Mild brother control

"The temperature has dropped drastically recently." Dai Wanbao brought out a cup of hot water, handed it to Xu Shuo, sank into the sofa, and asked straightforwardly, "Okay, why are there conflicts?"

Xu Shuo talked it over from beginning to end, from skipping class and meeting Zhang Ge to discuss work, to Song Zhinan returning home, the two talked about leaving Meicheng after taking the exam, different values ​​and different choices collided so violently.

Dai Wanbao couldn't help frowning when she heard that on the way, the woman's thoughts are really careful, and she immediately sensed something was wrong, "Is there anything else you haven't explained honestly?" She didn't mention what she heard yesterday, after all, it's a private matter and maybe she doesn't want outsiders to Know.But besides his life experience, there must be other things that Xu Shuo didn't say. He kept it a secret, but if he didn't say it, it seemed that the conflict between the two was irrational.

Xu Shuo pressed his fingers on his forehead, upset, "With his grades, it's easy to get into the school. It's either Shanghai or Beijing. It takes more than ten hours to go there... It's hard to see each other."

"You can't take the initiative in everything. If he doesn't want to say it... I don't even have the right to know."

"Although I'm younger than Song Zhinan, since I was a child, I love to rush to help him with everything. If I don't even know what he's doing in the future..."

"Sister Bao'er." Xu Shuo raised his head suddenly, his eyes flushed: "It's not that I won't let him go, I also know that it is impossible for him not to leave Meicheng, I know all this, I understand the reason... But if he really If I leave, I will always be the weak side." The kind who is so weak that you can't see what he is doing when you stand on tiptoe.

Minimize security.

As the words fell into his ears, Dai Wanbao felt more and more astonished, it shouldn't be like this, this kind of monopoly and control should not appear between Xu Shuo and Song Zhinan, no matter how you think about it, it's so strange.

A flash of inspiration flashed, and the voice of a middle-aged woman lingered in her mind - if you only spend your son's money for your grandson, it must be enough!As long as Song Zhinan doesn't die!

This is what Xu Shuo's mother said. Song Zhinan and Xu Shuo are not brothers!

And both of them knew about it, otherwise Song Zhinan wouldn't have shown up to interrupt their conversation, and Xu Shuo wouldn't have chased them out.

A secret that everyone knows cannot be called a secret, but it may cause a qualitative change in people's emotions over the years, otherwise how to explain Xu Shuo's desire for exclusiveness?

Dai Wanbao was surprised by what she found, and she didn't know what to say for a moment, her eyes tirelessly looked at Xu Shuo.

"Sister Bao'er?" Xu Shuo was stared at by him at a loss, and was still immersed in the conflict with Song Zhinan.

"Xiao Shuo." Dai Wanbao wanted to ask, but he hesitated and finally chose to give up. He just suspected that if Xu Shuo's feelings for Song Zhinan were really brothers, it would be a joke.

"Sister thinks you have to calm down first. Examinations and work are all important things. It's not good to talk about it twice. You have to discuss it. You have always had a bad temper. If you can't agree, you must slam the door and leave."

"Xiao Nan has a good temper. You two remember to discuss everything. If not, you can ask grandma to advise..."

Dai Wanbao talked for a long time, analyzing one matter from various aspects, Xu Shuo gradually calmed down.

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"I'll go back first when it's late." Xu Shuo stood up and said goodbye.

Dai Wanbao felt guilty for not being able to help, and kept telling Xu Shuo that if he encountered any trouble in the future, he could find himself, and finally warned him not to go to the bar.

Xu Shuo nodded, "It's good if I can sit here for a while, but if I go in as soon as I get home, I'm sure I'll have another night of cold war with Song Zhinan."

Dai Wanbao sighed and sent him to the door, and did not turn back into the room until the opposite door hit it. The doubts in her heart were getting bigger and bigger, and she had to pay more attention to it in the future. She believed in her sixth sense, and the unreliable suspicion might be correct.

Song Zhinan was still leaning on the bedside reading a book, the desk lamp was on, and he glanced at the black screen cell phone beside him from time to time.After waiting all night, there was no news. I don't know where Xu Shuo went after slamming the door.

Sleeping is definitely impossible. If Xu Shuo doesn't go home, Song Zhinan can't go to bed early. What's more, if he doesn't know his whereabouts, he can only wait awkwardly. He can't send a message regardless of whether he is worried or not. ask.

That's the only way to do it, turn on a small light while reading a book and wait.

Until there was a sound of closing the door, and familiar footsteps tapped on the floor, Xu Shuo came back.

Song Zhinan's hanging heart fell to the ground, he closed the book and turned on the desk lamp, completely lay down under the quilt, and fell asleep.

After finally looking forward to the long-lost monthly vacation, Xu Shuo thought that he would be able to pester Song Zhinan for two days, but he didn't expect the quarrel last night to be so timely. When they met in the living room in the morning, they both kept silent, as if whoever spoke first would lose up.

Xu Shuo was naturally the one who wanted to talk. If it was really a cold war, he would definitely not be able to beat Song Zhinan. What's more, he had a fight with his brothers and listened to Sister Baoer's words last night. Reasonable.

It's my fault.

It is easy to know that it is wrong to admit it is not easy.

After breakfast, Xu Shuo walked from the study to the room and from the room to the living room, back and forth several times, as if searching for a soul.

Song Zhinan didn't say a word, and after staying in the study for a while, he began to pack his schoolbag.

Xu Shuo sat on the sofa and flipped through the books on bar management, but his eyes were fixed on Song Zhinan until he opened the door.

"Where are you going?" Xu Shuo couldn't calm down anymore.

"Library." Song Zhinan squatted at the entrance to change his shoes.

"Can't you just go to the library when you're at home?" Xu Shuo felt that there was a nail in his buttocks at the moment, so he got up and hurried over, "Don't go."

"I review."

"Review is not allowed."

The attitudes of the two were as stiff as frozen tofu, so hard that they could kill people. Xu Shuo pulled the door and slammed it, and walked back in a big way, sitting on the sofa and watching him.I'm banging on the door. I'll see what kind of library you dare to go to.Isn't it just a quarrel? Don't even want to stay at home and go to the library?

First ask Xu Shuotong if he agrees, sorry to disagree.

After changing his shoes, Song Zhinan got up and took the backpack on his back. Obviously he didn't pay attention to Xu Shuo's attitude. He opened the door decisively and walked out.

"Song Zhinan!" Xu Shuo yelled while trying to stop him. When he went out, three people came into view--Sister Bao'er with a bad face, Han Shizhang, and Song Zhinan who was waiting for the elevator.

Xu Shuo also didn't care why Brother Zhang was here so early in the morning, and Sister Bao'er looked sour, all she wanted was to keep Song Zhinan at home, "I told you not to go!"

Song Zhinan remained silent, seeing that the elevator hadn't arrived, he turned a corner and decided to take the stairs, his movements were too fast to catch up.

When Xu Shuo ran over, he could only see a small shadow, which flickered twice before sinking on the marble, and roared angrily: "Don't you dare to do anything to you just because of me! So I'm a bitch!" He yelled urgently and fiercely, looking really angry.

He knew he was wrong, but you, Song Zhinan, should at least give you a step down. Why bother with such a simple matter?Could it be that he was free to get up early in the morning and walk back and forth at home?

He was even sure that Song Zhinan knew that he wanted a step, but he was unwilling to give it, and he was unwilling to even say anything.

"Xiao Shuo, come in." Dai Wanbao held the door, and Xu Shuo glared at Han Shizhang again after calling, "You can go, you are not welcome here."

"Bao Er."

"Don't call me, hurry up. Other girls are still waiting for you to take her home." Dai Wanbao sarcastically pulled Xu Shuo into the room and closed the door.

Xu Shuo was moved like a puppet throughout the whole process, his own affairs hadn't been settled in time, Song Zhinan's anger hadn't passed after yelling at Song Zhinan, and he didn't care about what happened to other people.The door was slammed, and everyone was still in a daze.

Dai Wanbao didn't pull him in on purpose, but she wanted to ask something. She could clearly see the scene of yelling just now, and the suspicion in her heart couldn't be held back, "Xiao Shuo, sister asked you a question, you Answer honestly."

"what?"

"You have feelings for Xiao Nan." She hesitated for a second, "...do you have any other feelings for Xiao Nan?"

For a moment, Xu Shuo seemed to be struck by lightning, as if something had pulled his tongue and made him unable to speak.

Why, why some people can guess the truth so easily, but some people can't see the truth even after ten or twenty years.

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Maybe, it might be better not to see it.

Xu Shuo murmured: "Sister..."

Dai Wanbao's heart skipped a beat, and he didn't show any surprise or deny it. In all likelihood, he guessed it right.

"...How did you know?" This was something Xu Shuo never thought of. It is impossible for a normal person to suspect that there will be love between brothers. This is simply a fantasy.

"Do you still remember that your mother came here a while ago, and I overheard it when she was talking with Grandma Song?" Dai Wanbao said, "I didn't mean to eavesdrop on purpose, they were standing at the door at that time..."

"I know." Xu Shuo interrupted her, so it turned out that not only he and Song Zhinan accidentally broke the truth that day, but also Sister Bao'er, no wonder he could see that there was something abnormal between him and Song Zhinan.

Xu Shuo lowered his eyes and asked the question he was most afraid of: "Do you think I'm mentally ill?"

"Don't think about it, what era are you from and what era are I from, don't you think of me as Grandma Song or your mother?" Dai Wanbao comforted with a smile, "This kind of culture is in some fields. It's quite popular, although in real life... this is the first time I've seen it, but I'm sure I don't think that way, so you can rest assured."

"Thank you ma'am."

"Actually, I suspected it last night. When you said the reason for the quarrel between the two of you, I felt strange. There was no reason at all. It didn't look like a pair of brothers arguing. I also thought that you, the younger brother, seemed to be afraid of Xiao Nan. It seems to be running away, and the possessiveness is too strange."

Xu Shuo smiled shyly, unexpectedly meeting someone who understood him by his side, his mood was somewhat comforted, "I can't control it, I always worry about unnecessary things."

"Does Xiao Nan know about this?"

"I don't know." Xu Shuo curled his lips, but couldn't see the slightest smile, "How dare you let him know, if you know, you probably have to go if you don't want to."

"That's right." Dai Wanbao sighed worriedly for him, "Like someone... how unlikely it is, not to mention that you have been brothers for so many years."

"Sister Bao'er, in fact, I often think about it, why don't I just talk to him... At least I can get a result. If I refuse, I will refuse. If I refuse, I will be a brother honestly. It's better than thinking about it all the time in my heart." , I don’t know how many years it will take.”

"This is not a trivial matter. If you say it, you have to face the result, both good and bad."

"Yeah... That's why I haven't dared to, the probability of being bad is too great."

Seeing that he was so discouraged, Dai Wanbao disagreed. The reminder is one aspect, but it might be a better choice to say or not to let her choose, "Actually, it's not necessarily true. Ever? As you said, there will always be a result if you say it, and you are the one who will be bored for a lifetime."

"So, Sister Bao'er, you think it's better to be honest?" Xu Shuo looked at her intently.

Being stared at by him like this, Dai Wanbao didn't dare to say with certainty which one was good and which one was bad, Xu Shuo had to make the final decision, "You already have a choice in your heart, don't you? I just want to say one word, enjoy yourself while you can."

"Carpe diem..." Xu Shuo repeated, thinking about something.

Dai Wanbao nodded.

Yes, carpe diem. What happened to her recently made her realize the importance of carpe diem. Life is only a few decades, and it is worthwhile to do everything that needs to be done.

Dai Wanbao couldn't help thinking of himself and Han Shizhang, "It's like me and your brother Zhang, who are not in the right family, his mother never likes me, and every day she pushes him to see some old daughter, the two of us probably won't go long... But I have never regretted being with him, that’s what carpe diem is all about, just be happy, and if there are still some things in my mind that I can recall to make people laugh, I will be satisfied.”

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