golden wind meets dew

"You mean, I'm naive?" Guan Jiang seemed to be concentrating on eating, and after a long time, he suddenly spoke.Then Du Jingzhou said just now.

"Ah?" Du Jingzhou's gaze drifted above the chopsticks and landed on Guan Jiang's face.

The two made eye contact.It is unexpected, but also logical.Something unfolded in this look, and suddenly both of them had some thoughts, the topic they were talking about became insignificant, but the new topic was still abrupt.

Alas... let's eat.Guan Jiang raised his index finger and pointed at the fried noodles in front of Du Jingzhou.Du Jingzhou also agreed that silence is a good solution, so he lowered his head and continued to eat.

After the two of them finished their late-night supper, the boss walked by them. Guan Jiang stuffed 50 yuan into his hand and said, "The rest will be used next time. Let's go."

The boss looked at him, then at Du Jingzhou, they were all regular customers: "Get married with Dr. Du?"

Guan Jiang said, "Together together."

The boss pocketed the money: "There's nothing left."

Du Jingzhou laughed out loud, Guan Jiang didn't feel embarrassed at all, tore off two napkins, and said to Du Jingzhou, "Let's go".Du Jingzhou stood up and walked out of the alley with him.

Guan Jiang took off the white coat in the dentist's clinic, as if taking off a layer of camouflage, his body always had that strong aura, and there was no sign of going back to Dr. Xiaoguan at all.Du Jingzhou thought it was interesting, taking advantage of the darkness of night, he glanced at him quietly.

"Going to the river?" Guan Jiang asked after walking out of the alley.

Naturally.With that one glance before, this matter has already been confirmed.Dr. Xiaoguan was really polite and even asked a question.Du Jingzhou also replied in a serious manner: "Yes, let's digest food."

Guan Jiang smiled softly, the meaning was unclear.

There is only one river in Rong'an City, which divides the town into two parts, old and new. The scenery and atmosphere on both sides of the river are very different.On the new side, there are lively barbecue stalls, and there are bars on the side of the road, not at all quieter than the alley next to the school.On the old side, there are only shade trees and street lights.

Guan Jiang looked at Du Jingzhou, and Du Jingzhou said, "Don't drink."

So I chose to go to the old side, walking from the bridge to the embankment, and the environment became quieter and quieter.Naturally bring out the atmosphere of a tryst.What are you doing here?Even if there is any idea, it's only the second meeting, it's not suitable.

After walking for a while, Du Jingzhou picked up a topic: "After my mother went back last time, her attitude towards getting along with me has improved. I want to thank you—do you have something to say?" stop look.

"Oh, it's nothing." Guan Jiang also thought about the topic, but he spoke a little later than Du Jingzhou, "I heard that you came to the clinic in the afternoon, looking for me?"

Du Jingzhou smiled: "I just want to thank you."

After hearing this, Guan Jiang paused for a moment and said, "Oh."

With this appearance, it can be said to be in a daze, or it can be said to be disappointed.Can't tell, scratching my heart lightly.Du Jingzhou's throat was itchy, and he couldn't help but want to swallow.However, he didn't want to expose it, so he had to hide the abnormality carefully.

Some moods are caused by the environment and atmosphere, which may not be true.Adults must weigh the pros and cons of indulging these emotions without sacrificing a situation.I don't know the details, I don't know the character, and I still need to communicate, so it's better to be cautious.

——Even now, this person is the only one in the whole city who knows his secret.

Du Jingzhou said: "I wanted to treat you to a meal, but I was embarrassed just now and asked you to pay for the meal. I will treat you formally next time."

"Okay." Guan Jiang agreed without hesitation, with a generous gesture.

That's good, Dr. Guan is very sensible.Du Jingzhou smiled at this, and walked all the way, bringing the topic to Rong'an City.He is a native of the country, and Guan Jiang is a foreigner who has lived here for more than two years. It is really suitable to talk about this small town.

The night is like water, dripping into the depths, and the face is blurred.

How could it be that he just wanted to thank you and invite you to dinner?Guan Jiang didn't believe it.

After that night, the idea often popped up in his mind.He didn't know, when he thought about this question, a sneering expression appeared on his face, which was clearly seen by the nurses in the clinic, and after seeing him a few times, he started to mutter.

This is thanks to his good looks, little girls like to discuss good-looking boys.

"Do you think he's in a relationship?" The most positive one was Lizi. She liked Guan Jiang, and everyone in the clinic knew it.But I also understand that she just likes the appearance, so I still gossip about Guan Jiang with her.

Another girl named Meimei is naturally mean, and she choked her with cold words: "Where is he going to talk, he is in the clinic all day long. Did he talk to you? Or Xiao Mo?"

Xiao Mo was the girl who told Guan Jiang about Du Jingzhou's visit that day. Compared with the lively Lizi and the cool Meimei, she was the calmest and intellectual of the three, and she spoke with style.

"Dr. Xiaoguan is a very simple person. He doesn't have a heart. His emotions are written on his face. I don't think it's necessarily a relationship. It may be that he has encountered a problem that he can't solve." , like a good student who studies hard.

However, Lizi and Meimei both showed approval.It is because Dr. Xiao Guan will indeed show richer emotions and expressions because of difficult problems.When they turned around, coincidentally, Dr. Guan had that troubled and contemptuous expression on his face.

"What are you looking at? Are you idle?" Guan Jiang was stared at by three people at once, feeling that he was being watched for no reason, his eyebrows were raised, and his tone was deliberately serious.

The three girls dispersed immediately, there were no patients in the clinic, and they went back to their workbenches.

Guan Jiang thought for a while, then asked again: "Did you gossip about me just now?"

Lizi poked her head out immediately: "No, they help me plan how to chase you every day!"

Guan Jiang listened, and glanced at the corner of his mouth: "Work hard, don't always think about what you have and what you don't have."

"Image!" Xiao Mo stared at him and said, "You are a gentle and steady Doctor Xiao Guan, don't show childishness."

When she teased her like this, the other two girls laughed, and the atmosphere in the clinic was relaxed.Guan Jiang was very generous about being made a joke of himself, he didn't care about it, and let them make trouble.until a guest arrives.

The guest was the mother of Du Jingzhou whom he had just slandered.

Chen Wei opened the door and came in, looked up and saw him, and asked apologetically, "Doctor Xiaoguan, are you free? I want to chat."

Guan Jiang immediately changed into the image that Xiao Mo said, and returned with a soft and broad smile like warm water: "Yes, please come in."

It can be seen that Chen Wei likes Guan Jiang's consulting room very much.This is a room he personally designed and carefully decorated after he officially started his consulting business.The wallpaper, decoration, and furnishings are all light, with some warm colors from time to time, making the whole space very warm.And it is divided into two parts, which are used for chatting and resting alone, which part looks safe.

Chen Wei came here for the second time, and got in the mood to look at this place.After observing for a week, he set his eyes on Guan Jiang's face and signaled that he could start chatting.

Guan Jiang smiled and spoke first: "How are you doing these few days?"

Chen Wei said: "It's okay, the anniversary of my adopted daughter's death just passed, and on the day after the worship, I shared the secret with my son."

Guan Jiang was a little genuinely surprised, and showed his approval: "It's progressing so fast, Mr. Chen is very courageous."

"I don't like to dig into dead ends, I like to solve problems. But some problems, doctor, do you understand, some problems cannot be solved, and we can only take a step back and ask for a breathing space."

"I understand." Guan Jiang nodded, followed her wishes, and took her to talk about today's goals, "An important step has been taken, what goal does Teacher Chen want to achieve next?"

"I want to ask you a question." Chen Wei raised her head and looked directly at Guan Jiang.

Guan Jiang nodded and said, "Teacher Chen, please tell me."

Chen Wei asked, "Have you ever had contact with homosexuals?"

There is no super outline this time, but it is a problem that is not easy to do.Guan Jiang hates difficult questions the most, because he obviously has a certain idea, but he can't get the ideal score in the end.

He paused, and replied, "I have been in touch."

Chen Wei asked again: "Are they in pain?"

The train of thought was a little uncertain, so I had to rely on my intuition: "There is always pain, and anyone who is in a relationship will suffer. Of course, they also have pain that comes from outside the relationship, so in general, as far as I know, they will be more painful." Painful."

Chen Wei then asked: "Is it possible for them to be happy?"

Why is it so difficult to understand, Guan Jiang felt a hairball on the edge of his heart: "...It's possible."

Chen Wei: "Have you seen it?"

Guan Jiang touched the water glass on the table, picked it up, lowered his eyelashes, made himself look calm and calm, took a sip of water slowly, and then looked directly at Chen Wei again.Do something to divert attention and feel better.

"I don't have much contact with you, and I don't have a deep understanding, so it's hard to say. However, when people have relationships, no matter what, there are always times of happiness, and there are times when life is worse than death. It's hard to sum it up in one word. .”

Chen Wei said: "Doctor Xiaoguan, I want to accept my son, what should I do?"

After hearing this, Guan Jiang pursed his lips lightly so as not to reveal his discomfort.It's a good question and a gentle one.But its meaning hurts. "I want to accept" means that I don't accept it now.It's so difficult.This mother has known the child's secret for so many years, but still stays on "not accepting".

Guan Jiang asked himself not to hurt a person who was looking for improvement, and replied sincerely: "Why don't you try to accept yourself first. For example, tell yourself that there is no fault of yours in this - it is true, it is not your fault at all .”

"Can it be like this?" The suggestion was right, and Chen Wei's eyes lit up, as if she had found a new angle that she had never thought of in front of the dead question.

"I understand what you mean. You mean, I don't accept him, but I'm blaming myself for not fulfilling my mother's responsibility, causing him to become... what he is now. Maybe I should, I should go from another level Consider my own responsibilities. For example, why did I, as a mother, not help him after I found out, but instead pretended not to know, and I gave Zhiqiu to him, I..."

She had her own thoughts, Guan Jiang didn't disturb her introspection, and listened quietly to her sorting out.A teacher doesn't need someone else to teach her to do the questions, she just needs someone to listen.

The consultation lasted for an hour, and the ratio of the two talking was at most three to seven.Three doctors, seven patients.Chen Wei said that when it was over, her face looked tired, but she was relaxed, and there was no need to rest.

Guan Jiang went out of the consultation room with her, and Du Jingzhou was sitting in the lobby of the clinic to pick up his mother.

Seeing them coming out, Du Jingzhou got up to meet them, and nodded politely to Guan Jiang: "Dr. Xiao Guan, thank you for your hard work."

Guan Jiang smiled lightly: "It should."

Chen Wei came here once and already knew Guan Jiang's charging standard.I went to scan the QR code on the table by myself, paid the consultation fee, called my son back, and went out.

Du Jingzhou hesitated a little, as if seeing his mother gone, so he could secretly do his own thing, and whispered to Guan Jiang, "Are you free tomorrow night?"

Hearing this, Guan Jiang raised his eyes to look at him, and the disguise of Doctor Xiao Guan was still there, so he replied calmly: "Yes."

Du Jingzhou made an ok gesture and said softly, "I'll pick you up at 06:30."