Bamboo horse and green plum

Lu Zhijie returned to the rental house, but Xiang Nan hadn't come back yet. He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Xiang Nan, asking him if he would come back. After waiting for a long time, Xiang Nan didn't reply, and he didn't care too much. He did his homework by himself. Anyway, this person with his hands hanging can't play the game, so he probably went home.

When Xiang Nan opened the door and entered the house, the three of them were having dinner, Xiang Nan who came in was very surprised.

"Why did you fall like this?" When Xiang Shaowei received a call from the teacher, he thought it was just some skin trauma. He just came back today and called to see Xiang Nan. Xiang Nan said he would go home to see him, but he didn't Don't worry, when I saw Xiang Nan's hand hanging in a plaster cast, I still felt very guilty for not coming back sooner.

Lin Shujuan added a pair of bowls and chopsticks to Xiang Nan.

"It's not too serious. It can be dismantled after a while. It won't affect the final exam." Xiang Nan sat down and prepared to eat without hesitation. The next time Lu Zhijie prepared spoons for him, his heart was full of mixed feelings, he suddenly wanted to see him for no reason, even his attitude that made him sad in the afternoon was not important, he got up silently and went to the kitchen to get the spoon and sat back , didn't even look at Lin Shujuan.

"Xiang Nan, did you fight?" Xiang Bei saw the caster for the first time, and looked at his right hand curiously, "Our teacher said that good children should not fight."

"I fell while playing basketball." Xiang Nan looked at Xiang Bei who looked like a kindergarten student in elementary school, and said expressionlessly.

"If you don't know how to fight, don't join in the fun. How can you still study if you break yourself like this?" Lin Shujuan also said.

"Even with one hand, I will still be the top five in the school." Xiang Nan said without raising his head.

"Okay, both of you calm down," Xiang Shaowei put down his chopsticks and glanced at them, "It's rare for a family to get together to eat, so can't you let me have a comfortable meal? It's okay to be noisy every day bother."

"Do you think I want to quarrel with him? He looks like a debt collector. He doesn't let me go every time. It's fine if you don't go home. It's hard to come back once, and he blames me for so many years. Is it easy for me?" Lin Shujuan said with some tears.

Xiang Nan felt a headache when he heard this voice, and he only said one word. Lin Shujuan reacted so violently. He looked at Xiang Shaowei who was frowning, and silently put down the spoon and went back to his room. He couldn't understand why Lin Shujuan always acted like A shrew would blow up at one point. After all, I seldom come back, so I try not to speak if I can. Why is it so difficult for the two of them to get along peacefully? But to Lin Shujuan, he is like an intruder who has invaded her territory. He is the eldest son who wants to grab things from his own son, and he always looks like he wants to drive him away, so he tells himself every day, grow up quickly, leave here quickly, and never come back again, Lin Shujuan outside Still crying, he and Xiang Shaowei scolded himself, Xiang Nan felt his head hurt, he wanted to find Lu Zhijie, but there would be a more spectacular show after going out, he fell on the bed exhausted, Staring at the ceiling in a daze.After a long time, Xiang Shaowei pushed open his door.

"Dad?" Xiang Nan looked suspiciously at the father who came in without knocking, not knowing what he wanted to do.

"You didn't eat a few bites just now, are you hungry?" Xiang Shaowei sat at the desk and looked at him.

"I'm not hungry. I came back after eating after class." Xiang Nan lay back on the bed again, waiting for Xiang Shaowei's next words.

"I didn't know in advance that you fell so badly. If I knew, I would have come back that day." Xiang Shaowei looked at Xiang Nan guiltily. He had never cared about his son except for the economy for so many years.

"It's not a big deal, you're so busy, don't worry too much about it."

"Xiang Nan, I know that I've been sorry for you these years and failed to give you the love you deserve. You have always been a sensible child. Some things are over and we don't want to mention them anymore. You, Aunt Lin, know that too. , have not been to school for a few days, and have no education, don't worry about her, let him be more, after all, we live under the same roof, so it's meaningless to be so noisy every day." Xiang Shaowei looked tiredly lying on the bed Xiang Nan, he instantly felt powerless, sandwiched between an unreasonable woman and a son who made him feel guilty, he could only calm down and wrong his son every time.

"I didn't blame you. I won't come back when you're not at home. Since she doesn't like me so much, I just don't want to come back in the future. I don't want to argue with him, and I don't want to face someone like a shrew. Anyway, I can’t stay here for a few more years, and I’ll leave here when I’m admitted to university.” Xiang Nan tried his best to look calm, and he was also very sad, obviously this is his biological father, every time he would Abandoning himself for some reasons that he feels are innocuous, he also once wanted to act like a baby in his father's arms with great expectations, and he also imagined that he could write a composition with the title "My Father" full of emotion, but he The expectations are nothing in Xiang Shaowei's eyes. Xiang Nan, who is disappointed every time, has finally learned not to have expectations, and no longer fantasize about the warm hug from this man called Dad. At this moment, he is deeply desperate. Forget it, he thought, so be it, what else can I do, after all, he is also his father, although he did not give him any spiritual comfort, but he has never treated himself badly financially, how can you bear to embarrass yourself like that shrew What about him?

"Xiang Nan, that's not what I meant. I may not be able to speak, so you misinterpret my meaning every time. I just want you to let her order. This is your home. Where can you go if you don't come back? I will naturally ignore you when you get married in the future, but you should not have the idea of ​​moving out now, you are my son, what you have in the north, you have what, and my things will be equally distributed to you." Xiang Shao Wei suddenly became a little excited, as if it was difficult to communicate with Xiang Nan every time, as if the two people's thoughts were not on the same channel.

"Dad, don't get excited," Xiang Nan sat up, and before he could say anything, Lin Shujuan, who pushed the door open, made plans.

"Xiang Shaowei, you and I didn't say that, you said that all of this is going north." Lin Shujuan came in with an angry face.

"You actually eavesdropped on our conversation?" Xiang Shaowei's face was unpredictable, a little angry, but mostly he couldn't laugh or cry.

"This is my home, how can I be eavesdropping, you said that all of this will be left to the north, and now you say that half of it is from the south, what do you mean?" Lin Shujuan said almost growling.

"It doesn't count what you say out of excitement. Xiangnan is also my son. What's the difference between him and Xiangbei."

Xiang Nan was suddenly very tired. He stood up and walked out of the bedroom, blocking the noise of the two people behind him. He sat on the sofa and looked at the two people who were fighting, and Xiang Bei who ran over crying. Suddenly he felt a little sympathetic to Xiang Bei, he picked up Xiang Bei with one hand, walked out of the house, sat on the bench outside the community, and didn't speak again when Xiang Bei finished crying.

"Brother?" Xiang Bei was probably frightened, and was taken outside by Xiang Nan, terrified like a frightened kitten curled up beside Xiang Nan. Xiang Nan felt that he was in a very complicated mood at the moment. In fact, he has some sympathy for Xiangbei. This younger brother who shares half the blood with him more or less makes him care a little bit differently. Although he doesn't like this younger brother very much because of Lin Shujuan, he doesn't either I hope that Xiang Bei had an unbearable childhood like him.

"Don't be afraid, we'll go back when they've had enough trouble. Are you hungry? Brother, take you to eat?" Xiang Nan wiped his tears for him, and patiently waited for Xiang Bei to calm down.

"I don't eat," Xiang Bei said convulsively, "They often quarrel, and each time they quarrel for a long time, and then my mother kept crying, and my mother said it was because of you, so my father scolded her because you wanted to rob me." s things."

"...." Xiang Nan didn't know what to say, his impression of Lin Shujuan was refreshed again.

"Xiang Nan, what do you want? Tell me, I'll give you everything, tell them not to quarrel, okay? From now on, I'll call you brother, and I won't call you Xiang Nan anymore." Xiang Bei took Xiang Nan's hand , looked at him expectantly.

"...." Xiang Nan looked at Xiang Bei who still had tears on his face, this person who never took the initiative to call him brother, the child who was always scolded by Xiang Shaowei for calling him, is now begging Pulling him, made him feel bad for no reason, this Xiang Bei, which he never pays attention to at ordinary times, made him so entangled at this moment that he didn't know what to say, he didn't do anything, why was he the one who made things difficult in the end, obviously not himself Why did everyone think he was too much?After a long time, he said slowly, "I don't want anything. You tell your mother to guard your things carefully, and my brother will not come to snatch them."

"Brother, I will share with you, I will give you whatever you want, those remote control cars, those Lego, are my treasures, I will give you half, I will not tell my mother, I will give you quietly. "Xiang Bei suddenly realized something and became happy.

"Then why did you divide me up quietly?" Xiang Nan wanted to tease him.

"It's like you quietly giving me sweets. We keep my mother behind our backs and don't tell her anything." Xiang Bei thought about it seriously, as if he felt that if Xiang Nan took his things, his parents would not quarrel. same.

Xiang Nan was a little dumbfounded, it turned out that he remembered the snacks he brought him every time, "You keep it for yourself, I don't want your things, brother has it himself." No wonder I don't hate him, he Just a kid.

"Xiangbei," Lin Shujuan chased after crying, and when she saw the two sitting on the bench, she picked up Xiangbei and looked at Xiangnan viciously, "Where do you want to take him? Your brother, even if you hate me, you can't hurt him, he is still a child, why are you so vicious?"

"..." Xiang Nan was puzzled, "Then you take him back and look at him carefully."

"Mom, brother..." Xiang Bei wanted to explain, but was interrupted by Lin Shujuan, "He didn't do anything to you, did he?" She touched Xiang Bei's face and looked left and right worriedly.

Xiang Nan felt really tired, he didn't say anything, turned around and left, and met Xiang Shaowei who was looking for Xiang Bei at the gate of the community.

"Xiang Nan, did you take your brother away? Where did you send him?" Xiang Shaowei asked anxiously, "You didn't do anything to him, did you?"

"..." Xiang Nan looked at Xiang Shaowei with a worried face in front of him, and suddenly wanted to laugh, it was so ridiculous, his father actually suspected that he would hurt Xiang Bei, their wish should have come true just now, yes To do something to the north, but what can he do?Obviously he is just a child under 16 years old.

"He was taken back by his mother well. My mother told me that there are certain things that cannot be done. I always remember her words." Xiang Nan finished speaking calmly, not paying attention to Xiang Shaowei's unpredictable expression, Walked around him.

He didn't know how he arrived at Lu Zhijie's rental house. When Lu Zhijie opened the door for him, he felt that all his strength had been exhausted, and he softened all of a sudden, and fell into Lu Zhijie's arms.

"What's wrong with you?" Lu Zhijie quickly caught him and asked worriedly.

"Brother Jie, I'm so tired, hug me." Xiang Nan leaned tiredly in Lu Zhijie's arms, not wanting to move anymore, he felt Lu Zhijie's body temperature, and also felt some strength in Lu Zhijie's hand holding him.

"Xiang Nan?" After a long time, Lu Zhijie felt that Xiang Nan who was sitting on the ground leaning against his arms was about to fall asleep, so he pushed him lightly, "Go to bed and sleep, the ground is cold."

"..." Lu Zhijie couldn't wait for Xiang Nan's answer, so he simply picked him up, put him on the bed carefully, covered him with the quilt, but Xiang Nan opened his eyes and was looking at him seriously, " What's the matter with you? Did you go home?"

"Brother Jie, I'm so disappointed. All my expectations are gone. I think this world is too boring. No one cares about me. I can't hold on any longer. I let my mother down. I can't forgive those things. A malicious person." Xiang Nan shed tears as he spoke.

Seeing his expression, Lu Zhijie felt as if his heart had been grabbed hard. The pain made him unable to breathe. He picked up Xiangnan, and was afraid of moving his injured right hand, so he hugged him vigorously on the left side, "It's okay." Everything will pass." He didn't know what happened to Xiang Nan, and he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only pat him on the back.