Love from a paladin

9.14

I went to look for the pastor, but got word that he had been missing for several days.The man I was talking to was still complaining about the pastor's disappearance, his work was gone.

I went to ask other people to piece together how much work the pastor had to do.His work has long exceeded the limit that normal people can bear.With such a heavy workload, perhaps his departure would be better for him...

Hope he gets better.

9.16

Due to the failure of the experiment, the room was blown up, and Derogar had to sleep with me temporarily.

Although I was a little unhappy that the house was destroyed, I felt my heart beat very fast when I heard the news.De Roja asked then, why are you blushing.

Blushing... Impossible, right?

9.20

After noticing it for several nights, I found that he always likes to lean towards warm places, such as where I am.

Uh... no wonder he wakes up so early every day, it turns out he is too embarrassed to hug me to sleep.

Inexplicably a little happy.

10.12

something very shameful happened

10.14

Deroga looked at me strangely

10.20

A very embarrassing thing was discovered.

10.27

After reading several books, I realized that this is... love?

It's a bit complicated.Could it be too soon?

11.1

I can continue to the battlefield, I should be happy, but why would I be reluctant?

11.4

More people died than I could have imagined.

11.7

I saw Derogar on the edge, and he looked at me from a distance, then turned away.

11.12

I just think that this diary cannot be seen by others, otherwise it will be very troublesome.

I'm going to hide it, or receive it where others can't easily find it.

11.24

My mission is temporarily over, but it will only increase, and the vacation time will only continue to decrease.

This time must be cherished.

11.30

It's the end of the month again, and here comes my uncle... no, he's not my uncle.

If it wasn't for him, neither would my parents if it wasn't for him... I hate him.

12.14

The weather has become colder, and it is said that if this continues, there will be hail.

De Roja finally restrained himself from wanting to get closer to me.Unfortunately, I think he can get closer.

What the hell am I writing about!

12.24

I've been slacking off a lot recently, and haven't written a diary for a long time.

I always feel like I have nothing to write...

1.9

In the new year, I impulsively confessed to Deroja.

He looked surprised, then shook his head decisively, and left my sight.

Why is this so...

1.21

Because of an accident, the presiding judge seemed to have noticed me.

His lieutenant gave me an easy assignment, oddly well paid.

2.3

The black moon is coming, when the abilities of monsters will be strengthened.The supplies that were already in short supply became even less, and some things could not even be bought with gold coins, let alone magic items.

Deroja is ready to leave, as this place can no longer meet his needs.

I don't understand why he does this.

2.14

De Roja wept, and he wept bitterly.His favorite glass doll was broken, and his most important quill was destroyed.

I can't comfort him.

2.25

He looked at the tombstones that had not been cleared for a long time beside the path in the rotting forest, and had grown a thick layer of black mutated moss. He paused for a long time, and then told me that he accepted the confession.

I am happy and sad.Even if he accepts it, or doesn't accept it, it shouldn't be like this.

3.1

Maybe all he needs is a hug.

3.2

Strangely, they haven't given me a task for a long time.

Although I find it very strange, I still miss every moment I spend with Deroga... It's like being poisoned by an intractable poison, tempted by a demon.

3.5

Something wrong happened and I committed the unforgivable sin.

I can't lie to myself anymore, my whole life may only be dedicated... What the hell am I doing...

3.7

Deroja has been silent since that incident happened, and I couldn't see his statement clearly.

Is it disgust, indifference, or indifference?Life has become a mess.

3.10

He asked me what I like.

I told him it was a natural thing.

3.14

I can feel that the Holy See is not beautiful, but they have become so excessive... Could it be said that beauty is also a fault?Are virtue and humility also a fault?Why keep squeezing them?

3.17

I want to quit.

Crazy things, once is enough.

3.20

They told me that I have become a great knight and I have no right to quit.

When did I become a great knight?ridiculous!

4.5

The presiding judge's servant found me and told me to go to him, a dark and dank torture room.

The shriveled man saw me and said with a smile, "You are very talented—maybe you can succeed me. The premise is that you are not attracted by the devil and become its captive."

The brazier was placed in the corner, and the red-hot soldering iron was placed in its red, pungent-smelling charcoal.

"Now, I'm going to release that negative, shameful state," he said to me, picking up one of them