Mild brother control

It had been a morning since the two of them talked, and Song Zhinan still didn't reply when it was lunch time. Xu Shuo called several times.

On purpose, Song Zhinan must have done it on purpose, deliberately not answering the phone to let himself know that this is punishment, punishment for not keeping calm and slamming the door yesterday!

Xu Shuo restlessly rose and fell on the sofa, and took out his mobile phone to edit the text: Song Zhinan, are you still in the library?

Didn't get a reply for a while.

Undaunted, Xu Shuo continued to send messages: call back, don't not return the call.

The mobile phone is like a dead brick, still silent.

Unwilling to continue waiting at home, Xu Shuo went to the library himself, searched all the floors up and down, but did not see Song Zhinan, his memory seemed to return to that morning, Song Zhinan was nowhere to be seen, the only difference was that the sun was shining today. It was so hot that it made people sweat on their foreheads.

But my heart is cold, just like the wind like ice knives at the entrance of the alley.

Why is it always like this?Song Zhinan clearly knew that he hated people playing missing games, especially Song Zhinan, who couldn't even be sure of his whereabouts!But it must be like this!always like this!

How many times is this?

How many times has Xu Shuo looked for him since he was a child?What kind of mood do you look for every time, why don't you always consider his feelings?

He knew that he was wrong yesterday, and he really knew that he just wanted a small step down.

Xu Shuo stood at the door of the library and typed out another line: Song Zhinan, I know I was wrong, you can take the test wherever you want, I don't care, I will listen to whatever you say from now on.Don't call me back.

The doorbell rang, and Dai Wanbao saw Xu Shuo standing outside the door, his broad shoulders seemed to be weighed down by countless straws, and at this moment the avalanche fell.

"what happened?"

"I can't find Song Zhinan."

"What do you mean I can't find it?" Dai Wanbao hurriedly pulled him into the house. The sun was scorching hot, but this season was so dry and cold that it was unbearable to run outside all the time. "The house is warm first, don't panic, I will Let Han Shizhang send someone to look for it."

"Don't bother brother Zhang..." Xu Shuo thought of the scene he saw this morning, "Aren't you still arguing?"

"It's okay, I'll call him now." Dai Wanbao hurriedly took out his phone and dialed.

"Bao'er?" The voice on the phone sounded a little happy, probably never thought that Dai Wanbao would be able to call him at this time.

"I'll send you a photo of Song Zhinan later, so hurry up and ask your subordinates to look for it."

There was a moment of stunned, "Why, the person lost?"

"Didn't go home all morning."

He was stunned again, "Isn't it normal to not go home all morning? He's such a big man, and he's a boy again, so he won't be in any danger outside."

Does this have anything to do with being a boy?Does it have anything to do with age?This is obviously the two of them quarreling and making trouble!Dai Wanbao listened to him with a leisurely tone, and wanted to refute it, but finally stopped. Forget it, it's hard to say that Xu Shuo likes Song Zhinan, "You just do it, why are there so many nonsense."

The other end of the phone was stunned for the third time, obviously expressing an opinion based on facts, which could be criticized, "Okay, look for it right away."

Xu Shuo didn't go out of the community, and kept wandering around the door like ants on a hot pot. He was afraid that there was no one at home, and Song Zhinan didn't know if he came home or not.

I don't know how long I anxiously turned around, the phone vibrated.

Song Zhinan sent a message, two short words, replied.

Xu Shuo turned around in a hurry, the elevator stopped in front of him, and Song Zhinan's thin figure came out as the door opened and closed, passing Xu Shuo without stopping.

"Song Zhinan." Xu Shuo called out. It was really uncomfortable to be ignored. His eyes immediately felt awkward. He reached out and grabbed the arm of the person in front of him, "I know I was wrong."

Song Zhinan stopped at the door, "Go into the house."

The door of Dai Wanbao's house on the opposite side was kept ajar, when he heard a voice coming out, "Aren't you back?" Seeing the two people who were frozen, they retreated wisely, "Then you have a good chat, don't get angry, calm down." After finishing speaking Close the door and leave a quiet space.

Xu Shuohong clenched the arms in his hands tighter and tighter, and leaned closer and closer until his forehead rested on his back, "Song Zhinan, I really know I'm wrong... I'm just afraid that if you really go to Shanghai In places like Beijing, it’s so difficult to meet each other. I don’t know what you are doing, whether you can take care of yourself, whether you don’t need me and grandma after you have a new life, I’m really afraid..." He almost choked up as he spoke, "... But I thought about it later. Isn't it just a train that takes more than ten hours? I'll just take it. I'll see you when you're busy. Don't be angry."

The small piece of clothes behind Song Zhinan was already damp, he stood still and called out to Xu Shuo.

Xu Shuo didn't make a sound, wanting to wait for him to continue.

"You said..." Song Zhinan's voice was already dry, and he paused for half a second, "Will Han Yi treat his brother like this?"

……

The air froze for a short time because of a sentence, everything was frozen, even the emotions were frozen.

Xu Shuo's heart was beating wildly, and a premonition appeared in his mind, and he asked slowly, "What do you mean?" Even his throat was trembling, which made him unable to speak a word coherently.

"Do you really not understand?" Song Zhinan seemed puzzled, and his tone turned dark. After a moment of silence, he seemed to have finally found the answer. It seemed that he really didn't understand.

The two of you stabbed me with a sword, but they couldn't get into the flesh.

"Song Zhinan, what exactly do you mean?" Xu Shuo's attitude was tough, as if he was asking.

Why would you say such nonsense?What does it mean that Han Yi will treat his brother like this... Song Zhinan's meaning... After thinking about something, Xu Shuo's mind was filled with roaring sounds, as if he had been kissed by a god.

... Is it possible that I am thinking too much?

impossible!

It must not be thinking too much, definitely not.

Song Zhinan was silent, struggling to break free of his restraints and want to enter the door.

"No, he won't!" Xu Shuo didn't let go, and the words he wanted to say popped out of his mind: "He is afraid of his brother, but I like you."

I can't control that much anymore, it doesn't matter whether it's a good result or a bad result, as Sister Bao'er said, the important thing is to enjoy yourself in time.

"Song Zhinan, I like you." He emphasized again.

"Xu Shuo—" Song Zhinan turned his head in surprise, never expecting the word "like" to come into his ears.

Xu Shuo lowered his eyes and dared not look at him.

What if you really think too much?

This doubt seemed to make him suddenly lose the courage to know the result, as if a few words had exhausted all his courage, "Don't say it first, I don't want to know the result, so don't say it."

"What are you two doing standing here?" The elevator door swung open, and grandma came out, "It's so cold, hurry up and get in, isn't it cold at the door? Come in quickly, and packed lunch for you."

Xu Shuo breathed a sigh of relief when he saw his grandma. He really didn't have the courage to face what Song Zhinan might say. He took the things from grandma's hand and ran into the kitchen first, knocking over the cupboards.

The two sat at the dining table, Xu Shuo lowered his head and ate in silence the whole time, ignoring Song Zhinan's eyes that he passed over several times.Fortunately, grandma was here. If grandma wasn't here, Song Zhinan would probably have to announce the "result" on the spot.

He didn't have the courage to face the result, he was afraid of being sentenced to death.

"Hurry up and eat. Just put the bowl in the pool after eating. I'll go back to the restaurant first. I'm busy today."

With a promise, Xu Shuo got up and ran back to the room the second grandma left, so fast that Song Zhinan didn't even have time to chase after her.

Knocking on the locked door, Song Zhinan fixed his eyes on it, as if this was Xu Shuo, and he wanted to see through him, "Open the door."

"I said I don't want to know the answer yet!" came the answer from inside, muffled, as if his head was buried in the quilt.

"I have something to talk to you about." Song Zhinan's mood is relaxed now, and the question that has been entangled for more than ten years has been answered. It turns out that Xu Shuo is the same as him, and the probability of "the same" is so small that the two of them will meet.

Although Song Zhinan could feel Xu Shuo's extremes, extreme control, and extreme possession of him since he was a child, these extremes could not make him judge the answer he wanted. He was worried that Xu Shuo only regarded him as an older brother, so he never Don't dare to ask for anything extravagantly.

And today, all the extravagant wishes have come true.

Song Zhinan got the greatest comfort. In this family, every time he was ridiculed openly or secretly by the so-called mother and aunt, he always asked himself if it was worth it, and asked himself why he continued to stay.

Ten times and hundreds of times the answer is yes, Xu Shuo.

He didn't want to leave, not at all, he entered the cage on his own initiative, and he held the key in his hand.

An active captivity.

"Don't talk!" Xu Shuo seemed to be yelling, he was very afraid, afraid that the answer would not be what he wanted.

Song Zhinan leaned against the wall and laughed, no wonder some people like to play pranks, this is just like me at this moment, God's perspective, I know what I want, what the other person is thinking and even what will happen in the future.

Xu Shuo's emotions were too revealing.

Fear of unknown outcomes.

"Xu Shuo." Song Zhinan knocked on the door again, "I want to have a serious talk with you."

The people in the room should have heard the solemnity in his tone, knowing that there is no way to escape anyway, so they no longer refuse like a child: "You...what do you want to talk about?"

Song Zhinan pursed his lips, and his drooping eyes showed upward signs: "Dating? Are you talking?"

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As soon as the words were finished, Xu Shuoteng sat up from the bed and ran to open the door as if he was on a hot wheel.

In front of him, Song Zhinan looked at him with a faint smile.

Xu Shuo's eyes were red again, and he hugged him directly, wrapping his arms around his waist, using all his strength.

I'm afraid it's a dream, not real.

For three seconds, Song Zhinan was still there, with warm skin; for ten seconds, Song Zhinan was still there, and his chin could touch his sunken collarbone, which was hard and different from what he imagined.

After hugging for almost half a minute, Song Zhinan still didn't push him away...

It's like a god opened his arms, this is really not a dream.

"Song Zhinan." Xu Shuo couldn't stop calling his name, and put his head sideways into his neck, pressing it hard, it was so warm.

Every time he could get a response, Song Zhinan answered yes tirelessly.

Xu Shuo spent the whole afternoon in a smug manner, his feet didn't seem to be on the ground, his whole body was only satisfied if he hung on Song Zhinan's body, and he didn't find his soul until grandma came home from get off work.

It was already late, and no matter how much they entangled, they had to go back to their rooms. The door of the study was wide open, and grandma was still in the living room outside. Xu Shuo looked honest on the surface, with a book on the table, and his eyes were on it.

The dishonesty is all in the dark.

For example, a pair of cold feet secretly walked up Song Zhinan's legs, as if looking for a source of warmth.

"Both of you go to bed quickly, you are finally looking forward to a good rest in the next month's vacation!" Grandma made an abrupt sound, and with a bang, her knee hit the table, Xu Shuo grinned in pain.

Song Zhinan laughed, "There are ghosts in my heart."

"There are no ghosts." Xu Shuo stared at him, unable to hide his smile, "But there is you."

Song Zhinan closed the book. He hadn't noticed Xu Shuo's mouth so much before, "Okay, it's getting late, go to sleep."

The two went back to their rooms. Xu Shuo plunged headfirst into the soft quilt, holding his breath, thinking of something, immediately took out his phone and opened WeChat.

After a few clicks, the editor issued a line of words-I confessed.

Han Yi:? ? ?

Han Yi: Are you dreaming or am I dreaming?

The phone vibrated, and a dialog box popped up again, it was still Han Yi: Are you going to tell Li Bian?

Xu Shuo didn't know, so:?

Han Yi: You posted it among the three groups.

Xu Shuo:? ? ? □□No attention.

I was about to withdraw, but it was too late.

Li Bian: Confession?Confess to whom?Xu Shuo, when did you have someone you like?Brother Li, I don't know!Are we brothers? Do you think we are brothers?You two are hiding something from me, it's so insincere!Xu Shuo, you must honestly tell me who it is today!I must explain!

Li Bian wasn't in front of him now and Xu Shuo could still imagine his reaction through this passage, gnashing his teeth with anger and furious.

Xu Shuo: ...

Xu Shuo: I said, don't get excited.

Li Bian: Hurry up!Don't lie to me!If it's a lie, I'll never end with you!

Xu Shuo thought about it, and there is no need to keep this matter a secret. I didn't tell Li Bian before that it was because of his life experience. The less people know about it, the better. If it wasn't for a chance, Han Yi wouldn't know about it. , and now, since it has been open and honest, of course there is no need to continue to hide it.

Xu Shuo slowly edited the three words Song Zhinan and sent it, waiting for a response.

Li Bian: I told you, don't lie to me!Xu Shuo, don't you think of me as a brother?

Han Yi: ...

Xu Shuo helped his forehead helplessly: It's really Song Zhinan, you believe me.

Han Yi directly stated the most important premise for Xu Shuo: Xu Shuo and Song Zhinan are not brothers.

Li Bian:? ? ?

Li Bian: Please wake me up with urine.

Xu Shuo: Wait a minute, I haven't finished yet.

Han Yi, Li Bian:? ? ?

Xu Shuo paused for almost a minute, and then clicked send after he had sold enough: Song Zhinan agreed.

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