brother love me more

The next morning, Lu Feng woke up leisurely and found himself nestled in Lu Ze's arms. Lu Ze's sleeping face was close in front of his eyes. His eyelashes were thick and slender, his nose was straight, his thin lips were slightly parted, and there were some slightly protruding stubble on his chin. , is the boy's handsome face.

As long as Lu Feng went down a little bit, he could kiss Lu Ze's lips, but he turned his head and it was printed on Lu Ze's face.

When did you move your heart?

Lu Feng regretted forcing Lu Ze to move back home, otherwise he would not have fallen to this point, but at the same time, he felt fortunate that he had lived for nearly 28 years, and it was the first time he experienced love so deeply, even though it was terribly painful.

This is the bitter and sweet love that Lu Ze brought to him.

As the Sichuan-Tibet line travels all the way, step into the belly of the beautiful Tibet step by step, feeling the innocence and beauty of this place.

At the foot of the snow-capped mountain, Lu Feng was shivering in his down jacket, watching the sun rise from the top of the mountain with Lu Ze, illuminating the whole land.

In the depths of the lake, Lu Feng and Lu Ze stood silently, looking at the sparkling lake surface.

In front of the glacier, Lu Ze boiled a handful of snow water and brought it to Lu Feng's mouth. Lu Feng took a sip and shivered: "It's so cold."

"Snow water is of course cold."

"Then give me a drink."

"You don't have to drink."

Lu Feng kicked him angrily and walked forward. Lu Ze shouted from behind: "Go slowly, walk slowly, this oxygen is insufficient, don't walk so fast."

Lu Feng slowed down and waited for him panting slightly. Lu Ze followed him: "Give me your hand. The altitude is too high and the consumption is too high. I'll help you."

Lu Feng handed over his hand and let Lu Ze hold his hand, stepping forward step by step.

The trip to Tibet came to the last stop, Lhasa.

The most indispensable thing in Lhasa is temples, and the temples in Lhasa have never lacked worshipers. People from all over the country come here admiringly, including Lu Ze and Lu Feng.

In the temple, there were worshipers kneeling in front of the Buddha statue. Lu Ze and Lu Feng knelt on the ground together, leaning over with their foreheads against the backs of their hands.

After leaving the temple, Lu Feng asked, "Did you make any wish to the Buddha?"

Lu Ze smiled: "I can't say, what about you?"

"I don't say it either."

The ten-day trip to Tibet exhausted Lu Feng and Lu Ze's vitality, and they were paralyzed for two days before returning home to recover.

The night before the results were released, Lu Feng and Lu Ze stayed in front of the computer. At one o'clock, Lu Ze logged on to the website to check the results. There were too many people logging in, and he couldn't refresh it for a while. Lu Feng was in a hurry. Lu Ze comforted him with a smile: " Don't be in a hurry, can you?"

"Can I not be in a hurry? Please refresh and refresh."

Lu Ze refreshed it a few more times, and the webpage finally appeared. He entered the information, and a score sheet appeared on the screen.

It was quiet for a moment, Lu Feng read it several times, and then hugged Lu Zehuang excitedly: "654! Lu Ze, you are too good! 654! Can you go to a good university in China?"

Lu Ze supported him with a smile and said, "Yes, I can."

"The next step is to fill in the volunteers, right? Which university do you want to go to?"

"Z is big."

Lu Feng was stunned for a moment, put down his hands, retreated to the bed and sat down: "Big Z...it's quite far away."

Lu Ze looked at the computer screen: "Well, it's quite far away."

"Have you thought about it?"

"Think about it."

Lu Feng's voice sounded from behind: "Go when you think about it, Z University is pretty good, as long as you like it."

"Ah."

The summer vacation for graduating from high school was extremely long, and Lu Ze quietly waited for the coming of parting.

It took Qiu Hai a lot of effort to call Lu Ze out. On the court, Qiu Hai dribbled the ball and cursed: "Are you planning to disappear?"

Lu Ze grabbed the ball and shot a three-pointer, sat down on the ground next to him, and Qiu Hai sat next to him with the ball in his arms: "What's wrong? You're frowning."

"It's nothing."

"Are you really planning to go to University Z?"

"What do you say after filling out all the volunteers?"

"You pretend to be chic even though you're not willing to do so. There are so many key points in this city, which one is not good?"

"Now that you've decided, just stay away."

Qiu Hai bumped into him: "Sage of Love, Brother Lu Ze."

"Fuck you, what about you, where are you going?"

Qiu Hai chuckled: "Guess?"

"Can you stay away from me?"

"Coincidentally, we are in the same city. What's more, our schools are not far away."

"Why are you so haunted?"

Qiu Hai put his shoulders on his shoulders: "Don't be brother Lu Ze, it would be great to be a companion for us who don't know each other well."

"roll!"

After exercising, Lu Ze felt much better after sweating. When he got home, Lu Feng was sitting on the sofa.

"Your acceptance letter."

Hearing this, Lu Ze went to pick it up, and the hot characters burned his eyes.

"Congratulations." Lu Feng dropped a sentence and entered the room, leaving Lu Ze silent with the admission notice.

The days were the same as usual, he and Lu Feng still often fought, went to the suburbs to watch the sunrise, and went to the beach to watch the sunset, they looked very brotherly and respectful, but no one mentioned that matter again.

No one said goodbye.

In September of Shiwei, Lu Ze couldn't refuse Lu Feng, so he could only agree to send him to school.

Z University's welcome posters were plastered all over the campus, and they were led by an enthusiastic senior to find the dormitory.

The senior made a fuss about Lu Ze: "Student, boyfriend?"

"No, my brother."

The senior's eyes lit up: "Orthopedics is taboo?"

Lu Ze was speechless: "It's really my brother."

The senior put his hand on Lu Ze's shoulder: "Then can I chase you?"

Lu Ze was shocked: "You..."

"Don't panic, don't panic, you can think about it, this is my contact information, remember to add me ~ goodbye, junior."

Lu Ze petrified on the spot with the small note.

Lu Feng helped him put his things away and asked, "What is this?"

Lu Ze was still in a daze: "Contact information, the senior asked me to add him, and said he wanted to chase me. It's weird. Is it so obvious that I'm gay?"

Lu Feng calmly took the note and put it in his pocket: "Study hard."

"...I'm already in college."

"Don't you have to study hard in college? You just started school, and you don't know anyone. In case you are deceived, be honest."

Lu Ze: "..."

Lu Feng accompanied Lu Ze to report again, and then he was about to go back. Lu Ze sent him out of the school gate. Qiu Hai was waiting at the school gate, and when he saw Lu Ze from a distance, he shouted, "Brother Lu Ze—Ah Ze—"

Lu Ze quickly ran over and covered his mouth: "Shut up, you don't want face, I want face."

With his mouth covered, Qiu Hai moaned, and he pulled Lu Ze's hand away, panting, "You want to suffocate me?"

"What about aunt and uncle?"

"Send me here and go back." Qiu Hai turned his head to look at Lu Feng who was walking over and said, "He sent you here?"

"Ah."

"Tsk tsk, then will I watch a farewell scene later?"

Lu Feng came over and said, "Hello, Qiu Hai."

Qiu Hai smiled and embraced Lu Ze's arm, pinching the tender flesh on the inner wall of his arm: "Hi, are you here to send Lu Ze to school?"

"Yes, but I'm leaving now."

"Goodbye then, be careful on the road."

Lu Ze was breaking out in a cold sweat after being pinched, and endured the pain and said, "Be careful on the road."

Lu Ze looked at their arms and nodded.

Lu Feng was about to leave, but Lu Ze was held still by Qiu Hai. The moment Lu Feng was about to get into the car, Lu Ze broke away from Qiu Hai's hand and ran towards him, hugging Lu Feng into his arms, letting passers-by No matter how you look at it, he didn't let go of his hand.

Qiu Hai folded his arms to watch the show.

Lu Feng's wristband was on his back, and his head was buried in the hollow of his shoulder. Breathing the smell of Lu Ze, he controlled his voice and said, "Be good here, get along well with your classmates, and be happy every day."

"Ah."

After hugging for an unknown amount of time, Lu Feng said in a light voice as much as possible: "Then I'll go back."

"Okay," Lu Ze let go, and said, "Goodbye."

Lu Feng's car had already driven a long way, Qiu Hai came over and patted Lu Ze on the shoulder: "It's so touching, brother, I'm going to cry."

It was already dark when Lu Feng returned home. City S is really far away from City H, and he is... really far away from Lu Ze.

Lu Ze quickly adapted to college life. His roommates were very friendly, and his studies were unhurried. Everything was developing in a good direction, even if he was not very happy.

The bell rang, and Lu Ze picked it up helplessly.

"Hey Brother Lu Ze, come out and play tomorrow."

Lu Ze turned on the speakerphone, packed his books and said, "No."

"You have nothing to do on weekends, come out to play, people haven't seen you for a long time."

"I have a part-time job as a tutor tomorrow."

"I rely on brother Lu Ze. The money your parents left you is enough for you to buy a house in the capital. Plus your rich brother, are you free to experience life?"

"Yeah, do you have any comments?"

Qiu Hai restrained his urge to drop his phone: "Push it back, I have a girlfriend, and I want to meet you."

"When did this happen?"

Qiu Hai was unusually shy: "It's not long since I started school, she's a senior, she's pretty."

Lu Ze put the book on the shelf: "Then let's stay together, what can I see?"

"You are my best brother, why don't you help me check? It's agreed, tomorrow at six o'clock in the afternoon, I will be in a hurry if you don't come."

The phone was hung up, Lu Ze shook his head and called, and changed the tutoring time to the next day.

Lu Ze very much regretted agreeing to Qiu Hai to come out to meet him, because he was abused the whole time, and the way Qiu Hai and his girlfriend talked about each other reminded him of the days when he and Lu Feng were bickering and fighting, and his thoughts overflowed Lu Ze's chest unexpectedly.

In the end, Qiu Hai sent his little girlfriend to the car and walked the street with Lu Ze.

"Aren't you going to send your girlfriend back for a stroll with me?"

"She asked the little sister to go shopping, and I can't get in with a big man, so let's go for a walk with you."

"I have nothing to accompany."

"How is college life?"

"pretty good."

Qiu Hai stopped and said, "Ah Ze, do you understand that people have to look forward?"

"Understood."

"My school will have a fraternity in a few days, you go with me."

"What am I going to do at your school's fraternity?"

"Take you to meet new people, look at you now, how many words can you say a day? How many people have you met since the beginning of school? How many times have you gone out?"

"Does it matter?"

Qiu Hai said angrily: "Of course it's important. Lu Ze, you are a human being. You have to deal with this society. You are completely closing yourself off now. If you continue like this, accidents will happen."

"Will not."

"Lu Ze!" Qiu Hai held him back: "You can't even get angry, haven't you noticed?"

In the past, he and Lu Ze would quarrel and hurt each other after a few words. Before that, Lu Ze couldn't bear to scold him, but now Lu Ze is so calm, no matter what, he can't stir him up. He is so calm that Qiu The sea is afraid.

Lu Ze said lightly: "Why should I be angry?"

Qiu Hai's tears fell instantly, and he hugged Lu Ze tightly: "Ah Ze, wake up, you can't go on like this, you will be ruined if you go on like this."

"Will not."

"I beg you, Lu Ze, look at other people and stop guarding that person."

"Can you let go first, if your girlfriend sees it, she will suspect that we are having sex."

Qiu Hai laughed through his tears: "As long as you can forget that person, I'm willing to have sex with you, and I can do the following."

Lu Ze also smiled: "You are a good person, but I really don't like you."

"go away……"

"I know what you're worried about, don't worry, nothing will happen to me," Lu Ze patted him: "It's getting late, go back quickly."

"I send you."

"I'm a big man and still want you to send it?"

"No, or I won't worry."

Lu Ze couldn't resist him, so he could only let him follow. When he arrived at the door of the dormitory, Lu Ze said, "Okay, go back quickly, and pay attention to your own safety."

Looking at the back of Lu Ze entering the door, Qiu Hai's eyes turned red again. He and Lu Ze have been friends since elementary school. When he graduated from junior high school, he knew Lu Ze's secret and hid it with Lu Ze. Almost suffocated, Lu Ze is still the same as before, and will repeat it for many years.

According to his relationship with Lu Ze, if Lu Ze says he likes him, he will be with Lu Ze without saying a word. He doesn't care about those nonsense, he cares about Lu Ze, as long as he can play with Lu Ze, Regardless of his lover or his brother, Lu Ze just likes that person, and he is still determined.

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