golden wind meets dew

They are all single parents, and Chen Wei is very strict with his son, and he is pervasive.When he was a teenager, Du Jingzhou felt out of breath for a while, and thought that he could let his mother know everything else, except liking the same sex.But Guan Jiang's experience was completely opposite. During the two years of his rebellious period, he used this point more than once to try to attract Brother Qiu's attention.

He got good friends to act as his boyfriend, took them home, and sat in the yard after dinner, with their heads next to each other, babbling.He also watched "Brokeback Mountain" and "Love of Siam" in front of Brother Qiu.

However, Brother Qiu was very open, and he didn't express anything other than worryingly saying "it's going to be hard in the future".After a few years, when he grew up, Brother Qiu became more optimistic again, and comforted him by saying, "Nowadays, many people are more tolerant, and you can live the life you want, as long as you are happy."None of the displays of anger he'd expected.

Just a few months ago, Du Jingzhou was still longing for such tolerant treatment from his relatives.Hearing Guan Jiang mention it now, he didn't feel envious at all.He longed for forgiveness, Guan Jiang longed for attention, even if it was rough and angry attention.

But they couldn't ask for it.He didn't know who was more pitiful.

"Here we are." Guan Jiang stopped at a mountain pass.

They turned around and looked down the mountain. The forest was dense and stretched to the foot of the mountain.A road twists and turns and stretches to the village at the foot of the mountain.

This is what Qiu Ge's cemetery can see.

In Guan Jiang's words, Brother Qiu is the woman who made great contributions to the Li family's succession. Li Hao arranged for her a "great funeral". The place under her feet is a carefully selected geomantic treasure.

"Isn't the field of vision broad?" Guan Jiang said.

Du Jingzhou said "hmm".He doesn't know Fengshui, but the scenery is so beautiful, Fengshui is not bad.

Guan Jiang also popularized science: "This is the sun position in the mountains, which is a flat and sunny place. There is a mountain and river over there. There is sunshine and water, which is a good place. When I was a child, the river stopped flowing. Later, the government protected the mountains and forests. Stop cutting down trees, the ecology will improve, and there will be water again.”

Guanjiang pointed not far away, but the trees were lush, and Du Jingzhou couldn't see the river he was talking about.Behind them, quietly stood Qiu Ge's tomb.Although only her urn was buried, the tomb was made beautifully.

The new tomb is clean, and there are paper money scattered around the burial, both white and yellow.It should have rained during the period, and the paper was rotten and embedded in the soil.The ground is dry now, and the dirt looks like it could rub up smoke.

Guan Jiang didn't mind the dirt on the ground, so he knelt down and kowtowed three times, and said to Brother Qiu in Sichuan dialect, "This is Du Jingzhou, I will live with him in the future."

Du Jingzhou glanced at him and said, "I understand."

Guan Jiang raised his face: "Everyone can understand Sichuan dialect, let me go through the motions. Is there anything you want to say to Brother Qiu?"

Du Jingzhou bent his knees and made a gesture to kneel, but Guan Jiang hurriedly stopped him, "Don't you don't, you don't need to do this, just stand up and say it." Du Jingzhou didn't listen, but knelt down and kowtowed respectfully.

Guan Jiang looked at him with a complicated mood and wanted to laugh.

Since Li Hao is a very traditional person, it was also an old custom to marry Brother Qiu back then.So he had seen Brother Qiu wearing a complicated wedding dress, kneeling down to serve tea to his in-laws.Looking at Du Jingzhou's serious appearance now, I have a little association... just a little bit.

Du Jingzhou naturally didn't know what he was thinking of. After kowtowing, he got up and patted his knees, looking down at Guan Jiang's eyes, "I said everything I wanted to say in my heart."

Guan Jiang blinked blankly: "...OK."

He saw Du Jingzhou's ears turned a little suspiciously red, and he guessed what he said in his heart.Du Jingzhou quickly looked away and looked in the direction of the river.

"I'll go to the river over there for a walk."

"Oh."

Du Jingzhou left.Guan Jiang looked at that figure, feeling numb as if he had been stung by a bug for no reason.He knelt in front of Brother Qiu's tomb alone for a long while, then suddenly got up solemnly and kowtowed to the ground.

"Mom, bless me."

The place where Brother Qiu was buried was still some distance away from the small town where Guan Jiang grew up.It was almost evening when they finished sweeping the tomb and returned to the town.

The town is close to Chengdu. Even if it is not a well-known scenic spot, it is quite sensitive to the construction of tourism. There are many unique homestays in the town.They live in one of them.

Just as the sun was setting, Guan Jiang said, "I'll take you somewhere." He deliberately didn't say where it was, and his smile was a little mysterious.

They set off from the homestay, walked through two streets, and came to a ramp.Going up from the ramp, one side is a building built in a low place, and the other side is a wall.The branches of some vines protruded from the wall.

Guan Jiang pointed to those plants and smiled: "Do you think this scene is very similar to the alley in your house?"

A bit like.The fence, the plants in the fence, and the branches sticking out all have similar flavors.Du Jingzhou moved his mind, and looked at Guan Jiang, "Is that why you brought me here?"

A little embarrassment appeared on Guan Jiang's face: "It's about the same... There is a restaurant on it, and the food is delicious. The terrain is high, and you can overlook the town."

But the point is that this wall looks like the environment near his home, Du Jingzhou understands it.Dr. Guan's little romance is kind of... well, childlike.He seemed ashamed of his meaningless romance, which Du Jingzhou found cute.

"I originally thought that you would bring me to meet your stepfather." In Guan Jiang's previous description of the family, Li Hao's image is not bad, he can be a good stepfather.After they finished sweeping Brother Qiu's tomb, it seemed logical that they should meet the stepfather.

"Are you curious?" Guan Jiang asked.

"It's okay." Du Jingzhou said, "If we don't see each other in the future, it doesn't matter if we don't see each other."

Guan Jiang said: "There won't be too many contacts. I have been in Rong'an for the past two years, which is Lao Guan's territory, and he feels that I have defected to my ancestors. Now that Brother Qiu is dead, we are even more of a family. "

In his tone of voice, there was a feeling of saying "fate is over".Maybe he didn't notice it himself, but there was a hint of loneliness sticking to that tone.

Du Jingzhou didn't know what to say, so he didn't say anything.

The two walked down the ramp and reached the highest point.Looking around, it really has the meaning of overlooking the whole town.As for the dishes made in the highest place restaurant, they are not so good.

After dinner, Guan Jiang took Du Jingzhou for a stroll.But he seemed to have no intention of introducing the places other than the ramp to Du Jingzhou. He was very interested in shopping, and went to the hotel just after nine o'clock.

Several people were gathering in front of the B&B, chatting and drinking.If you look closely, there are Sichuan famous snacks, skewers.Seeing them coming in, one of them greeted them warmly.

"together!"

Guan Jiang was much more interested in this, so he asked Du Jingzhou for his opinion, and the latter didn't object, so he pulled him over.Their hands never loosened, and when they sat down, Guan Jiang still clasped his fingers.

It was a young man who called them over, glanced at their hands, and said "Yo", "A couple?"

Guan Jiang said, "Yes!"

Everyone at the table showed lemon faces that were stuffed with dog food.Du Jingzhou couldn't help but relax, Guan Jiang squeezed his finger bones, and let him go gently.They looked at each other quietly, with a smile in their eyes.

It seems that people say that the people of Chengdu are unrestrained and open, which is true.

The small gathering at the homestay lasted until about ten o'clock, and people dispersed one after another.They left not too early or too late, and when they returned to the front desk, the girl sitting inside playing games suddenly stopped them and threw out three or four condoms.

Without raising her head, the girl focused on the game and said, "I'm sorry, there are no preparations in the room, so you can pick and choose."

Du Jingzhou was speechless, and Guan Jiang packed them all up, "Go back and pick them up, and I'll return the rest to you."

The girl is very generous: "You don't need to return it, just use it as you like."

They had sex for the fourth time, even though the previous two had fallen by the wayside.

When Guan Jiang turned off all the lights and there was only a dim corridor light left, Du Jingzhou suddenly found that facing him, he no longer thought about the difficult problem of strange phenomena—he knew clearly that he wanted to be with him. He does, mind and body.

But at this moment, he suddenly had other questions.

Why is Guanjiang the only one who passed the border?Or, who made his body have this filter-like checkpoint?Is it all the reason for that vague and impressive pain and happiness?

"What are you thinking?" Guan Jiang put his arms on his side and stared at him.

He even thought that Guan Jiang would break his chin in the next moment and say "concentrate".Just like that time.

"I'm wondering," he said, "if the only thing I'll ever sleep with is you."

He said this in a very simple tone. After hearing this, Guan Jiang remembered that the most serious students in his class in elementary school were thinking hard about math problems and then asked, "Can this formula be applied to all the problems?"

Hey, how can you talk about this kind of issue in such an innocent tone.Foul alas.

Guan Jiang pressed down a little, his chest rubbed against each other vaguely.His voice was deliberately low, "Dr. Du means, until now, there has been no one else?"

"Others don't feel it." Du Jingzhou said truthfully, "And I may be too serious about sex | love, in addition to the natural physical reaction, I also require proper communication, just like what we do now-I finally figured out how you grew up, We both confirmed that we are serious about dating, and I also met the relatives you care about the most, and then, with you like now..."

"No." Guan Jiang caught a loophole, "One of the things you said has not been realized on your birthday, so why are you willing?"

Du Jingzhou frowned, "I don't know, maybe occasionally I think the procedure is too standard, it's boring."

Hearing this, Guan Jiang suddenly laughed.I couldn't hold back the laughter, my body was completely pressed down, my head was buried under Du Jingzhou's neck, pillowing his collarbone, and the hairy head swept across his chin.

Dr. Guan is like a small animal.

The little animal said: "No, even if it's boring, I can't give up halfway this time, otherwise I will do so many things for nothing, and I will leave a psychological shadow."

It's like someone else's fault if it didn't work out before.

Du Jingzhou said: "Well, I don't want to interrupt any more."

Guan Jiang laughed and trembled.When he raised his head again, his eyes were bright, and he knelt between his two legs.

"I won't bore you," he said.Immediately, Du Jingzhou trembled as if the place where his knees were pressed against, rolled his Adam's apple involuntarily, and his answer was a bit vague.

"I know."

And different, naturally different.

They have all grown up, and from strangers who met passers-by by chance, they became lovers who decided to hold hands and love each other. "Love bonus" seems to really exist, everything is hot flashes and excitement.Yearning and desire come in waves.They understand each other, give and satisfy each other.

The moment Du Jingzhou felt his body being thrown into the clouds, he remembered the pair of peach blossom eyes in the distant time, which overlapped with Guan Jiang's eyes in front of him, weaving a dazzling light with golden powder.

"Okay?"

"great."

They ended up running out of condoms to give back to the girl at the front desk, maybe making up for the first two fallouts.No one knows when the sun rises, or how the morning and the morning pass.Maybe someone woke up during the period, but was soon dragged back to sleep by the exhaustion and the intractable drowsiness.

When Du Jingzhou really woke up, the signal from the biological clock was afternoon.

Outside the homestay is the street, the sound of wheels rolling over the road, the sound of wind blowing trees and leaves rubbing against each other, the sound of iron and iron knocking on an unknown building under construction, and the sound of children playing, one after another or mixed.

Du Jingzhou listened quietly for a while, feeling lazy in his heart and mind.When I looked up and saw Guan Jiang who was still sleeping soundly, I suddenly felt that the most memorable moments in my life were nothing more than that.

He gently turned over, took the phone from the table, and sent a message to Chen Wei: I will go back tomorrow, and Dr. Xiaoguan, I hope you understand.

Chen Wei's mobile phone was placed on the desk, and she was not there.The class representative who was caught by her to help correct the test paper heard the sound of the mobile phone, glanced at the screen, and saw this message from "son" floating out of the floating window.

Doctor Xiaoguan, the name sounds familiar.After a while, she remembered.The well-known handsome dentist in Genzhuyuan Dental Clinic in the town is Dr. Xiaoguan.