Love from a paladin

4.7

He ruined my face and forced me to wear a mask to see people like him.He whipped my body hard with a knotted whip, leaving me bruised.

What did I do?Why did he torture me like this!

4.8

No one would believe it, and no one would sympathize with me.

The presiding judge released the news that I will be his successor and join the ranks of honor.

And the wounds on my body are the honorable scars left by his test.

Liar, disgusting liar.

4.12

De Roja was very perceptive. He saw my scars and knew exactly why I hadn't been home for a few days.

"It must be the presiding judge." He said firmly, "He is the only one who has such a perverted hobby, torturing others but giving hope—"

I interrupted him and asked him "how did you know that?"

Deloga was silent for a while before replying, "I don't know, there seems to be a hazy memory... The heirs of the presiding judge all died for various reasons. I'm afraid I will really believe in his character..."

We then fell into a long silence.

4.19

De Roja stayed by my side for a long time.He seemed to want to hug me to comfort me, but he didn't want to come over.

He thought he could hide well.

But maybe I don't need comfort... A vicious idea was gradually born out of hatred.

4.21

The presiding judge told me to go to his place again, and the person who called me was a comrade-in-arms I knew... Is he persecuting me?

But that's okay, maybe everything will be fine, not too bad.

5.1

Another torture, painful torture.

De Roga was silent for a long time, and silently took out his medicine bottle to me.In this time of scarcity, every cure is worth fighting for... Is this his way of forgiving me?

I'm afraid it's hard to sleep today...

5.11

"The Inquisitor's favorite thing to do is to torment young, healthy, vigorous people," De Roja said. "As the beginning of madness."

"The person he chooses now is you."

5.12

"Some people are clearly living in the light of happiness, but they are constantly pursuing the darkness of pain."

5.13

De Roja reveals his inner world.

"I don't know, and I even look at the existence of human nature with a negative view... Maybe there are good ones, but not now." He said to me, "That's why I don't like staying in crowded places for a long time One of them. It was also the reason why I was a little dissatisfied with your flirting with you..."

Has he ever been dissatisfied with me?I have no idea……

5.14

I covered my face, at his request.

Going to other places, I silently observe all the good and friendly people I thought before.

What did I see?

5.15

After reading a book, I feel that it is better not to speculate on others maliciously.

Hope my decision is right...

5.16

Derogar's mind was like a deep, dark void, as if connected to the legendary void.

I was infected by him...the distance between us is getting closer...

5.23

Another few days.I can sense a special gaze on my... depleted body... wanting to break the fragile skull.

5.30

We pray silently under Hermosey, the god of love and marriage at the end of the month, linking our hearts.

God seems to have blessed us.Now I can vaguely perceive Derogar's thoughts... partly, and he can perceive mine too.

6.4

We didn't behave like people in love at all.

6.13

The assumptions about love seem too high.

6.14

He came again, and he was still tormenting.

Hope Derogar will be okay.

6.23

I came out, badly hurt.

De Roja brought out more healing drugs... Where did he come from?Will there be any danger?

6.24

Uncharacteristically, he went out.

I'm at home and starting to think about some questions... when did he start?

6.30

The red moon at the end of the month reappears.

When will this miserable life end?

I quietly followed Deroja and entered the decaying forest together with him... and watched him go to the most dangerous place.

7.2

I might be a liability...Drogar would be better off without me, just by the ability to make medicine.

The suffering is far from over, it will only pull me into a deep abyss.

7.16

Judgment Day.

7.18

I'm desperate for this.

7.20

I despaired of this, but Deroga still loved me, and for the first time I felt this existence called love...

7.25

Hope I can live.

8.6

He's crazy!He actually asked me to confess to an innocent man, and he wanted me to kill that poor man!

I didn't agree, and then he tortured the poor man to death, and forced me to stand by and watch the whole process...

How could he be so mad!May God judge him!

8.7

De Roja slept next to me, and somehow, we started kissing each other to vent those negative emotions.

We touch each other and speak of love...love...I can feel it for comfort...

8.8

Had a crazy night yesterday.

Maybe it's just the beginning.

8.9

Touch each other's wounds.

8.10

I may have fallen into a dark trap...the torment changed from physical to spiritual, the most important spirit of a person.