golden wind meets dew

When Chen Wei saw the figure of the class representative wandering outside the corridor for the third time, she finally realized that the child wanted to find her.Having been busy with mid-term exams for the past two weeks, she felt that she was indeed a little slow-this should have been noticed when the figure first appeared.

Before calling the person in, Chen Wei looked through the report card of the exam.The child has declined in all subjects, obviously he has something on his mind.

"Zhao Ke." After closing the report card, she got up and walked to the door of the office.

The class representative was turning his back on her, and was startled when he heard the voice suddenly.Turning around and looking over, the eyes were full of apprehension and panic.

Chen Wei was secretly taken aback.Your child's situation may be different from what you think.She beckons the child to come in.

"Are you looking for me?"

The class representative put his hands between his knees, very cramped, and did not dare to look up at Chen Wei.After Chen Wei asked this question, she was not in a hurry to ask for an answer.Instead, he turned around and poured a glass of water for the child at the water dispenser.

"Teacher." After a long while, the class representative raised his head, his eyes were red. "I, I... I caused trouble for you, please punish me."

Chen Wei looked at her kindly, "Don't cry, just talk, what's wrong?"

The class representative was ready, and quickly took out his mobile phone and put it in front of Chen Wei.The screen is bright, and the web page is adjusted to the most suitable position.She might have been ready to do it.It just needs the courage to take this step in front of Chen Wei.

Chen Wei realized that the situation was unusual.She held her breath lightly, and carefully and slowly flipped through the pages shown to her by the class representative.After reading half a screen, the class representative whispered at the same time.

"From the beginning, I was just curious and fun... When I posted the post, I also considered concealing the real information, but I didn't expect to meet someone who knew the truth. Teacher, I really didn't mean it..."

While she was talking, she paid close attention to the teacher's attitude, and easily caught every change in the teacher's expression.The teacher frowned, even the muscles in the corners of his eyes trembled.Her heart also trembled and grabbed.

Looking down at the screen of my mobile phone, I saw a paragraph stuck on it: The doctor had an ex-girlfriend, who was the adopted daughter of his wife. He wanted his younger sister to marry him, but the younger sister was unwilling, and died in a car accident. up...

"Teacher..." The class representative shouted softly.

Chen Wei responded with a "hmm", and something flashed across his face, showing a bit of absent-mindedness.

"It's okay, you can go back. Be careful when surfing the Internet in the future, and network security issues cannot be underestimated now." After a pause, he tapped the report card on the desktop with his fingers, and said, "Don't think too much, and don't be distracted from studying."

The class representative had red eyes two or three times, and wanted to say something more.But seeing that Chen Wei had no intention of chatting any more, she resentfully took back her phone and left.

Children are sixteen or seventeen years old, living in the Internet age, their thoughts and actions are less burdensome, and they don’t know bad things when they mess around-maybe this is not a bad thing for their generation.

The words she saw on the webpage just now appeared in Chen Wei's mind. There were relaxed and casual laughs, speculations with excessive imagination, and sensational "revealing news"... everything was indistinguishable from the truth, and even the speech could not be seen. Whether it is malicious, ridicule or pure joke.

Therefore, she was more confused by these remarks than pursuing the "instigator" who was crying and admitting his mistakes.

After the class representative left, she turned on the phone by herself, and searched for the keywords she had just seen on the search engine unskillfully.

Jumping from one web page to another, more information and remarks are rushed.Those words are more difficult to distinguish emotional color and position than what I saw just now.Too many words are ambiguous, and as a Chinese teacher, she feels that she doesn't quite understand the Chinese language expression.

She stayed in the office until dark.

Du Jingzhou didn't go home that day.She had already received the information earlier, knowing that he was going to live in Guan Jiang's place for the next two days-does it have anything to do with this incident on the Internet?She wanted to ask, took out her mobile phone, and hesitated again.

When people encounter the same thing at the same time, they may not necessarily be able to "get through it together".She has already experienced it.

She resolutely spent the night alone with this matter.The next day, still look at those pages.

Maybe it's numbness, maybe it's calming down.Watching more discussions overnight is like watching the same silly farce over and over again.In the farce, I can't see my own shadow, only see the ridiculousness.She was no longer angry or afraid, and she even wanted to share.

She can only find one person to "share".

"I've thought about this day. When I saw those posts and comments, I was in my heart," she paused, trying to find an appropriate descriptor. "It's strange. The more I look at it, the more I feel relieved. It's as if I've been waiting for a long time. It's finally here... It's here. I don't have to worry about it anymore. I just..."

"Face it." Guan Jiang answered involuntarily.

Chen Wei raised her head suddenly, her eyes were bright: "Yes!"

Guan Jiang looked at her and felt a chemical reaction called "tacit understanding".

Just 10 minutes ago, when he was about to close for get off work, the door of the clinic was suddenly pushed open by Chen Wei. "Can I have a consultation?" Chen Wei asked.He had thought that Chen Wei would come to him again, but he didn't expect that the purpose of coming was for consultation.

Nature can't refuse.

Chen Wei told him that her class representative came to confess her mistakes, and said that it was the first time she saw a dear person being discussed on the Internet, and said that it was the feeling of "this day" coming to her... She automatically blocked the reality that Guan Jiang was the person involved, Nor did he regard Guan Jiang as his son's boyfriend.Just like when she first came here, she regarded Guan Jiang as a strange consultant who could talk to her.

This seems to work.She spoke freely of what was on her mind and what she said.

"The reality is different from the imagination." She said, "I used to think, if everyone knew Jingzhou's secret, how would they think of him? Would he be bullied? If someone deliberately hurt him, he should What should I do? I don't have the ability, I can't hide him, I can't make people shut up, and I can't send him to a good place... Thinking about this makes me feel bad!"

Guan Jiang met her gaze with a gentle smile: "What about now?"

"There are indeed many other people's opinions, which are very fierce. But most of them have nothing to do with me and Jing Zhou. It has nothing to do with you." She smiled, "Many of them are fake. The people you discuss are not It’s not really Jingzhou, it’s really Zhiqiu..."

"Aren't you mad? They're being distorted, making up things that don't exist."

"I was angry at first." She seemed a little embarrassed, "But I don't like to be angry, and I don't like to quarrel, so enough is enough."

Guan Jiang smiled lightly, "You know, I've always been afraid that you'd be angry, and so was Jing Zhou. So we didn't dare to tell you, thinking that this thing will pass. You know, cyber violence is very common now, If we can't fight, we can only rest assured, otherwise...otherwise, all the money will be given to the psychiatrist."

After finishing speaking, his smile was a little more self-deprecating with a lively atmosphere.

Chen Wei looked at him with a sinking gaze, becoming quiet and gentle.

"Guan Jiang, thank you for listening to me."

Guan Jiang couldn't figure out Chen Wei's current role at the moment, whether it was a patient or a boyfriend's mother - if this was a simple consultation, from the moment Chen Wei became open and relaxed, the conversation between each other came to an end up.If it means anything else, it's probably just getting started.

He had no choice but to hand over the initiative of this conversation from now on, silently nodding.

There was a wind blowing outside, and the movement was very clear.The corner of the wind seems to have blown through the human heart, amplifying the senses.It is going to rain.Guan Jiang thought.Then, he heard Chen Wei say.

"I remember you hinting at me."

He immediately looked over and looked at Chen Wei again.

Chen Wei said: "When you and Jing Zhou happened to meet, I went to you, and you said that I was eager to find someone to trust Jing Zhou, because I thought in my heart that Jing Zhou was doing something wrong, just like the goods were broken, and we had to take care of him." It’s like clearing the warehouse and disposing of it as soon as possible.”

Guan Jiang: "...um."

"I've thought about it for a long time, and I admit it." Chen Wei showed distress, "Then Doctor Xiao Guan, can you teach me how I can convince myself that Jing Zhou is really right, he will be cherished and loved ——I’m not forcing you to express your opinion this time.”

You can make a statement this time.Guan Jiang thought.But things are always not completely in place. Now that you can express your opinion, if you really express your determination like a son-in-law meeting his mother-in-law, it will be weird.

He hesitated to speak, but did not speak in the end.He lowered his head and opened the drawer, taking out a notebook.Push it in front of Chen Wei.

"I don't know if you have seen this, I'm sorry, I got it by accident, and I read it without authorization-"

Chen Wei saw the pages he had turned over, glanced at them, and froze. "Is this from Zhiqiu?"

Guan Jiang nodded: "It's her diary, take it back."

"Ah." Chen Wei took a light breath, pointed at the page and drew a line, "Well, let me see." She closed the notebook, put it away and hugged it to her chest.Guan Jiang knew that the consultation was over.

Guan Jiang sent Chen Wei out.When he looked up, he saw Du Jingzhou standing opposite the clinic.

It was just nightfall, and he was standing under a lamp post reading a book.Chen Wei also saw him, Guan Jiang wanted to call out, but she shook her head to stop him.Touching his eyes, Guan Jiang suddenly understood what Chen Wei meant.She doesn't want to disturb them today.

"Let's go, you're all right." After she finished speaking, she walked into the night.

Du Jingzhou who was on the opposite side waited for an unknown how long, but he was engrossed in reading by looking at his posture.Guan Jiang looked at him quietly for a while, and then waited for the other party to raise his head and take a glance.They looked at each other and smiled.Du Jingzhou looked around to make sure there was no car passing by, closed the book and walked over.

"My mother is gone?"

"Do you know your mother is here?" Guan Jiang understood, "Did you really read the book seriously just now, or did you just pretend?"

Du Jingzhou replied calmly: "It's half pretended, but I also read it seriously. There will be a short skill test in two days, so I like to test things that I don't usually use. Review and familiarize yourself."

"Don't change the focus." Guan Jiang pinched his ear, "Pretend not to see your mother, you are not a good boy."

After hearing this, Du Jingzhou didn't have the slightest intention of repenting, and said, "I have been a good boy for many years. There is nothing wrong with not being good. It is my fault to pretend to be good. Doctor Xiaoguan, don't you often lead others to face Is it real?"

Huh.Will use other people's weapons to fight back at others.Guan Jiang spread his hands, looking like "whatever you say is right".

He closed the door, took Du Jingzhou's hand and walked towards his home.After walking for a while, he suddenly said triumphantly, "There must be enough food in the refrigerator today!"

Du Jingzhou was amused by him.

"Do you know?" Du Jingzhou said, "Every time I'm with you, I feel that many things in life don't matter, but being yourself must be important all your life."

Hearing this, Guan Jiang was startled.If he realized something, he looked at Du Jingzhou with a look of helplessness - he had seen something similar in the diary he had just given to Chen Wei.Looking at Du Jingzhou's smile at this moment, no matter how dull he is, he still understands.

That diary was deliberately sent to him by Du Jingzhou.

This kid is really not a good kid.