Second first love

Lin You's complexion changed, and he stood up abruptly.

Xu Kexian looked at him leisurely, and after a while, he supported his limp body from behind, and whispered: "Why are you so drunk?"

He seemed to be fascinated, he rubbed lightly on the side of the other's neck, and took a moderate bite.

Lin You trembled from his fiery lips, struggled to turn his face away, and let out an inaudible gasp.

"What?" Xu Kexian leaned closer to listen, smiled slightly, and said in a low voice, "Yes, I added some gadgets. Have you used 'Fluorine|Nitrazepam|Pam'?"

He pinched Lin You's chin with one hand and kissed it recklessly.Lin You's eyes widened in an instant, his eyelashes trembled, and his deep black pupils reflected deep hatred.

The dull pain on the side of his face and lips and teeth stimulated his nerves, and his mind suddenly cleared up. He bit it down without hesitation, and the smell of blood immediately permeated his mouth.

Xu Kexian pushed him away forcefully, covered the wound on his lower lip with one hand, and glared like an enraged lion.

Lin You bumped into the frosted glass, made a loud noise, and slumped down along the door panel.He didn't seem to feel any pain, so he sneered slightly, without looking at Xu Kexian, turned away the handle with convulsive fingers, and struggled to crawl out.

Xu Kexian grabbed his collar and pulled it hard, and immediately crushed his pale fingers with the heel of his leather shoes.Lin You forcefully choked back his painful breath, sweat dripping down his face.

The piercing cold eyes made Xu Kexian take a step back, and then he frowned and kicked the opponent rolling over.

"Unfamiliar thing." Xu Kexian said with a sneer, bent down and grabbed Lin You's short hair, rubbed his thumb against the other's bloodshot and bright red lips, and sneered, "Kiss? You don't deserve it."

Lin You couldn't say a word, so he opened his mouth to bite him.

At this time, the medicine took effect and the muscles relaxed. Xu Kexian simply let him hold his finger in his mouth, dragged him up from the ground, and walked out half-dragging and half-embracing him.

Outside the bathroom, the security guard stepped forward and was about to speak.

Xu Kexian's face remained unchanged, he stuffed a few big bills into the opponent's pocket, and smiled kindly: "My friend is drunk and wants to vomit."

The security guard frowned, looked at the pale Lin You, and finally let the door open.

Xu Kexian threw him into the cubicle and locked him neatly.

Lin You huddled in the corner, shivering unconsciously, his pupils couldn't focus, and looked up at him blankly.

When Xu Kexian saw his weak and pitiful appearance, his heart seemed to be on fire. He stepped over and approached him, with a gentle and tender tone: "You know? When I was with Xiao Min, I was always thinking about you. A Thinking about the cubicle on the fourth floor of the high school makes me so excited that I can't contain myself."

He lowered his head to kiss the corner of his mouth, but Lin You struggled desperately, turned his face away, and told him to kiss the corner of his mouth.

Xu Kexian let go of him, took a step back, and smiled sinisterly: "I forgot, you are only worthy of this."

Lin You was dragged out of the corner by him, his knees softened and he knelt on the ground.Xu Kexian's eyes were hot, and he pulled his trouser chain with one hand, while pressing the opponent's head firmly.The veins on the back of Lin You's hands bulged, he didn't say a word, he just struggled.

Xu Kexian's hands were shaking with excitement, and he actually got the zipper stuck in the fabric, and simply let go of his prey to untie the belt buckle.

Lin You seized the opportunity to crawl out, and just as he locked the door lock with his right hand, he was pulled back.

The man was furious, grabbed Lin You's hair, and bumped against the water tank casually.After letting go of the limp Lin You, he realized that there was a lot of black hair falling between his fingers, and he couldn't help being stunned.

Lin You raised his head and panted for a while, his eyes were loose.Suddenly, his body trembled violently, turned over abruptly, hugged the toilet, and vomited faintly.

Even though Xu Kexian's sperm was on his head, under the pungent stench, he lost interest, and his brows were furrowed in anger: "What a fucking disappointment."

Lin You's stomach was empty, and only clear liquid remained after vomiting.He was slightly awake in his mind, and when he heard the words, he provoked a mocking smile: "Fuck you..."

Before he finished speaking, his stomach bag convulsed, he opened his mouth uncontrollably, and suddenly vomited a mouthful of blood.

Just as Xu Kexian opened the door, he took a step back in fright and stammered, "You, you..."

Lin You didn't have the energy to answer him, the smell of blood made his Adam's apple roll, cold sweat rolled on his forehead, and blood kept spilling from his mouth.

Xu Kexian hesitated for a moment, raised his hand to caress his trembling back, but Lin You waved him away.Before he could react, there was another burst of heart-piercing retching, and he vomited out black blood clots.

The smell of blood filled the toilet, Xu Kexian's legs were weak, and he tremblingly touched the phone, but Lin You looked down at the toilet, and pressed the flush button calmly.

"you……"

The clear water whirled, stirring the blood clots and filth into the sewer pipe. Lin You picked it up casually. Seeing that the roll had bottomed out, he turned to him calmly: "Paper."

"..."

Lin You took the tissue and wiped his mouth casually, put his head under the faucet to wash it, and staggered out.Xu Kexian saw that his face was tense and his front was still stained with blood, so he didn't dare to move for a moment.

And Lin You just pretended that he didn't exist, and walked away slowly while holding onto the edge of the wild wave dance floor.

His face was calm, but his fingertips trembled slightly.

——Xu Kexian was an out-and-out scum, but it was this scum that saved his youth when he was on the brink of suffocation.The hug on the middle school roof has made him feel restless for decades.

Standing blankly on the unfamiliar street, Lin You only felt tired.In a trance, he suddenly felt that the ups and downs of the 20 years of suffering were mostly retribution for stealing life.

The sunset was beautiful that day, the wind was free, and the red leaves were lingering downstairs in the teaching building. It was the best day to say goodbye.He missed that day, gritted his teeth all the way to this day, and still had to go—still nothing but bruises all over his body.

What is my life for?

The turbulent crowd and the hustle and bustle had nothing to do with him.He stood alone in the depths of the night wind, alone, at a loss.

Lin You supported the cold glass curtain wall, raised his eyes to meet the dazzling lights all over the street.Amidst the grotesque and feasting, he vaguely met a clear gaze.

Lin You held his breath and stared intently, as if chasing a vague figure.

The man didn't leave, walked straight to him through the traffic.He let out an inaudible sigh, wiped Lin You's drenched forehead hair, and said helplessly, "It only took a while, how did you make it like this?"

The deep and moving voice was like a drum beating, knocking open a crack in the heart, and the blood gurgled and flowed, warming the stiff limbs.

Lin You opened his eyes slightly, and said mechanically: "Yu Xiaolan, I'm very sad."

The man was at a loss, wiped his face with his sleeve indiscriminately, and said in a low voice: "I was wrong, I'm sorry. I, I shouldn't have said that. I regretted it as soon as I said it. I've been looking for you all night..."

Lin You didn't speak, and let him rub his face red.

Yu Xiaolan pressed his head into his arms hard, and coaxed him loudly: "I'm a jerk, I said the wrong thing, don't be angry, Youyou. Be good, don't cry. If you get angry, hit me, don't cry ,ah."

Gradually regaining his sanity, Lin You faintly felt the wetness coming from the opponent's shirt, and only then realized that he was crying.

Yu Xiaolan listened to him not saying a word, grabbed his hand and wanted to slap herself.Lin You rolled his eyes stiffly, and subconsciously withdrew his hand.Yu Xiaolan's face flushed red with anxiety, her whole body was limp, wishing that the other party would step on her feet to feel at ease.

Lin You blinked and said softly, "No, I don't want to."

He couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear to bear the embrace that he had been waiting for half his life.

Yu Xiaolan was still tugging at him, hearing this, she slowly closed her fingers, interlocked them firmly, and led him towards the bright place like no one else in the street.

"Let's go and take you home."