golden wind meets dew

When people get along with each other, as long as the emotional intelligence of both parties is good, they can always get along with each other almost tacitly.Coupled with a few lover filters, it can look particularly sweet and beautiful.This kind of "fit together", once a crack appears, the truth of the bargain will be revealed immediately, and the relationship between each other will become tasteless.

And amidst all the gaps, the sudden stop on the bed seems hard to mend.

No one mentioned the hiatus that day, and the appointment continued.But enthusiasm is decreasing and topics are decreasing, which is visible to the naked eye.Eye contact, Guan Jiang could clearly see that Du Jingzhou's eyes changed from erratic to polite.When the fruit on the table can become the whole chat content of a meeting, he knows that he is tired.

It's not that love is desperate, and naturally a minor illness is an injury.

Guan Jiang is a little sad, a little wronged, a little regretful, but that's all.Thinking about it carefully, I'm still a little thankful that I restrained myself that day, so that Chen Wei would not be held accountable.

But he knew that Chen Wei would never come to hold him accountable again, and it was possible to blame himself—once, he was still shopping for fruit at the corner of Genzhuyuan, and caught a glimpse of Chen Wei.He didn't seem to be passing by, maybe he hesitated to come to him.This time he didn't take the initiative to greet him again, Chen Wei took a look around and finally left sadly.

He didn't mention this matter to Du Jingzhou.Many things are gradually removed from the chat content.The three girls in the dentist's office would occasionally ask him, "Why hasn't Dr. Du come here for so long?"

He raised his head and asked, "Why did he come?"

Lizi said: "Didn't you have a good relationship before, you often went out together..." As she spoke, her voice became quieter because she saw Guan Jiang's face turned cold, and finally stuck out her tongue, " Well, no gossip about you, cheapskate."

Guan Jiang said nothing, yawned, and ran to the lounge.

He lay on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling.I thought to myself, it was indeed "before".

After getting along these days, he knew Du Jingzhou quite well, and he felt that he was a person who would not open his mouth to break up.He will be passive and aloof.Even the real cold war seems to be too shameless to do it.If this relationship is to be dealt with cleanly, he has to come.

This is fair, after all, in retrospect, he was the first to offer the possibility—the night when the blood was hot after a fight, and the quiet and cool Rong'an Riverside.

Guan Jiang flipped through the calendar on the table and picked a date.

On a midsummer night, the hospital garden is filled with the scent of gardenias, sweet and moist.Guan Jiang carried the packaged fried noodles for a while, and saw Du Jingzhou sitting on a long stone chair in a daze, holding a thermos cup tightly in his hand.

"Yeah, here." He walked over and shook the fried powder on him reluctantly.

Du Jingzhou raised his eyes, said "thank you", took the fried noodles and lowered his head to open it.The two sat side by side, one was eating and the other was silent.The night in the hospital is always very quiet, people can't even breathe easily.

"In a bad mood?" After Du Jingzhou finished eating, Guan Jiang turned his head to find a topic.

"It's okay." Du Jingzhou put the packing box into a bag, tied it up, and put it at his feet. "Not long ago, there was a patient who was not rescued. He was very young, only 17 years old. He also said last week that if the disease can Just be well before the end of August, and don't delay going back to the third year of high school."

I don't know how to comfort this kind of thing.Guan Jiang listened, but did not make a sound.

The two sat in silence for a while, Du Jingzhou said that he would go back and change his clothes, Guan Jiang nodded and answered.So we went to Du Jingzhou's office together.It was the first time he stepped into his office after dating for so long.

"Sit here for a while, I'll wash your face." Du Jingzhou pointed to his position, and then went into the bathroom.

The desk is clean, with computers, pen holders, and notebooks.There is also a stack of A4 papers, the upper ones are used, the lower ones are not.Guan Jiang flipped through, and found that all the drawings on the used paper were human bodies.Different from the cartoons in his youth, what he draws now are all precise human organs, so detailed that even the distribution of blood vessels is drawn.

He flipped through one by one, and finally saw one that wasn't a human body organ - that's not accurate, because all of it was painted with eyes, a pair of very beautiful eyes.

"I'm ready, let's go..." Du Jingzhou came out, caught a glimpse of the piece of paper Guan Jiang was looking at, paused, and said, "I drew it...it wasn't you, but it looks like you, right?"

As Du Jingzhou said, he smiled at Guan Jiang.The latter's throat was dry and tight at that moment just now, but he was relieved after hearing this, and nodded, "Well, the corners of the eyes are very similar—let's go."

He folded all the A4 papers neatly, put them back as they were, and left the office.

Du Jingzhou's mood always seemed a little depressed. Rong'an City is small enough, and it doesn't make much difference whether to drive or not.He didn't go to get the car, and walked with Guan Jiang from the hospital to his home - his own home.If I usually drive, I will send Guan Jiang back first.He had a feeling for Guan Jiang's purpose in coming today, but he didn't want to speak to the point, so he might as well just walk around.

They passed the school, and even the prospective high school seniors were on vacation.Du Jingzhou stood and looked at the school gate.

"Want to go in and have a look?" Guan Jiang asked.

Then seeing Du Jingzhou frowned almost reflexively, showing a look of resistance, he shook his head.He stood there for a while, then continued walking.

"Is there anything you hate?" Du Jingzhou asked after leaving the school for a while.

"Yes. I have an uncle who has always disliked me. So every time I go to his house, he will secretly bully me, and I hate his house very much." That being said, there is nothing annoying in Guan Jiang's tone Cheng Cheng, "But when I grew up, I realized that he actually blamed me for dragging his sister down. For the sake of being a sister-in-law and a madman, I forgive him."

After hearing this, Du Jingzhou raised the corner of his mouth politely, "Then it's not really annoying, I really hated that school just now."

guessed.Guan Jiang nodded, more than a year of amateur consulting habits was still in his instinctive memory, he observed his expression, felt his mood, and speculated why—could it be why, whose youth was completely smooth?Especially a boy like him.

Du Jingzhou said, "I haven't talked to you about the ex before, have I?"

Indeed.They talked about the customs and things in the world, but they rarely talked about each other's private parts.It always takes a certain amount of time and trust to open up areas like that, and they haven't gotten there yet.

Guan Jiang replied: "Yes."

Du Jingzhou showed an expression of "Let's talk about it then".Before speaking, he glanced back and pointed to the school he had already walked past.

"I hate it because it embarrasses me. You know, children are sometimes much more sensitive to strangeness than adults. Some of my classmates are more sensitive than my mother, or even myself. I felt that I was different early on. They were weird to me and made fun of me. At that time, I only had one friend, so I confided my displeasure to him. He also treated me very well. I was almost, really almost, just tell he……"

"You like him?" Guan Jiang blurted out, and after asking, he was startled and pursed his lips.He didn't expect to be so abrupt, he was completely lost.

But Du Jingzhou didn't seem to notice, he nodded and said: "If you count from personal emotional experience, he may be regarded as an 'ex'."

Guan Jiang said "Oh" and asked absent-mindedly, "What happened next?"

"Later, I found out that I would be joked about by many people, and it all started from him." Du Jingzhou smiled like a wry smile, "Old-fashioned?"

Guan Jiang could only return a sympathetic smile.

"One day, I confronted him. I remember, he asked me if I knew how I was different from other people. To be honest, I knew, but I wasn't sure. It actually took me a long, long time to finally Being sure is not the same as recognizing yourself, and in this process, I have made some... attempts."

As he spoke, he looked towards Guan Jiang.Guan Jiang nodded clearly, "I understand."

Du Jingzhou said again: "Among these attempts, there is one more person who almost made me count as the predecessor."

If Guan Jiang felt something, "The owner of those beautiful eyes?"

"Doctor Xiao Guan is always very smart." Du Jingzhou said, "Yes. He is very good. At that time, no one made me feel better than him."

"Then why didn't he become a real ex?"

"Because, I haven't had time to know him." Du Jingzhou spread his hands, telling his young and absurd self-mockery, "I didn't even have time to see his appearance clearly. The day I met him was the night when I confronted the person in front, and then I went to drink by the river. My mother disciplined me very strictly. I had never drank alcohol before, and I was not very good at controlling it. I passed out very quickly."

Hearing this, Guan Jiang raised his eyebrows in surprise, and met Du Jingzhou's eyes: "So, did you meet in a one-night stand?" He then touched his eyes and joked, "I can't be his Substitute?"

Du Jingzhou also smiled: "Not really. However, I really like your eyes the most."

Guan Jiang wiped the end of his right eye with his middle finger: "What kind of eyes?"

"Peach blossom eyes." Du Jingzhou said.

Guan Jiang heard a muffled noise in his head.

After walking for half an hour, they arrived at the door of Du Jingzhou's house.He lives in a traditional alley in Rong'an City, surrounded by a row of walls, and he can see the yard first when he pushes the door.They stood by the wall, Du Jingzhou pushed the door a little, there was still light in the house, I don't know if Chen Wei didn't sleep, or the light was left on.

He didn't go in, but stood in front of the door facing Guan Jiang.

"There is also the story of the last ex." He looked at Guan Jiang, with a smile in his eyes that was happy to get together and part ways, and said, "The first time I saw you, I felt that my mother shouldn't go to you Consultation. Because, this will allow me to know you, and it will bring us to where we are today."

"Du Jingzhou." Guan Jiang called him.

"Anyway, let's do this first. We are separated, maybe we can see each other and ourselves more clearly." Du Jingzhou didn't stop, as if he was going to finish in one breath, "If there is a destiny, we will stand here together."

After finishing speaking, he pressed the corners of his lips and forced a smile, "I'm going back."

Guan Jiang opened his mouth, but made no sound.Du Jingzhou pushed the door open, turned around and entered the yard.The light inside the door flickered, then closed, and disappeared.

Guan Jiang stood at the door and stared at the door for a long time before the blood on his body gradually returned to its original speed.