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After dinner, Xu Xi went to wash the dishes. After Su Xue cut the fruit, she sat on the sofa and watched TV while eating the fruit.

When Xu Xi came out after washing the dishes, she climbed onto the sofa naturally, then leaned on Su Xue naturally, and then watched TV with Su Xue.

"Are you busy today?" Su Xue asked.

"I'm so busy." Xu Xi complained, she had a lot of surgeries when she just became an attending doctor, although none of them were major surgeries.

"Next time I'll cook, and you wash the dishes." Su Xue said distressedly. When she applied for the exam, Xu Xi chose surgery without hesitation.So many times, Su Xue admired Xu Xi. She really loved being a doctor, even though she often exhausted herself.Sometimes Su Xue feels that her body temperature should be lower than Xu Xi's, because she feels that her blood is colder than Xu Xi's, lacks enough passion, and is too rational and realistic. Like snakes always need to hibernate.

"Yeah." Xu Xi didn't think that cooking a meal would consume her much energy, but well, people are lazy, and Xu Xi didn't want to push herself hard all the time. Sometimes being pampered by Su Xue felt like It's also very good, which is probably the reason why Su Xue is her best girlfriend.

"Lie down, close your eyes and rest for a while." Su Xue said softly, if Xu Xi wasn't really tired, she wouldn't say she was busy.

Xu Xi obeyed obediently, lay down, pillowed on Su Xue's lap, and closed her eyes, also wanting to close her eyes and rest her mind.Xu Xi, who just closed her eyes, smelled Su Xue's breath that was as familiar as her own, and the sound of the TV came from her ears. At this time, the sound of the TV was so hypnotic that Xu Xi fell asleep directly.

Feeling that Xu Xi had fallen asleep, Su Xue took the blanket and put it on Xu Xi's body. After all, she prepared this blanket especially for Xu Xi.Su Xue didn't move and let Xu Xi rest on her lap. Even if her legs were sore, she didn't want to move because she knew that Xu Xi wouldn't sleep for too long.Su Xue reached out and stroked Xu Xi's hair. Sometimes, she felt that she didn't need to express her feelings. It would be nice to live a life of confusion with Xu Xi, but the premise was that Xu Xi would not find a man. friend.But Xu Xi clamored to find a boyfriend every day, which made Su Xue feel uneasy, fearing that Xu Xi would really find a boyfriend someday, Su Xue couldn't help but sigh when thinking about it.

Sure enough, after only forty minutes, Xu Xi woke up.

"Did I fall asleep just now?" Xu Xi asked, after taking a nap, she felt that her mental state was much better.

"I should have asked you to take a shower first, and then go to bed." Su Xue said to Xu Xi. Xu Xi often worked night shifts in the hospital, and her sleep was always very short. Su Xue especially wanted Xu Xi to sleep well.

"Then let's take a bath together." Xu Xi suggested with a smile, she knew that Su Xue was very shy, so she liked to make fun of Su Xue.She remembered that at the end of the puberty period in high school, her breasts were not long, but Su Xue's breasts had grown very attractive. She reached out to touch Su Xue's breasts enviously and curiously. In Xu Xi's opinion, a good girlfriend There's nothing wrong with touching your boobs.But Su Xue's whole face was flushed with shame. She had never seen Su Xue blushing before, but at that time, Su Xue really turned red like a Sichuan opera, which surprised and amazed Xu Xi.

"No." Su Xue flatly refused. She was already very shy when facing Xu Xi, and Xu Xi would attack her chest with infinite viciousness. How much trouble you have brought to yourself.Once, when she was drunk, Xu Xi helped her take a bath. At that time, Xu Xi would touch herself casually without any politeness. The straight girl didn't take it seriously. Su Xue could clearly remember that time when her body was numb and numb. Feeling of shame.

"We've known each other for more than ten years, and you're still so shy, let's wash together." The more reserved Su Xue was, the more Xu Xi liked to make trouble with Su Xue.

"No." Su Xue continued to refuse, feeling ashamed even thinking about it, but Su Xue's refusal was not as decisive as before.

"It's not like I haven't washed it together, let's wash it together." Xu Xi always felt that other girls were weaker than herself, but only Su Xue felt stronger than herself, so she would act like a baby to Su Xue.She knew that Su Xue was soft but not hard, and generally as long as she acted like a baby, Su Xue would probably compromise, so she always felt that Su Xue was cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

Su Xue knew that Xu Xi never acted like a baby in front of other girls, only in front of herself, so she couldn't bear Xu Xi's act of being a baby.

"Then you are not allowed to move your hands and feet, and touch it randomly." Taking a bath together is too intimate, if Xu Xi touches it again, thinking about it, Su Xue thinks that feeling is too much.

"I promise not to mess around." Xu Xi raised her hand to promise, she happily began to take off her clothes in front of Su Xue, Xu Xi really didn't treat Su Xue as an outsider, and her behavior in front of Su Xue really did not avoid suspicion at all. Intimate behaviors are taken for granted.

"I'm done washing, so I'm going out first." Xu Xi felt that she had become a little strange. After taking a quick shower, she said to Su Xue that she just wanted to escape from the scene, and she wanted to recover from the abnormality quickly.

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Su Xue looked at Xu Xi's back, and felt a little strange. As a doctor, Xu Xi was a bit more hygienic than ordinary people, and usually took longer to take a bath than herself. Today Xu Xi took a bath and washed in a hurry. Could it be that she was frightened by the kiss she just had? ?Su Xue thought uncertainly, but felt that what she just did was a bit too risky.

Xu Xi got out of the bathroom, but she didn't return to normal as she expected. She still couldn't help but think about the kiss just now, and the man who made Su Xue look at him with admiration. He was hot and cold at the same time. It's like when you have a fever, it's hot and cold and it's a little uncomfortable.

Su Xue came out of the bathroom and saw Xu Xi sitting on the bed, not wiping her hair, and her hair was still dripping. This was not like the usual Xu Xi, Xu Xi was indeed a little abnormal.Su Xue went over with a dry towel, sat behind Xu Xi, and wiped Xu Xi's hair.

Xu Xi came back to her senses and looked at Su Xue, obviously this was a very common behavior between her and Su Xue, but now she looked at Su Xue, as if the person in front of her was a brand new Su Xue, familiar yet unfamiliar.

"What's wrong with you, you feel a little weird today?" Su Xue asked while brushing Xu Xi's hair.

Even she thought she was weird, Su Xue could sense it, Xu Xi was not surprised at all, after all, Su Xue knew herself best, thinking that Su Xue was the person who knew her best and was closest to her, Xu Xi felt a burst of pain in her heart. Panicked, not only because of the possible deterioration of her emotions, but also because of the possibility of losing Su Xue.

"I was thinking, if one day you have a boyfriend and I have a boyfriend, will there be any changes between us?" Xu Xi asked.

Su Xue stopped wiping her hair for a moment, she wondered if Xu Xi had sensed her feelings, so she ran away from herself, thinking of this possibility, Su Xue's heart seemed to be trapped in quicksand, being dragged downward.

"What changes do you think will happen?" Su Xue asked without answering.

"No, you have always been my best girlfriend, forever!" Xu Xi said firmly, as if reminding herself not to think about things she shouldn't have.

Xu Xi is telling herself that they will always be best friends and won't change?Su Xue was thinking that this was Xu Xi's answer to herself after she realized her emotions.

"Well, good best friend forever!" Su Xue wanted to cross the border, never get it, and never lose it, in fact, it's fine.

Su Xue's words were clearly within her expectations and expectations, but for some reason, Xu Xi inexplicably felt a sense of loss.

Su Xue blows Xu Xi's hair, and Xu Xi blows Su Xue's hair.I don't think so on weekdays, but looking at Su Xue's fair and slender neck today, it seems to have a sexiness that she has never noticed before, and her back is so charming. After all, Su Xue is a very charming woman. Everything about Su Xue today seems to be right. She has a different meaning and attraction.Xu Xi felt that she was finished. She seemed to have different thoughts about her best friend. After realizing this fact, Xu Xi's heart was in a mess.

Su Xue probably experienced this kind of crush and hopelessness for too long, and she was used to the uncomfortable feeling of being stuck in the mud. Sometimes, she felt that she was waiting, waiting for real despair. For example, Xu Xi made a boyfriend, and she Only then can I truly be freed, so that I will not keep myself trapped in the cocoon.Only with hope will you be bound.

Xu Xi, who had just awakened a certain kind of consciousness, couldn't fall asleep all the time. She couldn't help secretly looking at Su Xue's face.The more I look at it, the more I feel dazzled, and the feeling of seeing Su Xue now is more and more different from before.Especially when she got closer to Su Xue's face, she felt that Su Xue seemed to be getting more and more beautiful. Even if there was only a faint light from the night light, it was not enough for her to see Su Xue clearly, but Su Xue's facial features and outlines had already I can't be more familiar with it.Even Su Xue used the same fragrance of shower gel as her body, and Xu Xi smelled it at the moment, it seemed to be particularly ambiguous and seductive.Looking at Su Xue, Xu Xi felt more and more flustered, especially when she felt that she was secretly peeking at Su Xue just now, when suddenly her heart was beating like a volcano that had been sleeping for more than twenty years, and suddenly began to surge With lava flow.Xu Xi quickly lay up straight, not daring to look at Su Xue anymore, and even covered her head with the quilt, feeling annoyed and uneasy.Xu Xi tried to calm down the throbbing of her heart, she realized that it was not right for her to suddenly feel this way towards Su Xue, but she couldn't suppress the feeling, which made Xu Xi feel really bad.

When Xu Xi was suffocated by the quilt, she had to pull down the quilt. When she pulled it down, she saw Su Xue's body again. Looking at Su Xue, who was sleeping soundly and unsuspecting, Xu Xi felt that she was very immoral. Su Xue Trusting herself so much, treating herself so well, and thinking about her that way, Xu Xi felt that this could only be regarded as an unspeakable secret in her mind.Who doesn't have one or two secrets that can't be shared even with best friends!

Xu Xi felt that she was already an older young woman, lacked a boyfriend for a long time, and was often confessed by girls, which created a wrong feeling towards Su Xue. She felt that she had to correct this wrong feeling.Xu Xi, who was originally interested in making boyfriends out of randomness, suddenly felt a sense of urgency to make boyfriends.The most urgent thing at the moment is to find a boyfriend, just find it. Thinking about it this way, Xu Xi's flustered heart calmed down.

Su Xue in her sleep didn't know the inner struggle of the insomniac Xu Xi. In her sleep, she instinctively got into Xu Xi's arms, looking for the most familiar and comfortable position.Normally, Xu Xi would instinctively hug Su Xue, and would even be happy to treat Su Xue as a soft pillow of human flesh, hugging Su Xue and continuing to sleep, but at this moment, Xu Xi's body was slightly stiff, feeling that she and Su Xue were extremely close. At this time, Xu Xi really realized how close she and Su Xue were.So close that she can trust each other unconditionally, Xu Xi is afraid that she will ruin this relationship, that she will lose Su Xue one day, she hopes that all the feelings that should not be felt today will be wiped away, and that she and Su Xue can get back together. To the natural and intimate relationship of the past.

Su Xue had no dreams all night, and when she woke up the next day, Su Xue woke up early as usual.

They didn't know when they started changing clothes. They didn't shy away from each other, so when Su Xue got up, she began to take off her pajamas and change into her sports clothes. She had the habit of getting up early and running.

So Xu Xi realized that she was staring at Su Xue's body like a nymphomaniac. Seeing Su Xue's white buttocks and breasts after taking off her clothes, she obviously felt a slight sexual impulse in herself.Yesterday was just the bud of a certain consciousness, but today, that little bud that cannot be pinched off is thriving overnight at an astonishing speed.Yesterday when she looked at Su Xue's body, she just felt flustered, which was different from realizing something was different. Today, Xu Xi clearly knew what was different, it was the awakening of desire.

All of Su Xue's movements are very natural. The more Su Xue behaves normally, the more Xu Xi feels that she is abnormal, and she becomes very cautious in her heart.

Before Su Xue turned around, Xu Xi looked away guiltily.

"Why are you awake, why don't you sleep more?" Su Xue, after changing her clothes, saw that Xu Xi had sat up from the bed, and asked casually. She knew that Xu Xi didn't have a shift today. Sleep more, after all, day and night are reversed, and the burden on the body is still quite large.Su Xue didn't have to work day and night, so her life was very regular, so seeing Xu Xi getting up so early, she asked strangely.

"Are you going for a run?" Xu Xi asked without answering. Naturally, she wouldn't tell Su Xue that she didn't sleep well all night.

"Well, do you want to go together?" Su Xue asked.

"No, I'll continue to sleep." Xu Xi was a little afraid to get along with Su Xue now, and she felt that she couldn't keep her eyes off Su Xue.

"Well, then go back to sleep, and I'll wake you up after I make breakfast." Su Xue knew that Xu Xi was tired from work, so she was very considerate of Xu Xi.

"Yeah." Xu Xi nodded, and then continued to lie down. She didn't sleep well last night and wanted to continue to sleep.

Su Xue took a look at Xu Xi, then left the bedroom.

Xu Xi didn't sleep well last night, and she couldn't sleep well now. After Su Xue left the room, she also got up from the bed.

After waking up, she habitually put Su Xue's nightgown on the bed that Su Xue took off casually, and when she was about to wash it, she accidentally put Su Xue's nightgown on the tip of her nose and sniffed greedily.Soon, Xu Xi realized that her behavior was like a pervert, and she became more and more panicked about her actions.

The nightgown seemed to be hot to the touch, Xu Xi immediately put it down, not daring to touch Su Xue's clothes again, she always had a guilty conscience in her heart.

After Xu Xi washed up, she went into the kitchen to make breakfast.

When Su Xue came back from a run, she saw that Xu Xi was already baking bread in the kitchen.

"Why don't you sleep more today?" Su Xue asked casually, and hugged Xu Xi from behind. This is what Xu Xi often did to Su Xue in the past, and occasionally Su Xue would hug Xu Xi like this.

Xu Xi felt that her whole body was going to be bad. Not to mention her body was stiff, her heart was pounding. She found that she couldn't bear the feeling of being too close to Su Xue now. As long as she made a little move, she would have fantasies, which was too ambiguous.

Su Xue felt that Xu Xi's body froze, Xu Xi would never have such a reaction before.

"Go take a bath quickly, you can eat after you take a bath." Xu Xi hurried Su Xue to take a bath in a panic, not letting her continue to hug her.

Su Xue misunderstood, thinking that Xu Xi began to reject her overly intimate behavior, and after she was discovered, it seemed that she would not be able to return to the old way of getting along. Thinking of this, Su Xue felt very disappointed, but on the surface, she did not If there is any abnormality, obediently go to the bathroom in the bedroom to take a bath.

After Su Xue left, Xu Xi breathed a sigh of relief, at least not so flustered physically and mentally.

Su Xue took a shower in the bathroom, drenched in cold water. She usually takes a bath in hot water. Today, drenched in cold water seems to be a punishment for her impulsiveness. If she didn't kiss Xu Xi so recklessly last night, wouldn't everything be okay? will change.Now that Xu Xi noticed her thoughts, Xu Xi didn't say no or say no because she was considerate. She was trying her best to pretend that she didn't know, trying to make the relationship between them as natural as before, but they couldn't be any closer.Su Xue warned herself that she can't do anything too intimate with Xu Xi, beyond the limit.

After making such a decision, Su Xue hurriedly took a shower and went out. At this time, Xu Xi had already prepared breakfast and was waiting for her.

"Wait for me to come back tonight?" Su Xue asked casually, pretending to get along with Xu Xi as naturally as before.

Xu Xi is on rotation, and the rest time is determined according to the hospital's schedule, so sometimes when Xu Xi has no other arrangements, she will stay at Su Xue's house and wait for Su Xue to come back from work.

"At night, my colleagues in the hospital have an appointment for dinner, so I won't come over. I will go out with you later." Xu Xi had nothing to do today, but since last night, she feels flustered when she looks at Su Xue. Stay at home and wait for Su Xue to come back.

"Okay." After Su Xue finished speaking, she concentrated on eating.

Xu Xi's current state is that Su Xue doesn't look at her, she just stares at Su Xue, and when Su Xue sees her, she panics and avoids her eyes, like a girl who fell in love for the first time.In fact, this is indeed Xu Xi's first love affair.

Su Xue noticed that Xu Xi was different from usual, and she just blamed Xu Xi for discovering other feelings beyond their friendship.

There was a thin layer of paper between them, and no one dared to pierce it carefully.

After breakfast, Su Xue went to work alone. Xu Xi took Su Xue's car and got off halfway.

Xu Xi, who was alone on the side of the road, suddenly felt very confused. She wanted to find someone for help, but she didn't know who to turn to. Even though she had many friends, at least she had many more friends than Su Xue.But when she was really confused, she would choose to confide in Su Xue, but now that she was flustered and at a loss, it was Su Xue, and she didn't know who to confide in.

When Su Xue was in the office, she also thought of Xu Xi frequently today. She would think of Xu Xi every day, but she had never thought of it so often. It was so frequent that she couldn't concentrate on her work all morning, because she felt that she had been rejected.She knew that she should stop thinking about Xu Xi that she shouldn't have, but the love she gave was like water poured out, she could take it back if she wanted to.Sometimes, she felt that Xu Xi shouldn't be so gentle and kind. If she was cruel to herself and rejected herself clearly, she would always excuse herself if she didn't get a clear rejection. She always felt that maybe there was still a little possibility.

Of course, with that extravagant hope, in the next few days, Su Xue and Shuang's shoots were already fragile and completely withered, because she obviously felt that Xu Xi was hiding from her intentionally or unintentionally, which made Su Xue feel Heart-wrenching and uncomfortable, this is the worst result she expected.

The author has something to say: Long live harmony, this article is a castrated version.