【Ja Dun】Don't love me if you have the kind

The cubicle of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's director's office is the secretary's office. For so many years, the tattered love story between the director and the secretary has never been staged. Although the reserve heroine Higuchi Ichiyo is infatuated, she never expected that she The tall boss and admirer is married to a man.But sometimes she feels that falling in love with Atsushi Nakajima is the best thing for Ryunosuke Akutagawa.These two people are very similar. When they look at you, their expressions are gentle and gentle, and their facial muscles are smooth, but there is always a tacit understanding in their eyes that reaches the heart.

Higuchi Kazuyo knocked on Ryunosuke Akutagawa's office door with the planning copy on his smartphone.At that time, Ryunosuke Akutagawa was smoking while browsing the Internet in the office with fully air-conditioned windows. Higuchi Ichiyo once asked him if he wanted to get a super-power range hood like the one used when eating barbecue, so that all the smoke could be sucked up. There is no residue left after walking, but Akutagawa still seems to have a little snack to quit smoking, so I still use earthen methods to eliminate the smell.

"Excuse me, Mr. Akutagawa." The woman knocked on the door after confirming that every word on the copy was correct.

"Come in." After the glass ashtray collided with the table, Akutagawa replied.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke doesn't smoke in front of girls, and it's not that he doesn't listen to Atsushi Nakajima's occasional talk about green life, health and longevity, but there have been more annoying and annoying things recently.Higuchi Kazuyo was standing in front of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's desk with a folder in his hand. The woman squinted and saw that there were at least ten cigarette butts in the ashtray. Marlboro smelled like silk thread. It could not be said that there was nothing, but it was not obvious.Ryunosuke Akutagawa didn't seem to have slept well, his eyes were black and blue, and Ichiyo Higuchi saw Atsushi Nakajima in the corridor this morning, and he had the same tired face.

Akutagawa was looking at the membership list of the Sanei Party.Species, apes, and species of spotted species are definitely not marked on the webpage, but it is often very useful to pick up glowing stones among countless trivial and tiny things and pile them up into a real city.They were all bareheaded passport photos with a blue background, most of them were elderly fathers and uncles, some were crooked, and some were handsome and young, but none of them looked similar to Atsushi Nakajima.Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't know where Atsushi Nakajima put the pocket watch. If he saw the artistic photo of his mother, it would be easier to find someone.

There is no direct evidence to prove that Atsushi Nakajima’s father came from the Sanei Party, but Ryunosuke Akutagawa always felt that there was a connection between the two. The Xinzuru Orphanage was funded by private capital from 1995 to 2008. At that time, Mori Ogai I also donated some money. At that time, people with a little money wanted to engage in charity, and the industrialists who licked blood with the tip of their knives and ate the internal organs of the people were called philanthropists.At that time, Xinhe was funded by the Sanei Party, and the funding period was four years from 1998 to 2002, which happened to be the time when Atsushi Nakajima stayed in the orphanage.

And another tricky thing is -

"Mr. Akutagawa, I asked my colleagues from the Technology Department and the Marketing Department to come up with a final version of the creative plan, including a sample of the internal beta version of the mobile phone, as well as product ideas and appearance planning..."

Higuchi Ichiyo was murdered by Akutagawa Ryunosuke before, and at that time he felt that he didn't need anyone's help.Osamu Dazai taught him that when he was a child.Higuchi Kazuyo handed over the dozens of A4 papers in the folder and put them on his desk with both hands, and the image of Akutagawa suddenly standing up from the chair and throwing everything off the desk appeared in front of his eyes.In the past few days, the departments related to smartphone research and development have hardly slept. Atsushi Nakajima led the science and technology department to stay up for several nights. After a meal, he and Osamu Dazai took money to fill the hole.

Marketing consultants, legal counsel, product packaging, and the cost of contacting mobile phone spokespersons...every step costs money.

But there is another tricky thing is that the bank has stopped lending to Senmu Holdings.

One is that the downward trend of Senmu Holdings’ stock price is worrisome, and banks are unwilling to take this risk; the other is that the government intends to control the capital expansion of private enterprises to make way for the public sector of the people’s production industry; the third is that... Senmu Holdings and the political parties that directly control banks There is something to do.

Most of the staff believed in the first one, the high officials said it was the second one, and only the Mori family knew that the reason was actually the third one.

When Ryunosuke Akutagawa held the mouse and pressed the palm of his hand gently on the small arched frosted object, the tactile sensation reminded him of the sticky feeling of touching the white flesh after being split by a knife, and then began to ooze blood. Greasy and slippery.

"Who is the person in charge of the proposal?" Akutagawa took the proposal, leaned forward slightly close to the computer, and leaned back against the seat, with both elbows resting on the armrests. The black tie shook slightly. On the first page, after seeing the name of the person in charge, the ending of the question suddenly disappeared.

"...It's Atsushi Nakajima." Higuchi Kazuyo replied.She could tell that Ryunosuke Akutagawa was so busy that he rarely came home, and the evidence was that the clothes he changed these days were spare suits in the office locker room—she had seen his locker room before The neatly hung clothes, although Atsushi Nakajima helped him choose them.

"..." Akutagawa fell silent.He and Atsushi Nakajima hadn't spoken for a long time, and even if they met, they just nodded and said a few words casually, and stopped chatting.Ever since Atsushi Nakajima turned over his mobile phone, and he himself found out that he had turned over his own mobile phone, the loan of Senmu Holdings was cut off, and everyone was busy. This may have provided an excellent opportunity for the cold war between the two of them. excuse.

"One more question, Mr. Akutagawa." Higuchi Ichiyo said, "I haven't decided on the name and slogan of the mobile phone. Everyone thinks that the name in Chinese characters should not be used, and the English name should be used."

"What about Atsushi Nakajima's opinion?" The articulation of those three words was a bit blunt.

"He said he asked you to come up with this name, and you can tell him after you finalize it. He is the direct person in charge of the Ministry of Science and Technology. As long as he agrees, the rest will have no objections. In addition, the shock resistance and screen thinness of mobile phones are still being tested. Continue, have been conquering since three days ago..."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke took off the cap of the pen while listening, and wrote the Roman accent of Atsushi Nakajima's name on the letterhead. The first pass was absent-minded scribbling, the second pass had formatting and alignment lines, and then Write down all the way.

"It will take at least a week to come up with the beta version of the mobile phone."

Ichiyo Higuchi made a summary.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at Nakajima Atsushi, which was almost full of writing on the white paper, and recalled all the things Shimohiguchi Ichiyo just said in a trance. In fact, he had already called and confirmed with the people in the Ministry of Science and Technology what she just said.But he still wanted to make a phone call. As for the reason, he might not even be able to say it with his mouth torn.

"The phone's name is...NANA."

"...Huh?" Higuchi Kazuyo looked at Ryunosuke Akutagawa, thinking he was singing "HАVANA".

"It's called Nana." Arranging the initials of Atsushi Nakajima's Roman accent together, it's simple and rude.Although the woman in front of her didn't realize that the name was actually Atsushi Nakajima, she still couldn't accept the milky voice of a little girl when a big old man was acting like a baby.

"...Okay." Higuchi Kazuyo took out a ballpoint pen from his pocket and wrote the four letters on the paper, "Then, where is the slogan?"

This Akutagawa Ryunosuke really couldn't think of it, he sent the name of the phone to Dazai Osamu, and asked this creative actor to help him think about it. Five minutes later, Osamu Dazai replied:

"Since it's Nana, let's take these four letters apart and spell four words."

"Neverabsent, neverapart."

"The literal translation is never absent, never leave."

"The affectionate version is - not to leave you."

After reading it, Ryunosuke Akutagawa could only see the joyful feeling of seeing the sun behind the clouds. He wrote these four words on the new letterhead after turning the pages, tore off the paper and handed it to Ichiyo Higuchi.

Higuchi Kazuyo held the letterhead with the pen printed with countless Roman accents of Atsushi Nakajima's name written by Ryunosuke Akutagawa on the previous piece of paper. After saying goodbye and walking out of the board of directors' office, he was still a little unresponsive.She originally thought that it would take at least a day or two to determine things like product names and slogans. A group of people holding English dictionaries and "Kōjien" in the conference room might be greasy from thinking about it, but their directors had big hands. With a wave, everything was confirmed in less than 10 minutes.

Just to add, the intention of the added products later is just one sentence——

For a better life, for the people I love.

Atsushi Nakajima sat at a round table in the large office of the Ministry of Science and Technology, hunched over and eating fried noodles.He hadn't eaten all day, and now that the sun is down, those who have families go home to eat, and those who don't have families also go downstairs to have a meal, but he can't invite anyone to eat.It should be said that there was a little awkwardness between him and the person he could date.

At noon today, the board of directors sent a planning proposal. The name of the phone is NANA, the slogan is "Neverabsent, neverapart", and the representative of the proposal is the Japanese wolf of his family.

When he saw Nana, he thought they were going to make a female mobile phone, but when he saw the signature of Ryunosuke Akutagawa at the end of the document, he knew what the name meant.It's not that he doesn't want to talk to Akutagawa Ryunosuke, they rarely meet each other during this period, and it's rare to find traces of the other party returning home after returning home once, but they just can't meet each other.He ate the passion fruit from the university’s science and technology plantation alone in the office or at home. He reached in with a spoon and dug out the yellow fruit with juice. When he ate it together, it was still as delicious and sweet as calculated on the computer, but I always feel that it is not as delicious as before when the two of them did not have a cold war.

"Idiot..." Atsushi Nakajima held the paper bowl, rolled the disposable chopsticks into the noodles a few times, and several strands of soy sauce-colored noodles got entangled on the chopsticks. Coming out together, he stuffed it into his mouth, chewed it a few times, swallowed it, and then took a bite of the fried egg in the bowl.

Eating too fast and choking, he drank a few sips of the coke he had been given, and then went on to finish the meal, which was still a bit poor for the conclusion of a busy day.

Atsushi Nakajima was halfway through his meal when he heard the sound of men’s leather shoes in the corridor. The speed was medium, but each step of kicking, flying, and landing seemed to have a specific sound, which he could imagine through the thick walls. Come out and move the scene.It is he who has come.Atsushi Nakajima stopped eating noodles, and heard that he first went to his office, opened the door and found that no one was there, and then walked over and knocked on the door of the big office.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke knocked on the door with five fingers in rounds, and this kind of knocking sound was particularly annoying when he woke up.

"... here." Nakajima Atsushi squeezed the paper bowl slightly harder.

Will Akutagawa Ryunosuke be the one to take the initiative to break the deadlock?

The person who came slowly opened the door, with one hand in his trouser pocket and the other on the doorknob without moving, his wolf eyes showed no emotion.Atsushi Nakajima held the bowl and Coke and didn't intend to make any comments. Ryunosuke Akutagawa also stood at the door, neither coming in nor closing the door.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't know what kind of emotion this was, but when he knew that Atsushi Nakajima still had many dark sides that he hadn't shown himself, and he silently endured things that ordinary children couldn't stand for several years, even When he was keeping his mouth shut to himself, what he wanted to do was not just a carpet bombing search to find Atsushi Nakajima's parents. die.

There is also the Sanei Party that stopped the bank loan - Akutagawa Ryunosuke and Nakahara Naka also want to find out the people they beat up in the past and beat them again, put their hands in their mouths and pull out all the teeth Throw it away, and see what those mouths that have no virtue can spit out in the future.

Who is this person he is standing at the door looking at?

Intermediate species?Replant?Cat again?beast?

Akutagawa Ryunosuke is actually not a very sensitive person, but at this moment he suddenly felt that the distance from the door of the big office to the table where Atsushi Nakajima was sitting made people not want to step out.This person who helped him organize things on the table once before interacting with him always made him want to ask for something else.

Love, trust, family, a lifetime.

In fact, it was something they both wanted.

"Where's your pocket watch?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke finally spoke first.Atsushi Nakajima's back trembled because of the sudden speech.

"..." Atsushi Nakajima realized that tearing his face might be the beginning of another new cold war. He had already taken out his pocket watch, which was in his suit pocket, but he still said, "...at home."

"Go home and get it."

"What?"

"Give it to me."

"So I asked you what you brought it for?"

"...Did you never plan to show it to me?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke walked in slowly, and closed the door with a heavy hand, "It should be said, are you planning to keep it a secret from me?"

Atsushi Nakajima suddenly felt that the two of them had returned to the time when they just met.Osamu Dazai and Nakahara are also proud people, and Akutagawa Ryunosuke is not bad either.He seems to have never been interested in listening to what his colleagues in the Ministry of Science and Technology said. He always feels that being a man who is a man who is a close man is his best ability. He has an unbearable personality, but he has a unique vision. After that, in fact, Akutagawa Ryunosuke has been filling the vacancy of senior management personnel, and has been playing a role in Morimi Holdings like the nucleus.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke doesn't need help from others.Atsushi Nakajima realized this not long after he had known him.He needs love, but if you are too weak, no one will love you.Sometimes it doesn't mean to constantly improve yourself in order to stand shoulder to shoulder with someone, but to say that only when you are strong enough can you keep those outstanding people by your side.

Now he had this feeling of Akutagawa Ryunosuke repelling anyone from approaching him, only destroying the surroundings by himself and moving forward.

It's frustrating.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke went directly to Atsushi Nakajima, took his bowl and Coke away and put them on the table heavily, and pulled him outside.Atsushi Nakajima recalled that Akutagawa Ryunosuke was almost unreasonable in the past, and he was dragged to the underground parking lot by him, got into his Tesla and sat down.

Atsushi Nakajima knew he was in the wrong.The things he tried his best to forget are not so important to him now, but it doesn't mean that others think the same way.But he thought Akutagawa Ryunosuke would at least understand.

"...I... didn't say that I didn't want to tell you. My father...is a member of parliament. If I remember correctly...he is a member of the Sanei Party." Dongxi narrated, "Mother is a white tiger, father is a brown bear...I..."

"It's also a white tiger..."

Atsushi Nakajima's eyes looking at Ryunosuke Akutagawa are not weak at this moment, but there is still a hint of timid temptation in it. This Japanese wolf can displace all of Atsushi Nakajima's internal organs with just one hand, while he himself It's been a long time since I fully realized my soul, and I can't change my ears. I don't know if I can beat him.Akutagawa Ryunosuke has never been violent to him since he got married. Atsushi Nakajima knows that he is so angry that he wants to yell now, but what he cares about now is not whether to quarrel or not—

If they don't get this right, if what they're hiding is too important, they could end up in a divorce.No man can accept that his other half is cheating to this extent—at least in this spotted world where you look at me and look at you, and it is lawful and good to be similar to others, that's how it is.

"And then?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke held the steering wheel with his hands, and if he tried harder, the steering wheel might deform.

Atsushi Nakajima said in the atmosphere of the Japanese wolf gradually becoming stronger: "I didn't know what I was until I was 13 years old. In the orphanage, all the children were cats, at least I remember that, so I thought I was a cat too. "

"Tell me the truth after Mr. Fukuzawa checks."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was motionless at first, but he turned his head suddenly after a few seconds, and with his wolf claws stretched out, he grabbed Atsushi Nakajima's head, his eyes were full of blue light, and Atsushi Nakajima thought this was probably the real him.

"Atsushi Nakajima, let me ask you," Ryunosuke Akutagawa named his phone NANA. He didn't actually want to express his wish for reconciliation to him through this. He loved Atsushi Nakajima, but he found something He has never been able to cross over calmly. Marriage is a mutual torture. What he needs to pay is not only love, but also the determination to go on with Atsushi Nakajima that has been slowly fading for countless times. The uncommon compromise of dissuading,

"What else are you hiding from me? Why is Mr. Sen so suspicious of you? It's nothing more than your background. At first, I felt that there was always some malicious speculation in it, so I said something Stop it. What he's afraid of is not that we don't want children, but that we'll take out all of Senmu's money. If I don't check, if I keep pretending to be deaf and dumb, will you keep silent?"

"Is it fun to hang everyone?"

"Atsushi Nakajima, speak."

"Speak to me!"

We are family-

So, why don't you trust me?

Can't I protect you?

Atsushi Nakajima's mind almost stopped working, and a few seconds later, Ryunosuke Akutagawa dropped the last bomb:

"Do you really regret marrying me?"

Nakajima Atsushi was sure that he reacted violently after hearing this sentence.The white tiger reappeared in this Tesla for the second time, with mottled black and white lines painted on his face, and his golden eyes also shone with a dangerous light.Ryunosuke Akutagawa seemed very satisfied that Atsushi Nakajima finally showed his true self, and almost gritted his teeth and nodded, but in the next second, Atsushi Nakajima's fierce and violent eyes suddenly became moist, and the eye sockets turned red.

"Do you think I want to scam your family's money or brainwash you into my own puppet? Akutagawa Ryunosuke, don't forget, we agreed on this matter before we got married! I mentioned it to you at the time , It is very difficult to thoroughly investigate the matter of life experience, we can take it slowly. Behind an orphanage that abuses children, how can it be so simple that a big company sponsors it!"

Ryunosuke Akutagawa was stunned for a few tenths of a second after hearing the word "child abuse".

"Akutagawa Ryunosuke, I would like to ask you, do you really regret marrying me? Do you really regret getting to know me, let me join the Science and Technology Department, and take away part of your job, which was originally the number one and the one in charge. Openly challenge you under the banner of teamwork and common progress? The family relationship is not handled well, you don’t stay at home all day, and you don’t have children—do you think so? Do you think the same way as others...”

Atsushi Nakajima almost choked up when he finished speaking.They haven't quarreled for a long time, so when they are angry, they will vent all their worries, anxieties, doubts, and the dependence and depression that the other party is not by their side when they want each other.

"You have been surrounded by servants since you were a child. If you make a broken clay figurine, someone will come and buy it with money. If you make a rubbish painting, someone will clap your hands and say that you are versatile. If you have conflicts with others outside, if someone kicks you, you can beat them to death. The eardrum is perforated, but there are still people who help clean up the mess." Atsushi Nakajima was in the orphanage, and he had this impression of the children of the rich family. Of course, it is true. "Is this the feeling of being confident? It doesn't matter, even if you make others bruised and bruised, full of holes like gun targets, you have never cared a little bit, as long as you can keep going, as long as you are strong enough, you will always be the king of destruction!"

"Yes, I really didn't want children before, but now I..."

That pregnant worm, I have already put it in my body——

But Atsushi Nakajima immediately changed his words: "...Yes, I am poor and not expensive, so the root of things cannot be changed, but as long as a person is not told by others, 'You can live', he really can't live anymore , how can you understand this feeling?"

"You are all powerful, you are all social, I can't afford to offend you, okay? You have always wanted to keep moving forward, no one can stop you, and no one can stand with you? "

Atsushi Nakajima opened Ryunosuke Akutagawa's hand at once.Akutagawa Ryunosuke's assumption that Atsushi Nakajima possesses endless physical strength that flashed in his mind before has now been proved—which middle species can endure until the next morning, when the soul shows the power It can also almost fight against rare and precious species?

The battle between the tiger and the wolf——

Akutagawa Ryunosuke almost turned off the car key, ran the red light all the way and drove to the house without stepping on the brakes. He got out of the car and went upstairs first. After entering the computer room, he never came out again.After Nakajima Atsushi said that, he suddenly became calm and restrained. It is true that both of them are angry, but it is also true that they were shaken by the other party's words. Now he is actually concerned about whether Akutagawa Ryunosuke is still sad—— Even though he himself was so sad that he was about to lose his temper.

Still hungry.Atsushi Nakajima opened the door of the refrigerator. He has been home for the past few days. Akutagawa Ryunosuke has been home more often than him. At this moment, the refrigerator is full of his favorite bread and quick-heating rice.Tears almost fell in the car just now, but Atsushi Nakajima held it back, but now the tears almost flowed again.Atsushi Nakajima took out Napoleon Melaleuca and stood in the kitchen eating mouthfuls, his voice was very low, but he still wanted to hear what he was doing.Ryunosuke Akutagawa hardly moved in the computer room.

Atsushi Nakajima started to eat fruit after eating the bread.He took out a few frozen passion fruits from the third shelf of the refrigerator, cut them open in the middle with a knife, and the thin yellow juice rolled slowly on the stove like a sigh.He took out a spoon from the cupboard and ate it like a slow-motion playback.It seems not as delicious as when I was just married——

Atsushi Nakajima mechanically ate all the passion fruits he took out, and when he was sitting on the sofa, he heard the sound of Akutagawa Ryunosuke using a lighter in the computer room, and then the sound of burning tobacco.

After Atsushi Nakajima washed up and returned to bed, he finally fell asleep when he was suddenly awakened by the sound of electronic music from the computer room.The three of them all love to listen to the electronic music produced by this European and American electronic music group. This kind of music is especially suitable for disco dancing in nightclubs, accompanied by heavy bass and fast rhythm like heavy metal scratches.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned up the volume button on the stereo again, and kept repeating the song.Atsushi Nakajima felt the door of the room start to tremble.

It doesn't matter, they live in a small villa, and basically all the neighbors have gone abroad to play.

Half an hour later, Atsushi Nakajima finally fell asleep again, but was woken up again.Akutagawa Ryunosuke changed to a louder one.

Tsuki Nakajima pulled on his slippers and opened the door. When he walked to the door of the computer room, he smelled a strong smell of Marlboro.He knocked on the door, but the voice inside was easily drowned out, so he opened the door directly.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was sitting in front of the computer, and the smoke drifting around around him was so fascinated by Atsushi Nakajima that he couldn't see what Akutagawa Ryunosuke was doing at all.Atsushi Nakajima walked to the end of the room and opened the window, then went back to the computer and reached out to turn back the audio button until there was no sound.The electronic music stopped.

"go out."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke took a puff on his cigarette, then continued playing the game on the computer.He rides a 2005 version of the violent motorcycle, in which the protagonist can kick to death the person cheering for him at the starting point, and of course he can also run over other riders on the track.Akutagawa Ryunosuke's sound of pressing the keyboard was very low, but the burly man on the computer screen was galloping all the way on a motorcycle. This technique and technique made the engineering man Atsushi Nakajima feel ashamed.

Atsushi Nakajima stood next to him and watched him play, Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't want to make any noise to drive him away, so he continued to play.The ashtray in front of him was full of cigarette butts.

"You tonight..."

Have you had dinner tonight?

...Do you want to go back to your room and sleep?

"Get out, Atsushi Nakajima." Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't even look at him.

Atsushi Nakajima saw Ryunosuke Akutagawa smoke one at an alarming speed, then freed up one hand to take out a new one from the cigarette case, lit it and continued.The degree of a man's upset can be directly reflected in the number of cigarettes he smokes, especially Ryunosuke Akutagawa.Atsushi Nakajima seems to be able to see a few years ago, the young man with dull eyes and sickly skin, who kept hurting himself in the process of hurting others, and walked step by step in the darkness, a lonely Japanese wolf.

Atsushi Nakajima put the box of Marlboros with three sticks left on the table into his pocket.Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned the audio button back, and the sound of the electronic music was turned up to the maximum again. He opened the drawer, and it was full of cigarettes stuffed for him when others gave gifts.Take out a new box, click on it, and continue to smoke.

Atsushi Nakajima asked again: "Have you had dinner tonight?"

"..." Akutagawa Ryunosuke still didn't look at him.

"Akutagawa Ryunosuke," Nakajima Atsushi seemed to be holding on for the last time, with a pain in his heart, "Are you..."

"Don't want to pass?"

Atsushi Nakajima was sure he heard it, because Ryunosuke Akutagawa's fingertips trembled faintly.

Until Atsushi Nakajima took all the cigarettes in the drawer away, closed the door and went back to the bedroom, Ryunosuke Akutagawa didn't turn his head.

TBC.