brother love me more

Midsummer is coming quietly, and the sound of cicadas echoes in every corner of the city. The boy's thoughts are bitter, but they are still silent and buried deep in his heart.

As the college entrance examination was approaching, Lu Feng cared more about Lu Ze. He picked him up in the morning and evening, and reviewed with him every day. Lu Ze was reading in the room and doing the questions, and he would bring some food and a glass of milk from time to time, and then sat in the living room and dozed off.

Lu Ze carefully went over to cover him with a thin blanket. When Lu Feng noticed that he woke up, he looked at his watch and said, "It's already 11:30 and you still not asleep?"

Lu Ze said softly: "Even if you are sleeping, you should go to sleep too, it's cold here."

Lu Feng rubbed his eyes: "You wait."

Lu Feng ran into the kitchen, brought out the milk and handed it to Lu Ze. The warmth passed through the glass to Lu Ze's fingers, and then soaked into the young man's heart.

Lu Ze teased, "Brother, do you want to have a sip?"

Wrapped in a blanket, Lu Feng took it, took a sip and handed it back to him, saying, "Drink quickly, go to sleep after drinking."

Lu Ze was surprised for a moment and didn't know what to do. His eyes stopped on the rim of the cup, and he naturally turned the cup to cover the place that Lu Feng had touched. His lips moved lightly, as piously as a kiss.

Seeing that Lu Ze had finished drinking, Lu Feng said, "Okay, go to bed quickly, don't read any more, good night."

The light in the living room was very dim, the boy lowered his head and said hoarsely, "Good night."

When Lu Feng entered the room, Lu Ze shrank himself into the sofa, looked at the cup, and did not return to the room until midnight.

Lu Feng sent Lu Ze to school in the morning as usual, and Lu Ze still entered the class with his school uniform and jacket on. The upper left corner of the blackboard read: "Countdown, 20 days."

20 days.

Qiu Hai came over cautiously with his schoolbag in his arms, and said, "Ah Ze, I'll give you something nice."

"No, go away."

Qiu Hai held the schoolbag tightly: "It's really a good thing, I picked it for you."

Lu Ze raised his eyebrows: "What?"

Qiu Hai opened the schoolbag: "Look for yourself, be careful, don't be discovered by others."

Lu Ze looked at his schoolbag in doubt, and his face instantly became stiff, because...Qiu Hai's schoolbag was lying...a bag full of...gv discs.

Lu Ze covered his face: "Are you sick?"

"How is it? Are you moved? I bought this specially for you. There are all kinds of products from all over the world. Congratulations on becoming an adult! You don't need to thank me, let's take it to observe!" Qiu Hai generously handed the schoolbag to he.

Lu Ze slapped him on the forehead: "Look at your size!"

Qiu Hai ran away with his head in his arms: "Do you have a conscience? I lent you study materials with good intentions and you still hit me!!"

"I don't need it, take it back and fuck it yourself!"

A small episode passed quickly, Qiu Hai asked: "You really don't want it?"

"No."

"Really not?"

"do not want!"

"That's fine, I won't be able to go to study tonight, go out to play with my brother, and my brother will take you to a big meal."

"Skipping class again?"

Qiu Haiyi was filled with indignation: "What is skipping class? I'm using the available time to do meaningful things. I've already booked my seat, and the teacher has a meeting tonight, so I won't come to class. Let's go, Brother Lu Ze~."

"Stop, I'll go, be normal."

"I'll wait for you that night, Brother Lu Ze~"

Lu Ze was struggling on the table, why is a straight man gayer than him.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Huyang High School ended on time, and Qiu Hai took Lu Ze to the place that had been reserved earlier.

Qiu Hai brought him to the best western restaurant in the city. Lu Ze looked at the luxurious dishes on the table and joked, "Brother Hai, you've made a fortune."

Qiu Hai snorted triumphantly: "Brother, let's be righteous. To celebrate your eighteenth, my buddy has included all the pocket money. Pity me for those genuine CDs, but you don't want them."

"Don't mention your CD, I can't bear it."

Qiu Hai raised a glass of red wine: "Come on! Happy birthday to Brother Lu Ze!"

Lu Ze was also very moved: "Thank you Haizi."

"You are welcome, eat!"

Lu Ze was putting a piece of steak into his mouth when he suddenly remembered that Lu Feng would pick him up from school at night, if he was found skipping class, it would be over.

He took out his mobile phone and was about to send a message when Lu Feng's message came in: "I have a party tonight, you go home by yourself tonight, be careful on the way."

Lu Ze gripped the phone tightly and put it back in his pocket.

Qiu Hai asked: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing."

It's just that even after eating the three-layer strawberry cake, Lu Ze felt that it was just chewy.

When the two of them finished their meal and went out, it was already dark, Qiu Hai looked at the time, just after eight o'clock, Qiu Hai asked: "Is it early or late, what are we going to do next?"

Lu Ze: "A shot?"

"...Damn it's gay."

Lu Ze smiled and put his arms around his shoulders: "Go, brother will take you to the movies."

"Brother Lu Ze, you are so kind~"

"roll!!"

While joking with Qiu Hai, Lu Ze took out his mobile phone and replied, "Okay, be careful too."

It was nearly ten o'clock after a movie ended, Lu Ze didn't ask Qiu Hai to take him home, but walked home slowly by himself.

The wind in the summer night was a bit cool. Lu Ze pulled up the zipper of his coat to cover half of his face. A gust of wind blew by. Lu Ze raised his head and stretched out his fingers to feel it. He said to himself: "Have you passed by Lu Feng?"

There was a new cake shop downstairs, and it was about to close. Lu Ze opened the door and went in. The clerk introduced him with a sweet voice. Lu Ze pointed at a cake, paid and left.

Lu Ze opened the door and said, "I'm back."

The room was dark, no one answered, Lu Feng hadn't come back yet, Lu Ze turned on his phone, at 10:30, there was no message from Lu Feng.

He didn't turn on the light either, and sat on the sofa by the light from the window, and took out a lighter from his pocket. Lu Feng didn't allow him to smoke, and he never smoked again, but he was used to carrying a lighter.

Taking advantage of the moonlight outside the window, Lu Ze put candles on the cake and lit them one by one. The flames of the eighteen candles danced and shone on Lu Ze's face. There were crystals on his face, but he disappeared into the darkness.

The candle burned out, but Lu Feng still didn't come back.

Lu Ze nestled on the sofa with his legs in his arms. A slight sobbing sound came from the darkness, but he couldn't hear it clearly. It was very dark and there was no one around.

No one will see it, and no one will hear it.

It seemed like a whole century later, there was the sound of a key turning at the door, and then with a snap, the living room lights came on.

Lu Ze huddled together, and there was still an untouched cake on the table.

Lu Feng looked at the time, it was [-]:[-], luckily he was in time, he went over to put down the cake, and patted Lu Ze lightly.

Lu Ze woke up in a daze: "You're back."

"Well, sorry, I'm late."

Lu Ze smiled: "It's okay."

He was laughing, but Lu Feng felt that Lu Ze seemed to be crying.

Lu Feng pushed the cake on the table aside, opened the cake he bought, inserted a candle and lit it, and said, "Happy birthday Lu Ze."

"Thank you."

"Make a wish."

Lu Ze made a wish on the candle, then blew out the candle, and the clock passed twelve o'clock.

"Sorry, I came back late."

"It's okay, you're busy with work, and I'm not a child, so I need you to coax me in everything."

"What wish did you make? Tell me, and I will help you realize it."

"It doesn't work to say it."

Lu Feng said, "Okay, then let's cut the cake."

The two cakes were squandered after being eaten and wiped. It was already late when the trouble was over. Lu Ze needed a good rest as a third party in high school. Lu Feng pushed him to take a bath. When Lu Ze came out of the shower, Lu Feng was already on the sofa Fell asleep.

Lu Feng drank and fell asleep during the party, and he tried his best to push back the next drinking game before he could barely rush back. Lu Ze walked over and called softly: "Lu Feng, Lu Feng?"

"Lu Feng? Get up and go to sleep in the house."

Probably because he was extremely tired, Lu Feng didn't move at all, Lu Ze squatted in front of him, the broken hair on Lu Feng's forehead was quietly scattered aside, his face was a little red from drinking wine, and his lips were ruddy and slightly parted. She stopped when she was about to approach his lips, and finally turned her head and tapped his cheek.

"My wish has come true, thank you."

Lu Ze went back to his room and took a quilt to cover Lu Feng. When he returned to his room, he lay on the bed and touched his lips. This was the most precious gift he had received from Lu Feng over the years.

The day of the college entrance examination is approaching, Lu Feng looks more nervous than Lu Ze, Lu Ze wants to laugh when he sees him: "I took the exam and not you, why are you nervous?"

"I'm worried for you. Don't be nervous. Just come as usual. After the exam, I'll take you to have a good meal."

"Just one meal?"

"Several meals are fine, and you can eat for a lifetime."

Lu Ze smiled and said, "I can't ask for it."

The car stopped at the gate of the school, and Lu Feng began to tell him what to do, but Lu Ze interrupted him: "Okay, it's like going to war, I'm going."

"I am here waiting for you."

"it is good."

The pen tip scratched across the test paper, leaving some ink marks, and the sunlight penetrated through the glass, sprinkled on the lonely and proud back of the young man, and also sprinkled on the anxiously waiting people outside the school.

After the exam in the morning, Lu Ze stepped out of the exam room. He walked briskly on the campus road. There were many parents waiting at the gate, but he could still see Lu Feng at a glance.

After the last exam, Lu Feng quietly closed his pen, and Lu Feng was still waiting for him at the door.

Lu Ze, the co-pilot, was very quiet and couldn't see any joy or sorrow. Lu Feng said, "I'm really reluctant, right?"

Lu Ze looked at his side face, then turned his head away: "Well, I can't bear it."

With more than half a month to go until the results are due, Lu Ze is thinking about how to spend this long summer vacation meaningfully, so that he can leave some memories for the rest of his long life and talk about it for comfort.

Lu Feng asked: "Don't you all like some kind of graduation trip? Where do you want to go? I'll take you there."

"No, just stay at home."

"Why do you, a young man, always think about squatting at home? Think about it, you can go anywhere, or go abroad, but you have to slow down when you apply for a visa."

Lu Ze thought for a while and said, "Let's go to Tibet."

Lu Feng choked on a sip of water and coughed non-stop. It took several minutes to calm down: "How dissatisfied are you with me?"

"Didn't you say that it can be done anywhere?"

Lu Feng slumped on the sofa: "I went to the plateau with my old bones, and I will die when I come back."

"Yo, you said you were eighteen last night."

"Okay, then go to Tibet."

Lu Ze was speechless looking at his expression of death.

City S and Tibet, one is in the east and the other is in the west. It took them three days to drive to Tibet.

It may be that there are many tourists during the graduation season, and the hotel room is full. It will be nine o'clock in the evening, and it is not safe to find any more. The two can only live together and there is only one room left.

Lu Ze laughed at himself, look, even the heavens are pitying him and creating opportunities for him.

Lu Feng drove all the way, and now he was so tired that he fell asleep. Lu Ze helped him take off his shoes and clothes, wiped his face with a wet towel, and then lay down beside him.

Lu Ze didn't dare to get too close. In fact, what Qiu Hai said was right, he couldn't hold it in. Once he got close to Lu Feng, he couldn't hold it back. He always wanted to get closer, and get closer.