petition to god

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Ran Yao slept on her own bed and didn't close her eyes all night.

When Nan Xi was breathing heavily, he sat up, crossed his legs, and faced the bed.In the quiet room, only the curtains are vivid, and only the moonlight is bright. There are black shadows on the table, chairs and beds on the floor, and Ran Yao's shadow stretches to the foot of Nan Xi's bed, unable to reach his body.

It's not the first time Nanxi has received a love letter, to be precise, it's not the first time a female classmate has confessed to him.When she was in elementary school, the eyes of the girls around her were always glued to Nan Xi, and Ran Yao knew that it was because Nan Xi was only by her side at that time, so she could more or less "disaster" some of them.

"Nanxi, I like you." The straightforward and cute tone, the innocent expression, the confession that was not even the beginning of love at that time, in addition to making people blush and making others laugh, it became a 5-minute playtime between classes Nao, no deeper effect and meaning.

After entering junior high school, with the continuous maturation of emotional cognition, the way of expressing love gradually became gentle and subtle. Sometimes, after class exercises, passing by the corner on the southwest side of the teaching building, Nan Xi would occasionally be called by an unknown girl. Hold on, before you say anything, hold a love letter with both hands first, every time at this time, Ran Yao will see Nan Xi's face become a little bit embarrassed, stiff, and finally reply the other two words cautiously and politely, " Thank you," politely declined.

Ran Yao joked at him: "That girl is pretty, really don't think about it anymore?"

Nan Xi glanced at him: "I'm not interested in dating."

Ran Yao thought about the meaning of the three words "not thinking" in his heart, and deliberately asked: "When will I be thinking?"

Nan Xi's feet stopped on the stairs. He knew that Ran Yao had started to be reluctant about one thing again, so he squeezed the other person to lean against the railing beside him, circled him, and said with a smile: "If you agree, I will 'Thoughtful' now."

"Don't you have to get my consent?" Ran Yao hugged her knees, stared at the pink envelope on the table, and murmured softly.

After sitting quietly for a long time, he got out of bed, walked around to Nan Xi's bed with his slippers on, but his eyes kept falling on one spot.Sitting down very lightly, the bed board still made a disturbing "creaking" sound. Nan Xi frowned, opened his eyes, saw Ran Yao, and hummed a muffled voice in his nasal cavity: "What's wrong?"

Ran Yao withdrew his gaze and looked down at him: "I'm sorry to disturb you."

"It's nothing, it's so late, why don't you go to sleep?" Nan Xi said, lifting the quilt as she did when she was a child, Ran Yao obediently got in, her back in thin clothes was tightly pressed against Nan Xi's chest , Let him regain the long-lost sense of security.

Nan Xi rubbed his hair: "Go to sleep."

Ran Yao looked at the edge of the table, and said nonchalantly, "Nan Xi, I disagree."

"Why don't you agree?" Nan Xi put her hand lazily on Ran Yao's lower abdomen.

Ran Yao closed her eyes, hesitated for a while, and moved her Adam's apple: "I don't agree with you dating other people."

The room was silent, Nan Xi took regular breaths and hit Ran Yao's hair, his breathing was a bit heavy, probably because he was too tired from playing.Ran Yao wiped her eyes, arched her arms into his arms, held the corners of her hands firmly in her palms, trying her best to let herself fall asleep peacefully as usual.

The next morning, Nan Xi got up early habitually. After brushing her teeth and washing her face, she patted Ran Yao on the shoulder with a refreshing mint fragrance and woke him up.

Ran Yao dazedly stood in front of the mirror and grabbed two handfuls of chicken coops on top of his head, clumsily squeezed out a piece of toothpaste, and brushed his teeth mechanically.

"Does this look good?" Nan Xi leaned against the door frame, wearing a white top, beige shorts, and a pair of clean basketball shoes on her feet.

"Hmm." Ran Yao nodded, spit out toothpaste foam, and wiped off the water on his chin, "It's very beautiful."

"Hey, you say I look good in whatever I wear." Nan Xi stood up straight, folded her arms, watched Ran Yao take off her pajamas, bent down, put her head under the faucet, kept splashing water on her hair, raised her right hand The arm lines are smooth, and the gaze slides down the wrist all the way to the lower abdomen. With the protruding butterfly bone and narrow waist, Nan Xi pursed his lower lip. The Ran Yao in his memory is obviously a soft ball. Such an attractive body.

Staring at Ran Yao's clean back and looking back and forth repeatedly, Nan Xi unnaturally stroked his eyebrows twice with his thumb, then turned around and tidied up the closet, sat back on the bed and patiently waited for Ran Yao to finish packing and go out together.

Wiping his wet hair with a towel, Ran Yao walked out of the bathroom with his upper body naked, and the water on the tip of his hair dripped down on his collarbone and chest.Nan Xi thought he would get the hair dryer in the drawer to dry his hair, but this person sat down on the wooden chair next to his bed, faced him, licked his lips and deliberately joked: "It's better if you don't wear anything look."

Because the towel was covered, the bangs were pressed on the eyes, the line of sight was blocked, and the expression of the other party could not be seen, so he dared to confide anything out of bounds.Ran Yao was wiping her hair indiscriminately, the rough cloth brushed her ears, the sound was loud, but she still couldn't hide her heart beating like a drum, beating against her chest.

Nan Xi didn't speak, and didn't look at Ran Yao. She reached out to open the drawer and took out the hair dryer. Just as she was about to untie the wire, Ran Yao said, "Stop blowing, let's do it naturally."

After choosing clothes with the same color as Nanxi, but deliberately avoiding the same style, Ran Yao changed his shoes, went downstairs, and strolled comfortably on the boulevard with Nanxi.

When did they hold hands together, Nan Xi doesn't remember, the habit formed when she was a child, even in the third year of junior high school, she hasn't been able to completely get rid of it.There were whispering discussions around him, which made Nan Xi feel a little uncomfortable. He wanted to let go, but he was afraid that Ran Yao would be unhappy. He was conflicted in his heart. Suddenly his hands were empty. He turned his head and saw Ran Yao's clear smile.

Ran Yao ran two steps forward, turned around, and shouted at Nan Xi against the light: "Brother, hurry up."

With a cry of "Brother", the sight on his body became less, and the discussion around him became quieter. Nan Xi touched the tip of his nose, ran after him with his legs, touched his shoulders, pushed each other, and hugged each other laughingly.

After leaving the back gate of the school, there was a barbecue restaurant on the right, and a long-haired girl was waving at them at the door.When Ran Yao saw it, his heart sank, he gritted his teeth, and quietly followed Nan Xi.

Nan Xi called "Senior Sister" affectionately, and introduced Ran Yao to her excitedly. Senior Sister smiled and nodded at Ran Yao, reached out to help them open the door, and pointed to the innermost private room.

A smell of smoke made Ran Yao take a step back, and the rough voices of three or five boys suddenly sounded in his ears: "Nan Xi! Ouch! Our slam dunk king, come here, pour the wine."

Ran Yao sat down next to Nan Xi, in a narrow space, with his back against the wall, and under the table were two people's legs touching each other. Nan Xi took the wine glass and raised his head boldly, "Okay!" The loud heckling made Ran Yao's eardrums hurt.

"Come on, let me introduce you." Nan Xi stood up, pointed to a person, drank a glass of wine, and drank it quickly, with the mouth of the glass facing the tall boy in the middle, "This is the captain of our school's freshman basketball team. , is the basketball he taught me to play.”

Swallowing a mouthful of white wine, his spicy throat seemed to be on fire, but Nan Xi was excited. This was his first time drinking alcohol.Then he introduced to his future captain: "Brother, this is my younger brother, Ran Yao."

The people at the table took turns, and in the end it was the only girl in the private room.Ran Yao's heart rose to his throat in an instant. He saw Nan Xi clinking glasses with her relaxedly, looked at himself and said, "This is my sister-in-law, the daughter-in-law of our captain, isn't she beautiful? Call me sister."

This time on the roller coaster, the rock hanging in the air finally fell to the ground. Ran Yao's hands were sweaty and his body was weak, but this "sister" was loud and joyful.

During the banquet, the cups and cups alternated. The seniors of the senior grades bullied Nanxi when they caught Nanxi. one of them.

When Ran Yao heard this, she panicked, raised her hand and tugged at the corner of Nan Xi's clothes, and hurriedly asked, "When did you decide to go straight to our high school?"

Nan Xi blushed and rushed towards Ran Yao reeking of alcohol, "It's been decided a long time ago."

Ran Yao frowned, "Why didn't you discuss it with me?" He was afraid that others would hear it and spoil their interest, so he leaned into Nan Xi's ear and whispered, "Do you want grandma to talk to you?" Waiting for you for another three years?"

"Ran Yao." Nan Xi put down his wine glass, pressed his right rib twice, held his hand, and said slowly with a trace of sober consciousness, "Grandma is right, how big is Liangxian Village? I want Stay in the county, if I have a chance, I will go to the city, I want to buy a big house, and bring my grandma to live in the city."

Ran Yao was stunned, Nan Xi was still talking, but he couldn't hear what was said later.In a daze, he suddenly wondered whether grandma had expected that Nanxi was actually more suitable for the outside world.

The promise made by grandma was just a fulfillment in a different direction, and Nanxi was fulfilled to shine in his world.But Ran Yao didn't want to. There are so many people around Nanxi in a remote suburban county. There are many opportunities and variables outside. In the past, Ran Yao supported all Nanxi's decisions. This time, he shook Shaking his head, he said firmly, "No."

Nan Xi drooped her eyelids, smiled lightly, and touched Ran Yao's lips with her wine glass: "Don't think too much, just follow me steadily."

"No." Ran Yao's voice was deep, without any intention of giving in.

Nan Xi puffed her cheeks, took another round of wine, said hello to the captain, and walked away with Ran Yao's shoulders.

As soon as he went out, facing the warm wind, his stomach began to churn uncontrollably. Nan Xi found a corner, scratched his throat desperately, and vomited until it was dark. One sound.

After an unknown period of time, the wind stopped, the willows on both sides of the road were hanging down long branches, and the street lights were dim. Nan Xi leaned on Ran Yao, tilted her head under his neck, and acted like a baby uncharacteristically by drinking: "Don't be angry, Ran Yao, don't be angry with me."

"Nan Xi, you are different from before." Ran Yao blinked, "You said you didn't want to leave Liangxian Village and grandma, but now you don't want to go back."

Nan Xi silently looked at the blurred light at the end of his field of vision, breathing heavily, and after a long time, he laughed: "Ran Yao, you are not the same as before."

Ran Yao turned his head in surprise, looked at Shang Nanxi with affectionate eyes, and heard him say: "You said, no matter where I go, you will follow me." With short hair, he gently held his face, "Or, with me, you don't even have this confidence?"

These words were extremely ambiguous, cryptic, and even unclear, but something deep in his heart was suddenly revealed, Ran Yao had more courage, grabbed Nan Xi's hand, and asked: "Where did you get the love letter? "

Nan Xi smiled and replied: "I only asked now, I thought you didn't care at all."

"Okay, are you angry with me on purpose?" Ran Yao went to pinch his belly, but Nan Xi caught him in his arms and hugged him lightly. Compared with hugging, it was more like a comfort, a coaxing.

"Without your consent, how dare I make a mistake?" Nan Xi said, "Senior sister helped her friend bring it to me. How could I not accept it? I have already solemnly refused."

The night deepened, and the street lights gradually went out. Ran Yao supported Nan Xi, and the two stood up staggeringly, hiding in the black, each with their own thoughts, and walked slowly towards the dormitory.

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