red went in, and went out in less than 5 minutes. When the next lady went in, she found the person fainted on the ground.

She recognized that face, it was Ye Zixiao.

Unmistakable, the side profile that flashed by the night before yesterday.

"Woooo..."

There was a subdued whimpering sound in the ward, which gradually became louder. Fu Baiqiu's heart tightened, he lost his thoughts, and rushed in hastily.

"Hibiscus!"

The man was lying on the bed, his body twitching, his tear-filled eyes were wide open, as if he saw something terrifying.

Fu Baiqiu sat by the window, caressed her cheek with his hand, bent over and whispered in her ear: "It's okay, Jinzhi, it's okay, I'm here."

"Maomao..."

"Well, I'm here." Kissing the corner of her eyes, the tip of her tongue tasted a bit salty.

Shi Jinzhi held her hand tightly, his chest heaving violently: "Will you listen to my explanation?"

"Okay, I'll listen if you don't cry."

"Well."

Knuckles slightly bent and brushed the corners of her eyes, Fu Baiqiu carefully wiped away her tears, raised the hospital bed, and then unscrewed the mineral water provided by the nearby hospital, "Drink some water first, are you hungry?"

The hospital provides free three meals for inpatients, but the hospitalization fee is quite expensive for non-German citizens and without medical insurance.Jinzhi just woke up now, she wanted to inform the doctor, but it didn't look right at the moment, she needed to stabilize her emotions.

Shi Jinzhi took a few sips of water, shook his head, his eyes were red like rabbits, "Even if you won't forgive me, I have to make it clear."

Fu Baiqiu silently covered the water, put it aside, and took her into his arms.

"Well, let's talk."

She also wanted to know.

"After the concert that day..." Shi Jinzhi said in a nasal voice, snuggling tightly into her arms, the pain of tearing the scars was not as painful as losing a lover.

Fu Baiqiu listened quietly, his arms gradually tightened, his eyes were red.

It turned out that when she was most desperate, the person she loved was suffering a hundred times more intensely. If she hadn't been disheartened and said to break up, but had dealt with her family's affairs and returned to London, if she hadn't decided to change Lose contact information and address...

They will not miss seven years, and each other will not suffer seven years in despair and nightmares.

But no if.

"I thought you didn't want me anymore." Shi Jinzhi muttered, buried her head in her shoulder and rubbed lightly on her shoulder, a drop of tears still couldn't be held back, scalding her skin.

Fu Baiqiu's lips trembled: "What else?"

"what?"

"These seven years."

Shi Jinzhi choked on his throat, his body trembled suddenly, he pursed his lips and remained silent.

Suddenly, her left wrist was firmly grasped, and Fu Baiqiu's calm voice came from next to her ear: "Tell me how this scar came about."

"..."

"Say it!" He lowered his hoarse voice with hysterical anger.

Shi Jinzhi twitched in fright, struggled to pull his hand away, and shook his head desperately: "Don't ask... I don't know... I don't know..."

"Why didn't you tell me before you lost your memory? You stayed with me so shamelessly, why did you tell me now? Huh?" Fu Baiqiu lost control of his emotions, staring hard at her eyes, and pressed her shoulders to question.

But after a while, she softened, closed her eyes in pain, and pressed him into her arms and kissed him over and over again.

"Um... Momo..."

Shi Jinzhi was itchy all over from her kiss, so stuffy that he couldn't breathe, "I...I didn't think it through..."

"Think of what?"

"I didn't think about how to tell you." Her eyes were dark and tears were shining. "And if you say it, you may think that I am quibbling, and you will hate me even more."

Fu Baiqiu suddenly remembered the WeChat message he received on the day she was picked up from the hospital by her brother.

【sorry】

[There are some things I don’t know how to tell you, it’s my fault and it’s not my fault, I don’t know what to do either]

[Will you listen to my explanation when I think about it? 】

[No need to explain, I don’t want to hear]

Yes.

At the beginning, she didn't receive any news from Shi Jinzhi, but saw the video of him attending the event on the Internet, and she was sure in her heart that she did it on purpose, and her hatred began to grow wildly from then on, love and hate intertwined.

She has already decided that Shi Jinzhi abandoned herself for her career, and that the other party is a scum.

"sorry."

Shi Jinzhi sniffed, raised her head, her dark eyes of resentment reflected her face, "We can't go back, right?"

Fu Baiqiu looked dull and didn't answer, his heart was stabbed again and again, dripping blood.

She won't tell Jinzhi that among the countless reasons she has found for her, there is really such a one, but it is the fastest to be denied, because even she doesn't believe Ye Zixiao would do this, she finds it absurd and ridiculous, He even thought that he was too cheap, and he had to find reasons for the other party when he was hurt.

As for why they are so decisive, it is probably due to their own fragile self-esteem. There have been problems in their relationship for a long time, and the misunderstanding is just the fuse.

As long as there is a little bit of trust, persistence, and not giving up, she will definitely return to London and will not change her contact information.

Young, passionate, always so impulsive.

—— tuk tuk

A knock on the door interrupted her thoughts, she got up and opened the door, it was a nurse.

The nurse said that a lady named Sherly Ye came to visit the patient. Although she whispered it, Shi Jinzhi heard it, and all the nerves in her whole body tensed up, and her fingernails clung to the bedding.

Fu Baiqiu glanced back, told the truth that she had woken up, asked her to take care of her, and then went out like a gust of wind.

People from the organizing committee came in the morning, as did friends who were familiar with Jinzhi in the orchestra. Because Jinzhi was still in a coma, it was inconvenient to communicate, so she could only express concern and regret, but she never expected that Ye Zixiao would dare to come.

Walking through the clean and lengthy corridor, the slightly bloated back of the blonde woman came into view.

"Ye Zixiao." Fu Baiqiu stood still behind her, and said her name in a cold voice.

The woman turned around calmly, a hint of understanding appeared on her slightly aged face, as expected.

The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, with a charming smile: "My old friend still remembers me."

"Of course, I not only remember you, but also brought you a gift."

"Oh?"

Fu Baiqiu sneered, clenched his molars tightly, raised his arm and slapped her face fiercely.

--Snapped!

Ye Zi was dumbfounded.

- Boom!

Before the burning pain on her cheeks subsided, her nose was punched firmly again, and a warm, fishy liquid dripped down. She raised her hand in a daze, and touched a hand that was scarlet.